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再醒來的時候。我坐在醫院冰涼的走廊長椅上。52Please respect copyright.PENANAcFGZl6btxb
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「獄寺?你醒了?」52Please respect copyright.PENANAirehMhUPiA
正依靠的肩膀瘦弱卻堅定,安心的氣息。52Please respect copyright.PENANAGqjtbnmZtX
我抬頭撞上十代首領滿是擔憂與憐憫的目光,他的臉蒼白至無血色。52Please respect copyright.PENANA6Wwk354G0Z
「醒來就好醒來就好,哪裡還痛麼?」52Please respect copyright.PENANAUS8uUJO4GU
我機械的搖頭,喉嚨幹到吐不出完整句子。如往常時,我也許會馬上從他懷裏脫逃出來,用敬語不停對剛才自己的無理舉動道歉。然而現在,我想任性一下。因為我太過於需要,這個容我卸下防備,縱我袒露軟弱的避風港。52Please respect copyright.PENANAqKaecdISrk
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「下次不要再這麽莽撞了,知道嗎!」52Please respect copyright.PENANALXAE3y76pH
他手掌輕緩的,若有若無撫著我的背脊,上面附有母親的溫度。52Please respect copyright.PENANA8PCCEpOLy5
走道裏三兩個人焦慮的走過,急診室的氣氛不如想像中那麽窒息,令人惶恐的死寂,偶爾傳來的幾聲哀號。黑夜有些冰冷,我們依賴在一起像是互相取暖。縱然我清楚自己幷不瞭解,也無從瞭解到十代目的私人生活。52Please respect copyright.PENANAGeox717G5Q
他是否有在戀愛?或許也會因爲思念而焦慮,甚至是被傷害後的迷茫?52Please respect copyright.PENANATm0wjb9Apu
總能看透我的十代首領,無需我多言,也知道我在被什麽羈絆著動彈不得的十代首領…52Please respect copyright.PENANAKH1d91K5Mh
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「十代目……」 委屈,痛苦,這一刻被無形引力吸出開始瓦解我佯裝的堅强…52Please respect copyright.PENANAFUOEs7yows
額頭粗略纏著惱人情緒的紗布,手臂的傷口還在隱隱作痛。我真窩囊,明明是要挑釁,卻被對方教訓得要首領幫我善後。現在還要一副孬種樣依賴在需要我保護的人懷中,思考那些有的沒的兒女情長。52Please respect copyright.PENANAupBOenyMu6
泄露單相思沒有收穫,但却很輕鬆。52Please respect copyright.PENANAomDAwemjct
罪惡感令山本會對我格外溫柔。52Please respect copyright.PENANAQaiPofZooj
而且一定不會再發生比這更糟糕的事情,不會再受更深的傷害。52Please respect copyright.PENANAsezcEc8C0e
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但是……52Please respect copyright.PENANAmC4gHnSR10
嚼不爛的痛苦,理不清的哀傷。52Please respect copyright.PENANAiyBInxdNtP
如果可以將它們藏在某處不被發現……52Please respect copyright.PENANAyQM9BMV6dU
鼻子好酸,眼睛發脹,下一秒我再無法控制自己。52Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5c9nX9yKQ
「好啦,要是想哭的話……」52Please respect copyright.PENANAGCOvTGHe0Q
「獄寺…我都明白的,明白。」52Please respect copyright.PENANAojKA4Z4SW6
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再無法控制的…52Please respect copyright.PENANAwRxJwtLgkb
「…十…十代…唔……」 52Please respect copyright.PENANAcgFXnObEY8
淚如雨下。52Please respect copyright.PENANAxu1X4JcXeX
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請原諒我…不會太久…52Please respect copyright.PENANAiSYHbvGfPs
就這一小會兒…馬上就會好了……52Please respect copyright.PENANA7TT3T1FiLA
等這些懦弱的液體流到幹了,就可以再拿起武器…52Please respect copyright.PENANArVWVV3FlpF
再不會讓你操心…沒什麽再可以再阻攔我……52Please respect copyright.PENANA6ligMVFn2D
倒帶回曾經單一却安全的生活…不受束縛。52Please respect copyright.PENANA4M9VjNHlJU
眼裏只會追隨你一人,其餘不想過問…52Please respect copyright.PENANA4prHstXhFg
即使是他……52Please respect copyright.PENANAsIJ1F4kV4V
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山本……你現在正在做什麽?52Please respect copyright.PENANAdij2XcNoT5
是不是正在心疼,被我狠心毆打挂彩的雲雀?52Please respect copyright.PENANAjSusUw5Xx3
