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【小哥視角】64Please respect copyright.PENANAKLQH2fhMXk
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我珍惜著和吳邪相處的每一天。吳邪雖然笨手笨腳,但遇見他卻讓我擁有了許多以前從沒有過的感受。64Please respect copyright.PENANAOfro9df1J8
若是我沒有遇到吳邪該怎麼辦?64Please respect copyright.PENANAzg7nTw2SJB
或許,我會繼續像行屍走肉般的活著,直到死去。64Please respect copyright.PENANAFBV8BRLaXl
64Please respect copyright.PENANASssyCky4U1
64Please respect copyright.PENANAks2SxmHbn6
轉眼大半個月過去了,我發現自己已經習慣了吳邪在身邊,理智告訴我這不是一個好現象,但我卻無法阻止這樣的情況繼續失控下去。64Please respect copyright.PENANAHrwAgg0SDT
64Please respect copyright.PENANAl4sSW8FtIM
以前有一個老教授說,生物本能都具有向光性。64Please respect copyright.PENANAfJWvUA25Oc
64Please respect copyright.PENANAjcQMMtL1pn
我也無可避免。64Please respect copyright.PENANAhxXT7S2JPf
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但這樣的原因仍無法幫助我釐清最初對吳邪的感覺,我和人群相處的經驗不足以讓我搞清楚我對吳邪的感覺。64Please respect copyright.PENANAlj8EljoOrB
64Please respect copyright.PENANAxAX5MigtfP
不是討厭也不是喜歡,時而生氣時而不忍,明明想和他在一起卻又隱約覺得不妥,我不太願意想到分開這件事,吳邪太單純,萬一他被人陷害出事了怎麼辦?64Please respect copyright.PENANA1wKZ9qp4MV
每每想到這些,我就覺得頭痛,這些林林總總究竟該算什麼?64Please respect copyright.PENANANKyMxldDA2
64Please respect copyright.PENANAYZ0My4PN7K
64Please respect copyright.PENANA1kivGKF5cH
這天晚上,我和吳邪依舊窩在駕駛艙,52赫茲的鯨歌迴盪,吳邪突然若有所思的盯著我。64Please respect copyright.PENANAuyTfN0qIAb
接下來,他說的話宛如當頭棒喝般打醒了我,我差點脫口而出要他留下。64Please respect copyright.PENANAs6wmAnddW7
但我沒有,我用了至今為止最大的自制力讓自己保持沉默。64Please respect copyright.PENANAMo75uecU8O
64Please respect copyright.PENANAkqD3IsIQzs
──吳邪有他該回去的地方,那裡有他的家人。64Please respect copyright.PENANA3RExYXwc5t
64Please respect copyright.PENANANXCkzrdLA0
彷彿那壺不開提那壺,吳邪開口說要我回家看看家人,我脫口說出我是孤兒,就算我消失了,也不會有人發現──我對著吳邪說,卻更像是對著自己說。64Please respect copyright.PENANAEJqyV2IDlN
64Please respect copyright.PENANASL6barbAPK
──我和吳邪不同,我與這世界,沒有任何的關聯。64Please respect copyright.PENANA9vGiqhqV3t
64Please respect copyright.PENANAEpHuMNi6Ms
那一瞬間,吳邪臉上閃過許多情緒,最終定格在羞愧,我有些懊惱,我並不想看到他露出這樣的神情。64Please respect copyright.PENANAoWVy77oOJc
出乎意料的,吳邪主動靠近我,他的眼睛離我很近,我彷彿看見那裡面倒映出我的臉,他小心翼翼、像發誓般的說:「如果有天你不見了,我一定會發現,而且我一定會去找你。」64Please respect copyright.PENANAqFOr73M55S
我感到有什麼在胸口震盪,剛才的字字句句彷彿化成一條透明無形的線,將我和吳邪牽引著,這一瞬間,我明白了我對吳邪的感覺。64Please respect copyright.PENANAUl3fEeww58
吳邪抱著我,他的體溫比我高一些,很溫暖,身上帶著海洋與陽光的味道,很好聞,我忍著將他狠狠摟進懷裡的衝動──我不想嚇到他。64Please respect copyright.PENANA1b2Xy2cE1c
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「吳邪,謝謝你。」64Please respect copyright.PENANAeaQP6H2hbE
