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生死與共是我給不出的答案
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生死與共是我給不出的答案
僵硬的氣氛,恰如劍弩拔張的對峙53Please respect copyright.PENANAsiyCcOyRAp
赤司本人並不樂見自己跟黑子之中有著如此的窘迫53Please respect copyright.PENANAhHsEmv9wui
「哲也,是說,你擅長古箏?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAKP3lJ9QvlH
領著黑子回寢殿的路上赤司問道53Please respect copyright.PENANAxFKlcleQ7F
「是的?敢問征君為何如此詢問?」53Please respect copyright.PENANABa2Z2KnRd3
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「沒有…只是忽然想到」53Please respect copyright.PENANAH8vE2yAsAb
赤司並未漏看對方臉上一閃即逝的尷尬53Please respect copyright.PENANA6xpHZcLtmd
「征…征能為我保守密秘嗎?」53Please respect copyright.PENANADwzAoAswzQ
黑子停下腳步,輕輕跩著赤司的衣擺53Please respect copyright.PENANAyi7aheIT2z
「哈…要我保守什麼呢?」53Please respect copyright.PENANA7qVywgtU51
赤司並未轉身只是佇足於黑子的前方靜候回復53Please respect copyright.PENANAtbcJqk50l1
「我…其實彈的還是差強人意…所有樂器唯一較會的便是古箏」53Please respect copyright.PENANAEhgQ2fNCFN
「就這樣?」53Please respect copyright.PENANARqVUAEVdGG
赤司身子一轉,難掩笑意的看著黑子53Please respect copyright.PENANAbj8gnVb1lW
「是的就這樣…還有這對樂師來說是頗為羞恥…所以請征君勿再笑了」53Please respect copyright.PENANAZyKFnB4Agz
黑子嘆了口氣…53Please respect copyright.PENANAjawWvAcnKv
「待我練成,改日我再彈奏給征君聽吧」53Please respect copyright.PENANA0q3wgVGOSR
既然已經將秘密說出了…那也不必在介意什麼了……索性不再看對方,快步走向寢殿……53Please respect copyright.PENANASp0T6uwuUU
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見狀,赤司笑了笑,也跟上了對方的步伐53Please respect copyright.PENANA3lS8J6pvz1
「真是,臉皮薄的孩子」53Please respect copyright.PENANAdSYxrf1tlj
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嬉笑的言詞與此刻黯然的笑容成了極大的反差53Please respect copyright.PENANA6l2UDGU5Ri
望著黑子的背影53Please respect copyright.PENANADQI8gfvdgt
無神論者的他卻低聲的向著不存在的神氏乞求53Please respect copyright.PENANALUH0BzHDJx
「如上蒼有靈……請讓黑子永世不要回頭……讓他好好的走下去…不要讓他看到我狼狽的樣子……」53Please respect copyright.PENANAzzrensc1JO
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愛.讓一個人平日所有的焰氣全數熄滅…在愛人跟前,就算世界急速坍方,也要撐起一切死守著對方53Please respect copyright.PENANAym3ZNE2KXS
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你若真心愛琴,便也不枉費我將時間消磨在一介我不擅長的事物上53Please respect copyright.PENANApI82sjWP2r
不過,即便你並非愛琴,也無枉費一說,為你付出的再多,我也不會有半句怨言53Please respect copyright.PENANAXiwV3l07S3
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讓我用這些日子來彌補我無法兌現的承諾53Please respect copyright.PENANAbCnfUZ56hg
因為在我遞給你的票據上……是我窮盡此生也無法償還你的數字53Please respect copyright.PENANAo8zPsB7iMC
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憶起黑子的生日即將到來53Please respect copyright.PENANAoXsj4TOpjs
赤司在寢殿前止步,撫上緊閉的門扉的手猶豫的收了回來53Please respect copyright.PENANAZPe9f3EeGP
轉往摸向左側的配刀,走向陰暗的書室53Please respect copyright.PENANAayHhBZniWS
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「咿呀………」53Please respect copyright.PENANAtCqqXwAk9V
略微老舊厚實的紫檀製成的門扉,發出了刺耳的噪音53Please respect copyright.PENANAJMuQabZ9Cx
木門的敞開伴隨著夜晚的冷風吹灌入室中53Please respect copyright.PENANAd8nKnEgAWr
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嗅聞著清淨薄淡的木材特有的芬芳,赤司再次放鬆了下緊繃許久的神智53Please respect copyright.PENANACiINeVR9b7
