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猛然。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aKZzSuG3o
身體被外力控制住，我們兩個人被一股不可抗力甩到機艙一邊，狠狠撞上去。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FrC0xBiyx
「山本！小心！快把頭低下！」 34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnGd9rmfjy
我伸出手用力環住他，以防他撞上堅硬的座椅扶手。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEou1NxKoG1
他沒顧得上聽我的話，忙著拽散在地上的毯子。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjXJReaZN0
他將兩個毯子盡可能包裹住我們。在被飛機甩到另外一面之前做好了防護措施。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJSUG06gQg
可是……34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvq5ByJ4BPW
他的頭還是結結實實撞在艙壁上，發出劇烈一響。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaglWzTrIy
「哎呦！……好痛啊！」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpn8lN8Yrxc
「靠！不是叫你低頭的嗎！耳朵聾了！啊！……」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EXPVjvdXv
「獄寺不是也撞上了嘛……呵…」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvBnZYGsQE
「你他媽還笑得出來？！揍你！」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡla5s18Lqke
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人聲嘈雜在耳邊，局勢已完全不受控制。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsH7jwREdb
飛機劇烈震蕩，附加左歪右斜的搖恍。整個現場更像是在風雨中的船，任憑波浪逼迫我們生命隨時交付大海深處。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTs0ZQE7Y45
哭喊叫嚷，攀爬跌落。行李箱都被甩下來狠狠砸在人們的身上，已分不清哪裡是上哪裡在下。所有的一切無力的掙扎在這壓縮的空間裏，完全無退路的，外面是更强的壓迫與高危。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEp8k3u5UPm
眼前均是破碎的場景，我緊緊拉著山本的手臂，害怕隨時會脫手。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdBBWh4Y5i
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從未遇到過如此嚴重的天災，突然有種不好的預感。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyQ0gG2M30
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就這樣被當做拋物體折騰了很久，飛機的搖晃稍微不如之前那麽劇烈。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknBeu2yZRW
逐漸的，可以恢復成水平飛行。我急忙拉住山本隨便找了兩個位置坐下，繫上安全帶。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBNpULaew4
「旅客們請注意，旅客們請注意。由于遭受前方不明氣流影響，飛機駕駛受到嚴重幹擾。請旅客們坐在座位上繫好安全帶，佩戴好緊急迫降傘和氧氣罩，千萬不要隨意走動。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaztBxRQPJh
「旅客們旅客們……」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABJTr3s9DZ
「獄寺這個要怎麼弄啊？」 山本還在糾結於降落傘的雙肩帶上。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbJPjLAg7e
「叫你趕快把安全帶先繫上啊你個白癡！」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJem6jk2ZPK
「放心吧…應該沒事的，空難這種事概率很低的。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvp9DrfLUP
山本，你自己聽聽，你說的話裏有什麽底氣可言？！34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxaY1pzG1Z
徒然戰栗的心，我對自己的生命存活率開始産生質疑…34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4t7hwoO5N
神，求你不要開這種玩笑。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYrVXFctAW
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飛機剛從上一波震蕩中喘息未平，又一波上下幅度餘震開始了。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTX9LjaPCcD
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夾雜在人群中是悲鳴推搡咆哮的情緒，我和山本像是鏡頭中唯一靜止。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPW5oiASMi
緊閉眼，仿佛可以預見我們可憐的命運，死神的脚步也近了，我聽得到。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIae9V9WZN
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現在，也許我更可以講些什麽，像曾經校園裏嘻哈的調侃。但不得不承認，當面對死亡，即使是游走于生死邊緣的黑手黨，也會控制不住心跳徒然加速，雙腿戰栗的模樣。我像是失去觸覺，手指尖緊握的不是安全綁帶，麻木到一切都可以銷聲匿迹，將我推進無底洞。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfw5Dmwpvf
一陣斜位自由落體，失重的暈眩感不斷侵蝕著我還算清醒的思維。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QTYGbbioO
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「天啊飛機開始下落了！」 一個人高聲呼喊。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOW6AKConVb
「怎麼辦我還不想死啊……老公…嗚…」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3z5GX0ECz4
「到底是怎麽回事這群王八蛋！想讓我死在這裡沒那麼容易！」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPoF6mqIFK
「如果能活下來，我一定要告這家航空公司！」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHakXD0ECih
「…好害怕…好可怕啊……會不會出什麽事啊……」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvB8KIRDgOK
「媽媽…我難受，我想吐……」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDYh1BYZBX
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「喂…」 我小聲呼喚。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHkrHCx7xR
