61Please respect copyright.PENANAmypgCgAk7k
崩垮的冰川。61Please respect copyright.PENANATvYqIXNRzJ
人聲嘈雜。61Please respect copyright.PENANAMGGNHhVVxG
61Please respect copyright.PENANAygkGjPSlWK
那一個在千年前破壞了父親與他友人之間情誼的男人。61Please respect copyright.PENANAxXaoWeI8dn
61Please respect copyright.PENANAqFIJYyzdPW
那雙美麗又澄澈的眼眸。61Please respect copyright.PENANATcYMNSxg0b
力竭的呼喊。61Please respect copyright.PENANAQh1AlpCa0R
61Please respect copyright.PENANAXdZUVz0mZk
『學長──』61Please respect copyright.PENANAJbWg9NpdmN
61Please respect copyright.PENANAvCo0cWVHO9
如果可以,你希望那雙夜眸能夠一直一直注視著你。61Please respect copyright.PENANAfAEmsEOS8H
如果可以,你希望,那孩子的溫潤嗓音能夠一直呼喚著你。61Please respect copyright.PENANA5tnm0gKiSk
而不是如此心碎的呼喊,在那雙你最喜愛的瞳眸中只能看見驚愕與悲傷。61Please respect copyright.PENANAJglE2HYYjR
61Please respect copyright.PENANA53L9Yppqvj
禇,別哭。61Please respect copyright.PENANAkzqCQedKlM
你想說,卻從此陷入黑暗。61Please respect copyright.PENANAsT233LjJsH
61Please respect copyright.PENANACtp1JygBRj
61Please respect copyright.PENANAN1pFe9UX6J
61Please respect copyright.PENANAj0PdXLASQS
你一直都知道,周圍的人都困惑著你倆的關係,但為了自身的理由,所以你始終都沒有去點明。61Please respect copyright.PENANABkMj0FIAor
因為沒有點明,那孩子就不會發現自身的情感,也就不會,痛了吧?61Please respect copyright.PENANAu8DXMqSsV8
61Please respect copyright.PENANAILAuLeUlPb
他可以一直過著有點衰的日子,從學校畢業後在原世界或守世界找份工作,結婚生子,有著平凡的幸福。61Please respect copyright.PENANATFmCZauZTK
即使你不在了,也不會成為他心頭上的那道傷。61Please respect copyright.PENANAr4lB58GKuv
61Please respect copyright.PENANAT8I4bD8JSu
61Please respect copyright.PENANAjNkDP5f4xQ
原本,你一直都以為自己早已做好離開那黑髮孩子的心理準備,但在目送著天使將他帶走,聽到奇歐妖精的王子爆破冰川的巨大聲響後,毒性爆發、眼前陷入黑暗的那瞬間,你突然有那麼些後悔。61Please respect copyright.PENANA9DCiwHd9pm
61Please respect copyright.PENANANiSW88DRMz
你願意為他做任何事,就算他毫不知情、不明白你最深處的情感也無所謂。61Please respect copyright.PENANAlaqS43sXwl
但在那一刻,你後悔了,徒勞的後悔。61Please respect copyright.PENANAspOuNn2WvP
61Please respect copyright.PENANAo9LsxvTLup
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──61Please respect copyright.PENANA8jxXUzYPmq
61Please respect copyright.PENANAAhno6TC1KC
告訴他──61Please respect copyright.PENANAGwa5PBGCBJ
61Please respect copyright.PENANAyBL9Xekipq
褚──61Please respect copyright.PENANAgnBUK8P6gq
61Please respect copyright.PENANArZNHqG7IdB
61Please respect copyright.PENANAJqd8lXWHME
61Please respect copyright.PENANASAVf97qbEM
猛然睜開眼,你的血紅瞳眸中一片清明,沒有剛醒的倦意。61Please respect copyright.PENANAl42UfnoxZ8
你盯著天花板,突然想起自己早已回歸,你早已向你所愛的黑髮孩子表白,你甚至仍清楚記得,當時他喜極而泣的絕美模樣。61Please respect copyright.PENANAueFLZZhSEU
從沙發上起身,你不小心將堆在一旁的資料掃落,書籍卷冊嘩啦啦地掉落,散落一地。61Please respect copyright.PENANAUGZk6pyTaS