正在爲他細心包扎傷口,用一貫的寵溺與深情語氣。52Please respect copyright.PENANATlAppsZDNa
那麼那個人映在山本瞳孔中的身影會是怎樣的?52Please respect copyright.PENANAWo13GMhToE
是不是也在像我一般懷揣著一灌稠濃的漿液,52Please respect copyright.PENANAh5z86G5Pzb
滿打滿撞撒在各處角落一灘灘,或粘膩得緊貼在身上甩不凈?52Please respect copyright.PENANAYbzUtliKck
也會想要觸碰他寬廣的肩,還有他燦爛的臉麼。52Please respect copyright.PENANANuajFXmmcL
那時,山本的心中會發出怎樣的聲響?52Please respect copyright.PENANA5csDZYuret
那個応接室裏充斥著怎樣的回憶?52Please respect copyright.PENANAvOWrkefFNp
一直,一直……52Please respect copyright.PENANAcfbsFW1n8c
都只有兩個人的吧。52Please respect copyright.PENANAfBq4tTkfB9
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專門找藉口,多次經過可以裝作偶然相遇他的地方。52Please respect copyright.PENANA6VdxP3XQj7
哪怕只能見一面,聽一次聲音也可以。52Please respect copyright.PENANATZwRl8QIXG
拼命地思念,使勁掙扎著。52Please respect copyright.PENANAeeFEbULSAX
但是我只明白這點,光是思念就令人快要心痛死。52Please respect copyright.PENANAXc6DeMfbkG
而無法離開你的理由,只要這心痛就够了。52Please respect copyright.PENANAsKsQ0hVNff
不過,放心吧,這算得了什麽大事。52Please respect copyright.PENANA1OXvil2ieE
哪怕會親眼見到這些,我也不會像易碎品斷裂,能夠繼續活下去。52Please respect copyright.PENANAw0W3AMbvbb
哪怕山本一直惦記著那個人,哪怕再看他同樣充滿不安的神情…52Please respect copyright.PENANAQEMlp6wvkd
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我的心也不會輕易崩潰。52Please respect copyright.PENANAdKWbu54aD3
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等傷好到連疤都看不到我才肯回學校上課,山本主動跑過來遞給我筆記。52Please respect copyright.PENANAlpKw48Phec
我才不相信,他上課能記到重點在紙上,只是翻開了看,了了草草的他的字迹,我讀得到滿滿的認真,還參雜著不應有的,心軟與愧疚。52Please respect copyright.PENANAnTgq3JuRPU
一抬頭,發現班裏大部分同學均向我這邊投來複雜目光。有些女生不顧山本此行目的,做作得走過來搭訕,一舉一動連我鶏皮疙瘩掉了一地。 52Please respect copyright.PENANAgXKaTVPp4e
「山本同學,你和獄寺同學認識?」52Please respect copyright.PENANArDAb8lqxep
「獄寺同學爲什麽從來不說你們是國中同學?!」52Please respect copyright.PENANASulATbd4vQ
「山本同學,這是我自己做的點心,不介意的話就收下吧!」52Please respect copyright.PENANA4zeQe0iklP
「山本同學的棒球聽說很厲害,有打算加入棒球社團麽?」52Please respect copyright.PENANAgF7MKWfFB6
「山本同學……」52Please respect copyright.PENANAx2nQwZCr1g
够了都給我滾!52Please respect copyright.PENANAoSihsTMlbW
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人群聚集一堆嘰嘰喳喳,我完全沒了吃午餐的習慣,逃似的飛奔出教室。52Please respect copyright.PENANA4DDXU5GuFC
任憑山本在後面怎樣喊我的名也顧不上絲毫的猶豫。52Please respect copyright.PENANAmzersx2Ojc
我真想馬上找個地洞鉆進去,永遠都不要出來。52Please respect copyright.PENANAMBJ0A1PDys
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「獄寺!等等我!」52Please respect copyright.PENANA5pBjc3rhkT
我已經記不住自己跑了多久,他竟然一直在後面窮追不捨。52Please respect copyright.PENANAlD6FwUxeQC
沒辦法,根本沒有吃早餐的我肯定敵不過他運動神經發達,只好停下脚步找個地方猛喘大氣。他追上來,扶住靠著墻逐漸下滑的我死不放手,雖然我用眼神威脅他無數次。52Please respect copyright.PENANA4K9tvRoMoL
「你很煩……」 我和他上一次對話,好似已經是很久前了。52Please respect copyright.PENANAiUfWT6B6M4
他完全忽視了我一切反面的情緒。「一起去福利社買午飯吧!獄寺!」 沒等我反應,乾淨得笑著拽住我走。 醞釀好的拒絕也被他濕熱的掌溫融化。52Please respect copyright.PENANAgLymIgg5ux
我要被你這樣牽著鼻子走到何時?52Please respect copyright.PENANAIwUrWmiRBk