64Please respect copyright.PENANAXcgGMQUxb2
──謝謝你,讓我知道什麼叫做活著。64Please respect copyright.PENANAlPhqOx2aB3
──謝謝你,成為了我與世界的聯繫。64Please respect copyright.PENANALs7ND3Y38i
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那天過後,我開始認真思考並計畫我的未來,同時觀察吳邪。我對他的感情已經明朗了,沒有半點懸念,但他呢?他能夠接受一個同性嗎?64Please respect copyright.PENANAGsYdSxHLlw
不確定他的心意讓我感到不安,我竭力保持鎮靜,在抵達下一個港口前,我想我還有一些時間。64Please respect copyright.PENANAnXDLmrDmNJ
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我開始注意到吳邪的一些小習慣。他對於一些事情不是很在意,但有時候卻很感性;身上總帶著一絲慵懶,認真做事時卻又活力滿點;他努力釣魚,卻是為了給那些向他撒嬌的海豚當點心;他思緒很跳躍,有時後喋喋不休,但聽人說話時很認真;安靜的時候很乖順,讓人想輕輕擁在懷裡。64Please respect copyright.PENANATuWCFwXYZB
吳邪喜歡抬頭仰望星空,而我,喜歡上了那片倒映在他眼裡的星空,還有他。64Please respect copyright.PENANAZRWktqOmNm
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分別的前一晚,我和吳邪躺在床上,我聽著他漸漸均勻的鼻息,像做賊似的撐起上半身仔細端詳他。64Please respect copyright.PENANAIoJ8p82Blx
他背對著我,月光將他的側臉照耀的柔和,清秀的五官,像孩子般安詳的睡臉,棕色的髮絲像小動物的毛皮般柔軟,我小心翼翼的摸了下,那毛茸茸的觸感令人愛不釋手。64Please respect copyright.PENANAPZVlZBBWjl
我該拿你怎麼辦呢,吳邪。我無聲的在心裡說。64Please respect copyright.PENANAIVA3VW8Gdi
低下頭,我小心的吻了下他的嘴角,然後迅速無聲的背對他躺下,我知道他睡得很熟,我只是不想自己對他做出什麼衝動的事情。64Please respect copyright.PENANAXSMNoRSdEA
月光被雲層遮蔽,我在黑暗裡重重吐出一口氣。64Please respect copyright.PENANAwyZykc1cDw
──明天我真的有辦法乾脆的放你走嗎?若是我告訴了你,你會為了我留在這片海洋上嗎?64Please respect copyright.PENANA4h49G0xVSv
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是暴風雨。64Please respect copyright.PENANAUFT7Ztcxr4
我在漆黑中睜開眼,船身搖晃的幅度不尋常。我看了眼旁邊的熟睡的吳邪,決定還是自己前往駕駛艙靜觀其變。這艘船從船身到零件引擎都是我一手設計的,不至於挺不過風浪。64Please respect copyright.PENANA3BWnaE2Asr
然而,我萬萬沒想到,吳邪會來找我。64Please respect copyright.PENANACQ5PrExA8F
當我看見他被大浪打進來時,我感到自己的心跳是靜止的。64Please respect copyright.PENANApxz0kYFdVV
64Please respect copyright.PENANAzjRUPThx1z
回過神時,我正抱著渾身濕透的吳邪,這情景彷彿回到我救他的那一刻,只是此時的我腦中一片空白,怎麼也無法冷靜。64Please respect copyright.PENANAnMajx2iGKP
64Please respect copyright.PENANAxJM178O5gf
吳邪為什麼會冒著危險跑來?64Please respect copyright.PENANAnEULS5BPUc
若吳邪就這樣被海浪捲走,這茫茫海上,我該去哪裡找?64Please respect copyright.PENANAmjDrk8QGFe
64Please respect copyright.PENANASmFjfbkApB
他冰冷的躺在我懷裡喘氣,卻始終沒有回應我的呼喚,我毫不猶豫的低下頭想為他急救。64Please respect copyright.PENANARSKk3OvjZ1
64Please respect copyright.PENANATjZixpvaIt
──你不能有事,吳邪。64Please respect copyright.PENANASTldHKKVOs
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我沒想到他有力氣推開我。但我很高興他沒事,聽到他聲音的那一刻,我的冷靜才終於回到我體內。64Please respect copyright.PENANAS3SSAKw9xy
