they say "i love you" and then shove a table into my gut,257Please respect copyright.PENANAtLJHOLH6xq
all in the same breath with no hesitation.257Please respect copyright.PENANAeh5U0E17zv
they apologize two hours twenty-three minutes later257Please respect copyright.PENANAAXgBPijch7
but no "sorry" will ever hide the bruising.257Please respect copyright.PENANATPbpOvzv4O
257Please respect copyright.PENANAbwQJHNptym
they repeat the same mantra over and over,257Please respect copyright.PENANAJRosdAOUKn
sounding like a broken record of "sorry"s and "i love you"s257Please respect copyright.PENANANS1HJ2eeLt
but in the end they still withhold dinner,257Please respect copyright.PENANAG8cZUdW5T4
dangling it above my head like a cat does to a mouse.257Please respect copyright.PENANAg5bjVecf5H
257Please respect copyright.PENANASOcRcunbSA
and they wonder, two years later, why i scarf down meals257Please respect copyright.PENANAZw9lAdHu3I
with all the grace of a rabid animal who hasn't seen food in months.257Please respect copyright.PENANAwrUHczkKLH
and they wonder why my hands shake and i flinch257Please respect copyright.PENANAYzLSITw8Ng
every time they shout, shoulders hunched in like i can fold myself over.257Please respect copyright.PENANARyAQHxBkeJ
257Please respect copyright.PENANAo7CHkhZD4u
bruises litter my skin, part of it from running into walls and desks,257Please respect copyright.PENANAlPqtbAMyL3
but part of it is from running from bitter faces and angry hands.257Please respect copyright.PENANA8KPBC8uEdA
my skin is marked, iron-tipped nails ripping into flesh for relief257Please respect copyright.PENANAkzYIQorvHL
and blaming the left behind scratches on the dog.257Please respect copyright.PENANA1tfAibDfA7
257Please respect copyright.PENANACqJPRO5AlR
they call it "dermatillomania" and "picker's syndrome",257Please respect copyright.PENANA2rCXKH6e9Q
said it was all mental and to just stop257Please respect copyright.PENANAA4j54ih1FN
but it was habits formed out of pent up257Please respect copyright.PENANAEALeOGHZCd
frustration and stress and sheer disbelief at the disregard they had for their own daughter's life.257Please respect copyright.PENANANgTAJpbjgQ
257Please respect copyright.PENANAm2jXzNmdIu
they said it was all in my mind,257Please respect copyright.PENANAmtgTTQnkEn
the anxiety, the stress.257Please respect copyright.PENANAjuiuPMjWOH
that i had a happy, loving family257Please respect copyright.PENANASuFDvRpJYl
and i was perfectly fine.257Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7GQ7Cs19X
257Please respect copyright.PENANAxYadmeLpAE
i'm not.257Please respect copyright.PENANAuTc5j0ulmj
i'm drowning in my own blood257Please respect copyright.PENANAJHVHmGM3JC
and choking on my tongue257Please respect copyright.PENANAzqgVqA2a1E
when i try to say so.257Please respect copyright.PENANAZt63HSU0vq
257Please respect copyright.PENANAOCorZYHmdO
...257Please respect copyright.PENANAC6iZGHXAQY
257Please respect copyright.PENANAMAgPeK0wpN
(it's all in my mind.257Please respect copyright.PENANAcNb65OXKQc
every last drop of anxiety,257Please respect copyright.PENANAQd4WmQZr0x
i have a happy, loving family.257Please respect copyright.PENANAAjQ3HPvW8N
i'm perfectly fine.)257Please respect copyright.PENANAyEyqYgoB45
arrow_back
Polt's Collection of Miscellaneous Poetry
more_vert
-
info_outline 資料
-
toc 目錄
-
share 分享
-
format_color_text 介面設置
-
exposure_plus_1 推薦
-
report_problem 檢舉
-
account_circle 登入
X
Polt's Collection of Miscellaneous Poetry
作者:
syzygy

篇 #20
love is a one sided word
喜歡 0
閱讀 253
書籤 2

按此加載下一章
×
寫下你喜歡這個故事的地方
×
對此喜歡的人