昨晚研究情報太久了,大概是太累了,所以才不小心睡著了吧?61Please respect copyright.PENANAEbraAROKsF
你掀開大概是孩子起來後替你蓋上的毯子,看見他從門口走了進來。61Please respect copyright.PENANAebJRDd7Bmu
「啊……學長,你醒了?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAV3vQvDDsdb
「嗯。」你定定地看著他,沒說什麼,等到他靠近後,拉住他的手,將他扯進自己懷裡。61Please respect copyright.PENANAmPX8TdK69E
「咦……啊!」61Please respect copyright.PENANAsREJFjZPaF
他手足無措地被你摟著,你沒說話,只是緊抱著他柔軟纖細的身子,將臉埋在他的頸窩,感受著他有些孩子氣的軟軟甜香。61Please respect copyright.PENANAHI8N64vnNR
「學、學長……?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAHuZa4zhByf
此時你看不見他的表情,但從他慌亂的聲音,你大概可以猜想是「學長又壞掉了嗎要不要請輔長來看看」之類沒營養的東西。61Please respect copyright.PENANAjb78lor83d
你稍稍拉開彼此的距離,執起他的手,在手背上落下一吻。接著移到他柔軟的掌心,沿著臂緣上移,到他圓潤的肩頭、精巧的鎖骨,最後是他柔韌白皙的頸。61Please respect copyright.PENANAx9JxH9YIob
「學學學學長!?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAVZsolgEAo5
就算是早已表明了心意,他對於這種過於親密的行為還是無法習慣,想要掙扎又不敢亂動,只能僵在你的懷裡。 61Please respect copyright.PENANA3MF9LWtwLW
61Please respect copyright.PENANAbEyRD6MxLt
順著他頸子的優美弧度舔吮著,你依舊沒有回答。將唇抵在黑髮孩子的頸動脈上,你感受著底下生命的脈動,彷彿只有這樣,才能將你從方才的夢境裡不踏實的恐懼感中拉回。61Please respect copyright.PENANAi6rqqepXKF
61Please respect copyright.PENANA07I14uFRmD
那時的遺憾,那種後悔的痛,偶爾回想起來,依舊是鮮明的錐心。61Please respect copyright.PENANAMQ8ebdZ0wt
61Please respect copyright.PENANAnMUA8ZFSo4
幸好,你回來了。61Please respect copyright.PENANABPBcrWT0Rz
幸好,你終於說出那句你當初後悔沒有說出的話。61Please respect copyright.PENANAeahWq0ntX5
61Please respect copyright.PENANA6Z40olYM1z
你再次執起他的手,在無名指上印下一吻,神情虔誠得宛如信徒。61Please respect copyright.PENANASrwAvdoWWE
「褚。」將他的手抵在唇邊,你望向他黑玉般的眸,在他眼裡看見了自己倒映其中的身影。61Please respect copyright.PENANAJQ01nUJu1Q
「咦咦咦?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAOAYXd7cBz7
他有些不知所措,大概是覺得今日的你反常得不似以往吧?61Please respect copyright.PENANAbQgn4iLY9m
你彎了彎唇角,看著那張漸漸染上酡紅的清秀小臉。61Please respect copyright.PENANA2GRoVgH1IX
61Please respect copyright.PENANApgzPtml0PY
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──61Please respect copyright.PENANAq86DGYXfWb
61Please respect copyright.PENANAskqFeqIdO7
「我愛你。」61Please respect copyright.PENANA7x5UyrLD90
61Please respect copyright.PENANAQfDJ9NDu1f
那一句,你曾經再也無法說出口的話。61Please respect copyright.PENANAtDbpZpY2Fa
61Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4OhqeNj4J
61Please respect copyright.PENANA5Bu0Psi4Kq
61Please respect copyright.PENANAOS5KoVtUpv
61Please respect copyright.PENANAr0z3fxIYwD
61Please respect copyright.PENANAmJZcRKmjlx
61Please respect copyright.PENANAkXHQ7NEx97
61Please respect copyright.PENANALwe1C8JX6e
笑睇著孩子將他發紅發燙的臉蛋埋進你的肩窩,你親吻他早已紅透的耳殼。61Please respect copyright.PENANABhtG313jPl