然後,我感到很生氣,非常生氣,對不珍惜自己生命的吳邪。64Please respect copyright.PENANABvkBnlZ8WB
如果不是在這樣的狀況下,我真的會考慮把他牢牢綁在某個絕對安全的地方,不讓他亂跑,不讓任何東西傷害他。64Please respect copyright.PENANAFFqTi1ducl
抱著吳邪微微發抖的身體,我發現自己無論如何也說不出責備的話,只能悶悶的告訴他不應該來這裡。64Please respect copyright.PENANAud63Scciyi
他像孩子般委屈的說是我不該放他一個人,我想到了他的承諾,頓時胸口一痛。64Please respect copyright.PENANAHLBX7s4O8e
──原來,他真的不是隨口說說;原來,世界上真的有這麼一個人不要命的在乎我。64Please respect copyright.PENANApstU9qg8J6
吳邪。64Please respect copyright.PENANAUI6PtQhOTo
我在心底輕喚。64Please respect copyright.PENANAgtqVCqX9sf
──我絕對不會讓你再陷入危險。64Please respect copyright.PENANAEiccgmRU0H
這是我回應你承諾的承諾。64Please respect copyright.PENANAaOKTphgwFx
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外面的風浪越來越大了,自動駕駛早已失靈,我必須趕緊穩住船,還有保護好吳邪。64Please respect copyright.PENANAyZwhVK1pGt
吳邪很認真的說要幫我,但他連站穩都有問題,一個大浪把我們打的站立不穩,幸好吳邪整個人撞到我懷裡,至少我還能用我的身體護住他。64Please respect copyright.PENANAzSqSUe5D7m
巨浪沒把船打翻,我用繩子將我和吳邪連結在一起,起碼這樣我不用擔心搞丟了他。64Please respect copyright.PENANACq2rRTw06w
在這樣的風雨裡人工駕駛並不輕鬆,吳邪握著我的手,而我握著舵。我知道他很努力,這樣的暴風雨我並不是第一次遇到,如果吳邪沒出現,我絕對有把握能非常冷靜的渡過這場風雨。64Please respect copyright.PENANAlg3fivWUNn
但我很慶幸吳邪在我身邊,儘管我可能差點就會失去他。64Please respect copyright.PENANAPhhP0aanQk
吳邪全身冰冷潮濕,我有點擔心他會不會感冒發燒。船身的搖晃幾乎讓他站不住腳,可他很倔強,始終沒有向我求救。64Please respect copyright.PENANAS3beGHCOM3
在他又一次差點被顛簸的船身搖摔出去時,我再也受不了了,一把將他牢牢圈進懷裡。64Please respect copyright.PENANAbphmui1NNj
──把吳邪圈在懷裡的感覺很踏實,我感覺自己懷裡的彷彿不是一個人,而是整個世界。64Please respect copyright.PENANAhMdMydwLwR
64Please respect copyright.PENANAlJZaExU177
吳邪的身高跟我差不多,但或許是環境不同,他比我單薄許多。他沒有掙開我,我想,或許這是上天給我的一個機會。64Please respect copyright.PENANAuqz99nS63m
一個向他問明心意的機會。64Please respect copyright.PENANARtHPm3GAVZ
64Please respect copyright.PENANAbDvynsUtkR
我附在他耳邊,再一次問他:「吳邪,你到底為什麼跑來?」64Please respect copyright.PENANAaz3EBFVQel
吳邪沉默了很久,我感覺自己的心臟提到前所未有的高度。64Please respect copyright.PENANAS9fiRNGmG8
「小哥,我知道我又給你添麻煩了,但我說過的,如果你消失了,我一定會找你的。」64Please respect copyright.PENANABYOhmDOuWf
這是我所希望的那種承諾嗎?吳邪。64Please respect copyright.PENANAyHjIp7h26k
我感到喜悅,卻也有些茫然。64Please respect copyright.PENANAXx1xVvcupI
64Please respect copyright.PENANAVmPzKDGyR9
然而,吳邪的聲音哽咽,他的身體在我懷裡顫抖,明白過來的那一瞬間,我有些後悔。64Please respect copyright.PENANA0b3xfPisxN
──我不是刻意要讓他回想起那些記憶。64Please respect copyright.PENANAWQL66RWMo7
64Please respect copyright.PENANAMXfm64E1F5
我緊緊覆住他的手,如果不是這場風雨、如果不是必須人工駕駛,我會將他抱在懷裡,但此刻,我只能用我最不擅長的語言安撫他,告訴他有我在。64Please respect copyright.PENANALJqOwLmoSj
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吳邪,你還有我。64Please respect copyright.PENANAfYKxEECDLy
