they say "i love you" and then shove a table into my gut,258Please respect copyright.PENANAqseWxarAkd
all in the same breath with no hesitation.258Please respect copyright.PENANAgJACnHw0g9
they apologize two hours twenty-three minutes later258Please respect copyright.PENANAnaAeX7gVt6
but no "sorry" will ever hide the bruising.258Please respect copyright.PENANAfFUBojizNI
258Please respect copyright.PENANAqO5t41Bfsv
they repeat the same mantra over and over,258Please respect copyright.PENANAB3DmpVK49v
sounding like a broken record of "sorry"s and "i love you"s258Please respect copyright.PENANAaqz5I0tRJ6
but in the end they still withhold dinner,258Please respect copyright.PENANAadRmYGX480
dangling it above my head like a cat does to a mouse.258Please respect copyright.PENANAN4tUYcnD8S
258Please respect copyright.PENANAHlckzAslo0
and they wonder, two years later, why i scarf down meals258Please respect copyright.PENANATZsrXx9ipG
with all the grace of a rabid animal who hasn't seen food in months.258Please respect copyright.PENANAoOZLnVPIVt
and they wonder why my hands shake and i flinch258Please respect copyright.PENANAuHvxmEWFVr
every time they shout, shoulders hunched in like i can fold myself over.258Please respect copyright.PENANAdyvQ0c2aAh
258Please respect copyright.PENANABvoiU8DnwU
bruises litter my skin, part of it from running into walls and desks,258Please respect copyright.PENANAl7BxslW65I
but part of it is from running from bitter faces and angry hands.258Please respect copyright.PENANAFYXehSUbnS
my skin is marked, iron-tipped nails ripping into flesh for relief258Please respect copyright.PENANARcnR3KgAZM
and blaming the left behind scratches on the dog.258Please respect copyright.PENANA4sFlO4i2Af
258Please respect copyright.PENANAYNsQtTM7dH
they call it "dermatillomania" and "picker's syndrome",258Please respect copyright.PENANAGHn3yd3c2M
said it was all mental and to just stop258Please respect copyright.PENANAMJprUevxcu
but it was habits formed out of pent up258Please respect copyright.PENANAyU8TKp1PxR
frustration and stress and sheer disbelief at the disregard they had for their own daughter's life.258Please respect copyright.PENANAaxOi6HamAK
258Please respect copyright.PENANAByBz2PbB5r
they said it was all in my mind,258Please respect copyright.PENANAaUbUbGIoSz
the anxiety, the stress.258Please respect copyright.PENANAvm60IA4qDT
that i had a happy, loving family258Please respect copyright.PENANAtiW3bvUHIA
and i was perfectly fine.258Please respect copyright.PENANAg5tsSCP2JT
258Please respect copyright.PENANAlvxvfk1pZW
i'm not.258Please respect copyright.PENANAlSmtMSOPDW
i'm drowning in my own blood258Please respect copyright.PENANABTeJs9W6gj
and choking on my tongue258Please respect copyright.PENANAAqK3BslVJ1
when i try to say so.258Please respect copyright.PENANA6SwlvADCm9
258Please respect copyright.PENANA5FgKBuPGJ9
...258Please respect copyright.PENANABDdwDl4Wvq
258Please respect copyright.PENANAUS8GIwhKDg
(it's all in my mind.258Please respect copyright.PENANAhHexEKutuW
every last drop of anxiety,258Please respect copyright.PENANAISj8ebX2mg
i have a happy, loving family.258Please respect copyright.PENANArHGr49TEYf
i'm perfectly fine.)258Please respect copyright.PENANAhAvuvfvQch
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love is a one sided word
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