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他肯定是看過雲雀才來這兒,我知道自己把雲雀傷的不輕。52Please respect copyright.PENANAfO15n0AAex
若山本老媽子似的囑咐我幾句,我全當聽狗吠。然而他未多表現出一分异樣,只是將買好的套餐端到我面前,討好似的笑容。 52Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZsWnR2Cwr
「還頭暈嗎?」52Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1LHFINdxn
我沒應他,只是側頭。52Please respect copyright.PENANAkQYs7ZECGZ
我也不知自己鬧什麽彆扭,但就是看不慣,這樣曖昧場景。52Please respect copyright.PENANAbzA3VF5t7R
對我狠點更好,我更容易恨你,然後我們就玩完。52Please respect copyright.PENANAsOhgDMRTlQ
「獄寺?」 煩不煩啊你。52Please respect copyright.PENANAAyHFmEF4kf
不要總是用這種語氣叫我的名字。52Please respect copyright.PENANA2Qekhhj8wX
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「獄寺怎麽不吃?是不喜歡人多麼…沒辦法,中午食堂就是這樣。」52Please respect copyright.PENANAECu8TlzQX6
「不過爲了吃美食,總是要犧牲點呢。」 52Please respect copyright.PENANApWjnFZeopy
他把自己碗裏的蝦肉球都夾給我, 「獄寺喜歡吃這個吧?吶,都給你。」 52Please respect copyright.PENANApWzOT8SISH
再沒力氣和他作對。我閉上眼睛,緩緩別過頭。52Please respect copyright.PENANAv1Qgjz4QuA
心裏絲絲縷縷的酸澀……52Please respect copyright.PENANAoV6nch49wn
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山本……你可不可以試著,這樣講給我聽?52Please respect copyright.PENANAXRyH609Bct
『都給你。你想要的,想從我這裡拿走的都可以給你。』52Please respect copyright.PENANAFVlGLOVoNL
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儘管我知道一切根本不可能如此發生。52Please respect copyright.PENANA8DhrKIC4vK
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「我不餓,你吃你的,不用管我。」52Please respect copyright.PENANAnVgUApyzTd
既然無法回應我,那就不要再給我希望。52Please respect copyright.PENANAX8GbM8dMtb
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我乾脆放下筷子,將視線挪至走動的人群。52Please respect copyright.PENANAjyYVqdVrAu
能感覺到氣氛由盛至衰逐漸尷尬起來,他也只好低頭默默扒飯。52Please respect copyright.PENANAJnVssMY8E3
幾個風紀委員估計是記住了我的長相,路過我身邊的時候能感覺到敵意。52Please respect copyright.PENANAFimPibD3ex
「說起來。雲雀沒怎麼樣吧。」 我沒頭沒腦竟然要問這個?!52Please respect copyright.PENANAU9NAtes5vy
他啞然。過了好一會兒才講, 「沒事了,傷……恢復得差不多了。」52Please respect copyright.PENANAsbBSlUFa6z
有那麽嬌氣?!我記得自己下手很輕的,因為心有它顧。52Please respect copyright.PENANAKVhqgUX0Ri
看著山本一臉五官凝聚的苦惱狀,忍不住一笑。52Please respect copyright.PENANASHRc3QXT1B
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這個白癡,因為戀愛的事情開始會察言觀色了嗎?52Please respect copyright.PENANAOHZmxcOefs
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緊接著是更深的沉默。52Please respect copyright.PENANANQyAm4JyAi
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「我肋骨都好了呢!」 他突然轉移話題, 「你看,我又活動自如了!」52Please respect copyright.PENANAHOEgC05hsF
「不要得意忘形啦混蛋快坐好。」52Please respect copyright.PENANAsXCu4gbVma
「那次被雲雀修理的夠嗆啊!不過都是因為我吸煙的錯啦…」52Please respect copyright.PENANAnfExKKHtT7
吸煙?你已經開始吸烟了麼…52Please respect copyright.PENANA8L0124t52J
靠!是誰天天雞婆似叫我戒煙的!52Please respect copyright.PENANAsBrzALrNcI
爲什麽你也吸煙了……你在煩惱些什麽?52Please respect copyright.PENANAbU5LWj0q5S
同時煙民,或許那幷不是因爲煙的味道有多麼誘惑。52Please respect copyright.PENANA9clWrzuLQg