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踏入室內,赤司將一旁的燭火點著,艷黃的火焰在風吹下搖曳著,為昏暗的環境染上了溫暖的橘光53Please respect copyright.PENANAfKMqdCyO9O
赤司從櫃中取出一塊紋理分明的上好木材,隨後落坐於一旁長椅上取出佩刀53Please respect copyright.PENANAMsDIEmMyRr
開始為原木進行雕琢,長刃之刀本就不是以雕琢為主的設計53Please respect copyright.PENANAqWoFzwnHeh
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但赤司卻將長刀化為鑽刻用具一般,細削出一道道凹槽與秀逸的外觀線條53Please respect copyright.PENANAG5BrH8jwNj
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維持此等專注,直至外頭黑暗的夜幕逐漸轉為海藍,零星幾只鳥兒的啁啾聲才讓男人意識到自己整夜無眠53Please respect copyright.PENANAk4Xck6uvPE
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情況持續了數日,原先多餘的木料皆被赤司削去並接上了琴弦,呈現出符合赤司心中……那完美的古箏53Please respect copyright.PENANAyJVT40nYxb
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熄滅了不知第幾根蠟燭,不知溶了多少蠟油53Please respect copyright.PENANAq5ptwW8hsI
之前每時刻的刻畫,全是赤司對於黑子的認真,想伴著他走過人類所擁有的短暫的一生…最真誠的心53Please respect copyright.PENANAWgoqtqGWha
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「哲也…起床了」53Please respect copyright.PENANAp1Ojq4ytJZ
赤司推開了寢殿的木門53Please respect copyright.PENANAQ664VTrCwx
照慣例的喚醒黑子,為他披上了毛毯保暖53Please respect copyright.PENANAwiZucKuOrA
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『我還能這樣注視著你…多久呢?』53Please respect copyright.PENANAZCmoQNyW6k
『上天並不會因為蒼生的畏懼而油生憐憫,垂憐因旱災而瀕死的農人,更不會因我的擔憂改變戰事的來臨,上帝…是無能的…看著一切任憑發生…卻無能為力……跟此刻的我……又有何差異?』53Please respect copyright.PENANAX3yP2kn1wD
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『人類著實愚蠢至極,因自身的無力因而編湊出荒誕的神論』53Please respect copyright.PENANA9Bk3UqIodF
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『從不過問鬼神的我…此刻卻比誰都希望……是我錯誤質疑了祂們的存在…如果你們聽見了……可否再給我一些時間……此趟出征,定是有去無回』53Please respect copyright.PENANA0pznxcUoCh
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赤司永遠也無法料想到,此時說出的是他兩人未來的命運,而無回的……並不是他本人……53Please respect copyright.PENANAyjshhKyy1U
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「征……發呆嗎?」黑子揉了揉睡意沈重的雙眼,靜看著同樣在看著自己的赤司 53Please respect copyright.PENANA9WUObgh4Ov
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「不……哲也」黑子的聲音拉回了男人的思緒,赤司微笑著彎下腰溫柔的親吻著黑子的雙唇53Please respect copyright.PENANAR8xrIS6JU1
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「生日快樂…」53Please respect copyright.PENANAr8s57ZrJm4
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赤司贈予黑子古箏時,黑子眼中流露出的驚訝絕非假裝出來的53Please respect copyright.PENANAeaXrJpIyig
因為……黑子深知此把古箏……是赤司一人……親手為自己削制而出的……53Please respect copyright.PENANA0JwEMIgoYf
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「征君……謝謝你……我很喜歡」53Please respect copyright.PENANAoqfeupcUcm
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「我一定會努力練習,直到能彈奏給征君聽」53Please respect copyright.PENANAit0UyVkSEQ
黑子溫柔的懷抱著琴身,笑著看向對方……53Please respect copyright.PENANASADXvQs5fN
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真的真的…很愛你…愛到……快無法自持了……53Please respect copyright.PENANAl7mNkCAx0n
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「我等著…」53Please respect copyright.PENANAFluaOSX2RE
赤司笑答到53Please respect copyright.PENANA4KrzWGn0h0
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