生死與共是我給不出的答案 - 生死與共是我給不出的答案

「回去吧…」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSSuQMiwBC
僵硬的氣氛，恰如劍弩拔張的對峙52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgrdOrfkFC
赤司本人並不樂見自己跟黑子之中有著如此的窘迫52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmDN5FfxqZ
「哲也，是說，你擅長古箏？」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VRQ1Cxye7
領著黑子回寢殿的路上赤司問道52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3s2aorvyi
「是的？敢問征君為何如此詢問？」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBQ1eApzEZ
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「沒有…只是忽然想到」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87NNIZk7vv
赤司並未漏看對方臉上一閃即逝的尷尬52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlwTnnYwW6
「征…征能為我保守密秘嗎？」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdQCZrggYC
黑子停下腳步，輕輕跩著赤司的衣擺52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7acLguVoiR
「哈…要我保守什麼呢？」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgCIr6WMhk
赤司並未轉身只是佇足於黑子的前方靜候回復52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8MPZuwBvD
「我…其實彈的還是差強人意…所有樂器唯一較會的便是古箏」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4y04ePo2LE
「就這樣？」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfVUqR6kaM
赤司身子一轉，難掩笑意的看著黑子52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReSEAHzKzH
「是的就這樣…還有這對樂師來說是頗為羞恥…所以請征君勿再笑了」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI06FEkyKW2
黑子嘆了口氣…52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Wt26tyoN8
「待我練成，改日我再彈奏給征君聽吧」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrkNTUxNHW
既然已經將秘密說出了…那也不必在介意什麼了……索性不再看對方，快步走向寢殿……52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvYMZRNmmQ
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見狀，赤司笑了笑，也跟上了對方的步伐52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iHQMadIos
「真是，臉皮薄的孩子」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ughZyfLhj
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嬉笑的言詞與此刻黯然的笑容成了極大的反差52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptbymNrAU9
望著黑子的背影52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AVuUArBdF
無神論者的他卻低聲的向著不存在的神氏乞求52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoXym2tpo4
「如上蒼有靈……請讓黑子永世不要回頭……讓他好好的走下去…不要讓他看到我狼狽的樣子……」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDhnz0Q13X
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愛.讓一個人平日所有的焰氣全數熄滅…在愛人跟前，就算世界急速坍方，也要撐起一切死守著對方52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq28O5I1xUW
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你若真心愛琴，便也不枉費我將時間消磨在一介我不擅長的事物上52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWj4JRuQopg
不過，即便你並非愛琴，也無枉費一說，為你付出的再多，我也不會有半句怨言52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnwEWY6hTI
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讓我用這些日子來彌補我無法兌現的承諾52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuU7RKKwozS
因為在我遞給你的票據上……是我窮盡此生也無法償還你的數字52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyHfGGBgGo
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憶起黑子的生日即將到來52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLj1w6tVny3
赤司在寢殿前止步，撫上緊閉的門扉的手猶豫的收了回來52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxliof1ia2
轉往摸向左側的配刀，走向陰暗的書室52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUPfD5GdhN
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「咿呀………」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtefrFGG6OG
略微老舊厚實的紫檀製成的門扉，發出了刺耳的噪音52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5z84Xr8CfU
木門的敞開伴隨著夜晚的冷風吹灌入室中52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZrzXyGFfT
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嗅聞著清淨薄淡的木材特有的芬芳，赤司再次放鬆了下緊繃許久的神智52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZOJ9qQ7Fl
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踏入室內，赤司將一旁的燭火點著，艷黃的火焰在風吹下搖曳著，為昏暗的環境染上了溫暖的橘光52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxSBwsh1Q5
赤司從櫃中取出一塊紋理分明的上好木材，隨後落坐於一旁長椅上取出佩刀52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvA2DInAyx
開始為原木進行雕琢，長刃之刀本就不是以雕琢為主的設計52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkadnc8eQ3
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但赤司卻將長刀化為鑽刻用具一般，細削出一道道凹槽與秀逸的外觀線條52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuwdlZx4fi
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維持此等專注，直至外頭黑暗的夜幕逐漸轉為海藍，零星幾只鳥兒的啁啾聲才讓男人意識到自己整夜無眠52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kNCyW0zhw
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情況持續了數日，原先多餘的木料皆被赤司削去並接上了琴弦，呈現出符合赤司心中……那完美的古箏52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Lum3F6Pnw
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熄滅了不知第幾根蠟燭，不知溶了多少蠟油52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAkpxAtZ78
之前每時刻的刻畫，全是赤司對於黑子的認真，想伴著他走過人類所擁有的短暫的一生…最真誠的心52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXx3bWNBlF
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「哲也…起床了」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt71mUToCD7
赤司推開了寢殿的木門52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxdaoAX4lQ
照慣例的喚醒黑子，為他披上了毛毯保暖52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YmFhTWnA0
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『我還能這樣注視著你…多久呢？』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcZdCVpLMj
『上天並不會因為蒼生的畏懼而油生憐憫，垂憐因旱災而瀕死的農人，更不會因我的擔憂改變戰事的來臨，上帝…是無能的…看著一切任憑發生…卻無能為力……跟此刻的我……又有何差異？』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAkblN0UfF
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『人類著實愚蠢至極，因自身的無力因而編湊出荒誕的神論』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5kJRyniP0
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『從不過問鬼神的我…此刻卻比誰都希望……是我錯誤質疑了祂們的存在…如果你們聽見了……可否再給我一些時間……此趟出征，定是有去無回』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZ4tRjxIUA
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赤司永遠也無法料想到，此時說出的是他兩人未來的命運，而無回的……並不是他本人……52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KtiTCKKnF
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「征……發呆嗎？」黑子揉了揉睡意沈重的雙眼，靜看著同樣在看著自己的赤司 52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSrLMqZEBc
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「不……哲也」黑子的聲音拉回了男人的思緒，赤司微笑著彎下腰溫柔的親吻著黑子的雙唇52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQcHRWHYjL
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「生日快樂…」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiP1MsLeiXP
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赤司贈予黑子古箏時，黑子眼中流露出的驚訝絕非假裝出來的52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcXFAYqaed
因為……黑子深知此把古箏……是赤司一人……親手為自己削制而出的……52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS10pvt4B5q
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「征君……謝謝你……我很喜歡」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhq2MPLpOVH
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「我一定會努力練習，直到能彈奏給征君聽」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnt8G4cGKCI
黑子溫柔的懷抱著琴身，笑著看向對方……52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCaVorrLiX
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真的真的…很愛你…愛到……快無法自持了……52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTC5rMUxirK
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「我等著…」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz68A1ZTdtK
赤司笑答到52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJlKOJBudO
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