I’ve typed and retyped paragraphs but928Please respect copyright.PENANAetPVCxC1zw
then left it with I’m fine.928Please respect copyright.PENANA0wIrGPF9Vf
I’ve got a lot on my mind.928Please respect copyright.PENANAClVFlmGInI
Sometimes sentences become so long and drawn out that I’m not sure928Please respect copyright.PENANAtKhLfvasMo
when to stop them, or where to end a thought because the thoughts928Please respect copyright.PENANAjA8NLH27UR
drag on without stopping, without pause, without anything at all928Please respect copyright.PENANAwnOzrhPAMo
to make them stop.928Please respect copyright.PENANA5dYtRn8aww
She crushed my heart.928Please respect copyright.PENANAmJwnbfjmYE
But wait, I was actually the one to crush my own heart because928Please respect copyright.PENANAw7nHXqtJbE
I made the stupid mistake of holding on to something that can’t928Please respect copyright.PENANAgOTdqRiyok
exist; what did I do to deserve this?928Please respect copyright.PENANA9Q0frNxl0L
Then again, I’m not a good person so why am I even928Please respect copyright.PENANAsupFZfEkSF
asking myself that? I’ve said awful things, done awful things928Please respect copyright.PENANAHkxUDEmCdN
and this is payback.928Please respect copyright.PENANAXV3uk4qvEq
I’ll leave it with I’m fine because I start typing everything928Please respect copyright.PENANAgwjbl8kRxK
I want to say and then erase it; second guess it, because928Please respect copyright.PENANArIBGwjmy2a
if anyone should be hurt it’s me, and I don’t want to say928Please respect copyright.PENANAXRI5ANFTRy
the awful things that are racing through my mind,928Please respect copyright.PENANAEF4c2oj1ny
and I don’t want to hurt her even if all I want928Please respect copyright.PENANAUOAbhqpb1b
is to make her mine; make her see that I’m good, I promise928Please respect copyright.PENANAebJOLBhQvs
I’m really good. I’m doing my best and I know928Please respect copyright.PENANAFNcD8jcHpA
I’m far away but I can be the greatest.928Please respect copyright.PENANAUFKFeBz8hD
But then I remember I’m unloved, incapable928Please respect copyright.PENANAUcv0OrMRNT
of falling for someone who might fall for me.928Please respect copyright.PENANAjlx46rBbh5
I have this habit of loving those that have928Please respect copyright.PENANAbs4zz6i2PJ
no interest in me.928Please respect copyright.PENANAul9M2kP4hk
I’m trying not to drown in the liquid flooding928Please respect copyright.PENANAEiyKtv0QVQ
my lungs as I try to breathe, or fall asleep928Please respect copyright.PENANA8Wi9E7SZDI
after cutting so deep.928Please respect copyright.PENANAras8tH5FPp
The best thing to do is just let it go, I know, but928Please respect copyright.PENANAViAm571vqo
what happens when that chick starts to make928Please respect copyright.PENANAVhhucqvuTW
all the rules?928Please respect copyright.PENANAi5lh1hNR8z
What happens when I’m kicked to the curb, told I have no place928Please respect copyright.PENANALildgYDxtb
in her life, in her world?928Please respect copyright.PENANA2pcPQvStum
I just thought if we met face-to-face928Please respect copyright.PENANAJoC5RyL4du
things would change because then I could give her928Please respect copyright.PENANAhQxpypYdwk
everything she ever wanted, everything she ever needed928Please respect copyright.PENANAOkkSbcYuNw
and I’d finally be enough…928Please respect copyright.PENANACIRMWGZU22
But yeah, when it comes down to kissing someone else928Please respect copyright.PENANAHyDDp1AMB0
or sending me another message,928Please respect copyright.PENANAgIqFp02DGc
I guess I don’t blame her for choosing928Please respect copyright.PENANA8ug0j64tz8
the better option.928Please respect copyright.PENANAtHFuyFb2RH
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Some Words Are Better Left Unsaid
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