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整晚的風浪,自然之力折騰人永遠不會累。64Please respect copyright.PENANAgBTNskSOcZ
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下半夜的時候,我注意力全放在掌舵的雙手上,但我知道吳邪的頭一直在晃,差不多整個人快迷糊了。想到他每回睡覺時的模樣,時而像孩子、時而囈語,我嘴角在黑暗裡有些鬆動了。64Please respect copyright.PENANAZwqAMYtDAk
接著,冷不防左側一股大浪將船整個向上一拋,下墜時的衝擊力道連我都幾乎被甩出去,我空出一隻手想護住吳邪,但還是晚了一步,我在電光中看見吳邪驚慌的側臉,他的額角不受控制的往舵上狠狠撞下!64Please respect copyright.PENANAzJRUzdN7Dx
那一瞬間在我眼裡幾乎成為慢動作,我腦中一片空白,回神時,我已經抱著吳邪靠在牆邊,背後傳來鈍痛。64Please respect copyright.PENANA41hkMhV92i
我仔細的檢查吳邪,手指幾乎是顫抖的。我知道沒人操控的舵現在肯定亂成一團,但我只想確認我懷裡的這個人沒事。64Please respect copyright.PENANAFHfIGKg99Q
──只要他沒事。64Please respect copyright.PENANAeTKEV2yRDc
吳邪似乎只是暈了過去,額上隱約一片紫紅,第一次,我如此痛恨這片海洋。64Please respect copyright.PENANA7DBoTlVZt8
我抱起吳邪,單手扳住舵,我讓吳邪的腦袋靠在我肩膀上,繼續調整行駛的方向。64Please respect copyright.PENANAdD3ozYRuDQ
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我必須送吳邪回去。64Please respect copyright.PENANAzwn84ajelW
海上不適合他。64Please respect copyright.PENANAUny3dqMlZH
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我抱著吳邪,他的身體很冷,我想起了那天晚上,他在鯨歌中擁抱我的溫暖。64Please respect copyright.PENANAC9XViw7gs8
ns216.73.216.228da2 【小哥視角】64Please respect copyright.PENANAKLQH2fhMXk
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我珍惜著和吳邪相處的每一天。吳邪雖然笨手笨腳,但遇見他卻讓我擁有了許多以前從沒有過的感受。64Please respect copyright.PENANAOfro9df1J8
若是我沒有遇到吳邪該怎麼辦?64Please respect copyright.PENANAzg7nTw2SJB
或許,我會繼續像行屍走肉般的活著,直到死去。64Please respect copyright.PENANAFBV8BRLaXl
64Please respect copyright.PENANASssyCky4U1
64Please respect copyright.PENANAks2SxmHbn6
轉眼大半個月過去了,我發現自己已經習慣了吳邪在身邊,理智告訴我這不是一個好現象,但我卻無法阻止這樣的情況繼續失控下去。64Please respect copyright.PENANAHrwAgg0SDT
64Please respect copyright.PENANAl4sSW8FtIM
以前有一個老教授說,生物本能都具有向光性。64Please respect copyright.PENANAfJWvUA25Oc
64Please respect copyright.PENANAjcQMMtL1pn
我也無可避免。64Please respect copyright.PENANAhxXT7S2JPf
64Please respect copyright.PENANAeYzzaRtGwT
但這樣的原因仍無法幫助我釐清最初對吳邪的感覺,我和人群相處的經驗不足以讓我搞清楚我對吳邪的感覺。64Please respect copyright.PENANAlj8EljoOrB
64Please respect copyright.PENANAxAX5MigtfP
不是討厭也不是喜歡,時而生氣時而不忍,明明想和他在一起卻又隱約覺得不妥,我不太願意想到分開這件事,吳邪太單純,萬一他被人陷害出事了怎麼辦?64Please respect copyright.PENANA1wKZ9qp4MV
每每想到這些,我就覺得頭痛,這些林林總總究竟該算什麼?64Please respect copyright.PENANANKyMxldDA2
64Please respect copyright.PENANAYZ0My4PN7K
64Please respect copyright.PENANA1kivGKF5cH