只是人會空虛,需要一種習慣性動作填補這空白。52Please respect copyright.PENANA6iiX2G45GQ
你這麼做,是因為空虛還是什麽?52Please respect copyright.PENANAgH69h03zaA
你已經堅定決心,不再做棒球手了?52Please respect copyright.PENANAYXNNu0q7TD
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看他手舞足蹈滑稽的樣子想要逗我笑。52Please respect copyright.PENANAXZCRj5F5jR
更是心酸似吃了一顆梅。52Please respect copyright.PENANARZPvQvAJoP
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我正思索著,突然迎面他的手撲上來。52Please respect copyright.PENANAr6cDTbuDve
「獄寺,你傷好重。」52Please respect copyright.PENANAXQryfD5cmh
我嚇得本想往後一撤,身體卻僵硬在原地。任憑他揉我沒搭理的亂髮。52Please respect copyright.PENANAGxlxpJd5vR
「雲雀手勁兒大,你小心被他傷到要害。」 52Please respect copyright.PENANAjoi0QxCm89
你這是放馬後炮吧,而且真正傷到要害的不是你麼?52Please respect copyright.PENANAQw5Isr4R7J
「……你…背還疼麼?」 我故作冷漠的語調。52Please respect copyright.PENANA8G1ZyLObNb
「獄寺終于肯說話啦,來吃飯吧!」 52Please respect copyright.PENANAr5dRgvwcZM
他又將筷子遞到我面前。「我沒事噢!這幾天休息好著呢,大補了幾頓。現在十萬火急的想要運動啊唉!」 說著還不忘展示他肱二頭肌。52Please respect copyright.PENANATic7TM6hlH
「那就不要再在風紀混了,打棒球去。」52Please respect copyright.PENANAHLXXZ7nyQ5
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……52Please respect copyright.PENANAOTTCbxg5yv
我不自主講出這句,事後才意識到不自然。52Please respect copyright.PENANABk6npFjRn8
山本瞳孔一縮,結結巴巴支吾了一下, 「之前我問獄寺…」52Please respect copyright.PENANA3KNDjQUZgg
「你根本早就自己决定好了吧!」 52Please respect copyright.PENANAjwO2vnRyr0
一股怒氣竄上心頭,我拍案而起。52Please respect copyright.PENANAfzq1y8EYPK
我那些都是謊話!你根本就是爲了找個契機給自己一個正當理由而已!52Please respect copyright.PENANA696F7MIHC5
「根本就是你自己!抽煙喝酒!參加幫派!裝什麽受傷!」52Please respect copyright.PENANAHo0AftZ1Yc
「獄、獄寺?……冷靜啊……」 52Please respect copyright.PENANAE2xmfwWTmt
他慌張的拉我,顯露出為難的樣子。52Please respect copyright.PENANArQooeTggIN
周圍的人紛紛瞧向我們這邊,醜惡的嘴臉在看熱鬧。52Please respect copyright.PENANAdnCqZWVddf
包括掩藏在人群中的黑衣男人。52Please respect copyright.PENANAR9Ym5Llgil
雲雀恭彌,你他媽個混蛋。52Please respect copyright.PENANAXGGpMfTN2k
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打與不打,對我意義不大。52Please respect copyright.PENANAswMrVcjNpG
然而看不到你與棒球的結伴,我的心變得空蕩。52Please respect copyright.PENANAFdWYGryoro
縱使被他人鄙視,那些東西卻是我的寶貝。52Please respect copyright.PENANAdfmK3pKsep
山本武,你又一次成功逼迫我煩躁起來。52Please respect copyright.PENANA7iYXEPHrt3
頭皮撓出血肉,骨胳也吱吱喳喳跟著開始叫囂起來。52Please respect copyright.PENANAGCcCCh748h
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他體味到我怒氣,沒再講話。52Please respect copyright.PENANAgFc87B5QJR
四目相對的時候,我好想擁緊他。52Please respect copyright.PENANAGRH6FcMWPk
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他像是雨,倘若可以感受到這濕潤,自己也會像是草木在放晴後的生長,一夜間長大麼?不過也許他會忘記了吧,那時候的風那時候的雲,那時候的光影嘈雜。52Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8QJeBI77k
儘管那麼認真的生氣過迷茫過、隱忍過受傷過,隨著時間流逝笑著回想起來,也許在這個過程中連記憶也會漸漸消失吧。52Please respect copyright.PENANA6JnCxiEXU4
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但是那時候,我的確是在那裡存在過的。52Please respect copyright.PENANAT8wmd2l8Km
