they say "i love you" and then shove a table into my gut,266Please respect copyright.PENANAtVO13XtYqe
all in the same breath with no hesitation.266Please respect copyright.PENANA15qd3wTxeb
they apologize two hours twenty-three minutes later266Please respect copyright.PENANA0fi6fWSnH9
but no "sorry" will ever hide the bruising.266Please respect copyright.PENANAlBRMx1TnhO
266Please respect copyright.PENANAvbNMEEPQ6l
they repeat the same mantra over and over,266Please respect copyright.PENANAXfW16NvwpM
sounding like a broken record of "sorry"s and "i love you"s266Please respect copyright.PENANAdaBSvVV9VL
but in the end they still withhold dinner,266Please respect copyright.PENANAGDEVjvu0p5
dangling it above my head like a cat does to a mouse.266Please respect copyright.PENANA01ygB6cuQJ
266Please respect copyright.PENANALcxRWIEs2l
and they wonder, two years later, why i scarf down meals266Please respect copyright.PENANALy3a6qDw1z
with all the grace of a rabid animal who hasn't seen food in months.266Please respect copyright.PENANAcig8FozN7a
and they wonder why my hands shake and i flinch266Please respect copyright.PENANAwUkoxOy51E
every time they shout, shoulders hunched in like i can fold myself over.266Please respect copyright.PENANAK5oQF4JKcu
266Please respect copyright.PENANAQnCKRhmkRl
bruises litter my skin, part of it from running into walls and desks,266Please respect copyright.PENANA3Lmp5ON0Qg
but part of it is from running from bitter faces and angry hands.266Please respect copyright.PENANAXd5UnzuK1T
my skin is marked, iron-tipped nails ripping into flesh for relief266Please respect copyright.PENANAlYQ3bp08hr
and blaming the left behind scratches on the dog.266Please respect copyright.PENANADlKNO9G4CL
266Please respect copyright.PENANAnnmK6lMAGd
they call it "dermatillomania" and "picker's syndrome",266Please respect copyright.PENANAKdJ0oIm42K
said it was all mental and to just stop266Please respect copyright.PENANAkY4Z6vLLvf
but it was habits formed out of pent up266Please respect copyright.PENANAqhoaUbRGuC
frustration and stress and sheer disbelief at the disregard they had for their own daughter's life.266Please respect copyright.PENANAcrOidhWJEV
266Please respect copyright.PENANAxCwmIACZP3
they said it was all in my mind,266Please respect copyright.PENANAae2ZTvLqQn
the anxiety, the stress.266Please respect copyright.PENANAMvfROqGxqR
that i had a happy, loving family266Please respect copyright.PENANAhIjt4OUrOK
and i was perfectly fine.266Please respect copyright.PENANAEyHKqOe13r
266Please respect copyright.PENANAx8XPkT3Y29
i'm not.266Please respect copyright.PENANAmdeBRce5Qu
i'm drowning in my own blood266Please respect copyright.PENANADYld5LeJxZ
and choking on my tongue266Please respect copyright.PENANAuRPb60Tmtl
when i try to say so.266Please respect copyright.PENANAeZEuOP127j
266Please respect copyright.PENANA0CPNSzewIl
...266Please respect copyright.PENANAhxB22GUFLK
266Please respect copyright.PENANAA9bUcIp5Ue
(it's all in my mind.266Please respect copyright.PENANACL0hEIvaSo
every last drop of anxiety,266Please respect copyright.PENANA2Swm6DP67i
i have a happy, loving family.266Please respect copyright.PENANAvomBAQ6XjV
i'm perfectly fine.)266Please respect copyright.PENANApqkOq84BvU
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love is a one sided word
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