69Please respect copyright.PENANAIle0HH88ca
崩垮的冰川。69Please respect copyright.PENANACWJ0BUgz0j
人聲嘈雜。69Please respect copyright.PENANAn9D6SqmQPu
69Please respect copyright.PENANAAli43ryiVs
那一個在千年前破壞了父親與他友人之間情誼的男人。69Please respect copyright.PENANAH5Q1LmtZyW
69Please respect copyright.PENANAsU1LGVyH34
那雙美麗又澄澈的眼眸。69Please respect copyright.PENANAHk1pfz2bji
力竭的呼喊。69Please respect copyright.PENANAxGlPtE6yRh
69Please respect copyright.PENANAy6vasSjWnl
『學長──』69Please respect copyright.PENANA2TjJa1itaC
69Please respect copyright.PENANAEQHuqBJ9h1
如果可以,你希望那雙夜眸能夠一直一直注視著你。69Please respect copyright.PENANAyRsfuTSmci
如果可以,你希望,那孩子的溫潤嗓音能夠一直呼喚著你。69Please respect copyright.PENANAgWyMicOo5W
而不是如此心碎的呼喊,在那雙你最喜愛的瞳眸中只能看見驚愕與悲傷。69Please respect copyright.PENANANQimAgIfld
69Please respect copyright.PENANABPoXcJVakG
禇,別哭。69Please respect copyright.PENANAKMm5ggTfme
你想說,卻從此陷入黑暗。69Please respect copyright.PENANAHonNfPqR2q
69Please respect copyright.PENANAdb0bn3CT4N
69Please respect copyright.PENANAPwaOjPv4O5
69Please respect copyright.PENANA3E8SmIkR3d
你一直都知道,周圍的人都困惑著你倆的關係,但為了自身的理由,所以你始終都沒有去點明。69Please respect copyright.PENANAn1zJti4l17
因為沒有點明,那孩子就不會發現自身的情感,也就不會,痛了吧?69Please respect copyright.PENANAIWblMBsvgg
69Please respect copyright.PENANA5dIos1xiNs
他可以一直過著有點衰的日子,從學校畢業後在原世界或守世界找份工作,結婚生子,有著平凡的幸福。69Please respect copyright.PENANAyta56xg7MV
即使你不在了,也不會成為他心頭上的那道傷。69Please respect copyright.PENANA2gcG01N40w
69Please respect copyright.PENANA5pXSiYNlUU
69Please respect copyright.PENANA1yCUewEPu0
原本,你一直都以為自己早已做好離開那黑髮孩子的心理準備,但在目送著天使將他帶走,聽到奇歐妖精的王子爆破冰川的巨大聲響後,毒性爆發、眼前陷入黑暗的那瞬間,你突然有那麼些後悔。69Please respect copyright.PENANA7oVne1I8pz
69Please respect copyright.PENANAHHinIIffgt
你願意為他做任何事,就算他毫不知情、不明白你最深處的情感也無所謂。69Please respect copyright.PENANA6XFjrV8eBo
但在那一刻,你後悔了,徒勞的後悔。69Please respect copyright.PENANADNZfK2H31K
69Please respect copyright.PENANA3pPkiinBeG
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──69Please respect copyright.PENANAStkQTcagT0
69Please respect copyright.PENANAEeBL7BxVXB
告訴他──69Please respect copyright.PENANAq7W3TjnlzE
69Please respect copyright.PENANAzDT7OComT3
褚──69Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7CWprJ6Pf
69Please respect copyright.PENANA9f5BI4HO12
69Please respect copyright.PENANABWmwsdWpZo
69Please respect copyright.PENANAoaT5gupcLP
猛然睜開眼,你的血紅瞳眸中一片清明,沒有剛醒的倦意。69Please respect copyright.PENANAwfUEhRHIuf
你盯著天花板,突然想起自己早已回歸,你早已向你所愛的黑髮孩子表白,你甚至仍清楚記得,當時他喜極而泣的絕美模樣。69Please respect copyright.PENANAO3JrZLHBte
從沙發上起身,你不小心將堆在一旁的資料掃落,書籍卷冊嘩啦啦地掉落,散落一地。69Please respect copyright.PENANAzYtTksZ0Mq
