59Please respect copyright.PENANAeqvdWoDFCq
崩垮的冰川。59Please respect copyright.PENANAR4VF9R6u8y
人聲嘈雜。59Please respect copyright.PENANAJq4et3LOOH
59Please respect copyright.PENANAnIU0A9WxIr
那一個在千年前破壞了父親與他友人之間情誼的男人。59Please respect copyright.PENANAk2NbrPPUPm
59Please respect copyright.PENANA8lAmgme2oF
那雙美麗又澄澈的眼眸。59Please respect copyright.PENANA5NYgQScWkX
力竭的呼喊。59Please respect copyright.PENANA3PgMbDhLwc
59Please respect copyright.PENANA1KOoOnfJGy
『學長──』59Please respect copyright.PENANAjvIP03V2Kt
59Please respect copyright.PENANAPA7UB95Brr
如果可以,你希望那雙夜眸能夠一直一直注視著你。59Please respect copyright.PENANAW1qgGvCBa3
如果可以,你希望,那孩子的溫潤嗓音能夠一直呼喚著你。59Please respect copyright.PENANALg8h9PVoIg
而不是如此心碎的呼喊,在那雙你最喜愛的瞳眸中只能看見驚愕與悲傷。59Please respect copyright.PENANAwTQQHDUSqb
59Please respect copyright.PENANAWbWF0Tmt3S
禇,別哭。59Please respect copyright.PENANAaXQYF7otMA
你想說,卻從此陷入黑暗。59Please respect copyright.PENANAEqc2LWjpVF
59Please respect copyright.PENANAqjRIh49008
59Please respect copyright.PENANAuE4wJMBJnA
59Please respect copyright.PENANAgkJ2dzJ305
你一直都知道,周圍的人都困惑著你倆的關係,但為了自身的理由,所以你始終都沒有去點明。59Please respect copyright.PENANAhRBVfkw6Ma
因為沒有點明,那孩子就不會發現自身的情感,也就不會,痛了吧?59Please respect copyright.PENANAM2zH4JfDfI
59Please respect copyright.PENANA9dfoJNBIak
他可以一直過著有點衰的日子,從學校畢業後在原世界或守世界找份工作,結婚生子,有著平凡的幸福。59Please respect copyright.PENANADD5m9JwS5L
即使你不在了,也不會成為他心頭上的那道傷。59Please respect copyright.PENANAH389QaB9CZ
59Please respect copyright.PENANAk7XBuWT3zP
59Please respect copyright.PENANA1cnG83ySaL
原本,你一直都以為自己早已做好離開那黑髮孩子的心理準備,但在目送著天使將他帶走,聽到奇歐妖精的王子爆破冰川的巨大聲響後,毒性爆發、眼前陷入黑暗的那瞬間,你突然有那麼些後悔。59Please respect copyright.PENANApKdBMNiEDD
59Please respect copyright.PENANAvonm3gXHIP
你願意為他做任何事,就算他毫不知情、不明白你最深處的情感也無所謂。59Please respect copyright.PENANAxC6wOhm9Se
但在那一刻,你後悔了,徒勞的後悔。59Please respect copyright.PENANAnjWfxJk1nD
59Please respect copyright.PENANAuytTjcjLv8
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──59Please respect copyright.PENANAtED6FD8VfL
59Please respect copyright.PENANA8kIu68MD1J
告訴他──59Please respect copyright.PENANAgtwLf4dNy0
59Please respect copyright.PENANAanQtCSu5a9
褚──59Please respect copyright.PENANANjinsrDLIk
59Please respect copyright.PENANAC8IF5sX4L5
59Please respect copyright.PENANAlBtoYwMD4P
59Please respect copyright.PENANA6vV9l4iJ7M
猛然睜開眼,你的血紅瞳眸中一片清明,沒有剛醒的倦意。59Please respect copyright.PENANAb5Sgu18djV
你盯著天花板,突然想起自己早已回歸,你早已向你所愛的黑髮孩子表白,你甚至仍清楚記得,當時他喜極而泣的絕美模樣。59Please respect copyright.PENANAcGHcuGJ1TU
從沙發上起身,你不小心將堆在一旁的資料掃落,書籍卷冊嘩啦啦地掉落,散落一地。59Please respect copyright.PENANATxnzbCryga
