I’m tired.678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqoXbALMKV
If I’m honest, the days keep dragging by678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQUMlvwMEd
and my feet are sliding across the floor instead678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZkMULYCDD
of lifting with each step because I can’t find the energy678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeyp1NZ1cn
to pick them up and set them back down.678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3htVrV9IZ
Some people turn and ask me to stop scuffing678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeH7qSDwMG
my feet on the floor, please lift them up and walk678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcqrN268ps
like a normal person, thank you.678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX662kL1Dkv
I try.678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LhgcCjhim
I try everyday to lift myself up and keep walking678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2B8IZvpXZc
but like my feet, I am scuffing across the ground678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiU5GinS5n
just barely making it from one place to another678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrDvAZaMji
without damage.
I’m tired.678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrDE3Iccs5
Just this Wednesday I was driving home678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPXRsqmKk2
on the highway, 480 West from Brookpark Road678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIOUDNyn9r
where the RTA takes me to Cleveland for classes, and678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvrG3HpnM8
during the drive, I couldn’t focus on the road before me678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpS6wxsPzY
because the news that Trump had won left me shaken678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdVXyeydy1
for those I’m not sure how to help678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNM8LhSPRic
when I’ve been given a privilege I didn’t ask for.678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvDGCvi2D6
And while I was driving down the highway678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26deozgz1l
I contemplated the notion of jerking the wheel678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hmG2Xl3nx
to the left and letting my car hit the divide between the678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFBQMOTRvw
highway East and the highway West; allow myself to678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHrew7acIC
collide with the wall, break through and destroy678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdh9rdOsmo3
the other side.678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEuhGZE3uV
Then, I contemplated jerking the wheel to the right678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEcNStpGE2
into the ditch along the grass so I wouldn’t678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vQNyoW0kc
harm anyone else in the process. But I678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLSc1ZG98L
didn’t do either, even though I678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXG1CscPwB
got so scared for a minute678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGUKrU81Lm
that I would.
I’m tired.678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVZ28n9vm9
Last year on August 22nd, my birthday, I had a similar678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oFkHxXkiH
reaction to suicidal thoughts. I had a rough678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJk5xb9Y3rd
birthday; I worked, I was lonely, I felt678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAm8jr2PaKX
pathetic, worthless, uncared for and forgotten678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeSoMM8EUQ
so I took the sharpest and largest kitchen knife678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zOIOvK3yP
and I pressed the tip of it to my chest, above my heart678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPfrRVogkM
and sobbed until I couldn’t sob anymore.678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpaoS4hs8c
I did not press the sharp edge deep enough to678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM57acMYDoU
draw blood, but it was the first time678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmrAMXdGUV
I had allowed myself to678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtH26KZcpWP
get so close to the temptation.
I’m tired.678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaG5PDW49nR
I say that I want to die a lot, even though I never678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWiTETdZTw
actually reach out and go through with it678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Dnpvk9Ihw
I think because I’m afraid of not existing678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJ7roUR7Ee
just as I’m afraid of existing. And lately I678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnksFkn35u
have people who reach out to me when I’m not sure678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFt8oMMBu61
how to reach out to them, and it’s sweet to have people678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5GmaUV2ut
support me, but I go right back to wanting to isolate myself678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDaLUjCPEV
and give up. I have thought about dying every day678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgPNlg1mDw
for the last few weeks and I wish I could just678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzCJ9gJXZv
go through with it.
I’m tired.678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Hvp1bpo5e
I’m so tired of being forgotten, of arguing678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEtmQwG19b
for people to care about me when they should678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Htt5Kr1vr
care about me on their own. I often think that678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjED22qrne
I should just stop putting in such an effort for those that678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFd49CH1Tr2
do not consider me, but I can’t seem to stop caring.678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfsr5XyGEO
She often hurts me more than she improves my life678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ENwD0wLSq
but I’m too afraid to say anything because678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CeZvMIlxW
I need her. I need her to exist678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdiRr3Ml1q
in my existence, and I need her to678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaukLKmQnQW
be by my side.678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1RNUGB2vX
But I’m tired.
I’m tired678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoPV1EITwr
of being tired678Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1lsPFJsyC
in this tiring life.
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