二十九、关于无力感43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrxAZoI7B1
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“吉田松阳，吾等遵天所愿下达天意，跟我们走吧。”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SZxLEvDgi
松阳看着面前一排的深夜来客，沉静的脸上看不出动摇：“天照院。今次是5人。”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjP1UxgCX4
“放下你手中的剑，聆听天旨。”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡan1fgu12ne
“嘘……”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjN5i2irawd
松阳竖起手指做出噤声的动作，声音轻轻，让他面前的人集体愣了：“会吵到我的学生的。”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QcMsqF5bu
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吉田松阳很讨厌血的味道，即使他很熟悉。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJjgA0nZ4t
他喜欢的是晒了一下午被子的味道，是迎风招展的学生衣服上的皂荚味道，是春天一边赏樱一边低头浅酌的清酒味道，是小鬼们田里撒野够了随手掬得有点蔫巴小野花的味道。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpa46tknwX
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他在寝室里换了一身衣服，对着换下的染血衣物发愁。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJJKFjHBBf
不知道要用多少皂荚才能洗干净？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjW9Mwcx7yS
他坐在榻榻米上一手托腮有点苦恼的想着，突然门外脚步轻响。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWObTTFOGPv
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松阳拔身而起。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBF6Na2gV39
伸手将血衣扔到柜子顶端，一手抵剑。他慢慢开口：“谁？”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJkCJo3tfk
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门外安静了一会，有声音支支吾吾扭过来：“老师……”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWjQUPlHWk
松阳愣：“晋助？”他回头望天色，已经靠黎明。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iaFy96gEv
这个时候就起来了？松阳拉开门，入眼就是紫毛有点红的小圆脸。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfzy9oTvuz
“睡不着吗？”松阳微笑。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cM7uZSOIF
“打扰了……我……起来喝口水而已……”紫毛的小脸越来越红滴溜溜的绿眼睛越来越飘忽。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDR39uSt3pQ
厨房似乎是在另一个方向。松阳不戳破，侧身让紫毛进门。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolnNJwjA4u
“老师这里只有凉白开，要喝吗？”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpDJpyNjAR
绿眼睛含光戴暖：“要。”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHR3Xd3Mxc
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走进寝室，紫毛顿了下，不动声色地坐下。暗绿的眼眸直指院外的虚无天色，脸上阴晴莫名。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjAhFWyXSB
十二三岁的年纪，看上去却有些可怕。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTsckmbk6b
“给。”松阳把水杯递过去。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtFd4h2QOR
“老师……”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5AUi6EZvg
“嗯？”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQi3NVK7Pp1
“……”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtB4NckUpRp
紫毛低头踟蹰，复抬头直视松阳的眼睛：“小太郎和银时那两个家伙，睡觉的时候太吵了。”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYduVLau5M
“噗……”松阳乐了，眉眼弯弯，“晋助怎么做的？”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4j4zREkCmC
紫毛歪歪脑袋，看到老师乐呵心情自然也变得很好：“自然是把他们都塞壁橱里去。”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSyUoO63Ef
松阳低头在心里默默为另两个学生画十字。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLzSJXgeNW
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“老师。”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT24SZAjHw1
松阳抬头。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKSwwWtBPP
紫色的小脑袋伫在眼前，刘海下的眼睛幽深，消瘦单薄的肩膀有一天会变得结实变得壮厚，紧握的拳头有一天会抓紧同伴们的手。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCXRPsRlIz
松阳清楚地看到孩子们的成长。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MCtyEUv8k
从未如此清楚。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEh4UL6hoH0
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“晋助，在宗家这样的事情不少吧？”松阳截住紫毛还未出口的话。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIfDoUjiBq
紫毛一愣，下意识点头：“是，可是……”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2QIxWzU9u
“可是那里你不在乎，你关心的是这个地方。”松阳揉揉紫毛的小脸，“放心吧，有老师呢。”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjtYMnHhhk
“……我也可以……”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0vLouKLgl
“晋助。”松阳强硬地打断紫毛的话，“这件事交给老师。”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaACRo8ISdW
绿色的眼睛凝视，良久，紫色的脑袋低下去：“……是。”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowpuGP47GJ
松阳有点歉意的摸上紫毛的脑袋：“抱歉，晋助。”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0aNLLnYh6
“我知道老师很强……老师总是挡在我们前面默不作声的抗下一切。这次也是，我们只要什么都不管什么都不做等着老师就好。”单薄的身影站起来在松阳面前投下一片暗影，“什么时候我们才能不缩在您的羽翼之下？什么时候我们……我才能够强大起来成为保护老师的人？”43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJmoTk5bj3
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松阳沉默。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6qwROQvkh
是他的教育太温吞了。总想着慢慢来，还有时间。总想着童年还那么长，还可以悠闲看着他的孩子们一步一步长大。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3G0LAKJbyF
人算不如天算。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdywwPzxcdy
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唯一值得欣慰的是，不管未来他如何，他的学生们也有向前的力量。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJe2LaspSd
只此一条，足够他从容赴死。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhudCNva16
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这大概是吉田松阳这辈子最大的误算——低估了自己在这群混世魔王心里的地位。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkUEfr9opU
他的三个得意门生。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjWaiiHWiS
一个致力于毁掉世界的大魔王行动，手刃当年宽政扫荡的主谋德川定定。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrIY83QCWg
一个整天调戏武装警/察，成为职业地下党还不忘暗中踹幕府好多脚，脚脚内伤。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCJo9OtryA
一个终日看似无所事事，却能顺手逗局长、玩将军、甩起手来打个窃国战争。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkC4GhXfzsk
所以说。人算不如天算。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXq3YW9w1uI
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那群小鬼。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzPeimbS1c
他们最爱的老师啊。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWnsTW0Ntg
却从来不了解自己的重要。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DULzkbR1o
只想着护得身后的小鬼们的安全，只想让他们无忧无虑快乐幸福，除此以外别无他求。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbIZoBflqX
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你就从来都没考虑到自己么？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMCe0sGMEJ
没有了老师，还谈什么安全？还谈什么快乐幸福？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLByJDtxPL
全是扯淡。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETknWIvw1F
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紫毛从松阳寝室出来，在空无一人的走廊里慢慢蹲下。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyb5FV2dfuh
——从来没有哪一次像这次一样慌乱。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OjAee82R1
——从来没有什么情况像现在一样迷茫无奈。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QxePgkC46
谁。为了什么。要做什么。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7f4KEpzZod
什么都不知道。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbqKLI3mCc
只能看着老师的笑容却无法行动——漫天的无力感。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cAFQwEknx
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是自己太弱小。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuElUNjadnJ
小身板缩缩拢，把自己埋进黑暗，抵着胸口暗暗发誓。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqSOtyTQQA
我要快点长大。然后，保护好老师！43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4Tr2qmuhZ
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变强吧紫毛。你就知道长大究竟是怎么一回事了。