昨晚研究情報太久了,大概是太累了,所以才不小心睡著了吧?59Please respect copyright.PENANAKCfZDtNsaX
你掀開大概是孩子起來後替你蓋上的毯子,看見他從門口走了進來。59Please respect copyright.PENANADl3UO2whfb
「啊……學長,你醒了?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAERgpGzWNvo
「嗯。」你定定地看著他,沒說什麼,等到他靠近後,拉住他的手,將他扯進自己懷裡。59Please respect copyright.PENANAxYbm5SPrIB
「咦……啊!」59Please respect copyright.PENANAUTVVvnmkrS
他手足無措地被你摟著,你沒說話,只是緊抱著他柔軟纖細的身子,將臉埋在他的頸窩,感受著他有些孩子氣的軟軟甜香。59Please respect copyright.PENANAj110UHGsSS
「學、學長……?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAHO8S2fJCMo
此時你看不見他的表情,但從他慌亂的聲音,你大概可以猜想是「學長又壞掉了嗎要不要請輔長來看看」之類沒營養的東西。59Please respect copyright.PENANAIZ4lfKNKFs
你稍稍拉開彼此的距離,執起他的手,在手背上落下一吻。接著移到他柔軟的掌心,沿著臂緣上移,到他圓潤的肩頭、精巧的鎖骨,最後是他柔韌白皙的頸。59Please respect copyright.PENANAfTzdRtVfGI
「學學學學長!?」59Please respect copyright.PENANALVQ8nCETx1
就算是早已表明了心意,他對於這種過於親密的行為還是無法習慣,想要掙扎又不敢亂動,只能僵在你的懷裡。 59Please respect copyright.PENANALzUOqLYqHP
59Please respect copyright.PENANATEti4TdQZr
順著他頸子的優美弧度舔吮著,你依舊沒有回答。將唇抵在黑髮孩子的頸動脈上,你感受著底下生命的脈動,彷彿只有這樣,才能將你從方才的夢境裡不踏實的恐懼感中拉回。59Please respect copyright.PENANAx3yyxTAKhF
59Please respect copyright.PENANAPzEuhUliOe
那時的遺憾,那種後悔的痛,偶爾回想起來,依舊是鮮明的錐心。59Please respect copyright.PENANAHjCuSvfBmo
59Please respect copyright.PENANAQcxG7bBnyR
幸好,你回來了。59Please respect copyright.PENANAnVbLOkemEx
幸好,你終於說出那句你當初後悔沒有說出的話。59Please respect copyright.PENANAs8WJYtnBBh
59Please respect copyright.PENANA051h1iiVmW
你再次執起他的手,在無名指上印下一吻,神情虔誠得宛如信徒。59Please respect copyright.PENANA16kMZ7hHAC
「褚。」將他的手抵在唇邊,你望向他黑玉般的眸,在他眼裡看見了自己倒映其中的身影。59Please respect copyright.PENANADeRZ8D7X0j
「咦咦咦?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAYBJwyJRESG
他有些不知所措,大概是覺得今日的你反常得不似以往吧?59Please respect copyright.PENANAK0ghb7IbsY
你彎了彎唇角,看著那張漸漸染上酡紅的清秀小臉。59Please respect copyright.PENANAHkLISshjnI
59Please respect copyright.PENANAMWn3g6LRCL
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──59Please respect copyright.PENANAIJmlmxKZYb
59Please respect copyright.PENANAvKBil1I0Xj
「我愛你。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAvNXja5fUHa
59Please respect copyright.PENANAEKTogymTCG
那一句,你曾經再也無法說出口的話。59Please respect copyright.PENANAev3eeANePQ
59Please respect copyright.PENANAyW7ugH8H9n
59Please respect copyright.PENANAh1ujFwWNPR
59Please respect copyright.PENANAzjubZudL7Y
59Please respect copyright.PENANAERgsxBV79R
59Please respect copyright.PENANAhDpPaX2kIg
59Please respect copyright.PENANABI57Ks4UwY
59Please respect copyright.PENANAGwHkehAapc
笑睇著孩子將他發紅發燙的臉蛋埋進你的肩窩,你親吻他早已紅透的耳殼。59Please respect copyright.PENANAED6cOv2bSD
