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「回去吧…」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIczdjCI9v
僵硬的氣氛，恰如劍弩拔張的對峙58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkREjBnCqzB
赤司本人並不樂見自己跟黑子之中有著如此的窘迫58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXzT8CoWkH
「哲也，是說，你擅長古箏？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmvuxRz9qJ
領著黑子回寢殿的路上赤司問道58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbdYlwH64A
「是的？敢問征君為何如此詢問？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzHORyLWm1
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「沒有…只是忽然想到」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEztDtef40F
赤司並未漏看對方臉上一閃即逝的尷尬58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvzrrXZf5u
「征…征能為我保守密秘嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4tIduaugz
黑子停下腳步，輕輕跩著赤司的衣擺58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5vF76nlNi
「哈…要我保守什麼呢？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFg8YHVxTnp
赤司並未轉身只是佇足於黑子的前方靜候回復58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbRXvpFSxR
「我…其實彈的還是差強人意…所有樂器唯一較會的便是古箏」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hTbpdcffj
「就這樣？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tnXcQ5f2b
赤司身子一轉，難掩笑意的看著黑子58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NJFHBE3O9
「是的就這樣…還有這對樂師來說是頗為羞恥…所以請征君勿再笑了」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kT8WSZFbV
黑子嘆了口氣…58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG32FPjQ0tr
「待我練成，改日我再彈奏給征君聽吧」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozVK8rgSkl
既然已經將秘密說出了…那也不必在介意什麼了……索性不再看對方，快步走向寢殿……58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00W6Yone68
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見狀，赤司笑了笑，也跟上了對方的步伐58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDw2iEXVsYY
「真是，臉皮薄的孩子」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8To6N5k0i
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嬉笑的言詞與此刻黯然的笑容成了極大的反差58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcGVUwgMU2
望著黑子的背影58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPeA6qwwtN
無神論者的他卻低聲的向著不存在的神氏乞求58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLgMoQVB2m
「如上蒼有靈……請讓黑子永世不要回頭……讓他好好的走下去…不要讓他看到我狼狽的樣子……」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6sn5ivJry
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愛.讓一個人平日所有的焰氣全數熄滅…在愛人跟前，就算世界急速坍方，也要撐起一切死守著對方58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZzoNTjqLw
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你若真心愛琴，便也不枉費我將時間消磨在一介我不擅長的事物上58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2BuI1DrCF
不過，即便你並非愛琴，也無枉費一說，為你付出的再多，我也不會有半句怨言58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugS6JQfCeH
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讓我用這些日子來彌補我無法兌現的承諾58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbZOwEWM8b
因為在我遞給你的票據上……是我窮盡此生也無法償還你的數字58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXv6kRAm7p
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憶起黑子的生日即將到來58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDnsCfE16u
赤司在寢殿前止步，撫上緊閉的門扉的手猶豫的收了回來58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBu6M1mJqrs
轉往摸向左側的配刀，走向陰暗的書室58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDnSMfXXnn
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「咿呀………」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5h7qDgVmUn
略微老舊厚實的紫檀製成的門扉，發出了刺耳的噪音58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwWdWzWGoL
木門的敞開伴隨著夜晚的冷風吹灌入室中58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0SDWH6KiA
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嗅聞著清淨薄淡的木材特有的芬芳，赤司再次放鬆了下緊繃許久的神智58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSXJzwnFhF
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踏入室內，赤司將一旁的燭火點著，艷黃的火焰在風吹下搖曳著，為昏暗的環境染上了溫暖的橘光58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLwwQq6T5o
赤司從櫃中取出一塊紋理分明的上好木材，隨後落坐於一旁長椅上取出佩刀58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FlxVYNNNO
開始為原木進行雕琢，長刃之刀本就不是以雕琢為主的設計58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMAQ1ajZXT
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但赤司卻將長刀化為鑽刻用具一般，細削出一道道凹槽與秀逸的外觀線條58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOORFFtnrLW
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維持此等專注，直至外頭黑暗的夜幕逐漸轉為海藍，零星幾只鳥兒的啁啾聲才讓男人意識到自己整夜無眠58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaftvpoxnd
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情況持續了數日，原先多餘的木料皆被赤司削去並接上了琴弦，呈現出符合赤司心中……那完美的古箏58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlb2RUnquJ8
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熄滅了不知第幾根蠟燭，不知溶了多少蠟油58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWuVWOb1EV
之前每時刻的刻畫，全是赤司對於黑子的認真，想伴著他走過人類所擁有的短暫的一生…最真誠的心58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4C5QATLRU8
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「哲也…起床了」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UEgWg7HNM
赤司推開了寢殿的木門58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyRaobab4r
照慣例的喚醒黑子，為他披上了毛毯保暖58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0R3UzubHR
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『我還能這樣注視著你…多久呢？』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKIZPUaSvN
『上天並不會因為蒼生的畏懼而油生憐憫，垂憐因旱災而瀕死的農人，更不會因我的擔憂改變戰事的來臨，上帝…是無能的…看著一切任憑發生…卻無能為力……跟此刻的我……又有何差異？』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FqvRclXBE
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『人類著實愚蠢至極，因自身的無力因而編湊出荒誕的神論』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsahtHdHpLu
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『從不過問鬼神的我…此刻卻比誰都希望……是我錯誤質疑了祂們的存在…如果你們聽見了……可否再給我一些時間……此趟出征，定是有去無回』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4a8rKSJBG
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赤司永遠也無法料想到，此時說出的是他兩人未來的命運，而無回的……並不是他本人……58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2p4RdCpdv
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「征……發呆嗎？」黑子揉了揉睡意沈重的雙眼，靜看著同樣在看著自己的赤司 58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nZ5NtzReL
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「不……哲也」黑子的聲音拉回了男人的思緒，赤司微笑著彎下腰溫柔的親吻著黑子的雙唇58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJzrS7EUVz
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「生日快樂…」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQL7kUwPoMf
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赤司贈予黑子古箏時，黑子眼中流露出的驚訝絕非假裝出來的58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4k68C2aqH8
因為……黑子深知此把古箏……是赤司一人……親手為自己削制而出的……58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEn8QrUEjpX
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「征君……謝謝你……我很喜歡」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6egXbRY2Z
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「我一定會努力練習，直到能彈奏給征君聽」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4dGLCFIG9
黑子溫柔的懷抱著琴身，笑著看向對方……58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOTfdnD3JD
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真的真的…很愛你…愛到……快無法自持了……58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhAWgsthI4
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「我等著…」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Jt4MsQuKo
赤司笑答到58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvSGZCQyEG
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