還記得高中時,我有一個喜歡的人。396Please respect copyright.PENANAH1JqOXywHS
上午,豔陽高照,熱浪襲向每個新生的身軀,直達心靈,讓每個新生都躁動不已的時刻。396Please respect copyright.PENANAz1GAnumBRn
而我也在這時遇見了她。396Please respect copyright.PENANA7kvc7kHIke
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剛一見到她,我便明白我的全部都被她所捕獲,我呆在原地,火辣辣地不知該如何表達我當時的感覺。396Please respect copyright.PENANAXZA6LrCpcE
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於是,懦弱的我只好杵在原地,並試圖用雙眼好好銘記她的一舉一動,並偷偷幻想未來我和她的可能。396Please respect copyright.PENANABiIE5gXH1X
直到回家,我想了很多作戰計畫,試圖接近她跟他說上點話、幫上她一點忙。396Please respect copyright.PENANAtfnp3zp0zN
我只希望有能跟她互動的機會而已,抱著這小小祈求,我開始展開行動。396Please respect copyright.PENANAmSiEPFQD8b
因此,我意外得知她喜歡看小說,於是我就做了很多嘗試,想著要寫出最棒的小說給她。396Please respect copyright.PENANAJszHC3Db01
從那一天開始,熬夜讀書、看其他作品、碼字,便成了我每天的例行公事,想著如何要讓故事更流暢,想著如何要讓故事更流暢。396Please respect copyright.PENANAqD1Uy6Jdv8
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為了拿出最好給她,因為她值得。396Please respect copyright.PENANAKwCivJYxId
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最後我前前後後大概湊滿了三萬字。396Please respect copyright.PENANAcOMHADnLka
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拿給她看後,是有收到不錯的評價,我也在這時沉浸了喜悅中,絲毫沒有察覺到不對勁。396Please respect copyright.PENANAJc873RYmpA
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只是時間一久,那不對勁便愈發明顯。396Please respect copyright.PENANAPy5REPvFRP
直到最後,我被收到的催更也不少,可我更她的關係卻更加冷淡了。396Please respect copyright.PENANAsScNrCW3AF
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我想不透事情是為什麼會發生到現在的。396Please respect copyright.PENANA42WZGdIyuV
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我只覺得,她並不愛我,不是這原本的我,而是寫小說的我自己。396Please respect copyright.PENANAvxF8hM5vFA
我很不喜歡這種感覺,自己那些成功期待全都變成夢幻般虛無。396Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1mfOHS089
而現在死攀在她身上的我,在她的眼中又算什麼呢?
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「再這樣下去,一定⋯⋯會被鬧得不歡而散吧?」396Please respect copyright.PENANATH78hcA84W
或許,她也覺得我很煩了。396Please respect copyright.PENANA4LGyG1vmSa
我不該出現在她面前,在最後我只希望我可以徹底在她面前消失。
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