For someone writing a blog about world domination I couldn’t be further from my ultimate goal. Right now I’m sitting in a chair all day, just staring at a screen being bored. Lazy I still tend to think. But I have to be honest with myself: chronic tiredness is a cruel villain. That doesn’t mean I don’t hate sitting here, staring at an empty page, trying to find the energy to at least do something today.99Please respect copyright.PENANAe6imfrEuON
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It's a strange position I never thought I would find myself in. Still there’s some beauty in it. Because wouldn’t it make a great start for a story? A protagonist both chronically ill and chronically bored, trying to rule the world. Sure, it’s a long climb, but we all like an underdog.99Please respect copyright.PENANA1Hl9drVUke
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Now another problem is my utter lack of a plan. Most of the time I am just winging it. Not a great way to start if you want to rule them all. Well, most world leaders seem to do great by ignoring everyones problems and just doing what they feel like. But I actually want to be a sort of good person. Or at least, I want people to question if I am evil. Not outright know it for sure. So I have some thinking to do.99Please respect copyright.PENANATXcqtlgxH8
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Maybe there’s a few things on my to do list for now. They won’t get me quite where I want to be, but they are a first stepping stone of sorts. Something to work on while I’m working on the bigger things. I could probably even use them as a cover of sorts. Just in case an FBI agent clicks on this book and thinks it serious. Then they can just be like: nah, it’s just a woman talking about her books. Nothing to see here 🙂
Let me share those “plans” with you for now. None of them are set in stone, but I would love to get to do them.
-Get more of my covers on physical books (I'm on 3)99Please respect copyright.PENANArw13wr77TU
-Grow my large cactus until it’s a meter tall (it’s about 70 cm already)99Please respect copyright.PENANAm6lLJmGTXj
-Publish a cute gay love story.(like real world publish)99Please respect copyright.PENANAPMIr77D7XO
-Make a fully animated book trailer (for the record, I can’t actually animate)99Please respect copyright.PENANAfjx7MbUCoc
-Seek therapy (yes, I knew you would suggest it)99Please respect copyright.PENANAgxcpZ6pHjE
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I also considered adding not being chronically ill on the list, but I decided not to. I am a little too proud of the chronically ill and bored line. Would be a shame if I couldn’t use it anymore. Seriously I have a free pass to make all kinds of illness related jokes and I finally have a place to use them! I don’t want to lose that right by getting better. Would be kind of stupid, don’t you think?99Please respect copyright.PENANAswAO4I3eIr
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Anyway, for now I’ve shared my goals with you. So maybe it’s t99Please respect copyright.PENANAon2EtbMsoh
ime to do something with my life. Maybe I start with staring at my screen and thinking about my story for a bit. Turns out writing a fantasy book without a plot isn’t the greatest idea. But I can’t help it that my characters trew my plot away. I didn’t give them free will.99Please respect copyright.PENANA8d2LKgjf0w
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I’m really starting to wonder if this ruling over the world thing is a good idea. I can’t even rule over my own books. Well, too late now. The plan has begun.