聽著他有些傻呼呼的輕笑,你唇邊的弧度也跟著揚高。61Please respect copyright.PENANAsx5AZGLkkX
61Please respect copyright.PENANAudDqKX1E5T
如果可以,你希望能夠一直一直告訴他,你真的,很愛很愛他。61Please respect copyright.PENANAIvZscUvp3x
61Please respect copyright.PENANAut4mpvmPd5
61Please respect copyright.PENANAcH8PEXESPe
61Please respect copyright.PENANArqTvTfrtXc
幸好,他早就已經知道了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAcGYfuS30sM
61Please respect copyright.PENANAsoj2UusdSD
61Please respect copyright.PENANAX6yZImKOZx
61Please respect copyright.PENANAPFH2ckewMf
61Please respect copyright.PENANAtcsvEIZeQO
61Please respect copyright.PENANAZcZb2INkZb
61Please respect copyright.PENANAE7s4kc9txt
61Please respect copyright.PENANAQatMOs0PUW
61Please respect copyright.PENANAZXZGoUldPX
61Please respect copyright.PENANA1FUO46wq1G
61Please respect copyright.PENANAcVgGUzPQPj
61Please respect copyright.PENANAe3NrSLKdT5
61Please respect copyright.PENANArFKk8drsgr
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崩垮的冰川。61Please respect copyright.PENANATvYqIXNRzJ
人聲嘈雜。61Please respect copyright.PENANAMGGNHhVVxG
61Please respect copyright.PENANAygkGjPSlWK
那一個在千年前破壞了父親與他友人之間情誼的男人。61Please respect copyright.PENANAxXaoWeI8dn
61Please respect copyright.PENANAqFIJYyzdPW
那雙美麗又澄澈的眼眸。61Please respect copyright.PENANATcYMNSxg0b
力竭的呼喊。61Please respect copyright.PENANAQh1AlpCa0R
61Please respect copyright.PENANAXdZUVz0mZk
『學長──』61Please respect copyright.PENANAJbWg9NpdmN
61Please respect copyright.PENANAvCo0cWVHO9
如果可以,你希望那雙夜眸能夠一直一直注視著你。61Please respect copyright.PENANAfAEmsEOS8H
如果可以,你希望,那孩子的溫潤嗓音能夠一直呼喚著你。61Please respect copyright.PENANA5tnm0gKiSk
而不是如此心碎的呼喊,在那雙你最喜愛的瞳眸中只能看見驚愕與悲傷。61Please respect copyright.PENANAJglE2HYYjR
61Please respect copyright.PENANA53L9Yppqvj
禇,別哭。61Please respect copyright.PENANAkzqCQedKlM
你想說,卻從此陷入黑暗。61Please respect copyright.PENANAsT233LjJsH
61Please respect copyright.PENANACtp1JygBRj
61Please respect copyright.PENANAN1pFe9UX6J
61Please respect copyright.PENANAj0PdXLASQS
你一直都知道,周圍的人都困惑著你倆的關係,但為了自身的理由,所以你始終都沒有去點明。61Please respect copyright.PENANABkMj0FIAor
因為沒有點明,那孩子就不會發現自身的情感,也就不會,痛了吧?61Please respect copyright.PENANAu8DXMqSsV8
61Please respect copyright.PENANAILAuLeUlPb
他可以一直過著有點衰的日子,從學校畢業後在原世界或守世界找份工作,結婚生子,有著平凡的幸福。61Please respect copyright.PENANATFmCZauZTK
即使你不在了,也不會成為他心頭上的那道傷。61Please respect copyright.PENANAr4lB58GKuv
61Please respect copyright.PENANAT8I4bD8JSu
61Please respect copyright.PENANAjNkDP5f4xQ
原本,你一直都以為自己早已做好離開那黑髮孩子的心理準備,但在目送著天使將他帶走,聽到奇歐妖精的王子爆破冰川的巨大聲響後,毒性爆發、眼前陷入黑暗的那瞬間,你突然有那麼些後悔。61Please respect copyright.PENANA9DCiwHd9pm