這天晚上,我和吳邪依舊窩在駕駛艙,52赫茲的鯨歌迴盪,吳邪突然若有所思的盯著我。64Please respect copyright.PENANAuyTfN0qIAb
接下來,他說的話宛如當頭棒喝般打醒了我,我差點脫口而出要他留下。64Please respect copyright.PENANAs6wmAnddW7
但我沒有,我用了至今為止最大的自制力讓自己保持沉默。64Please respect copyright.PENANAMo75uecU8O
64Please respect copyright.PENANAkqD3IsIQzs
──吳邪有他該回去的地方,那裡有他的家人。64Please respect copyright.PENANA3RExYXwc5t
64Please respect copyright.PENANANXCkzrdLA0
彷彿那壺不開提那壺,吳邪開口說要我回家看看家人,我脫口說出我是孤兒,就算我消失了,也不會有人發現──我對著吳邪說,卻更像是對著自己說。64Please respect copyright.PENANAEJqyV2IDlN
64Please respect copyright.PENANASL6barbAPK
──我和吳邪不同,我與這世界,沒有任何的關聯。64Please respect copyright.PENANA9vGiqhqV3t
64Please respect copyright.PENANAEpHuMNi6Ms
那一瞬間,吳邪臉上閃過許多情緒,最終定格在羞愧,我有些懊惱,我並不想看到他露出這樣的神情。64Please respect copyright.PENANAoWVy77oOJc
出乎意料的,吳邪主動靠近我,他的眼睛離我很近,我彷彿看見那裡面倒映出我的臉,他小心翼翼、像發誓般的說:「如果有天你不見了,我一定會發現,而且我一定會去找你。」64Please respect copyright.PENANAqFOr73M55S
我感到有什麼在胸口震盪,剛才的字字句句彷彿化成一條透明無形的線,將我和吳邪牽引著,這一瞬間,我明白了我對吳邪的感覺。64Please respect copyright.PENANAUl3fEeww58
吳邪抱著我,他的體溫比我高一些,很溫暖,身上帶著海洋與陽光的味道,很好聞,我忍著將他狠狠摟進懷裡的衝動──我不想嚇到他。64Please respect copyright.PENANA1b2Xy2cE1c
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「吳邪,謝謝你。」64Please respect copyright.PENANAeaQP6H2hbE
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──謝謝你,讓我知道什麼叫做活著。64Please respect copyright.PENANAlPhqOx2aB3
──謝謝你,成為了我與世界的聯繫。64Please respect copyright.PENANALs7ND3Y38i
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那天過後,我開始認真思考並計畫我的未來,同時觀察吳邪。我對他的感情已經明朗了,沒有半點懸念,但他呢?他能夠接受一個同性嗎?64Please respect copyright.PENANAGsYdSxHLlw
不確定他的心意讓我感到不安,我竭力保持鎮靜,在抵達下一個港口前,我想我還有一些時間。64Please respect copyright.PENANAnXDLmrDmNJ
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我開始注意到吳邪的一些小習慣。他對於一些事情不是很在意,但有時候卻很感性;身上總帶著一絲慵懶,認真做事時卻又活力滿點;他努力釣魚,卻是為了給那些向他撒嬌的海豚當點心;他思緒很跳躍,有時後喋喋不休,但聽人說話時很認真;安靜的時候很乖順,讓人想輕輕擁在懷裡。64Please respect copyright.PENANATuWCFwXYZB
吳邪喜歡抬頭仰望星空,而我,喜歡上了那片倒映在他眼裡的星空,還有他。64Please respect copyright.PENANAZRWktqOmNm
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分別的前一晚,我和吳邪躺在床上,我聽著他漸漸均勻的鼻息,像做賊似的撐起上半身仔細端詳他。64Please respect copyright.PENANAIoJ8p82Blx
他背對著我,月光將他的側臉照耀的柔和,清秀的五官,像孩子般安詳的睡臉,棕色的髮絲像小動物的毛皮般柔軟,我小心翼翼的摸了下,那毛茸茸的觸感令人愛不釋手。64Please respect copyright.PENANAPZVlZBBWjl
我該拿你怎麼辦呢,吳邪。我無聲的在心裡說。64Please respect copyright.PENANAIVA3VW8Gdi
低下頭,我小心的吻了下他的嘴角,然後迅速無聲的背對他躺下,我知道他睡得很熟,我只是不想自己對他做出什麼衝動的事情。64Please respect copyright.PENANAXSMNoRSdEA
月光被雲層遮蔽,我在黑暗裡重重吐出一口氣。64Please respect copyright.PENANAwyZykc1cDw
