I’m tired.722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhksXMG5tYA
If I’m honest, the days keep dragging by722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6W0l4FlxC
and my feet are sliding across the floor instead722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcZeOQtp4i
of lifting with each step because I can’t find the energy722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo72FbjTYj1
to pick them up and set them back down.722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3b3UvR0Ab
Some people turn and ask me to stop scuffing722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeE0IPmNfNN
my feet on the floor, please lift them up and walk722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzCbOvT8CK
like a normal person, thank you.722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2R7MGnfBDV
I try.722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdBFAJnhYI
I try everyday to lift myself up and keep walking722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88DEbJQXyO
but like my feet, I am scuffing across the ground722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFRlIx7dPk
just barely making it from one place to another722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmQRKNkCbo
without damage.
I’m tired.722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2soR8aT1I
Just this Wednesday I was driving home722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1moY7yyD5
on the highway, 480 West from Brookpark Road722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31Rz1Lx2mF
where the RTA takes me to Cleveland for classes, and722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6TjpacQmC
during the drive, I couldn’t focus on the road before me722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5Z534cv6r
because the news that Trump had won left me shaken722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2ZCUHI21C
for those I’m not sure how to help722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYe2wqckBL
when I’ve been given a privilege I didn’t ask for.722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNS5LkLDaS
And while I was driving down the highway722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoWSnA5PE7
I contemplated the notion of jerking the wheel722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfbS9K60HQ
to the left and letting my car hit the divide between the722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8mJmYc4XZ
highway East and the highway West; allow myself to722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXfrzPuJ1O
collide with the wall, break through and destroy722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLkLTW2r62
the other side.722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxIBNMXeY0
Then, I contemplated jerking the wheel to the right722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvqZTQxA65
into the ditch along the grass so I wouldn’t722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRf6Q1jl6t
harm anyone else in the process. But I722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhbTtHhdRp
didn’t do either, even though I722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFISmXR5epZ
got so scared for a minute722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyCDWbOYdM
that I would.
I’m tired.722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6U31dYcBDD
Last year on August 22nd, my birthday, I had a similar722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvUOni14aY
reaction to suicidal thoughts. I had a rough722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ETYJVLQv2
birthday; I worked, I was lonely, I felt722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmfy2T1vny
pathetic, worthless, uncared for and forgotten722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hPRg2MKiv
so I took the sharpest and largest kitchen knife722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpxIDKn7Ws
and I pressed the tip of it to my chest, above my heart722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1idbKFeaw
and sobbed until I couldn’t sob anymore.722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeN9lfSuaxt
I did not press the sharp edge deep enough to722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI7RAu0iMg
draw blood, but it was the first time722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHIWrwWqWf
I had allowed myself to722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3FUUm0qlO
get so close to the temptation.
I’m tired.722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3505sftOny
I say that I want to die a lot, even though I never722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZa0r2t3au
actually reach out and go through with it722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2ny2EvKFk
I think because I’m afraid of not existing722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxtG14yDZB
just as I’m afraid of existing. And lately I722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GpaNULZI4
have people who reach out to me when I’m not sure722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFppw3cdgtT
how to reach out to them, and it’s sweet to have people722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3PPqgelbw
support me, but I go right back to wanting to isolate myself722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ngTIQjlPK
and give up. I have thought about dying every day722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNFCNepTmB
for the last few weeks and I wish I could just722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Y92IR8j7z
go through with it.
I’m tired.722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sXmQKtawW
I’m so tired of being forgotten, of arguing722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMlGKiBvo8
for people to care about me when they should722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRM1Q6Ca5CJ
care about me on their own. I often think that722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOQBFJQ4KM
I should just stop putting in such an effort for those that722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1C5EKMH3p4
do not consider me, but I can’t seem to stop caring.722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xRrkmaZP2
She often hurts me more than she improves my life722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUEoc9vpZr
but I’m too afraid to say anything because722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMwruNtROx
I need her. I need her to exist722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVko35R3NB
in my existence, and I need her to722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0898S7duHv
be by my side.722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFAeOxW2xx
But I’m tired.
I’m tired722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7O2IDniYk9
of being tired722Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskMn3fmJKu
in this tiring life.
然後按「加至主畫面」