they say "i love you" and then shove a table into my gut,363Please respect copyright.PENANAWrt53hwAUa
all in the same breath with no hesitation.363Please respect copyright.PENANA5dFUcjqxiC
they apologize two hours twenty-three minutes later363Please respect copyright.PENANAsQfnubDtVB
but no "sorry" will ever hide the bruising.363Please respect copyright.PENANAachqefvjWf
363Please respect copyright.PENANAGzsInsMm8E
they repeat the same mantra over and over,363Please respect copyright.PENANARqu0tmyfg2
sounding like a broken record of "sorry"s and "i love you"s363Please respect copyright.PENANAdDkmC3zYum
but in the end they still withhold dinner,363Please respect copyright.PENANApoXHMv8puq
dangling it above my head like a cat does to a mouse.363Please respect copyright.PENANAaJCVAegrTS
363Please respect copyright.PENANA7JMIAdyj62
and they wonder, two years later, why i scarf down meals363Please respect copyright.PENANAbz7jy6gq8j
with all the grace of a rabid animal who hasn't seen food in months.363Please respect copyright.PENANA08b21RXkOU
and they wonder why my hands shake and i flinch363Please respect copyright.PENANA9mxamU5Qai
every time they shout, shoulders hunched in like i can fold myself over.363Please respect copyright.PENANAD92Bo3lPpw
363Please respect copyright.PENANAVHmQc75cJw
bruises litter my skin, part of it from running into walls and desks,363Please respect copyright.PENANA0B5Xh035aD
but part of it is from running from bitter faces and angry hands.363Please respect copyright.PENANAoDuXtJ4nGj
my skin is marked, iron-tipped nails ripping into flesh for relief363Please respect copyright.PENANAK69LB996Pz
and blaming the left behind scratches on the dog.363Please respect copyright.PENANAxqsvnHytOs
363Please respect copyright.PENANANC91SQBaTH
they call it "dermatillomania" and "picker's syndrome",363Please respect copyright.PENANAMnENW9SgQP
said it was all mental and to just stop363Please respect copyright.PENANAWJZVwysAqT
but it was habits formed out of pent up363Please respect copyright.PENANASiarC1NLUu
frustration and stress and sheer disbelief at the disregard they had for their own daughter's life.363Please respect copyright.PENANAOmrppn0AWT
363Please respect copyright.PENANAkmooIJlEgk
they said it was all in my mind,363Please respect copyright.PENANAkRTOuFRLz1
the anxiety, the stress.363Please respect copyright.PENANAPDWd7l3iEz
that i had a happy, loving family363Please respect copyright.PENANAhOPqO7h3Wj
and i was perfectly fine.363Please respect copyright.PENANAkwcGbmZwHS
363Please respect copyright.PENANAi5G6GaAsd2
i'm not.363Please respect copyright.PENANA7hdM9LoVzr
i'm drowning in my own blood363Please respect copyright.PENANAw0g9l9ZO0N
and choking on my tongue363Please respect copyright.PENANAfA34UITeIw
when i try to say so.363Please respect copyright.PENANA8lvJgWQ69w
363Please respect copyright.PENANAiCjkNIL5yr
...363Please respect copyright.PENANAC4ImoeVDLP
363Please respect copyright.PENANA0kAArTgmT2
(it's all in my mind.363Please respect copyright.PENANAQpF9DdKCDY
every last drop of anxiety,363Please respect copyright.PENANAewZi3l92JM
i have a happy, loving family.363Please respect copyright.PENANA423QP4L1IX
i'm perfectly fine.)363Please respect copyright.PENANAPo7dbHOh7L
arrow_back
Polt's Collection of Miscellaneous Poetry
more_vert
-
info_outline 資料
-
toc 目錄
-
share 分享
-
format_color_text 介面設置
-
exposure_plus_1 推薦
-
report_problem 檢舉
-
account_circle 登入
X
Polt's Collection of Miscellaneous Poetry
作者:
syzygy

篇 #20
love is a one sided word
喜歡 0
閱讀 359
書籤 2

按此加載下一章
×
寫下你喜歡這個故事的地方
×
對此喜歡的人