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再醒來的時候。我坐在醫院冰涼的走廊長椅上。52Please respect copyright.PENANAcFGZl6btxb
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「獄寺?你醒了?」52Please respect copyright.PENANAirehMhUPiA
正依靠的肩膀瘦弱卻堅定,安心的氣息。52Please respect copyright.PENANAGqjtbnmZtX
我抬頭撞上十代首領滿是擔憂與憐憫的目光,他的臉蒼白至無血色。52Please respect copyright.PENANA6Wwk354G0Z
「醒來就好醒來就好,哪裡還痛麼?」52Please respect copyright.PENANAUS8uUJO4GU
我機械的搖頭,喉嚨幹到吐不出完整句子。如往常時,我也許會馬上從他懷裏脫逃出來,用敬語不停對剛才自己的無理舉動道歉。然而現在,我想任性一下。因為我太過於需要,這個容我卸下防備,縱我袒露軟弱的避風港。52Please respect copyright.PENANAqKaecdISrk
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「下次不要再這麽莽撞了,知道嗎!」52Please respect copyright.PENANALXAE3y76pH
他手掌輕緩的,若有若無撫著我的背脊,上面附有母親的溫度。52Please respect copyright.PENANA8PCCEpOLy5
走道裏三兩個人焦慮的走過,急診室的氣氛不如想像中那麽窒息,令人惶恐的死寂,偶爾傳來的幾聲哀號。黑夜有些冰冷,我們依賴在一起像是互相取暖。縱然我清楚自己幷不瞭解,也無從瞭解到十代目的私人生活。52Please respect copyright.PENANAGeox717G5Q
他是否有在戀愛?或許也會因爲思念而焦慮,甚至是被傷害後的迷茫?52Please respect copyright.PENANATm0wjb9Apu
總能看透我的十代首領,無需我多言,也知道我在被什麽羈絆著動彈不得的十代首領…52Please respect copyright.PENANAKH1d91K5Mh
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「十代目……」 委屈,痛苦,這一刻被無形引力吸出開始瓦解我佯裝的堅强…52Please respect copyright.PENANAFUOEs7yows
額頭粗略纏著惱人情緒的紗布,手臂的傷口還在隱隱作痛。我真窩囊,明明是要挑釁,卻被對方教訓得要首領幫我善後。現在還要一副孬種樣依賴在需要我保護的人懷中,思考那些有的沒的兒女情長。52Please respect copyright.PENANAupBOenyMu6
泄露單相思沒有收穫,但却很輕鬆。52Please respect copyright.PENANAomDAwemjct
罪惡感令山本會對我格外溫柔。52Please respect copyright.PENANAQaiPofZooj
而且一定不會再發生比這更糟糕的事情,不會再受更深的傷害。52Please respect copyright.PENANAsezcEc8C0e
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但是……52Please respect copyright.PENANAmC4gHnSR10
嚼不爛的痛苦,理不清的哀傷。52Please respect copyright.PENANAiyBInxdNtP
如果可以將它們藏在某處不被發現……52Please respect copyright.PENANAyQM9BMV6dU
鼻子好酸,眼睛發脹,下一秒我再無法控制自己。52Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5c9nX9yKQ
「好啦,要是想哭的話……」52Please respect copyright.PENANAGCOvTGHe0Q
「獄寺…我都明白的,明白。」52Please respect copyright.PENANAojKA4Z4SW6
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再無法控制的…52Please respect copyright.PENANAwRxJwtLgkb
「…十…十代…唔……」 52Please respect copyright.PENANAcgFXnObEY8
淚如雨下。52Please respect copyright.PENANAxu1X4JcXeX
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請原諒我…不會太久…52Please respect copyright.PENANAiSYHbvGfPs
就這一小會兒…馬上就會好了……52Please respect copyright.PENANA7TT3T1FiLA
等這些懦弱的液體流到幹了,就可以再拿起武器…52Please respect copyright.PENANArVWVV3FlpF
再不會讓你操心…沒什麽再可以再阻攔我……52Please respect copyright.PENANA6ligMVFn2D
倒帶回曾經單一却安全的生活…不受束縛。52Please respect copyright.PENANA4M9VjNHlJU
眼裏只會追隨你一人,其餘不想過問…52Please respect copyright.PENANA4prHstXhFg
即使是他……52Please respect copyright.PENANAsIJ1F4kV4V
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山本……你現在正在做什麽?52Please respect copyright.PENANAdij2XcNoT5
是不是正在心疼,被我狠心毆打挂彩的雲雀?52Please respect copyright.PENANAjSusUw5Xx3
