I’ve typed and retyped paragraphs but951Please respect copyright.PENANAwMxLRyXwyi
then left it with I’m fine.951Please respect copyright.PENANAEoDwARt7Fj
I’ve got a lot on my mind.951Please respect copyright.PENANAjKoBhl19DG
Sometimes sentences become so long and drawn out that I’m not sure951Please respect copyright.PENANAzgJXf3iozw
when to stop them, or where to end a thought because the thoughts951Please respect copyright.PENANAOWpQS8uwrH
drag on without stopping, without pause, without anything at all951Please respect copyright.PENANA4LZg9qz4Qb
to make them stop.951Please respect copyright.PENANA7C0ZXPobI8
She crushed my heart.951Please respect copyright.PENANA6kq5b2GvZo
But wait, I was actually the one to crush my own heart because951Please respect copyright.PENANA9XIE9WDq7B
I made the stupid mistake of holding on to something that can’t951Please respect copyright.PENANAkXAmjOw5iv
exist; what did I do to deserve this?951Please respect copyright.PENANAaciTZXU0Aw
Then again, I’m not a good person so why am I even951Please respect copyright.PENANAZ36DpIsEKe
asking myself that? I’ve said awful things, done awful things951Please respect copyright.PENANAGtxO7Cl1IL
and this is payback.951Please respect copyright.PENANAZPUS81E5EH
I’ll leave it with I’m fine because I start typing everything951Please respect copyright.PENANAVob1UNQCXY
I want to say and then erase it; second guess it, because951Please respect copyright.PENANAW0RX4xIqXo
if anyone should be hurt it’s me, and I don’t want to say951Please respect copyright.PENANA9PbLe37Q8W
the awful things that are racing through my mind,951Please respect copyright.PENANATSeSfSH1pB
and I don’t want to hurt her even if all I want951Please respect copyright.PENANAxvZJiTLikB
is to make her mine; make her see that I’m good, I promise951Please respect copyright.PENANAE1EoZM1AoU
I’m really good. I’m doing my best and I know951Please respect copyright.PENANA9aapYEpDo7
I’m far away but I can be the greatest.951Please respect copyright.PENANApzFU3q7ckc
But then I remember I’m unloved, incapable951Please respect copyright.PENANAhPnymdG26R
of falling for someone who might fall for me.951Please respect copyright.PENANAdUCuI4LsTL
I have this habit of loving those that have951Please respect copyright.PENANAvmgQiVmqup
no interest in me.951Please respect copyright.PENANAJD0Z7039hZ
I’m trying not to drown in the liquid flooding951Please respect copyright.PENANAoGZrfszeMr
my lungs as I try to breathe, or fall asleep951Please respect copyright.PENANA61pT58BsUv
after cutting so deep.951Please respect copyright.PENANAivfglDAxnB
The best thing to do is just let it go, I know, but951Please respect copyright.PENANAQGW4V3RS6H
what happens when that chick starts to make951Please respect copyright.PENANAPCjXqZfzCi
all the rules?951Please respect copyright.PENANAgAsBJ4cQAc
What happens when I’m kicked to the curb, told I have no place951Please respect copyright.PENANAppzxOeNYEa
in her life, in her world?951Please respect copyright.PENANAYURQlqP1vj
I just thought if we met face-to-face951Please respect copyright.PENANAKVsKeg49h2
things would change because then I could give her951Please respect copyright.PENANATRanq4f7gm
everything she ever wanted, everything she ever needed951Please respect copyright.PENANAUkPNOJANQj
and I’d finally be enough…951Please respect copyright.PENANA0VMUyEO74T
But yeah, when it comes down to kissing someone else951Please respect copyright.PENANArdL8VVXofl
or sending me another message,951Please respect copyright.PENANADojXmh7THm
I guess I don’t blame her for choosing951Please respect copyright.PENANAysxt2UoR5G
the better option.951Please respect copyright.PENANARry2leO9as
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Some Words Are Better Left Unsaid
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