生死與共是我給不出的答案 - 生死與共是我給不出的答案

「回去吧…」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwRBQmM1aQ
僵硬的氣氛，恰如劍弩拔張的對峙45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZU9fYWLDai
赤司本人並不樂見自己跟黑子之中有著如此的窘迫45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpz8JUQmXpP
「哲也，是說，你擅長古箏？」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbEuk392Dm
領著黑子回寢殿的路上赤司問道45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBZZaKCSBS
「是的？敢問征君為何如此詢問？」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVKahuTs6E
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「沒有…只是忽然想到」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYheG4KwQPR
赤司並未漏看對方臉上一閃即逝的尷尬45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwHXpolTAY
「征…征能為我保守密秘嗎？」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnAuP8NlKr
黑子停下腳步，輕輕跩著赤司的衣擺45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69ACYOvtbo
「哈…要我保守什麼呢？」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDiIfV3XwB
赤司並未轉身只是佇足於黑子的前方靜候回復45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbCUKmH3hC
「我…其實彈的還是差強人意…所有樂器唯一較會的便是古箏」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0nrhUZqZf
「就這樣？」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25LmJv5o60
赤司身子一轉，難掩笑意的看著黑子45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuQuB4Uyxr
「是的就這樣…還有這對樂師來說是頗為羞恥…所以請征君勿再笑了」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLeMJMH53d
黑子嘆了口氣…45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqEU68rOZA
「待我練成，改日我再彈奏給征君聽吧」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GlMZTVqLP
既然已經將秘密說出了…那也不必在介意什麼了……索性不再看對方，快步走向寢殿……45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFDtDv1Qbe
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見狀，赤司笑了笑，也跟上了對方的步伐45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcoCezkXBg
「真是，臉皮薄的孩子」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqMN5YPDbo
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嬉笑的言詞與此刻黯然的笑容成了極大的反差45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjrbtMHkR2
望著黑子的背影45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvm1hTJfuNQ
無神論者的他卻低聲的向著不存在的神氏乞求45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsTdseopBl
「如上蒼有靈……請讓黑子永世不要回頭……讓他好好的走下去…不要讓他看到我狼狽的樣子……」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKSLUQCxBY
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愛.讓一個人平日所有的焰氣全數熄滅…在愛人跟前，就算世界急速坍方，也要撐起一切死守著對方45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jDjnV6syt
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你若真心愛琴，便也不枉費我將時間消磨在一介我不擅長的事物上45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDyDopkVFG
不過，即便你並非愛琴，也無枉費一說，為你付出的再多，我也不會有半句怨言45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMn1VA2sBWy
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讓我用這些日子來彌補我無法兌現的承諾45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRVtuYMMhC
因為在我遞給你的票據上……是我窮盡此生也無法償還你的數字45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vYo9dATm9
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憶起黑子的生日即將到來45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZPPLTP8Vs
赤司在寢殿前止步，撫上緊閉的門扉的手猶豫的收了回來45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlCBIXZRY8
轉往摸向左側的配刀，走向陰暗的書室45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnF8mKxqRS
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「咿呀………」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyMmvj9gbY
略微老舊厚實的紫檀製成的門扉，發出了刺耳的噪音45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBRw7lGneT
木門的敞開伴隨著夜晚的冷風吹灌入室中45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9UXMccpPh
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嗅聞著清淨薄淡的木材特有的芬芳，赤司再次放鬆了下緊繃許久的神智45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvG2TFZg3b
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踏入室內，赤司將一旁的燭火點著，艷黃的火焰在風吹下搖曳著，為昏暗的環境染上了溫暖的橘光45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeQlGiLK6N
赤司從櫃中取出一塊紋理分明的上好木材，隨後落坐於一旁長椅上取出佩刀45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0NdAc87f1
開始為原木進行雕琢，長刃之刀本就不是以雕琢為主的設計45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5a7i3CSQO
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但赤司卻將長刀化為鑽刻用具一般，細削出一道道凹槽與秀逸的外觀線條45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTn1yfGC9j
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維持此等專注，直至外頭黑暗的夜幕逐漸轉為海藍，零星幾只鳥兒的啁啾聲才讓男人意識到自己整夜無眠45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLfFcWXDN6
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情況持續了數日，原先多餘的木料皆被赤司削去並接上了琴弦，呈現出符合赤司心中……那完美的古箏45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaBUoJ9SVo
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熄滅了不知第幾根蠟燭，不知溶了多少蠟油45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktd60MqH5c
之前每時刻的刻畫，全是赤司對於黑子的認真，想伴著他走過人類所擁有的短暫的一生…最真誠的心45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7krEJiUrt
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「哲也…起床了」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHAz076LHg
赤司推開了寢殿的木門45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorjlEY6iUl
照慣例的喚醒黑子，為他披上了毛毯保暖45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAQSbzChtH
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『我還能這樣注視著你…多久呢？』45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7wTA8rYtw
『上天並不會因為蒼生的畏懼而油生憐憫，垂憐因旱災而瀕死的農人，更不會因我的擔憂改變戰事的來臨，上帝…是無能的…看著一切任憑發生…卻無能為力……跟此刻的我……又有何差異？』45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAkLKPY5q3
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『人類著實愚蠢至極，因自身的無力因而編湊出荒誕的神論』45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRsOakOZYT
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『從不過問鬼神的我…此刻卻比誰都希望……是我錯誤質疑了祂們的存在…如果你們聽見了……可否再給我一些時間……此趟出征，定是有去無回』45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTn9uE3wIaB
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赤司永遠也無法料想到，此時說出的是他兩人未來的命運，而無回的……並不是他本人……45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6Ggg0uzGc
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「征……發呆嗎？」黑子揉了揉睡意沈重的雙眼，靜看著同樣在看著自己的赤司 45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjwJDoAmX8
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「不……哲也」黑子的聲音拉回了男人的思緒，赤司微笑著彎下腰溫柔的親吻著黑子的雙唇45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14UszmuPuO
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「生日快樂…」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO82ZlFYW7t
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赤司贈予黑子古箏時，黑子眼中流露出的驚訝絕非假裝出來的45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7vWsogXCk
因為……黑子深知此把古箏……是赤司一人……親手為自己削制而出的……45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzLzZmnonZ
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「征君……謝謝你……我很喜歡」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeT4KQCcxo
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「我一定會努力練習，直到能彈奏給征君聽」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBSUKicKPB
黑子溫柔的懷抱著琴身，笑著看向對方……45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAdixArdVO
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真的真的…很愛你…愛到……快無法自持了……45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FraRlemYo
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「我等著…」45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCYkoYI22I
赤司笑答到45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFmPFT0qMs
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