61Please respect copyright.PENANANiSW88DRMz
你願意為他做任何事,就算他毫不知情、不明白你最深處的情感也無所謂。61Please respect copyright.PENANAlaqS43sXwl
但在那一刻,你後悔了,徒勞的後悔。61Please respect copyright.PENANAspOuNn2WvP
61Please respect copyright.PENANAo9LsxvTLup
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──61Please respect copyright.PENANA8jxXUzYPmq
61Please respect copyright.PENANAAhno6TC1KC
告訴他──61Please respect copyright.PENANAGwa5PBGCBJ
61Please respect copyright.PENANAyBL9Xekipq
褚──61Please respect copyright.PENANAgnBUK8P6gq
61Please respect copyright.PENANArZNHqG7IdB
61Please respect copyright.PENANAJqd8lXWHME
61Please respect copyright.PENANASAVf97qbEM
猛然睜開眼,你的血紅瞳眸中一片清明,沒有剛醒的倦意。61Please respect copyright.PENANAl42UfnoxZ8
你盯著天花板,突然想起自己早已回歸,你早已向你所愛的黑髮孩子表白,你甚至仍清楚記得,當時他喜極而泣的絕美模樣。61Please respect copyright.PENANAueFLZZhSEU
從沙發上起身,你不小心將堆在一旁的資料掃落,書籍卷冊嘩啦啦地掉落,散落一地。61Please respect copyright.PENANAUGZk6pyTaS
昨晚研究情報太久了,大概是太累了,所以才不小心睡著了吧?61Please respect copyright.PENANAEbraAROKsF
你掀開大概是孩子起來後替你蓋上的毯子,看見他從門口走了進來。61Please respect copyright.PENANAebJRDd7Bmu
「啊……學長,你醒了?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAV3vQvDDsdb
「嗯。」你定定地看著他,沒說什麼,等到他靠近後,拉住他的手,將他扯進自己懷裡。61Please respect copyright.PENANAmPX8TdK69E
「咦……啊!」61Please respect copyright.PENANAsREJFjZPaF
他手足無措地被你摟著,你沒說話,只是緊抱著他柔軟纖細的身子,將臉埋在他的頸窩,感受著他有些孩子氣的軟軟甜香。61Please respect copyright.PENANAHI8N64vnNR
「學、學長……?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAHuZa4zhByf
此時你看不見他的表情,但從他慌亂的聲音,你大概可以猜想是「學長又壞掉了嗎要不要請輔長來看看」之類沒營養的東西。61Please respect copyright.PENANAjb78lor83d
你稍稍拉開彼此的距離,執起他的手,在手背上落下一吻。接著移到他柔軟的掌心,沿著臂緣上移,到他圓潤的肩頭、精巧的鎖骨,最後是他柔韌白皙的頸。61Please respect copyright.PENANAx9JxH9YIob
「學學學學長!?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAVZsolgEAo5
就算是早已表明了心意,他對於這種過於親密的行為還是無法習慣,想要掙扎又不敢亂動,只能僵在你的懷裡。 61Please respect copyright.PENANA3MF9LWtwLW
61Please respect copyright.PENANAbEyRD6MxLt
順著他頸子的優美弧度舔吮著,你依舊沒有回答。將唇抵在黑髮孩子的頸動脈上,你感受著底下生命的脈動,彷彿只有這樣,才能將你從方才的夢境裡不踏實的恐懼感中拉回。61Please respect copyright.PENANAi6rqqepXKF
61Please respect copyright.PENANA07I14uFRmD
那時的遺憾,那種後悔的痛,偶爾回想起來,依舊是鮮明的錐心。61Please respect copyright.PENANAMQ8ebdZ0wt
61Please respect copyright.PENANAnMUA8ZFSo4
幸好,你回來了。61Please respect copyright.PENANABPBcrWT0Rz
幸好,你終於說出那句你當初後悔沒有說出的話。61Please respect copyright.PENANAeahWq0ntX5
61Please respect copyright.PENANA6Z40olYM1z
你再次執起他的手,在無名指上印下一吻,神情虔誠得宛如信徒。61Please respect copyright.PENANASrwAvdoWWE
「褚。」將他的手抵在唇邊,你望向他黑玉般的眸,在他眼裡看見了自己倒映其中的身影。61Please respect copyright.PENANAJQ01nUJu1Q
「咦咦咦?」61Please respect copyright.PENANAOAYXd7cBz7