──明天我真的有辦法乾脆的放你走嗎?若是我告訴了你,你會為了我留在這片海洋上嗎?64Please respect copyright.PENANA4h49G0xVSv
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是暴風雨。64Please respect copyright.PENANAUFT7Ztcxr4
我在漆黑中睜開眼,船身搖晃的幅度不尋常。我看了眼旁邊的熟睡的吳邪,決定還是自己前往駕駛艙靜觀其變。這艘船從船身到零件引擎都是我一手設計的,不至於挺不過風浪。64Please respect copyright.PENANA3BWnaE2Asr
然而,我萬萬沒想到,吳邪會來找我。64Please respect copyright.PENANACQ5PrExA8F
當我看見他被大浪打進來時,我感到自己的心跳是靜止的。64Please respect copyright.PENANApxz0kYFdVV
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回過神時,我正抱著渾身濕透的吳邪,這情景彷彿回到我救他的那一刻,只是此時的我腦中一片空白,怎麼也無法冷靜。64Please respect copyright.PENANAnMajx2iGKP
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吳邪為什麼會冒著危險跑來?64Please respect copyright.PENANAnEULS5BPUc
若吳邪就這樣被海浪捲走,這茫茫海上,我該去哪裡找?64Please respect copyright.PENANAmjDrk8QGFe
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他冰冷的躺在我懷裡喘氣,卻始終沒有回應我的呼喚,我毫不猶豫的低下頭想為他急救。64Please respect copyright.PENANARSKk3OvjZ1
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──你不能有事,吳邪。64Please respect copyright.PENANASTldHKKVOs
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我沒想到他有力氣推開我。但我很高興他沒事,聽到他聲音的那一刻,我的冷靜才終於回到我體內。64Please respect copyright.PENANAS3SSAKw9xy
然後,我感到很生氣,非常生氣,對不珍惜自己生命的吳邪。64Please respect copyright.PENANABvkBnlZ8WB
如果不是在這樣的狀況下,我真的會考慮把他牢牢綁在某個絕對安全的地方,不讓他亂跑,不讓任何東西傷害他。64Please respect copyright.PENANAFFqTi1ducl
抱著吳邪微微發抖的身體,我發現自己無論如何也說不出責備的話,只能悶悶的告訴他不應該來這裡。64Please respect copyright.PENANAud63Scciyi
他像孩子般委屈的說是我不該放他一個人,我想到了他的承諾,頓時胸口一痛。64Please respect copyright.PENANAHLBX7s4O8e
──原來,他真的不是隨口說說;原來,世界上真的有這麼一個人不要命的在乎我。64Please respect copyright.PENANApstU9qg8J6
吳邪。64Please respect copyright.PENANAUI6PtQhOTo
我在心底輕喚。64Please respect copyright.PENANAgtqVCqX9sf
──我絕對不會讓你再陷入危險。64Please respect copyright.PENANAEiccgmRU0H
這是我回應你承諾的承諾。64Please respect copyright.PENANAaOKTphgwFx
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外面的風浪越來越大了,自動駕駛早已失靈,我必須趕緊穩住船,還有保護好吳邪。64Please respect copyright.PENANAyZwhVK1pGt
吳邪很認真的說要幫我,但他連站穩都有問題,一個大浪把我們打的站立不穩,幸好吳邪整個人撞到我懷裡,至少我還能用我的身體護住他。64Please respect copyright.PENANAzSqSUe5D7m
巨浪沒把船打翻,我用繩子將我和吳邪連結在一起,起碼這樣我不用擔心搞丟了他。64Please respect copyright.PENANACq2rRTw06w
在這樣的風雨裡人工駕駛並不輕鬆,吳邪握著我的手,而我握著舵。我知道他很努力,這樣的暴風雨我並不是第一次遇到,如果吳邪沒出現,我絕對有把握能非常冷靜的渡過這場風雨。64Please respect copyright.PENANAlg3fivWUNn
但我很慶幸吳邪在我身邊,儘管我可能差點就會失去他。64Please respect copyright.PENANAPhhP0aanQk
吳邪全身冰冷潮濕,我有點擔心他會不會感冒發燒。船身的搖晃幾乎讓他站不住腳,可他很倔強,始終沒有向我求救。64Please respect copyright.PENANAS3beGHCOM3