這音量，恐怕他是聽不出我的無力。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShuRfT0iN4
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借著空氣中凝結住大顆大顆的噪音泡沫，我可以稍微放縱自己掩人耳目不爲人知的懦弱情緒。他冰冷且同樣顫抖的手覆在我左腿上，然後緩緩收緊。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH51VqNbseY
我好像聽見了他內心的呼嘯。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpvxRcu6c9
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「……別怕，獄寺。」 34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaT9RqSAVDC
加工幾次後的嗓音傳過來，我依然可以清晰透視到內裏藏不住的恐懼與絕望。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDO8F8EccYA
但我只是吃力的猛點頭如小鶏啄米。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIftvCZh2zh
心裡竟劃過一絲安慰。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtX7tQDaylH
山本…如果以這種方式結束……34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ78L9EjQCO
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我將迫降傘綁好在身上，氧氣罩大可以不用。解開座椅安全帶的桎梏，我側身攀上稍有溫暖氣息的堅實右臂，像是無賴的女人撒嬌似對他乞討安全感。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQL3MadH4G3
他的西服底料上殘有和我同種洗滌劑的味道，那是屬於我們兩個獨有氣味。之前騙他是把西服送往我常去的乾洗店，實際上，是我耐心細細搓掉洗凈。雖然我噁心這樣的自己。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0gtle1CQW
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這是有多少年，我放下徒勞構築的假面。再貼上他，會帶給我的寧靜。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mcLNiNJTT
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山本的身體因我這舉動略微僵硬，我瞥到他不知收納于何處的左手在腿上屈伸。我更放肆磨蹭著他，將頭死死沉浸在他肩頭嗅他，企圖捕捉我曾經霸占時留下的標志性氣味。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEOyrO90Hj
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飛機震蕩的厲害，我們好似在做斜線落體運動。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVSQI041jD
然而我却可逃避得了焦灼與慌亂，聽著他喉管間不斷吞吐的氣息，我再閉上眼。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBzau8ms3Z
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「摟緊我行麼。」 34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkw5oXu56D
我放下一切自尊，只有這一次，我容許自己這樣做。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCfR38B82h
同情也好，被迫也好。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9a6Af0X08
我不想深追究，只要聽我說，照我要求的去做就好。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdurWbp8hmo
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「恩……」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjxP7gOEDy
他聽話的抽出我緊扒住的右臂，繞了個圈搭在我肩上。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMYMS62HZR
環繞出挺可悲的狹窄空間。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRIEy1t9a7
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謝謝，沒讓我做最後一次失望。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCkfVKBX6i
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「再緊點…再……」 34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20t7d3Jni6
我本講不出的，這丟人的話語，却剝奪我全部解釋的機會。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt22ZSoFWnG
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幾秒的時間，你是在考慮或是下决心麽。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTYsDvLFLU
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緊接著，那左臂也環上，我被拉近潮濕燥熱的胸口處。我回應他的施捨，反侵上他臂彎。一同葬身在這無言的衝動之中。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcWz4FGHSJ
他有感覺到沒有，我無聲吶喊的幾句。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPReuDlQajg
「我想，至少在收尸的時候，那群人會發現我們緊緊抱在一起。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PrKoaEC6l
「騙得他們，會以為我們是對兒情侶。將我們埋在一起。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7VMPTk5If
「到時一切將錯就錯的發生，你決不會再急著開口劃清與我的接線。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiU96SFgZs3
再次出生，再次死去，能再與你相逢嗎。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxKRJO5VBq
如果你我可擁有輪回幾世的能力。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuv7EzrlGBd
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只是，故事的結局總是如此狗血。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7Uw8SmZC0
我們都沒死，飛機緊急迫降在一個小飛機場，機上無一人受傷。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZb5Z8QmUl
直到接觸穩而真實的地面，我再撑不住一秒，嚇到腿軟，跌坐在地上。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BplvhEmS6
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已是深夜，小型私人機場熱鬧非凡，感動到流淚的人隨處可見。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pQJm90PZP
