「有你呢句，我就捨得放心走。」她笑說。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmARQwIV7K
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 「你會點走？」我從未想像過，媽咪是怎樣回來，又會以甚麼形式離開。 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzL8AGCnmTd
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「講你都唔會明。總之你聽朝訓醒，阿爸就會翻嚟，我就會走。」  93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJK7NLZ0lfV
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「我會唔會無曬今日記憶？」我緊張追問，生怕今天發生一切，會被靈力抹去，遺忘與媽咪今天相處點滴。 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrs1aQaKle
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「緊係唔會！如果唔記得，點解我要咁辛苦翻嚟。」她叉着腰說，回復原來活力。 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzD7vWpQgp
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「咁⋯⋯⋯我而家要點做？」我不知所措。 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ucD3AOcrR
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「你好似以前咁，同我講早唞就得。我會入房鎖門。」 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2vzMT3gm4
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不知從那天起，我再無與他們說晚安習慣，整天於房間度日，生活作息日夜顛倒，連自己都分不清晝夜，只有開門上廁所、或是準備沖涼梳洗，發現客廳全黑，才知他們入睡。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskJ86folHE
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 「媽咪，早唞⋯⋯」我仍然坐在餐桌前，一動不動的。 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBM7j2Noc5
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媽咪聽見，欣慰點頭，轉身步入房。 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFy04fFwOGd
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我不甘心，僅以一句晚安與媽咪道別，但又覺尷尬突兀，未有勇氣講出口。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeoGEWQHNm
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只不過，我比誰都清楚、知道遺憾所泛起的漣漪，將牽連甚廣，足以影響一生。 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERqVDhxxP7
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眼前的她，是我僅餘機會。 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrO8Qq9KQ2
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錯過以後，就再無下次。 要選擇遺憾，或是放膽豁出去，答案顯而易見。 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcjiZW6yk8
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「媽咪！」我站起來，叫停扭開門把的她，她轉過頭來，等待我開口。 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmj0iUx6Qb
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「我⋯⋯」我滿臉通紅，明明剛才下定決心，如今竟難以吐出那三隻字。 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32cS7Bosph
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「我哋會再見。」媽咪別過臉，扭開門、踏腳入房間。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvIqz0qWMe
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 說！說出口！為甚麼不說！93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHGGM31LTq
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 腦海天人交戰，依然扭擰，全身似走非行，嘴巴更像黏上漿糊，無法開口。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmWIWmUmAs
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 「我愛⋯⋯！」93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9DvDqGG6B
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 此時，房門即將關上，房內漆黑一片，僅餘半點身影。 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1M49RI1DI
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「媽咪我愛你！」我用盡全力喊着，同一時間，房門傳來上鎖聲。 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5Cy8MHn2w
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走了嗎？有聽見我心聲嗎？我默忖着。 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC27TyZ8ayJ
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過了半刻，我才回神過來、戰戰兢兢走到房門前，不敢扭開門把，僅將耳朵湊近門邊，好奇房內狀況。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjQ4YCGkSb
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 只不過，門後再無傳出任何聲音，整間屋回復平靜，不禁令我懷疑，一整天發生的事 ，皆為自己空想捏造，媽咪根本不曾回來過。 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Rn11t5zx8
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但枱上食剩的飯菜、彼此用過的碗筷，她叮囑我的一字一句，就是存在過最好證明。 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXS3FmgNEc
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這回憶，就算無人得知，亦無所謂。 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSa0Ewxqf1o
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畢竟，我比別人多一次機會，好應心滿意足。 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeuX6QHN0q
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我坐返餐桌，默默吃掉剩菜，本想放下手機，單純感受餸菜味道，卻又嫌空間太寂靜，最終還是拿出手機、揀選影片觀看。 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEExYmBK3W
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其實，這些影片不算特別好看，僅想有「人」陪伴自己，令客廳有點生氣，不至於寂寞孤單，猶如獨居般。 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIZFf77l6L
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曾幾何時，我嚮往獨居自由自在，現在才驟覺，獨居生活大小事、所有哀與樂，僅得自己面對及享受，無法與對方一同承受或分享。 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyhd6ZE7W2
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原來，我不擅長獨處，但也變得獨立。 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡon13ijUllh
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只不過，歷練會迫使人成長。 93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0B46uXWfQd
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這小男孩，一夜間長大，同時一息間老去。93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHL16013SO
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