奇蹟一行人沈默的出了赤司曾經待過醫院64Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9GdKiNTiD
「欸你們說要不我們去找赤司吧?」青峰一如往常的率先打破彼此間的僵局64Please respect copyright.PENANAPbHR1AtYfF
「要…」綠間話還沒出口便被在一旁的黃瀨快聲打斷64Please respect copyright.PENANAHsOQQP8QI9
「我自己去吧!」64Please respect copyright.PENANA9E0pObMFt1
「欸?」伴隨的是眾人不解的目光64Please respect copyright.PENANAVraMdbw7hN
「因為小赤司的事情我比較熟悉應該能幫上忙,你們先回去有消息會通知的!如果大家都去小赤司為了隱瞞人格又轉換不是更麻煩?」
的確黃瀨說的也不是沒道理
眾人仿佛默認似的一口同聲到64Please respect copyright.PENANAfsrPSnrs2p
「也是,那我們先走了」64Please respect copyright.PENANAgooMM6vZra
青峰,紫原,綠間聽到黃瀨這番話即便想前去關心也不好多說什麼只是簡短的提出了要求便各懷心事的離開64Please respect copyright.PENANAcOIS8YwOrb
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黃瀨務必要說服赤司啊……64Please respect copyright.PENANA5fmX4Yzr8G
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去赤司宅邸的路上,心裡一直無法平靜下來64Please respect copyright.PENANA3DJ6NgRwak
小赤司到底……隱瞞了多少事呢?64Please respect copyright.PENANASLplbZ6TFa
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「額那個少爺…」管家唯唯諾諾的喚著自己少主64Please respect copyright.PENANAtlMV13FBix
「讓涼太進來,過來找我,柴田」赤司只是穿著居家黑色的素面和服坐於一旁檀木椅上,把玩著將棋64Please respect copyright.PENANAk0k7kFdfax
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該來的還是會來……涼太64Please respect copyright.PENANAO2wMrmMKJ8
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「是少爺」管家驚訝的看著智慧超群的少主,不解為何一直待在寢室中的他會知道自己尚未出口的話 ,更清楚知曉前來的人,是誰……64Please respect copyright.PENANA51hxccuOFe
「您好少爺吩咐您到他房間」管家打開了沈重的大門恭敬的迎接前來的青年64Please respect copyright.PENANAsbNAaJ4ocg
「欸?小赤司嗎他怎麼會知道我來?」黃瀨看著欠身於一旁的管家 笑著想『小赤司又用眼了呢』64Please respect copyright.PENANAMFB6VUzr7f
「是的,這個我也不曉得僅傳達少爺所下達的吩咐」64Please respect copyright.PENANA9nGwHCqUfm
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一進門撞入眼簾的是赤司在外人眼中看似平靜而對黃瀨來說對方已經進入“分裂”的混沌狀態的赤司64Please respect copyright.PENANA8746IsFI5F
「小…赤司?那…」話語尚未出口,迎面前來的赤司單手輕輕搭上自己的肩膀,並無施力,但自己卻一個重心不穩隨即跪倒在地64Please respect copyright.PENANAAJuO2vVK5Z
「說好的絕對服從呢?涼太」看似瘦小實質強健的體魄被黑色的和服隨意的包裹著,走路時漂蕩起的衣擺與毫無波瀾的燦金色瞳孔,莫名行成不怒自威,平淡高雅的暴戾壓迫64Please respect copyright.PENANAQtn22cwKZZ
「你知道了…我的本質」赤司俯瞰著呆愣在地上的涼太,語調中透露著種種的不悅64Please respect copyright.PENANAUl9TlIQ3qt
「嗯……」黃瀨緩緩的站了起來眼神陰晴不定的注視著比自己矮上許多的昔日隊長64Please respect copyright.PENANAyszGFlmPjZ
「我問你,你知道赤司征十郎是誰嗎?」赤司冷冷的哼了一聲轉身背對著黃瀨64Please respect copyright.PENANAV5IIdQuuLF