昨晚研究情報太久了,大概是太累了,所以才不小心睡著了吧?69Please respect copyright.PENANAVJ4guxfvdK
你掀開大概是孩子起來後替你蓋上的毯子,看見他從門口走了進來。69Please respect copyright.PENANAmq0Q1bSuqa
「啊……學長,你醒了?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAjXjYWiCPVB
「嗯。」你定定地看著他,沒說什麼,等到他靠近後,拉住他的手,將他扯進自己懷裡。69Please respect copyright.PENANAAD3hRMq1BL
「咦……啊!」69Please respect copyright.PENANAmwMir6ApIm
他手足無措地被你摟著,你沒說話,只是緊抱著他柔軟纖細的身子,將臉埋在他的頸窩,感受著他有些孩子氣的軟軟甜香。69Please respect copyright.PENANApUv3EF7fgF
「學、學長……?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAvusOH2fgGx
此時你看不見他的表情,但從他慌亂的聲音,你大概可以猜想是「學長又壞掉了嗎要不要請輔長來看看」之類沒營養的東西。69Please respect copyright.PENANAkVhaUnr8yA
你稍稍拉開彼此的距離,執起他的手,在手背上落下一吻。接著移到他柔軟的掌心,沿著臂緣上移,到他圓潤的肩頭、精巧的鎖骨,最後是他柔韌白皙的頸。69Please respect copyright.PENANASoXFjCgMWE
「學學學學長!?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAbX55NFmlQb
就算是早已表明了心意,他對於這種過於親密的行為還是無法習慣,想要掙扎又不敢亂動,只能僵在你的懷裡。 69Please respect copyright.PENANATMM4QknYob
69Please respect copyright.PENANAvqAeQZLex2
順著他頸子的優美弧度舔吮著,你依舊沒有回答。將唇抵在黑髮孩子的頸動脈上,你感受著底下生命的脈動,彷彿只有這樣,才能將你從方才的夢境裡不踏實的恐懼感中拉回。69Please respect copyright.PENANAaweMXclNfL
69Please respect copyright.PENANAHALQyagYiQ
那時的遺憾,那種後悔的痛,偶爾回想起來,依舊是鮮明的錐心。69Please respect copyright.PENANAbrg7qNeLke
69Please respect copyright.PENANANUB2Hm5B6b
幸好,你回來了。69Please respect copyright.PENANAJw5KOYkOO0
幸好,你終於說出那句你當初後悔沒有說出的話。69Please respect copyright.PENANAlF6se0Q8gA
69Please respect copyright.PENANAFCZO6a2SHS
你再次執起他的手,在無名指上印下一吻,神情虔誠得宛如信徒。69Please respect copyright.PENANAlAEszHmAXi
「褚。」將他的手抵在唇邊,你望向他黑玉般的眸,在他眼裡看見了自己倒映其中的身影。69Please respect copyright.PENANAFHEPE6T5kO
「咦咦咦?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAlHhgL692pB
他有些不知所措,大概是覺得今日的你反常得不似以往吧?69Please respect copyright.PENANAItKEYR5BJH
你彎了彎唇角,看著那張漸漸染上酡紅的清秀小臉。69Please respect copyright.PENANAcN5AXebflm
69Please respect copyright.PENANACOMLhzrTcw
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──69Please respect copyright.PENANAAj8KEiyxBM
69Please respect copyright.PENANACj2Kdnjzpr
「我愛你。」69Please respect copyright.PENANA7Co8x9Kxpp
69Please respect copyright.PENANAurEklZOb85
那一句,你曾經再也無法說出口的話。69Please respect copyright.PENANACG1oiVfUjU
69Please respect copyright.PENANAFjXx7sifiy
69Please respect copyright.PENANAJAAMphSS9K
69Please respect copyright.PENANA5CkZ1vkRkK
69Please respect copyright.PENANAK8HolN8fIE
69Please respect copyright.PENANAyWUYvjDs3O
69Please respect copyright.PENANA39m8b7co0O
69Please respect copyright.PENANAd5RsgN98z8
笑睇著孩子將他發紅發燙的臉蛋埋進你的肩窩,你親吻他早已紅透的耳殼。69Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZghL36fH7