聽著他有些傻呼呼的輕笑,你唇邊的弧度也跟著揚高。59Please respect copyright.PENANAJn7SHqNtMP
59Please respect copyright.PENANACVKFbLvpjK
如果可以,你希望能夠一直一直告訴他,你真的,很愛很愛他。59Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ske8cbX3i
59Please respect copyright.PENANAuRqEtdW1UO
59Please respect copyright.PENANAqcURpPPfw9
59Please respect copyright.PENANAkYTJAN2RLK
幸好,他早就已經知道了。59Please respect copyright.PENANAqYLDsT9zK5
59Please respect copyright.PENANAveM0Fr7a5H
59Please respect copyright.PENANAkGFU2cm6g6
59Please respect copyright.PENANAtMuGUQjJjq
59Please respect copyright.PENANAqhyxK5TfbE
59Please respect copyright.PENANAQE8kaJvL1m
59Please respect copyright.PENANAux0cITqvAB
59Please respect copyright.PENANAyyORVYyXK1
59Please respect copyright.PENANA8NI56z5Kw8
59Please respect copyright.PENANAHyAzlidIF9
59Please respect copyright.PENANAUuKTL17bjQ
59Please respect copyright.PENANAHgRLRB3dud
59Please respect copyright.PENANAAwJETXiRlt
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崩垮的冰川。59Please respect copyright.PENANAR4VF9R6u8y
人聲嘈雜。59Please respect copyright.PENANAJq4et3LOOH
59Please respect copyright.PENANAnIU0A9WxIr
那一個在千年前破壞了父親與他友人之間情誼的男人。59Please respect copyright.PENANAk2NbrPPUPm
59Please respect copyright.PENANA8lAmgme2oF
那雙美麗又澄澈的眼眸。59Please respect copyright.PENANA5NYgQScWkX
力竭的呼喊。59Please respect copyright.PENANA3PgMbDhLwc
59Please respect copyright.PENANA1KOoOnfJGy
『學長──』59Please respect copyright.PENANAjvIP03V2Kt
59Please respect copyright.PENANAPA7UB95Brr
如果可以,你希望那雙夜眸能夠一直一直注視著你。59Please respect copyright.PENANAW1qgGvCBa3
如果可以,你希望,那孩子的溫潤嗓音能夠一直呼喚著你。59Please respect copyright.PENANALg8h9PVoIg
而不是如此心碎的呼喊,在那雙你最喜愛的瞳眸中只能看見驚愕與悲傷。59Please respect copyright.PENANAwTQQHDUSqb
59Please respect copyright.PENANAWbWF0Tmt3S
禇,別哭。59Please respect copyright.PENANAaXQYF7otMA
你想說,卻從此陷入黑暗。59Please respect copyright.PENANAEqc2LWjpVF
59Please respect copyright.PENANAqjRIh49008
59Please respect copyright.PENANAuE4wJMBJnA
59Please respect copyright.PENANAgkJ2dzJ305
你一直都知道,周圍的人都困惑著你倆的關係,但為了自身的理由,所以你始終都沒有去點明。59Please respect copyright.PENANAhRBVfkw6Ma
因為沒有點明,那孩子就不會發現自身的情感,也就不會,痛了吧?59Please respect copyright.PENANAM2zH4JfDfI
59Please respect copyright.PENANA9dfoJNBIak
他可以一直過著有點衰的日子,從學校畢業後在原世界或守世界找份工作,結婚生子,有著平凡的幸福。59Please respect copyright.PENANADD5m9JwS5L
即使你不在了,也不會成為他心頭上的那道傷。59Please respect copyright.PENANAH389QaB9CZ
59Please respect copyright.PENANAk7XBuWT3zP
59Please respect copyright.PENANA1cnG83ySaL
原本,你一直都以為自己早已做好離開那黑髮孩子的心理準備,但在目送著天使將他帶走,聽到奇歐妖精的王子爆破冰川的巨大聲響後,毒性爆發、眼前陷入黑暗的那瞬間,你突然有那麼些後悔。59Please respect copyright.PENANApKdBMNiEDD