正在爲他細心包扎傷口,用一貫的寵溺與深情語氣。52Please respect copyright.PENANATlAppsZDNa
那麼那個人映在山本瞳孔中的身影會是怎樣的?52Please respect copyright.PENANAWo13GMhToE
是不是也在像我一般懷揣著一灌稠濃的漿液,52Please respect copyright.PENANAh5z86G5Pzb
滿打滿撞撒在各處角落一灘灘,或粘膩得緊貼在身上甩不凈?52Please respect copyright.PENANAYbzUtliKck
也會想要觸碰他寬廣的肩,還有他燦爛的臉麼。52Please respect copyright.PENANANuajFXmmcL
那時,山本的心中會發出怎樣的聲響?52Please respect copyright.PENANA5csDZYuret
那個応接室裏充斥著怎樣的回憶?52Please respect copyright.PENANAvOWrkefFNp
一直,一直……52Please respect copyright.PENANAcfbsFW1n8c
都只有兩個人的吧。52Please respect copyright.PENANAfBq4tTkfB9
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專門找藉口,多次經過可以裝作偶然相遇他的地方。52Please respect copyright.PENANA6VdxP3XQj7
哪怕只能見一面,聽一次聲音也可以。52Please respect copyright.PENANATZwRl8QIXG
拼命地思念,使勁掙扎著。52Please respect copyright.PENANAeeFEbULSAX
但是我只明白這點,光是思念就令人快要心痛死。52Please respect copyright.PENANAXc6DeMfbkG
而無法離開你的理由,只要這心痛就够了。52Please respect copyright.PENANAsKsQ0hVNff
不過,放心吧,這算得了什麽大事。52Please respect copyright.PENANA1OXvil2ieE
哪怕會親眼見到這些,我也不會像易碎品斷裂,能夠繼續活下去。52Please respect copyright.PENANAw0W3AMbvbb
哪怕山本一直惦記著那個人,哪怕再看他同樣充滿不安的神情…52Please respect copyright.PENANAQEMlp6wvkd
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我的心也不會輕易崩潰。52Please respect copyright.PENANAdKWbu54aD3
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等傷好到連疤都看不到我才肯回學校上課,山本主動跑過來遞給我筆記。52Please respect copyright.PENANAlpKw48Phec
我才不相信,他上課能記到重點在紙上,只是翻開了看,了了草草的他的字迹,我讀得到滿滿的認真,還參雜著不應有的,心軟與愧疚。52Please respect copyright.PENANAnTgq3JuRPU
一抬頭,發現班裏大部分同學均向我這邊投來複雜目光。有些女生不顧山本此行目的,做作得走過來搭訕,一舉一動連我鶏皮疙瘩掉了一地。 52Please respect copyright.PENANAgXKaTVPp4e
「山本同學,你和獄寺同學認識?」52Please respect copyright.PENANArDAb8lqxep
「獄寺同學爲什麽從來不說你們是國中同學?!」52Please respect copyright.PENANASulATbd4vQ
「山本同學,這是我自己做的點心,不介意的話就收下吧!」52Please respect copyright.PENANA4zeQe0iklP
「山本同學的棒球聽說很厲害,有打算加入棒球社團麽?」52Please respect copyright.PENANAgF7MKWfFB6
「山本同學……」52Please respect copyright.PENANAx2nQwZCr1g
够了都給我滾!52Please respect copyright.PENANAoSihsTMlbW
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人群聚集一堆嘰嘰喳喳,我完全沒了吃午餐的習慣,逃似的飛奔出教室。52Please respect copyright.PENANA4DDXU5GuFC
任憑山本在後面怎樣喊我的名也顧不上絲毫的猶豫。52Please respect copyright.PENANAmzersx2Ojc
我真想馬上找個地洞鉆進去,永遠都不要出來。52Please respect copyright.PENANAMBJ0A1PDys
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「獄寺!等等我!」52Please respect copyright.PENANA5pBjc3rhkT
我已經記不住自己跑了多久,他竟然一直在後面窮追不捨。52Please respect copyright.PENANAlD6FwUxeQC
沒辦法,根本沒有吃早餐的我肯定敵不過他運動神經發達,只好停下脚步找個地方猛喘大氣。他追上來,扶住靠著墻逐漸下滑的我死不放手,雖然我用眼神威脅他無數次。52Please respect copyright.PENANA4K9tvRoMoL
「你很煩……」 我和他上一次對話,好似已經是很久前了。52Please respect copyright.PENANAiUfWT6B6M4
他完全忽視了我一切反面的情緒。「一起去福利社買午飯吧!獄寺!」 沒等我反應,乾淨得笑著拽住我走。 醞釀好的拒絕也被他濕熱的掌溫融化。52Please respect copyright.PENANAgLymIgg5ux
我要被你這樣牽著鼻子走到何時?52Please respect copyright.PENANAIwUrWmiRBk
