they say "i love you" and then shove a table into my gut,259Please respect copyright.PENANAt9A4w0x5yH
all in the same breath with no hesitation.259Please respect copyright.PENANA5ojZRRTLHg
they apologize two hours twenty-three minutes later259Please respect copyright.PENANA7rxrOloc2H
but no "sorry" will ever hide the bruising.259Please respect copyright.PENANAEGKnDz8PSI
259Please respect copyright.PENANAhumgxvah8V
they repeat the same mantra over and over,259Please respect copyright.PENANAaaUoMYatbk
sounding like a broken record of "sorry"s and "i love you"s259Please respect copyright.PENANAjXiEWtvGeu
but in the end they still withhold dinner,259Please respect copyright.PENANA3MSBvwEVQc
dangling it above my head like a cat does to a mouse.259Please respect copyright.PENANAMMuG9Gwveu
259Please respect copyright.PENANA3uh1Mmekl3
and they wonder, two years later, why i scarf down meals259Please respect copyright.PENANAXUpVemkKEg
with all the grace of a rabid animal who hasn't seen food in months.259Please respect copyright.PENANAdKkMToaWqI
and they wonder why my hands shake and i flinch259Please respect copyright.PENANA0UJWUJfSzm
every time they shout, shoulders hunched in like i can fold myself over.259Please respect copyright.PENANATfFEPFSg56
259Please respect copyright.PENANALjLON8YXgp
bruises litter my skin, part of it from running into walls and desks,259Please respect copyright.PENANAu59yVkuJXI
but part of it is from running from bitter faces and angry hands.259Please respect copyright.PENANA43dIj8ySeO
my skin is marked, iron-tipped nails ripping into flesh for relief259Please respect copyright.PENANAV8ve5CaR0T
and blaming the left behind scratches on the dog.259Please respect copyright.PENANAnaDdC7mVki
259Please respect copyright.PENANAuHFgX7cG4b
they call it "dermatillomania" and "picker's syndrome",259Please respect copyright.PENANA8yyAK6mGe9
said it was all mental and to just stop259Please respect copyright.PENANAakk1mm2Nn6
but it was habits formed out of pent up259Please respect copyright.PENANA5CoZ22P4gc
frustration and stress and sheer disbelief at the disregard they had for their own daughter's life.259Please respect copyright.PENANAwgoElzDNLL
259Please respect copyright.PENANAJX2psFZoXJ
they said it was all in my mind,259Please respect copyright.PENANAngUMY3q3ge
the anxiety, the stress.259Please respect copyright.PENANAEuN8Wc7rwI
that i had a happy, loving family259Please respect copyright.PENANAnfUOCOiX1X
and i was perfectly fine.259Please respect copyright.PENANAqcs4czZrgO
259Please respect copyright.PENANAT6uxd6spGc
i'm not.259Please respect copyright.PENANAUFPmtgYzYc
i'm drowning in my own blood259Please respect copyright.PENANASTn1e8Nebt
and choking on my tongue259Please respect copyright.PENANAmgE7Suxkw3
when i try to say so.259Please respect copyright.PENANAG6DqB3YRwG
259Please respect copyright.PENANA2i0qRk4HxS
...259Please respect copyright.PENANARVEmAFTtpf
259Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5O5WZ91qf
(it's all in my mind.259Please respect copyright.PENANAlO3k0B31oi
every last drop of anxiety,259Please respect copyright.PENANAlgIVG5QJKR
i have a happy, loving family.259Please respect copyright.PENANAnV7O9S4km5
i'm perfectly fine.)259Please respect copyright.PENANA2fiK4cKIf0
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love is a one sided word
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