生死與共是我給不出的答案 - 生死與共是我給不出的答案

「回去吧…」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLbekvlhzh
僵硬的氣氛，恰如劍弩拔張的對峙57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jEfKfsSSy
赤司本人並不樂見自己跟黑子之中有著如此的窘迫57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGspJfwSjv
「哲也，是說，你擅長古箏？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKLdb0Of0x
領著黑子回寢殿的路上赤司問道57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEeaEIzjb5
「是的？敢問征君為何如此詢問？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3SgWS3FL0
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「沒有…只是忽然想到」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Dka0f5mvV
赤司並未漏看對方臉上一閃即逝的尷尬57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Yuwdtohn2
「征…征能為我保守密秘嗎？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5gbDKwwi7
黑子停下腳步，輕輕跩著赤司的衣擺57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgaymsP9cr
「哈…要我保守什麼呢？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowtnMvnqVB
赤司並未轉身只是佇足於黑子的前方靜候回復57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwd5OQKnh5a
「我…其實彈的還是差強人意…所有樂器唯一較會的便是古箏」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQJMeNRyQA
「就這樣？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GsIuNCVGB
赤司身子一轉，難掩笑意的看著黑子57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rjiSaeLNV
「是的就這樣…還有這對樂師來說是頗為羞恥…所以請征君勿再笑了」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqB2w78I1L
黑子嘆了口氣…57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaxZ4liy1v
「待我練成，改日我再彈奏給征君聽吧」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNf43n33tf
既然已經將秘密說出了…那也不必在介意什麼了……索性不再看對方，快步走向寢殿……57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbHOHaYpuY
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見狀，赤司笑了笑，也跟上了對方的步伐57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXYzhhbuwF
「真是，臉皮薄的孩子」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5jZBlTKA9
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嬉笑的言詞與此刻黯然的笑容成了極大的反差57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghrFYWD6VZ
望著黑子的背影57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UBSD8V3oW
無神論者的他卻低聲的向著不存在的神氏乞求57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UPKhtvGNN
「如上蒼有靈……請讓黑子永世不要回頭……讓他好好的走下去…不要讓他看到我狼狽的樣子……」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOzmGYXk7z
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愛.讓一個人平日所有的焰氣全數熄滅…在愛人跟前，就算世界急速坍方，也要撐起一切死守著對方57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeOYDy5uVM
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你若真心愛琴，便也不枉費我將時間消磨在一介我不擅長的事物上57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLd469d1pe
不過，即便你並非愛琴，也無枉費一說，為你付出的再多，我也不會有半句怨言57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcvF9w2KFX
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讓我用這些日子來彌補我無法兌現的承諾57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZcRhfwh4Q
因為在我遞給你的票據上……是我窮盡此生也無法償還你的數字57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hUS2iMcR5
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憶起黑子的生日即將到來57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYb23l1Wb3G
赤司在寢殿前止步，撫上緊閉的門扉的手猶豫的收了回來57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypC2SFFHCF
轉往摸向左側的配刀，走向陰暗的書室57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFDeL2s2an
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「咿呀………」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEZOGEjRni
略微老舊厚實的紫檀製成的門扉，發出了刺耳的噪音57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnKMBxdWG2
木門的敞開伴隨著夜晚的冷風吹灌入室中57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8kjuDL1OD
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嗅聞著清淨薄淡的木材特有的芬芳，赤司再次放鬆了下緊繃許久的神智57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOVusMNtCe
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踏入室內，赤司將一旁的燭火點著，艷黃的火焰在風吹下搖曳著，為昏暗的環境染上了溫暖的橘光57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6y7QtG4v4a
赤司從櫃中取出一塊紋理分明的上好木材，隨後落坐於一旁長椅上取出佩刀57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNgJYxPQBl
開始為原木進行雕琢，長刃之刀本就不是以雕琢為主的設計57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGltLLnIK0s
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但赤司卻將長刀化為鑽刻用具一般，細削出一道道凹槽與秀逸的外觀線條57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXG9xPfbaE
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維持此等專注，直至外頭黑暗的夜幕逐漸轉為海藍，零星幾只鳥兒的啁啾聲才讓男人意識到自己整夜無眠57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmgYCjtIww
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情況持續了數日，原先多餘的木料皆被赤司削去並接上了琴弦，呈現出符合赤司心中……那完美的古箏57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4mrCD6PyG
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熄滅了不知第幾根蠟燭，不知溶了多少蠟油57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnNK1mrHDu
之前每時刻的刻畫，全是赤司對於黑子的認真，想伴著他走過人類所擁有的短暫的一生…最真誠的心57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDHnzzZGlO
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「哲也…起床了」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnF1W2yDmp
赤司推開了寢殿的木門57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0J6xIo6Ffv
照慣例的喚醒黑子，為他披上了毛毯保暖57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIDLecOaA2
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『我還能這樣注視著你…多久呢？』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggKCDuF5qu
『上天並不會因為蒼生的畏懼而油生憐憫，垂憐因旱災而瀕死的農人，更不會因我的擔憂改變戰事的來臨，上帝…是無能的…看著一切任憑發生…卻無能為力……跟此刻的我……又有何差異？』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPW1zd8ZkgQ
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『人類著實愚蠢至極，因自身的無力因而編湊出荒誕的神論』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5R7itLlMBk
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『從不過問鬼神的我…此刻卻比誰都希望……是我錯誤質疑了祂們的存在…如果你們聽見了……可否再給我一些時間……此趟出征，定是有去無回』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnFsokKDw1
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赤司永遠也無法料想到，此時說出的是他兩人未來的命運，而無回的……並不是他本人……57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCX1AQQxaa1
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「征……發呆嗎？」黑子揉了揉睡意沈重的雙眼，靜看著同樣在看著自己的赤司 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2iBGtGUuW
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「不……哲也」黑子的聲音拉回了男人的思緒，赤司微笑著彎下腰溫柔的親吻著黑子的雙唇57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQB6lCMRwY1
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「生日快樂…」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2LydQfO88
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赤司贈予黑子古箏時，黑子眼中流露出的驚訝絕非假裝出來的57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhGvLjdeE4
因為……黑子深知此把古箏……是赤司一人……親手為自己削制而出的……57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVY2XeWkdt0
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「征君……謝謝你……我很喜歡」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsis7cq2AD
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「我一定會努力練習，直到能彈奏給征君聽」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsw9gyGrO8H
黑子溫柔的懷抱著琴身，笑著看向對方……57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZBxf9BvYW
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真的真的…很愛你…愛到……快無法自持了……57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4AyTSTZyn
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「我等著…」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzUvRe2PuW
赤司笑答到57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsw27CL0c06
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