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他肯定是看過雲雀才來這兒,我知道自己把雲雀傷的不輕。52Please respect copyright.PENANAfO15n0AAex
若山本老媽子似的囑咐我幾句,我全當聽狗吠。然而他未多表現出一分异樣,只是將買好的套餐端到我面前,討好似的笑容。 52Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZsWnR2Cwr
「還頭暈嗎?」52Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1LHFINdxn
我沒應他,只是側頭。52Please respect copyright.PENANAkQYs7ZECGZ
我也不知自己鬧什麽彆扭,但就是看不慣,這樣曖昧場景。52Please respect copyright.PENANAbzA3VF5t7R
對我狠點更好,我更容易恨你,然後我們就玩完。52Please respect copyright.PENANAsOhgDMRTlQ
「獄寺?」 煩不煩啊你。52Please respect copyright.PENANAAyHFmEF4kf
不要總是用這種語氣叫我的名字。52Please respect copyright.PENANA2Qekhhj8wX
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「獄寺怎麽不吃?是不喜歡人多麼…沒辦法,中午食堂就是這樣。」52Please respect copyright.PENANAECu8TlzQX6
「不過爲了吃美食,總是要犧牲點呢。」 52Please respect copyright.PENANApWjnFZeopy
他把自己碗裏的蝦肉球都夾給我, 「獄寺喜歡吃這個吧?吶,都給你。」 52Please respect copyright.PENANApWzOT8SISH
再沒力氣和他作對。我閉上眼睛,緩緩別過頭。52Please respect copyright.PENANAv1Qgjz4QuA
心裏絲絲縷縷的酸澀……52Please respect copyright.PENANAoV6nch49wn
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山本……你可不可以試著,這樣講給我聽?52Please respect copyright.PENANAXRyH609Bct
『都給你。你想要的,想從我這裡拿走的都可以給你。』52Please respect copyright.PENANAFVlGLOVoNL
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儘管我知道一切根本不可能如此發生。52Please respect copyright.PENANA8DhrKIC4vK
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「我不餓,你吃你的,不用管我。」52Please respect copyright.PENANAnVgUApyzTd
既然無法回應我,那就不要再給我希望。52Please respect copyright.PENANAX8GbM8dMtb
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我乾脆放下筷子,將視線挪至走動的人群。52Please respect copyright.PENANAjyYVqdVrAu
能感覺到氣氛由盛至衰逐漸尷尬起來,他也只好低頭默默扒飯。52Please respect copyright.PENANAJnVssMY8E3
幾個風紀委員估計是記住了我的長相,路過我身邊的時候能感覺到敵意。52Please respect copyright.PENANAFimPibD3ex
「說起來。雲雀沒怎麼樣吧。」 我沒頭沒腦竟然要問這個?!52Please respect copyright.PENANAU9NAtes5vy
他啞然。過了好一會兒才講, 「沒事了,傷……恢復得差不多了。」52Please respect copyright.PENANAsbBSlUFa6z
有那麽嬌氣?!我記得自己下手很輕的,因為心有它顧。52Please respect copyright.PENANAKVhqgUX0Ri
看著山本一臉五官凝聚的苦惱狀,忍不住一笑。52Please respect copyright.PENANASHRc3QXT1B
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這個白癡,因為戀愛的事情開始會察言觀色了嗎?52Please respect copyright.PENANAOHZmxcOefs
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緊接著是更深的沉默。52Please respect copyright.PENANANQyAm4JyAi
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「我肋骨都好了呢!」 他突然轉移話題, 「你看,我又活動自如了!」52Please respect copyright.PENANAHOEgC05hsF
「不要得意忘形啦混蛋快坐好。」52Please respect copyright.PENANAsXCu4gbVma
「那次被雲雀修理的夠嗆啊!不過都是因為我吸煙的錯啦…」52Please respect copyright.PENANAnfExKKHtT7
吸煙?你已經開始吸烟了麼…52Please respect copyright.PENANA8L0124t52J
靠!是誰天天雞婆似叫我戒煙的!52Please respect copyright.PENANAsBrzALrNcI
爲什麽你也吸煙了……你在煩惱些什麽?52Please respect copyright.PENANAbU5LWj0q5S
同時煙民,或許那幷不是因爲煙的味道有多麼誘惑。52Please respect copyright.PENANA9clWrzuLQg