59Please respect copyright.PENANAvonm3gXHIP
你願意為他做任何事,就算他毫不知情、不明白你最深處的情感也無所謂。59Please respect copyright.PENANAxC6wOhm9Se
但在那一刻,你後悔了,徒勞的後悔。59Please respect copyright.PENANAnjWfxJk1nD
59Please respect copyright.PENANAuytTjcjLv8
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──59Please respect copyright.PENANAtED6FD8VfL
59Please respect copyright.PENANA8kIu68MD1J
告訴他──59Please respect copyright.PENANAgtwLf4dNy0
59Please respect copyright.PENANAanQtCSu5a9
褚──59Please respect copyright.PENANANjinsrDLIk
59Please respect copyright.PENANAC8IF5sX4L5
59Please respect copyright.PENANAlBtoYwMD4P
59Please respect copyright.PENANA6vV9l4iJ7M
猛然睜開眼,你的血紅瞳眸中一片清明,沒有剛醒的倦意。59Please respect copyright.PENANAb5Sgu18djV
你盯著天花板,突然想起自己早已回歸,你早已向你所愛的黑髮孩子表白,你甚至仍清楚記得,當時他喜極而泣的絕美模樣。59Please respect copyright.PENANAcGHcuGJ1TU
從沙發上起身,你不小心將堆在一旁的資料掃落,書籍卷冊嘩啦啦地掉落,散落一地。59Please respect copyright.PENANATxnzbCryga
昨晚研究情報太久了,大概是太累了,所以才不小心睡著了吧?59Please respect copyright.PENANAKCfZDtNsaX
你掀開大概是孩子起來後替你蓋上的毯子,看見他從門口走了進來。59Please respect copyright.PENANADl3UO2whfb
「啊……學長,你醒了?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAERgpGzWNvo
「嗯。」你定定地看著他,沒說什麼,等到他靠近後,拉住他的手,將他扯進自己懷裡。59Please respect copyright.PENANAxYbm5SPrIB
「咦……啊!」59Please respect copyright.PENANAUTVVvnmkrS
他手足無措地被你摟著,你沒說話,只是緊抱著他柔軟纖細的身子,將臉埋在他的頸窩,感受著他有些孩子氣的軟軟甜香。59Please respect copyright.PENANAj110UHGsSS
「學、學長……?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAHO8S2fJCMo
此時你看不見他的表情,但從他慌亂的聲音,你大概可以猜想是「學長又壞掉了嗎要不要請輔長來看看」之類沒營養的東西。59Please respect copyright.PENANAIZ4lfKNKFs
你稍稍拉開彼此的距離,執起他的手,在手背上落下一吻。接著移到他柔軟的掌心,沿著臂緣上移,到他圓潤的肩頭、精巧的鎖骨,最後是他柔韌白皙的頸。59Please respect copyright.PENANAfTzdRtVfGI
「學學學學長!?」59Please respect copyright.PENANALVQ8nCETx1
就算是早已表明了心意,他對於這種過於親密的行為還是無法習慣,想要掙扎又不敢亂動,只能僵在你的懷裡。 59Please respect copyright.PENANALzUOqLYqHP
59Please respect copyright.PENANATEti4TdQZr
順著他頸子的優美弧度舔吮著,你依舊沒有回答。將唇抵在黑髮孩子的頸動脈上,你感受著底下生命的脈動,彷彿只有這樣,才能將你從方才的夢境裡不踏實的恐懼感中拉回。59Please respect copyright.PENANAx3yyxTAKhF
59Please respect copyright.PENANAPzEuhUliOe
那時的遺憾,那種後悔的痛,偶爾回想起來,依舊是鮮明的錐心。59Please respect copyright.PENANAHjCuSvfBmo
59Please respect copyright.PENANAQcxG7bBnyR
幸好,你回來了。59Please respect copyright.PENANAnVbLOkemEx
幸好,你終於說出那句你當初後悔沒有說出的話。59Please respect copyright.PENANAs8WJYtnBBh
59Please respect copyright.PENANA051h1iiVmW
你再次執起他的手,在無名指上印下一吻,神情虔誠得宛如信徒。59Please respect copyright.PENANA16kMZ7hHAC
「褚。」將他的手抵在唇邊,你望向他黑玉般的眸,在他眼裡看見了自己倒映其中的身影。59Please respect copyright.PENANADeRZ8D7X0j
「咦咦咦?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAYBJwyJRESG
