they say "i love you" and then shove a table into my gut,311Please respect copyright.PENANAEVfxNZJ3wz
all in the same breath with no hesitation.311Please respect copyright.PENANAE64dGCUUNB
they apologize two hours twenty-three minutes later311Please respect copyright.PENANA7WCwfrW7Xd
but no "sorry" will ever hide the bruising.311Please respect copyright.PENANAlkV3sCWW78
311Please respect copyright.PENANAQkwslvPkzT
they repeat the same mantra over and over,311Please respect copyright.PENANADRty1MXsMH
sounding like a broken record of "sorry"s and "i love you"s311Please respect copyright.PENANAWhtpPMIG31
but in the end they still withhold dinner,311Please respect copyright.PENANA1Zxsnc9ngJ
dangling it above my head like a cat does to a mouse.311Please respect copyright.PENANAGDAW9qbpxK
311Please respect copyright.PENANASxuf2A984A
and they wonder, two years later, why i scarf down meals311Please respect copyright.PENANAvGZLkq2lF5
with all the grace of a rabid animal who hasn't seen food in months.311Please respect copyright.PENANAPGJsJq7OrL
and they wonder why my hands shake and i flinch311Please respect copyright.PENANABmY94szicd
every time they shout, shoulders hunched in like i can fold myself over.311Please respect copyright.PENANAyb0X1ZCKQ9
311Please respect copyright.PENANAZf1BxMzMbX
bruises litter my skin, part of it from running into walls and desks,311Please respect copyright.PENANAPOX33iGjt5
but part of it is from running from bitter faces and angry hands.311Please respect copyright.PENANAqILM5ph6ey
my skin is marked, iron-tipped nails ripping into flesh for relief311Please respect copyright.PENANAiFWsZGydRj
and blaming the left behind scratches on the dog.311Please respect copyright.PENANAa8nUouS6TI
311Please respect copyright.PENANAT5ruuc1oIY
they call it "dermatillomania" and "picker's syndrome",311Please respect copyright.PENANAGDvdQyuzwA
said it was all mental and to just stop311Please respect copyright.PENANAFNRr3YxB2V
but it was habits formed out of pent up311Please respect copyright.PENANA4eTCcRNAgV
frustration and stress and sheer disbelief at the disregard they had for their own daughter's life.311Please respect copyright.PENANA7rjFU8ttXL
311Please respect copyright.PENANAKG1WoUHUzY
they said it was all in my mind,311Please respect copyright.PENANAdGyi8iKSYu
the anxiety, the stress.311Please respect copyright.PENANAadOgmmyYNH
that i had a happy, loving family311Please respect copyright.PENANA3bvguT0QBd
and i was perfectly fine.311Please respect copyright.PENANAcGWkLvx8gd
311Please respect copyright.PENANA6sP3W6U6N2
i'm not.311Please respect copyright.PENANA7PYhpQLVBZ
i'm drowning in my own blood311Please respect copyright.PENANA9SvjscQnH5
and choking on my tongue311Please respect copyright.PENANAcFQSjxNPXN
when i try to say so.311Please respect copyright.PENANAA1Af78uSHM
311Please respect copyright.PENANAVH9PYevAOx
...311Please respect copyright.PENANAXHj5bqHkPa
311Please respect copyright.PENANAYEFfZLtigs
(it's all in my mind.311Please respect copyright.PENANA7fKKXRrVSH
every last drop of anxiety,311Please respect copyright.PENANASzUhbcyUF5
i have a happy, loving family.311Please respect copyright.PENANAgYJUTgCYza
i'm perfectly fine.)311Please respect copyright.PENANAlyhzLt33kh
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love is a one sided word
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