只是人會空虛,需要一種習慣性動作填補這空白。52Please respect copyright.PENANA6iiX2G45GQ
你這麼做,是因為空虛還是什麽?52Please respect copyright.PENANAgH69h03zaA
你已經堅定決心,不再做棒球手了?52Please respect copyright.PENANAYXNNu0q7TD
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看他手舞足蹈滑稽的樣子想要逗我笑。52Please respect copyright.PENANAXZCRj5F5jR
更是心酸似吃了一顆梅。52Please respect copyright.PENANARZPvQvAJoP
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我正思索著,突然迎面他的手撲上來。52Please respect copyright.PENANAr6cDTbuDve
「獄寺,你傷好重。」52Please respect copyright.PENANAXQryfD5cmh
我嚇得本想往後一撤,身體卻僵硬在原地。任憑他揉我沒搭理的亂髮。52Please respect copyright.PENANAGxlxpJd5vR
「雲雀手勁兒大,你小心被他傷到要害。」 52Please respect copyright.PENANAjoi0QxCm89
你這是放馬後炮吧,而且真正傷到要害的不是你麼?52Please respect copyright.PENANAQw5Isr4R7J
「……你…背還疼麼?」 我故作冷漠的語調。52Please respect copyright.PENANA8G1ZyLObNb
「獄寺終于肯說話啦,來吃飯吧!」 52Please respect copyright.PENANAr5dRgvwcZM
他又將筷子遞到我面前。「我沒事噢!這幾天休息好著呢,大補了幾頓。現在十萬火急的想要運動啊唉!」 說著還不忘展示他肱二頭肌。52Please respect copyright.PENANATic7TM6hlH
「那就不要再在風紀混了,打棒球去。」52Please respect copyright.PENANAHLXXZ7nyQ5
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我不自主講出這句,事後才意識到不自然。52Please respect copyright.PENANABk6npFjRn8
山本瞳孔一縮,結結巴巴支吾了一下, 「之前我問獄寺…」52Please respect copyright.PENANA3KNDjQUZgg
「你根本早就自己决定好了吧!」 52Please respect copyright.PENANAjwO2vnRyr0
一股怒氣竄上心頭,我拍案而起。52Please respect copyright.PENANAfzq1y8EYPK
我那些都是謊話!你根本就是爲了找個契機給自己一個正當理由而已!52Please respect copyright.PENANA696F7MIHC5
「根本就是你自己!抽煙喝酒!參加幫派!裝什麽受傷!」52Please respect copyright.PENANAHo0AftZ1Yc
「獄、獄寺?……冷靜啊……」 52Please respect copyright.PENANAE2xmfwWTmt
他慌張的拉我,顯露出為難的樣子。52Please respect copyright.PENANArQooeTggIN
周圍的人紛紛瞧向我們這邊,醜惡的嘴臉在看熱鬧。52Please respect copyright.PENANAdnCqZWVddf
包括掩藏在人群中的黑衣男人。52Please respect copyright.PENANAR9Ym5Llgil
雲雀恭彌,你他媽個混蛋。52Please respect copyright.PENANAXGGpMfTN2k
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打與不打,對我意義不大。52Please respect copyright.PENANAswMrVcjNpG
然而看不到你與棒球的結伴,我的心變得空蕩。52Please respect copyright.PENANAFdWYGryoro
縱使被他人鄙視,那些東西卻是我的寶貝。52Please respect copyright.PENANAdfmK3pKsep
山本武,你又一次成功逼迫我煩躁起來。52Please respect copyright.PENANA7iYXEPHrt3
頭皮撓出血肉,骨胳也吱吱喳喳跟著開始叫囂起來。52Please respect copyright.PENANAGCcCCh748h
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他體味到我怒氣,沒再講話。52Please respect copyright.PENANAgFc87B5QJR
四目相對的時候,我好想擁緊他。52Please respect copyright.PENANAGRH6FcMWPk
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他像是雨,倘若可以感受到這濕潤,自己也會像是草木在放晴後的生長,一夜間長大麼?不過也許他會忘記了吧,那時候的風那時候的雲,那時候的光影嘈雜。52Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8QJeBI77k
儘管那麼認真的生氣過迷茫過、隱忍過受傷過,隨著時間流逝笑著回想起來,也許在這個過程中連記憶也會漸漸消失吧。52Please respect copyright.PENANA6JnCxiEXU4
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但是那時候,我的確是在那裡存在過的。52Please respect copyright.PENANAT8wmd2l8Km
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