聽著他有些傻呼呼的輕笑,你唇邊的弧度也跟著揚高。69Please respect copyright.PENANAh1CKhyyImf
69Please respect copyright.PENANAbxFWtN76Cv
如果可以,你希望能夠一直一直告訴他,你真的,很愛很愛他。69Please respect copyright.PENANAEMxDbVe76z
69Please respect copyright.PENANAe3Oqlypg5F
69Please respect copyright.PENANAZv2CwmYzlo
69Please respect copyright.PENANAiw0du1BAtz
幸好,他早就已經知道了。69Please respect copyright.PENANAU2256yCffh
69Please respect copyright.PENANAcWXdtM1es6
69Please respect copyright.PENANAtZEiheVKel
69Please respect copyright.PENANAeDqrFmWkEB
69Please respect copyright.PENANAg2hAh3hSTT
69Please respect copyright.PENANAalyl4ExTI0
69Please respect copyright.PENANAYOlSJfETvh
69Please respect copyright.PENANAFwcC04w0wz
69Please respect copyright.PENANA0rRXWEQ17X
69Please respect copyright.PENANAzwLP5cBhgM
69Please respect copyright.PENANA1mH9OgWI1D
69Please respect copyright.PENANAWf4vLnd6az
69Please respect copyright.PENANAB3gEqjfZaD
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崩垮的冰川。69Please respect copyright.PENANACWJ0BUgz0j
人聲嘈雜。69Please respect copyright.PENANAn9D6SqmQPu
69Please respect copyright.PENANAAli43ryiVs
那一個在千年前破壞了父親與他友人之間情誼的男人。69Please respect copyright.PENANAH5Q1LmtZyW
69Please respect copyright.PENANAsU1LGVyH34
那雙美麗又澄澈的眼眸。69Please respect copyright.PENANAHk1pfz2bji
力竭的呼喊。69Please respect copyright.PENANAxGlPtE6yRh
69Please respect copyright.PENANAy6vasSjWnl
『學長──』69Please respect copyright.PENANA2TjJa1itaC
69Please respect copyright.PENANAEQHuqBJ9h1
如果可以,你希望那雙夜眸能夠一直一直注視著你。69Please respect copyright.PENANAyRsfuTSmci
如果可以,你希望,那孩子的溫潤嗓音能夠一直呼喚著你。69Please respect copyright.PENANAgWyMicOo5W
而不是如此心碎的呼喊,在那雙你最喜愛的瞳眸中只能看見驚愕與悲傷。69Please respect copyright.PENANANQimAgIfld
69Please respect copyright.PENANABPoXcJVakG
禇,別哭。69Please respect copyright.PENANAKMm5ggTfme
你想說,卻從此陷入黑暗。69Please respect copyright.PENANAHonNfPqR2q
69Please respect copyright.PENANAdb0bn3CT4N
69Please respect copyright.PENANAPwaOjPv4O5
69Please respect copyright.PENANA3E8SmIkR3d
你一直都知道,周圍的人都困惑著你倆的關係,但為了自身的理由,所以你始終都沒有去點明。69Please respect copyright.PENANAn1zJti4l17
因為沒有點明,那孩子就不會發現自身的情感,也就不會,痛了吧?69Please respect copyright.PENANAIWblMBsvgg
69Please respect copyright.PENANA5dIos1xiNs
他可以一直過著有點衰的日子,從學校畢業後在原世界或守世界找份工作,結婚生子,有著平凡的幸福。69Please respect copyright.PENANAyta56xg7MV
即使你不在了,也不會成為他心頭上的那道傷。69Please respect copyright.PENANA2gcG01N40w
69Please respect copyright.PENANA5pXSiYNlUU
69Please respect copyright.PENANA1yCUewEPu0
原本,你一直都以為自己早已做好離開那黑髮孩子的心理準備,但在目送著天使將他帶走,聽到奇歐妖精的王子爆破冰川的巨大聲響後,毒性爆發、眼前陷入黑暗的那瞬間,你突然有那麼些後悔。69Please respect copyright.PENANA7oVne1I8pz