他有些不知所措,大概是覺得今日的你反常得不似以往吧?61Please respect copyright.PENANAbQgn4iLY9m
你彎了彎唇角,看著那張漸漸染上酡紅的清秀小臉。61Please respect copyright.PENANA2GRoVgH1IX
61Please respect copyright.PENANApgzPtml0PY
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──61Please respect copyright.PENANAq86DGYXfWb
61Please respect copyright.PENANAskqFeqIdO7
「我愛你。」61Please respect copyright.PENANA7x5UyrLD90
61Please respect copyright.PENANAQfDJ9NDu1f
那一句,你曾經再也無法說出口的話。61Please respect copyright.PENANAtDbpZpY2Fa
61Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4OhqeNj4J
61Please respect copyright.PENANA5Bu0Psi4Kq
61Please respect copyright.PENANAOS5KoVtUpv
61Please respect copyright.PENANAr0z3fxIYwD
61Please respect copyright.PENANAmJZcRKmjlx
61Please respect copyright.PENANAkXHQ7NEx97
61Please respect copyright.PENANALwe1C8JX6e
笑睇著孩子將他發紅發燙的臉蛋埋進你的肩窩,你親吻他早已紅透的耳殼。61Please respect copyright.PENANABhtG313jPl
聽著他有些傻呼呼的輕笑,你唇邊的弧度也跟著揚高。61Please respect copyright.PENANAsx5AZGLkkX
61Please respect copyright.PENANAudDqKX1E5T
如果可以,你希望能夠一直一直告訴他,你真的,很愛很愛他。61Please respect copyright.PENANAIvZscUvp3x
61Please respect copyright.PENANAut4mpvmPd5
61Please respect copyright.PENANAcH8PEXESPe
61Please respect copyright.PENANArqTvTfrtXc
幸好,他早就已經知道了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAcGYfuS30sM
61Please respect copyright.PENANAsoj2UusdSD
61Please respect copyright.PENANAX6yZImKOZx
61Please respect copyright.PENANAPFH2ckewMf
61Please respect copyright.PENANAtcsvEIZeQO
61Please respect copyright.PENANAZcZb2INkZb
61Please respect copyright.PENANAE7s4kc9txt
61Please respect copyright.PENANAQatMOs0PUW
61Please respect copyright.PENANAZXZGoUldPX
61Please respect copyright.PENANA1FUO46wq1G
61Please respect copyright.PENANAcVgGUzPQPj
61Please respect copyright.PENANAe3NrSLKdT5
61Please respect copyright.PENANArFKk8drsgr
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61Please respect copyright.PENANA8Qj4LbdYnY
夜安,這裡是因為太過煩躁所以上來發文的藍。
夜安,這裡是因為太過煩躁所以上來發文的藍。
其實這篇只是很想寫寫學長當時的心境,所以也是很一般的題材。61Please respect copyright.PENANAmXeNGGplJD
雖然如此,但在寫手稿時,不知怎麼的,卻一整個心酸到頭發麻QAQQQQ
雖然如此,但在寫手稿時,不知怎麼的,卻一整個心酸到頭發麻QAQQQQ
這篇的標題真的超難決定的,藍當時真的想超久的,後來還是決定就用最簡單的管他高不高級了OILLLL
幸好著當時的遺憾被彌補了,幸好著後悔的已了結了61Please respect copyright.PENANAP63MRnn5UG
一切都圓滿,毫無遺憾了61Please respect copyright.PENANAjrWtCnHr9R
大概就是這樣的感覺OWO
一切都圓滿,毫無遺憾了61Please respect copyright.PENANAjrWtCnHr9R
大概就是這樣的感覺OWO
61Please respect copyright.PENANAMXyjw0Gij4
我腦袋一片空白忘了要講什麼了,就先這樣囉QAQQQQQ
我腦袋一片空白忘了要講什麼了,就先這樣囉QAQQQQQ
以上,感謝鍵閱唷OWO//61Please respect copyright.PENANAWliqZrWMoy
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