在他又一次差點被顛簸的船身搖摔出去時,我再也受不了了,一把將他牢牢圈進懷裡。64Please respect copyright.PENANAbphmui1NNj
──把吳邪圈在懷裡的感覺很踏實,我感覺自己懷裡的彷彿不是一個人,而是整個世界。64Please respect copyright.PENANAhMdMydwLwR
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吳邪的身高跟我差不多,但或許是環境不同,他比我單薄許多。他沒有掙開我,我想,或許這是上天給我的一個機會。64Please respect copyright.PENANAuqz99nS63m
一個向他問明心意的機會。64Please respect copyright.PENANARtHPm3GAVZ
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我附在他耳邊,再一次問他:「吳邪,你到底為什麼跑來?」64Please respect copyright.PENANAaz3EBFVQel
吳邪沉默了很久,我感覺自己的心臟提到前所未有的高度。64Please respect copyright.PENANAS9fiRNGmG8
「小哥,我知道我又給你添麻煩了,但我說過的,如果你消失了,我一定會找你的。」64Please respect copyright.PENANABYOhmDOuWf
這是我所希望的那種承諾嗎?吳邪。64Please respect copyright.PENANAyHjIp7h26k
我感到喜悅,卻也有些茫然。64Please respect copyright.PENANAXx1xVvcupI
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然而,吳邪的聲音哽咽,他的身體在我懷裡顫抖,明白過來的那一瞬間,我有些後悔。64Please respect copyright.PENANA0b3xfPisxN
──我不是刻意要讓他回想起那些記憶。64Please respect copyright.PENANAWQL66RWMo7
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我緊緊覆住他的手,如果不是這場風雨、如果不是必須人工駕駛,我會將他抱在懷裡,但此刻,我只能用我最不擅長的語言安撫他,告訴他有我在。64Please respect copyright.PENANALJqOwLmoSj
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吳邪,你還有我。64Please respect copyright.PENANAfYKxEECDLy
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整晚的風浪,自然之力折騰人永遠不會累。64Please respect copyright.PENANAgBTNskSOcZ
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下半夜的時候,我注意力全放在掌舵的雙手上,但我知道吳邪的頭一直在晃,差不多整個人快迷糊了。想到他每回睡覺時的模樣,時而像孩子、時而囈語,我嘴角在黑暗裡有些鬆動了。64Please respect copyright.PENANAZwqAMYtDAk
接著,冷不防左側一股大浪將船整個向上一拋,下墜時的衝擊力道連我都幾乎被甩出去,我空出一隻手想護住吳邪,但還是晚了一步,我在電光中看見吳邪驚慌的側臉,他的額角不受控制的往舵上狠狠撞下!64Please respect copyright.PENANAzJRUzdN7Dx
那一瞬間在我眼裡幾乎成為慢動作,我腦中一片空白,回神時,我已經抱著吳邪靠在牆邊,背後傳來鈍痛。64Please respect copyright.PENANA41hkMhV92i
我仔細的檢查吳邪,手指幾乎是顫抖的。我知道沒人操控的舵現在肯定亂成一團,但我只想確認我懷裡的這個人沒事。64Please respect copyright.PENANAFHfIGKg99Q
──只要他沒事。64Please respect copyright.PENANAeTKEV2yRDc
吳邪似乎只是暈了過去,額上隱約一片紫紅,第一次,我如此痛恨這片海洋。64Please respect copyright.PENANA7DBoTlVZt8
我抱起吳邪,單手扳住舵,我讓吳邪的腦袋靠在我肩膀上,繼續調整行駛的方向。64Please respect copyright.PENANAdD3ozYRuDQ
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我必須送吳邪回去。64Please respect copyright.PENANAzwn84ajelW
海上不適合他。64Please respect copyright.PENANAUny3dqMlZH
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我抱著吳邪,他的身體很冷,我想起了那天晚上,他在鯨歌中擁抱我的溫暖。64Please respect copyright.PENANAC9XViw7gs8