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「回去吧…」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchoYVt11Rr
僵硬的氣氛，恰如劍弩拔張的對峙39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcaipInzak
赤司本人並不樂見自己跟黑子之中有著如此的窘迫39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVc6VWz6Rur
「哲也，是說，你擅長古箏？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfcOFNpySq
領著黑子回寢殿的路上赤司問道39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKOqOkSkMB
「是的？敢問征君為何如此詢問？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreIw4jaIc6
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「沒有…只是忽然想到」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmj9kzZ5T0
赤司並未漏看對方臉上一閃即逝的尷尬39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgNrNmuajK
「征…征能為我保守密秘嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTUTVQ9OW4
黑子停下腳步，輕輕跩著赤司的衣擺39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMhUc3EnXK
「哈…要我保守什麼呢？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwJrRASTsA
赤司並未轉身只是佇足於黑子的前方靜候回復39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAjKYD1qqr
「我…其實彈的還是差強人意…所有樂器唯一較會的便是古箏」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXglsQ8DqCr
「就這樣？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4bw6M4ej8
赤司身子一轉，難掩笑意的看著黑子39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiObVBiWtg
「是的就這樣…還有這對樂師來說是頗為羞恥…所以請征君勿再笑了」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUUiwjmWCl
黑子嘆了口氣…39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZvx90jnN1
「待我練成，改日我再彈奏給征君聽吧」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAOR4TetM9
既然已經將秘密說出了…那也不必在介意什麼了……索性不再看對方，快步走向寢殿……39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRmmZ8TV2c
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見狀，赤司笑了笑，也跟上了對方的步伐39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeinQ9sXfM
「真是，臉皮薄的孩子」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhlqTL1NWv
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嬉笑的言詞與此刻黯然的笑容成了極大的反差39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2ovWuJjr3
望著黑子的背影39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Hm0ns7Ein
無神論者的他卻低聲的向著不存在的神氏乞求39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Sc0p5Coa1
「如上蒼有靈……請讓黑子永世不要回頭……讓他好好的走下去…不要讓他看到我狼狽的樣子……」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpQ86olhoB
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愛.讓一個人平日所有的焰氣全數熄滅…在愛人跟前，就算世界急速坍方，也要撐起一切死守著對方39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2q9aWVSN2
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你若真心愛琴，便也不枉費我將時間消磨在一介我不擅長的事物上39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFj8nc4vKy
不過，即便你並非愛琴，也無枉費一說，為你付出的再多，我也不會有半句怨言39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sBvotcBgQ
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讓我用這些日子來彌補我無法兌現的承諾39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmGtyLwtOK
因為在我遞給你的票據上……是我窮盡此生也無法償還你的數字39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18YqP1bYcc
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憶起黑子的生日即將到來39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2etu4Z9Xnk
赤司在寢殿前止步，撫上緊閉的門扉的手猶豫的收了回來39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0MAUAY5qL
轉往摸向左側的配刀，走向陰暗的書室39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeu25pfAdWo
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「咿呀………」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMmUEVtc9M
略微老舊厚實的紫檀製成的門扉，發出了刺耳的噪音39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25P5SCvLBT
木門的敞開伴隨著夜晚的冷風吹灌入室中39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9sAOG6Q6E
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嗅聞著清淨薄淡的木材特有的芬芳，赤司再次放鬆了下緊繃許久的神智39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXeioTJqmp
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踏入室內，赤司將一旁的燭火點著，艷黃的火焰在風吹下搖曳著，為昏暗的環境染上了溫暖的橘光39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNunL7l257k
赤司從櫃中取出一塊紋理分明的上好木材，隨後落坐於一旁長椅上取出佩刀39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7kn0hRXSQ
開始為原木進行雕琢，長刃之刀本就不是以雕琢為主的設計39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58VY9Wj0yc
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但赤司卻將長刀化為鑽刻用具一般，細削出一道道凹槽與秀逸的外觀線條39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk90FwfbGS8
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維持此等專注，直至外頭黑暗的夜幕逐漸轉為海藍，零星幾只鳥兒的啁啾聲才讓男人意識到自己整夜無眠39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnqkB5BT1Q
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情況持續了數日，原先多餘的木料皆被赤司削去並接上了琴弦，呈現出符合赤司心中……那完美的古箏39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11cFVTcGna
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熄滅了不知第幾根蠟燭，不知溶了多少蠟油39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DGjNNLGEe
之前每時刻的刻畫，全是赤司對於黑子的認真，想伴著他走過人類所擁有的短暫的一生…最真誠的心39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52Vi2ZgC1v
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「哲也…起床了」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzqJE4vnV5
赤司推開了寢殿的木門39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9miUU5AY3r
照慣例的喚醒黑子，為他披上了毛毯保暖39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgvibb2n6R
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『我還能這樣注視著你…多久呢？』39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OfLZD0UIY
『上天並不會因為蒼生的畏懼而油生憐憫，垂憐因旱災而瀕死的農人，更不會因我的擔憂改變戰事的來臨，上帝…是無能的…看著一切任憑發生…卻無能為力……跟此刻的我……又有何差異？』39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yv16fAMra
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『人類著實愚蠢至極，因自身的無力因而編湊出荒誕的神論』39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nKyjBGwih
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『從不過問鬼神的我…此刻卻比誰都希望……是我錯誤質疑了祂們的存在…如果你們聽見了……可否再給我一些時間……此趟出征，定是有去無回』39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvtd9B3i93
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赤司永遠也無法料想到，此時說出的是他兩人未來的命運，而無回的……並不是他本人……39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AaIpl1EDL
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「征……發呆嗎？」黑子揉了揉睡意沈重的雙眼，靜看著同樣在看著自己的赤司 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJc3T31ngZ
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「不……哲也」黑子的聲音拉回了男人的思緒，赤司微笑著彎下腰溫柔的親吻著黑子的雙唇39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowY4biI36s
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「生日快樂…」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkWVFIwcPf
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赤司贈予黑子古箏時，黑子眼中流露出的驚訝絕非假裝出來的39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxc7DOFGR8o
因為……黑子深知此把古箏……是赤司一人……親手為自己削制而出的……39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXUao4dLs1
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「征君……謝謝你……我很喜歡」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbUOAIc2UT
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「我一定會努力練習，直到能彈奏給征君聽」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8RxPaSnQb
黑子溫柔的懷抱著琴身，笑著看向對方……39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWiz0meXrd
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真的真的…很愛你…愛到……快無法自持了……39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡps86Rw7wcC
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「我等著…」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡob1ZrtN9cJ
赤司笑答到39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJjcLryfte
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