「欸?小赤司?不就是小赤司你嗎?」黃瀨不解的看著對方疏遠的背影64Please respect copyright.PENANAYJ0JRWthEH
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小赤司,國中的你明明就不是如此冷漠,難以親近的存在,如今你卻一再又一再的逼迫自己離開原有的安逸,最該輕鬆的是你但卻恰恰相反,最痛苦的 是你64Please respect copyright.PENANADReWb1etua
你故意把小黑子當玩具般的存在欺騙著,連小青峰都看的出來,小赤司你那是在保護小黑子,用另一種我們不懂的方式,但是小黑子卻沒有察覺,一直覺得 是你 在利用他64Please respect copyright.PENANAuLk5j9B6mK
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奇蹟 不是友誼而是種沈重的負荷嗎?64Please respect copyright.PENANAF6uLMT14JX
也對,友誼在小青峰生變的那一刻早已不復在64Please respect copyright.PENANAGCCMZ3suk8
極端的求勝意志 深深扎根在彼此心中64Please respect copyright.PENANAOP8hGjQLMM
最不能輸的 就是彼此 當初如此認為著64Please respect copyright.PENANAh7xrP2LkVw
奇蹟的光芒 利己主義的巔峰 沈默是彼此選擇出的代價64Please respect copyright.PENANAGve58sVyEu
小赤司你知道嗎?你自從那次之後便不像我們所認識的你,你沒有再笑過了小黑子,小青峰,小綠間,小紫原都是64Please respect copyright.PENANAKO48EPqEMV
冷處理 是你對小黑子愛戀唯一的選擇64Please respect copyright.PENANAP1VV2XK80U
是大家默認的互動64Please respect copyright.PENANAjp5scos3dr
傷害 是你對小黑子依戀的最後捨身退步64Please respect copyright.PENANAg6Ul6Gxo6V
面具 是你對小黑子的保護所強戴上的戲謔產物,推開對方,短小的裂痕,越裂越深64Please respect copyright.PENANAkiApU3k9Rw
小赤司你一直用勝利去換取一些無可替代的東西64Please respect copyright.PENANA54ffuGRUk1
但真正不可替代的卻是你用傷害換取而來的隔間64Please respect copyright.PENANA5NhcfABBAz
憎恨,恐懼,傷害,壓力,怒火,嫉妒,痛心64Please respect copyright.PENANACuSMtk3fT0
是你一直看著小黑子逐漸遠去的存在64Please respect copyright.PENANA1QTBCu2Of9
眼神中所流露出的事實64Please respect copyright.PENANAoqD2fjYMcx
而彼此雙方都選擇“退步”時距離真的難以再次縮短64Please respect copyright.PENANAECd26lpmn4
「你錯了,涼太」片刻的沈默後赤司征十郎緩緩開口,音調明顯比剛剛狠戾許多,唯一不變的是字裡行間的悲歎64Please respect copyright.PENANAS5YwhmHIhi
「赤司征十郎並不存在啊,只是一個假象,一切都是過去式了」64Please respect copyright.PENANA0dJRtnCwJz
「我都不曉得哪個才是真正的我,哪個才是我的真心」64Please respect copyright.PENANAMHEauN4eue
「小…赤司…」64Please respect copyright.PENANAYIdJ92m1yh
「叫哲也不要妄想,我無法控制失控後的自己」64Please respect copyright.PENANADB0ki0xsfh
赤司難得親口說出“無法控制”64Please respect copyright.PENANAXRAawafoME
『自己最大的敵人永遠都是自己,而非同伴』的確如此啊…哲也64Please respect copyright.PENANAyskLxPetju
「小赤司,你喜歡,不,你是愛著小黑子的吧?」黃瀨像是抓住了一絲希望加緊的問道64Please respect copyright.PENANAsSTwqCcuy8
「哈,哈哈哈哈哈哈」赤司突如其來的失控大笑,先是輕輕的氣音至後來的蕭亂低沉的哭笑般的囈語,讓黃瀨又是一陣愣神64Please respect copyright.PENANA1d9DgzYz1v
「是又如何?不是又如何?我真好奇什麼都不懂的你,話如何說的如此肯定?你太狂妄了,涼太」一瞬間,狂笑停止伴隨而來的是冷冽的輕視與不屑64Please respect copyright.PENANAVDs0wnuleG