69Please respect copyright.PENANAHHinIIffgt
你願意為他做任何事,就算他毫不知情、不明白你最深處的情感也無所謂。69Please respect copyright.PENANA6XFjrV8eBo
但在那一刻,你後悔了,徒勞的後悔。69Please respect copyright.PENANADNZfK2H31K
69Please respect copyright.PENANA3pPkiinBeG
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──69Please respect copyright.PENANAStkQTcagT0
69Please respect copyright.PENANAEeBL7BxVXB
告訴他──69Please respect copyright.PENANAq7W3TjnlzE
69Please respect copyright.PENANAzDT7OComT3
褚──69Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7CWprJ6Pf
69Please respect copyright.PENANA9f5BI4HO12
69Please respect copyright.PENANABWmwsdWpZo
69Please respect copyright.PENANAoaT5gupcLP
猛然睜開眼,你的血紅瞳眸中一片清明,沒有剛醒的倦意。69Please respect copyright.PENANAwfUEhRHIuf
你盯著天花板,突然想起自己早已回歸,你早已向你所愛的黑髮孩子表白,你甚至仍清楚記得,當時他喜極而泣的絕美模樣。69Please respect copyright.PENANAO3JrZLHBte
從沙發上起身,你不小心將堆在一旁的資料掃落,書籍卷冊嘩啦啦地掉落,散落一地。69Please respect copyright.PENANAzYtTksZ0Mq
昨晚研究情報太久了,大概是太累了,所以才不小心睡著了吧?69Please respect copyright.PENANAVJ4guxfvdK
你掀開大概是孩子起來後替你蓋上的毯子,看見他從門口走了進來。69Please respect copyright.PENANAmq0Q1bSuqa
「啊……學長,你醒了?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAjXjYWiCPVB
「嗯。」你定定地看著他,沒說什麼,等到他靠近後,拉住他的手,將他扯進自己懷裡。69Please respect copyright.PENANAAD3hRMq1BL
「咦……啊!」69Please respect copyright.PENANAmwMir6ApIm
他手足無措地被你摟著,你沒說話,只是緊抱著他柔軟纖細的身子,將臉埋在他的頸窩,感受著他有些孩子氣的軟軟甜香。69Please respect copyright.PENANApUv3EF7fgF
「學、學長……?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAvusOH2fgGx
此時你看不見他的表情,但從他慌亂的聲音,你大概可以猜想是「學長又壞掉了嗎要不要請輔長來看看」之類沒營養的東西。69Please respect copyright.PENANAkVhaUnr8yA
你稍稍拉開彼此的距離,執起他的手,在手背上落下一吻。接著移到他柔軟的掌心,沿著臂緣上移,到他圓潤的肩頭、精巧的鎖骨,最後是他柔韌白皙的頸。69Please respect copyright.PENANASoXFjCgMWE
「學學學學長!?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAbX55NFmlQb
就算是早已表明了心意,他對於這種過於親密的行為還是無法習慣,想要掙扎又不敢亂動,只能僵在你的懷裡。 69Please respect copyright.PENANATMM4QknYob
69Please respect copyright.PENANAvqAeQZLex2
順著他頸子的優美弧度舔吮著,你依舊沒有回答。將唇抵在黑髮孩子的頸動脈上,你感受著底下生命的脈動,彷彿只有這樣,才能將你從方才的夢境裡不踏實的恐懼感中拉回。69Please respect copyright.PENANAaweMXclNfL
69Please respect copyright.PENANAHALQyagYiQ
那時的遺憾,那種後悔的痛,偶爾回想起來,依舊是鮮明的錐心。69Please respect copyright.PENANAbrg7qNeLke
69Please respect copyright.PENANANUB2Hm5B6b
幸好,你回來了。69Please respect copyright.PENANAJw5KOYkOO0
幸好,你終於說出那句你當初後悔沒有說出的話。69Please respect copyright.PENANAlF6se0Q8gA
69Please respect copyright.PENANAFCZO6a2SHS
你再次執起他的手,在無名指上印下一吻,神情虔誠得宛如信徒。69Please respect copyright.PENANAlAEszHmAXi
「褚。」將他的手抵在唇邊,你望向他黑玉般的眸,在他眼裡看見了自己倒映其中的身影。69Please respect copyright.PENANAFHEPE6T5kO
「咦咦咦?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAlHhgL692pB
