they say "i love you" and then shove a table into my gut,369Please respect copyright.PENANAXzAzavsjuB
all in the same breath with no hesitation.369Please respect copyright.PENANAfJHFYCJGRO
they apologize two hours twenty-three minutes later369Please respect copyright.PENANAzETpMdJfAk
but no "sorry" will ever hide the bruising.369Please respect copyright.PENANAQakGSt3ZgP
369Please respect copyright.PENANAc1xgR7oudm
they repeat the same mantra over and over,369Please respect copyright.PENANAp90RHkErR9
sounding like a broken record of "sorry"s and "i love you"s369Please respect copyright.PENANArDvo2Q7ZWw
but in the end they still withhold dinner,369Please respect copyright.PENANArbsOlSqsBy
dangling it above my head like a cat does to a mouse.369Please respect copyright.PENANAwTi6XFU9MM
369Please respect copyright.PENANASAoYOjLXJC
and they wonder, two years later, why i scarf down meals369Please respect copyright.PENANAbYgBvIxsIG
with all the grace of a rabid animal who hasn't seen food in months.369Please respect copyright.PENANAHBNYu0DziM
and they wonder why my hands shake and i flinch369Please respect copyright.PENANAdF9kGvdhyx
every time they shout, shoulders hunched in like i can fold myself over.369Please respect copyright.PENANA0w5lZ2VXYl
369Please respect copyright.PENANABlgdaJsv3h
bruises litter my skin, part of it from running into walls and desks,369Please respect copyright.PENANAB7rPf4ORob
but part of it is from running from bitter faces and angry hands.369Please respect copyright.PENANAOfswbV05Md
my skin is marked, iron-tipped nails ripping into flesh for relief369Please respect copyright.PENANAgu5YnA9c1s
and blaming the left behind scratches on the dog.369Please respect copyright.PENANAPIdH3Kv0xa
369Please respect copyright.PENANAsLeakTEE8l
they call it "dermatillomania" and "picker's syndrome",369Please respect copyright.PENANAooR6UKgqWQ
said it was all mental and to just stop369Please respect copyright.PENANAmNfznkU4Qp
but it was habits formed out of pent up369Please respect copyright.PENANAymNi6AVkPT
frustration and stress and sheer disbelief at the disregard they had for their own daughter's life.369Please respect copyright.PENANAtT8n2mvZ59
369Please respect copyright.PENANAlycm6G83cy
they said it was all in my mind,369Please respect copyright.PENANARpeYOIEkck
the anxiety, the stress.369Please respect copyright.PENANAg7c2CUE1Xl
that i had a happy, loving family369Please respect copyright.PENANAaPQnXADjpx
and i was perfectly fine.369Please respect copyright.PENANAUGAQgABldh
369Please respect copyright.PENANAErUquC3mv0
i'm not.369Please respect copyright.PENANAbM0GzikntW
i'm drowning in my own blood369Please respect copyright.PENANA5qG5KqQGys
and choking on my tongue369Please respect copyright.PENANA4fB5UMgYKp
when i try to say so.369Please respect copyright.PENANAUEC34TRlRd
369Please respect copyright.PENANA0lr5fxcCqj
...369Please respect copyright.PENANAYDFY2VUf62
369Please respect copyright.PENANAsa52G8MhJX
(it's all in my mind.369Please respect copyright.PENANA18F47rwDlK
every last drop of anxiety,369Please respect copyright.PENANAsDoJ3DPH9H
i have a happy, loving family.369Please respect copyright.PENANABYdxSorDAo
i'm perfectly fine.)369Please respect copyright.PENANAuyvs44ofYF
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love is a one sided word
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