if it walks like a duck, sounds like a duck ,acts like a duck, then it can only be... - Ducks Are Happy

In and out, careful control

Breathe in fast, breathe out slow

Look around, smile, here we go

I'm happy, repeat in my head

I'm calm now, repeat til I'm dead

I look like I'm happy

I smile like I'm happy

So I must be happy, right?

In and out, now I've lost control

Air in my lungs clogging up my throat

Look around, laugh, now here we go

I'm happy, I'm happy, I must be happy

I'm laughing, I'm laughing, I must be happy

If I look like I'm happy

If I smile like I'm happy

If everyone thinks that I'm happy

Then maybe I'll be happy

Hyperventilate

I want to suffocate

Wish I could drown my sorrows

Guess I'll do that tomorrow

In and out, out of control

World is spinning, here we go

I sink down, the noises don't slow

I guess that I'm not happy

I smile but I'm not laughing

Breathe in breathe out, I'm happy

Remind myself I'm happy

In and out, no air comes out

Screaming minds are silent sounds

I suppose, I guess that I'm happy now

A duck, bloody wrists, falling to the ground

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