他有些不知所措,大概是覺得今日的你反常得不似以往吧?69Please respect copyright.PENANAItKEYR5BJH
你彎了彎唇角,看著那張漸漸染上酡紅的清秀小臉。69Please respect copyright.PENANAcN5AXebflm
69Please respect copyright.PENANACOMLhzrTcw
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──69Please respect copyright.PENANAAj8KEiyxBM
69Please respect copyright.PENANACj2Kdnjzpr
「我愛你。」69Please respect copyright.PENANA7Co8x9Kxpp
69Please respect copyright.PENANAurEklZOb85
那一句,你曾經再也無法說出口的話。69Please respect copyright.PENANACG1oiVfUjU
69Please respect copyright.PENANAFjXx7sifiy
69Please respect copyright.PENANAJAAMphSS9K
69Please respect copyright.PENANA5CkZ1vkRkK
69Please respect copyright.PENANAK8HolN8fIE
69Please respect copyright.PENANAyWUYvjDs3O
69Please respect copyright.PENANA39m8b7co0O
69Please respect copyright.PENANAd5RsgN98z8
笑睇著孩子將他發紅發燙的臉蛋埋進你的肩窩,你親吻他早已紅透的耳殼。69Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZghL36fH7
聽著他有些傻呼呼的輕笑,你唇邊的弧度也跟著揚高。69Please respect copyright.PENANAh1CKhyyImf
69Please respect copyright.PENANAbxFWtN76Cv
如果可以,你希望能夠一直一直告訴他,你真的,很愛很愛他。69Please respect copyright.PENANAEMxDbVe76z
69Please respect copyright.PENANAe3Oqlypg5F
69Please respect copyright.PENANAZv2CwmYzlo
69Please respect copyright.PENANAiw0du1BAtz
幸好,他早就已經知道了。69Please respect copyright.PENANAU2256yCffh
69Please respect copyright.PENANAcWXdtM1es6
69Please respect copyright.PENANAtZEiheVKel
69Please respect copyright.PENANAeDqrFmWkEB
69Please respect copyright.PENANAg2hAh3hSTT
69Please respect copyright.PENANAalyl4ExTI0
69Please respect copyright.PENANAYOlSJfETvh
69Please respect copyright.PENANAFwcC04w0wz
69Please respect copyright.PENANA0rRXWEQ17X
69Please respect copyright.PENANAzwLP5cBhgM
69Please respect copyright.PENANA1mH9OgWI1D
69Please respect copyright.PENANAWf4vLnd6az
69Please respect copyright.PENANAB3gEqjfZaD
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69Please respect copyright.PENANAgEppFIgqzs
夜安,這裡是因為太過煩躁所以上來發文的藍。
夜安,這裡是因為太過煩躁所以上來發文的藍。
其實這篇只是很想寫寫學長當時的心境,所以也是很一般的題材。69Please respect copyright.PENANAXh0MaOZidp
雖然如此,但在寫手稿時,不知怎麼的,卻一整個心酸到頭發麻QAQQQQ
雖然如此,但在寫手稿時,不知怎麼的,卻一整個心酸到頭發麻QAQQQQ
這篇的標題真的超難決定的,藍當時真的想超久的,後來還是決定就用最簡單的管他高不高級了OILLLL
幸好著當時的遺憾被彌補了,幸好著後悔的已了結了69Please respect copyright.PENANAHi2ELt69qm
一切都圓滿,毫無遺憾了69Please respect copyright.PENANAUdc9i408Gd
大概就是這樣的感覺OWO
一切都圓滿,毫無遺憾了69Please respect copyright.PENANAUdc9i408Gd
大概就是這樣的感覺OWO
69Please respect copyright.PENANAYriMBZzLWV
我腦袋一片空白忘了要講什麼了,就先這樣囉QAQQQQQ
我腦袋一片空白忘了要講什麼了,就先這樣囉QAQQQQQ
以上,感謝鍵閱唷OWO//69Please respect copyright.PENANAYuq0hZ0dWx
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