他有些不知所措,大概是覺得今日的你反常得不似以往吧?59Please respect copyright.PENANAK0ghb7IbsY
你彎了彎唇角,看著那張漸漸染上酡紅的清秀小臉。59Please respect copyright.PENANAHkLISshjnI
59Please respect copyright.PENANAMWn3g6LRCL
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──59Please respect copyright.PENANAIJmlmxKZYb
59Please respect copyright.PENANAvKBil1I0Xj
「我愛你。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAvNXja5fUHa
59Please respect copyright.PENANAEKTogymTCG
那一句,你曾經再也無法說出口的話。59Please respect copyright.PENANAev3eeANePQ
59Please respect copyright.PENANAyW7ugH8H9n
59Please respect copyright.PENANAh1ujFwWNPR
59Please respect copyright.PENANAzjubZudL7Y
59Please respect copyright.PENANAERgsxBV79R
59Please respect copyright.PENANAhDpPaX2kIg
59Please respect copyright.PENANABI57Ks4UwY
59Please respect copyright.PENANAGwHkehAapc
笑睇著孩子將他發紅發燙的臉蛋埋進你的肩窩,你親吻他早已紅透的耳殼。59Please respect copyright.PENANAED6cOv2bSD
聽著他有些傻呼呼的輕笑,你唇邊的弧度也跟著揚高。59Please respect copyright.PENANAJn7SHqNtMP
59Please respect copyright.PENANACVKFbLvpjK
如果可以,你希望能夠一直一直告訴他,你真的,很愛很愛他。59Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ske8cbX3i
59Please respect copyright.PENANAuRqEtdW1UO
59Please respect copyright.PENANAqcURpPPfw9
59Please respect copyright.PENANAkYTJAN2RLK
幸好,他早就已經知道了。59Please respect copyright.PENANAqYLDsT9zK5
59Please respect copyright.PENANAveM0Fr7a5H
59Please respect copyright.PENANAkGFU2cm6g6
59Please respect copyright.PENANAtMuGUQjJjq
59Please respect copyright.PENANAqhyxK5TfbE
59Please respect copyright.PENANAQE8kaJvL1m
59Please respect copyright.PENANAux0cITqvAB
59Please respect copyright.PENANAyyORVYyXK1
59Please respect copyright.PENANA8NI56z5Kw8
59Please respect copyright.PENANAHyAzlidIF9
59Please respect copyright.PENANAUuKTL17bjQ
59Please respect copyright.PENANAHgRLRB3dud
59Please respect copyright.PENANAAwJETXiRlt
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夜安,這裡是因為太過煩躁所以上來發文的藍。
夜安,這裡是因為太過煩躁所以上來發文的藍。
其實這篇只是很想寫寫學長當時的心境,所以也是很一般的題材。59Please respect copyright.PENANAorjUTTRvjk
雖然如此,但在寫手稿時,不知怎麼的,卻一整個心酸到頭發麻QAQQQQ
雖然如此,但在寫手稿時,不知怎麼的,卻一整個心酸到頭發麻QAQQQQ
這篇的標題真的超難決定的,藍當時真的想超久的,後來還是決定就用最簡單的管他高不高級了OILLLL
幸好著當時的遺憾被彌補了,幸好著後悔的已了結了59Please respect copyright.PENANAOW7huv8nZF
一切都圓滿,毫無遺憾了59Please respect copyright.PENANAyVOGQEdsHM
大概就是這樣的感覺OWO
一切都圓滿,毫無遺憾了59Please respect copyright.PENANAyVOGQEdsHM
大概就是這樣的感覺OWO
59Please respect copyright.PENANAjmnqP50Zz6
我腦袋一片空白忘了要講什麼了,就先這樣囉QAQQQQQ
我腦袋一片空白忘了要講什麼了,就先這樣囉QAQQQQQ
以上,感謝鍵閱唷OWO//59Please respect copyright.PENANAPxw30vOfrT
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