「小黑子也愛著小赤司啊是小赤司常常忽略小黑子的感受」黃瀨緊追不捨的迫問瀕臨人格混亂的赤司64Please respect copyright.PENANATscSTy4Zsj
「噁心死了,我啊此生最討厭不用努力便能成功,嘴裡話永遠不嫌自大的人了」赤司瞟了一眼用極為平靜的聲音敘述到64Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5B2UYEuSZ
一下子不到10分鐘內的快速發展與轉變64Please respect copyright.PENANAw7hUw6oLAm
證實了黃瀨的擔憂64Please respect copyright.PENANAeV2c3BTtMH
--赤司的人格分裂變得十分不穩定--64Please respect copyright.PENANAm2cPh1ra66
「對不起小赤司……我先走了」黃瀨看著冷漠的視線不自覺的畏縮不前,不止冷漠,內還參雜著漠視,不屑,睥睨各種對自己厭惡到極點的負面情緒64Please respect copyright.PENANA1XR0ciReCk
「跟小黑子好好談談」黃瀨無奈的起身,苦笑的對赤司說「小赤司……你真的…已經回不到從前了嗎?大家都……無法從頭了」64Please respect copyright.PENANAucGSOD8Ors
當話語一落赤司仍不改其態度,黃瀨原以為赤司會回應自己,……啊啊還是我想太美了呢?64Please respect copyright.PENANAaKSuitzURJ
所以難以言喻的痛苦全在善於模仿的外表下被遮掩過去64Please respect copyright.PENANASjv8Zc35Qn
小赤司我正在模仿你的堅強哦……你的面具64Please respect copyright.PENANAWrgi5zOKFL
模仿就能讓別人永遠看不透自己了是嗎?好用的道具呢,是吧小赤司,我可用了6年了啊……64Please respect copyright.PENANAiV4rZbD0P3
「再見,小赤司,我們都在等你」黃瀨勉強撐起一副陽光帥氣的微笑,揮了揮手後便踏出了對方的寢室64Please respect copyright.PENANAwIp7YZKIH4
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曾經有人這麼說過:「最孤單的人最親切,最悲傷的人笑得最為燦爛」我不想讓大家跟我感受到一樣的孤冷,但是已經沒有意義了啊……64Please respect copyright.PENANA0Nyv5JBLyG
笑容成了謊言的善意替代品64Please respect copyright.PENANAaJ0eAshW5h
小赤司你…很孤單,很悲傷但你一點都沒有表現出來任何的委屈64Please respect copyright.PENANAGLb0e07m9t
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真的如此不相信同伴嗎?64Please respect copyright.PENANAxwaupt3L9n
沒想到失去小赤司對奇蹟影響如此巨大64Please respect copyright.PENANAWcJ2Z8bjAf
的確如小赤司所說的我錯了…錯個徹底,因為小赤司一路上都是一個人,同伴不曾列入你的選項,即便有…就跟“赤司征十郎”一樣一同消失,一併成為回不去的過去式了……64Please respect copyright.PENANAmGlRSup7oQ
是吧……小赤司64Please respect copyright.PENANARcVjX8B8tw
奇蹟一直都不是光環,友誼64Please respect copyright.PENANAdfvainTaHc
而是一種壓力,牽強64Please respect copyright.PENANADzfGxhR878
友情對為求勝利的大家一點意義都沒有啊64Please respect copyright.PENANAHDhq988iCy
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我不想再憧憬了 正因為憧憬才無法向前啊…64Please respect copyright.PENANACju9Xf0wpo
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離開赤司家後,黃瀨淚水無法自拔的從碎裂的面具下流出,很難受很痛苦,明明知道大家不可能成為朋友,自己還在妄想什麼?64Please respect copyright.PENANAyymKDyfGla
「我還太差勁了…連偽裝都如此失敗…是吧?大家……」
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估計很多文都難產了……反正自己寫的真的沒很好XD64Please respect copyright.PENANA6C6BEeRPvv
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