一百三十四
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「不過話時話,如果果個真係Miss Leung既男朋友,咁馬sir應該冇乎喇!」冠傑笑道︰「盲既都睇得出馬sir對Miss Leung有嘢喇,成日響Miss Leung身邊轉黎轉去,但而家應該放棄喇。」
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「我又覺得好難講,馬sir好似成日都好有自信咁!」Hugo答。
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「我就都係覺得佢冇乎嘞。」
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冇乎既其實點止馬sir?我咪一樣冇乎?
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唉,人心不足蛇吞象,明明最初我好似打定主意,都冇諗過要向Miss Leung做啲乜嘢,只係自己暗暗鍾意佢、同佢多啲機會兩個人相處就夠,但自己又忍唔住想介入佢既生活,問佢私人問題,咪搞到而家咁囉...
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「喂,講第二樣喇,你睇震波?」冠傑笑道:「你都知震波不嬲唔啱Miss Leung 。」
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我苦笑咗一下,而家唔係我唔啱Miss Leung,係Miss Leung唔啱我嘞…我都不知幾鍾意Miss Leung…
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不過當然佢哋唔知係正常,因為中五開學時我同Miss Leung撐到咁衡,呢樣嘢好多人都知。
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我同Miss Leung既交流多數發生響留堂班,又或者係私底下冇乜同學見到既情況(例如果次幫我會家計會資料、又或者果次我比龍和會果兩個黑社會挑釁既時候Miss Leung出黎解圍),Miss Leung響人多既地方見到我,就算唔係一貫既嚴肅表情,都唔會係同我親切交流,就好似對一個普通學生一樣。至於我,其實自從同Miss Leung friend咗之後(講緊係鍾意佢之前),我響上英文堂既時候就算唔聽書,都最多只係恰下眼瞓,都冇正面挑戰佢,不過響旁人眼中,呢啲嘢都唔算乜嘢大不了啫,所以除咗我同Miss Leung兩個之外,冇人留意到響我哋之間既亦師亦友關係都好正常。
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老實講,我而家都唔知點去面對Miss Leung好,所以當之後Hugo佢哋轉換話題既時候,我其實都鬆咗一口氣。
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我諗如果我繼續聽到Miss Leung既消息,我肯定自己會更加難受。
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自從果日朝早響教員室Miss Leung咁樣對我、咁樣比說話我聽之後,我完全失去咗返學既動力。
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諗返起黎,中五呢一年都可以話係人生在世十七年以黎最黑暗既一年。
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冇錯,個頭開得算幾好,學界籃球拎咗季軍,創咗學校歷史,又響學界游水比賽拎到唔少獎,甚至告別咗處子之身,但原來呢一切都係假象,之後我既際遇先至仆街…
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首先係搞大咗女朋友個肚、搞到女朋友要墮胎,之後同我分埋手…然後得罪咗幾個長舌女,周圍散播我非禮佢哋既謠言,可以話搞到我響學校入面身敗名裂…鍾意咗個女老師,本來同佢發展得幾好,但因為自己一時既衝動而令到我哋既關係破裂,仲用啲響我傷口灑鹽既原因做藉口拒絕同我單獨見面…
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係,我係需要承認,我搞到今時今日咁既地步,自己都要負返唔少責任。但係…我真係好灰…真係好鬼死灰…
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雖然性質唔同,但當初我對岑曉怡不瞅不彩既時候,佢係咪一樣咁灰架呢?
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嘿,唔好再咁抬舉自己嘞,譚振邦啊,你對岑曉怡做既事,係咪過份起碼一百倍啊?
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報應,我覺得呢啲都係報響我身上既報應…
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因為失去咗返學既原動力,我又做咗一樣久違既事情︰逃學。
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但今次我真係任何人都唔想見,所以我返學既時候我就去咗附近有少少偏僻、不過放假同放學時間就會人山人海既籃球場度打波,午餐時間同埋放學之後我就走咗去離學校遠啲既地方,可能係公園、可能係市中心亂行,雖然唔係話肯定佢哋會黎搵我,不過反正我就係唔希望有任何既機會比自己既朋友搵到。
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咁佢哋返學見唔到我,有冇打比我、或者至少send個WhatsApp比我?
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我唔知喎,因為我熄咗部電話。
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我真係完全唔想比人搵到。
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然後,到咗晚飯時間我先返到屋企。
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「SON仔!你去咗邊啊?」嫲嫲一見到我返屋企,我都未開晒道鐵閘,佢已經好焦急咁樣行埋黎幫我打開度門︰「你哋啊林老師打黎,話你今日冇返學,跟住我打比你又冇人聽,嚇死阿嫲咩!阿嫲老人家唔嚇得架喇…」
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嫲嫲既表情真係好急又擔心,我知佢真係關心我。
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唔知…Miss Leung今日見我唔返學,有冇一絲擔心過我呢?
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唉,佢而家避開我都黎唔切喇,仲點會擔心我?
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