I always dreamed of being someone with friends.
Everyone listened closely to my every word.
Laughing at my latest satire that is so funny, that even a stranger just walking by would take an interest.
Just a thunderous silence, no one laughing.
The only thing louder was the gun I used.
I never a note or a reason why, I didn't say goodbye.
I had no imagination, I ended my life with a 45.
A lifeless me, and a puddle of blood with some spattered on the bathroom wall.
The mess I made my mom complained.
Not that fact I was dead.
I truly knew, no one cared
I stare at a patch of grass and weeds and a pile of dirt.
I look at the simple stone with my name and the date I was born and till two days ago.
Is this what our life comes down to it is a stone with our name and the time we lived on it.
My mom and sister were the only ones who attended my funeral.
Front and Center and the only one in attendance.
I wished I had a girlfriend or wife, I might not have ended my life.
My grief, my loss, my life meant nothing.
It was just because they had to, not a tear drawn from their eyes.
I knew no one cared.
A simple peach rose laid northward and true.
As straight as the arrow that pierced the life of yours truly.
The end of a letter never sent.
To a person who was never waiting to hear from me and a stamp never used.
No grief was lost on me because no one cared.
My mom and sister walked away.
I sit here, by myself thinking they can't see my ghost and realizing the only time my name was in the paper at the bottom of the page, not at the top with the latest caper.
My name funeral at 10 am Upper Alton Cemetary today.
But no one cared.
I stared at my grave until the sun went down.
This is my eternity my afterlife my grief.
The only one who cried for me was me.
I'm sure my funeral fulfilled some fairy tale some wish of somebody who hated me.
I realize the pain the the bullying and the failed suicides all led to this moment and realize I lived for nothing.
The stars started to come out and the other ghosts as well and they came up to me and asked.
Why do you sit here? you know no one cared.
I know, I don't know what else to do.
Just say goodbye your grave isn't going anywhere.
Because no one cared.
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