山本蹲下身，溫柔的看著我，探照燈偶爾的晃過，我盯住他眼裏的泪。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtgUy43eIV
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「不是嚇到哭了吧。」 坐在地上，我也不必起來了。他一屁股坐在我旁邊，掃視人們庸碌的身影。我已力氣全無到一根煙叼不住。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQduHXxih8
「恩…能活下來不是太好了嘛，獄寺。」 依舊是一副欠揍的賴皮樣子。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJPIvQFKRf
你就是這麼忠犬狗似的追那鳥類麼。雲雀那混蛋可是喜歡風俗的耍帥男人啊。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62isr0OwHW
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「難看死了。」 我掏了半天，也沒發現一貫塞在胸口裏兜的紙巾。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl343f4mGit
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他將鼻涕眼淚一把抹在我好不容易洗乾淨的袖口。不論過了多久，這傢夥的動作永遠都有够白痴。只是，你不要再哭了，好煩。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1qyVU3L50
再哭，哭到我也想哭了混蛋。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNTHGwhyAr
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即使死去可以用這種無賴的態度獨占你，我依舊想你活著。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTxt0LjlIS
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雖在每天出門前早已準備好隨時有可能被暗地裏一槍崩成一具尸體，不過，我要這尸體做什麽？我只是想，你只要別逃出我的視綫就行了。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNtQimiXDA
縱然，我還未準備好坦然接受，你和雲雀終有時歸置於一線。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5SBUd497s
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跌撞撞向前爬，我在趕追你的同時，你始終不願停留等我脚步踩穩。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyJcuMRZZT
算是什麽少年時我愛上男人輕狂與無畏，現在要考慮設想的太多。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqWC7wb55o
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我再沒那時鼓足勇氣的幾次不屑，再與你交談，再盯住你的臉不放。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaJFgbtwly
一如從前的交往，在時間淘洗之後，卻都顯得虛假無比。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NBrp3E721
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有什麽能再錯過……34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5qNrZYyOc
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「獄寺，經過這次有驚無險，我想，我們都要珍惜生命才行啊。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyHDxAZHx1
「我還想，等我們老了再見面時，那該多好啊。」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqFoeKfFr9
「雖然是黑手黨，但這些都是取决于自己吧！」34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8scBC4flo5
爲什麽他總是這麼樂觀……34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaauLVbhH5L
山本淡淡的笑著，伸出手安撫我挂有莫名液體的臉。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZKqR5qix7
我抿緊嘴唇，飛撲到他懷裏，用力環住他脖頸、將頭深深埋進他的肩。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87vQloZTdT
……我早就將生命交給你了。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLs5rPcoMxS
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這世界，只剩下我與他，他父親，我母親，但終究會相遇的。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOneHP0mKTA
只是他們脚步快了些，再趕不上了，也放手不追。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsoP5WwNZ9
再過多少年，我們也要和這個世界的人們道別。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOXpQ76qp5
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終有時，回憶起來生命裏就像從未存在過年輕時代一樣。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQXivB7Gd9
想帶著重要的東西，無法傳遞的思念，還有無法實現的奢望。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzQ4r1eMPG
拿不起的自己，就連那些無法找到答案的日子，都想一幷帶走。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdlq50sIH3
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……連同愛過你的痕跡。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu44ZOr64VT
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我想，總有一天我是會從山本那裡畢業的。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVF02cB3oq3
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待到那時，即使再看到令我不快的場景，或假使他終於抱得美人歸。我也可以練就到，連眉頭都不皺一下，咬緊牙關撐過這一陣痛。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0Wne5S00z
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許久未踩踏過的幷盛天臺沾染盡是或喜或悲、擦拭不去的痕迹。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhniUGtYo7
記得是在起風的時候，俯瞰這座城的雲雀，襯衫被吹得鼓鼓。山本略有感傷的雙目抬頭仰望，一如我在教室探頭凝視他操場上身影，形成了不等邊三角。34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmhoXDfkOZ
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