they say "i love you" and then shove a table into my gut,237Please respect copyright.PENANAk4w7Th96HP
all in the same breath with no hesitation.237Please respect copyright.PENANA1mCNvq8ENI
they apologize two hours twenty-three minutes later237Please respect copyright.PENANAnUKJiijm6x
but no "sorry" will ever hide the bruising.237Please respect copyright.PENANAjoOXDGARBJ
237Please respect copyright.PENANA6joh8cmIHA
they repeat the same mantra over and over,237Please respect copyright.PENANATdkxckpzmy
sounding like a broken record of "sorry"s and "i love you"s237Please respect copyright.PENANAecKwI2rjeZ
but in the end they still withhold dinner,237Please respect copyright.PENANAbDLQBdzE77
dangling it above my head like a cat does to a mouse.237Please respect copyright.PENANAO3ACkE66P7
237Please respect copyright.PENANAlROvKwijM3
and they wonder, two years later, why i scarf down meals237Please respect copyright.PENANAOliEtc0AFJ
with all the grace of a rabid animal who hasn't seen food in months.237Please respect copyright.PENANASkVehnBk4W
and they wonder why my hands shake and i flinch237Please respect copyright.PENANA51V8F3wSTx
every time they shout, shoulders hunched in like i can fold myself over.237Please respect copyright.PENANAF0jD3USm1X
237Please respect copyright.PENANAO76Rdw7M7C
bruises litter my skin, part of it from running into walls and desks,237Please respect copyright.PENANAyUZVe1qe67
but part of it is from running from bitter faces and angry hands.237Please respect copyright.PENANAV8Yb7k7lya
my skin is marked, iron-tipped nails ripping into flesh for relief237Please respect copyright.PENANATFeUzskfJ2
and blaming the left behind scratches on the dog.237Please respect copyright.PENANAB1WwsG8up8
237Please respect copyright.PENANARAB2F4uG7n
they call it "dermatillomania" and "picker's syndrome",237Please respect copyright.PENANAS7OSuP8T7E
said it was all mental and to just stop237Please respect copyright.PENANAFqb5bOQfN8
but it was habits formed out of pent up237Please respect copyright.PENANAZUgdYHr8Y2
frustration and stress and sheer disbelief at the disregard they had for their own daughter's life.237Please respect copyright.PENANAHukCjZK4vg
237Please respect copyright.PENANAjQ6zFQWFL5
they said it was all in my mind,237Please respect copyright.PENANAOc61CDMXyy
the anxiety, the stress.237Please respect copyright.PENANAk17ajvwdVm
that i had a happy, loving family237Please respect copyright.PENANABmY2ih807c
and i was perfectly fine.237Please respect copyright.PENANALsdBgvPilr
237Please respect copyright.PENANAdCxGAvxDz9
i'm not.237Please respect copyright.PENANABH5hQTVnhk
i'm drowning in my own blood237Please respect copyright.PENANAUD9Yf4jBjQ
and choking on my tongue237Please respect copyright.PENANAPalFyFvC94
when i try to say so.237Please respect copyright.PENANAjb30IcKsqH
237Please respect copyright.PENANASAEOzkdiqB
...237Please respect copyright.PENANANUa6GSUunt
237Please respect copyright.PENANAT6jegbvm6R
(it's all in my mind.237Please respect copyright.PENANAYPSKzTNnBs
every last drop of anxiety,237Please respect copyright.PENANA8Q7dolfOsm
i have a happy, loving family.237Please respect copyright.PENANAmmMozGevtC
i'm perfectly fine.)237Please respect copyright.PENANAfyCuYlttiR
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love is a one sided word
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