55Please respect copyright.PENANAXg5wyYrbRu
崩垮的冰川。55Please respect copyright.PENANAKs4pioLKDI
人聲嘈雜。55Please respect copyright.PENANAwdGMSU2CGD
55Please respect copyright.PENANAZZj2mnJg9D
那一個在千年前破壞了父親與他友人之間情誼的男人。55Please respect copyright.PENANAet7dK7gD7t
55Please respect copyright.PENANAk3BOPSlXjH
那雙美麗又澄澈的眼眸。55Please respect copyright.PENANAJb6jF5cgzW
力竭的呼喊。55Please respect copyright.PENANAfFKesO8rHW
55Please respect copyright.PENANAT7sJIf4VbF
『學長──』55Please respect copyright.PENANALiztkeutAU
55Please respect copyright.PENANAEpQZh5hORo
如果可以,你希望那雙夜眸能夠一直一直注視著你。55Please respect copyright.PENANAEPEwKvU0JK
如果可以,你希望,那孩子的溫潤嗓音能夠一直呼喚著你。55Please respect copyright.PENANAwTyfTbdpdh
而不是如此心碎的呼喊,在那雙你最喜愛的瞳眸中只能看見驚愕與悲傷。55Please respect copyright.PENANAEtzMg1IMT4
55Please respect copyright.PENANA8lHwwf9KkA
禇,別哭。55Please respect copyright.PENANAZp3QXShu7u
你想說,卻從此陷入黑暗。55Please respect copyright.PENANAD4drooMLMi
55Please respect copyright.PENANAowWfoIoWVB
55Please respect copyright.PENANArXxRPir4lk
55Please respect copyright.PENANAYgvFM366Nz
你一直都知道,周圍的人都困惑著你倆的關係,但為了自身的理由,所以你始終都沒有去點明。55Please respect copyright.PENANAPkU3v2Iwnx
因為沒有點明,那孩子就不會發現自身的情感,也就不會,痛了吧?55Please respect copyright.PENANAK1d8ArrWQw
55Please respect copyright.PENANAHFaqzcvSlG
他可以一直過著有點衰的日子,從學校畢業後在原世界或守世界找份工作,結婚生子,有著平凡的幸福。55Please respect copyright.PENANA8uQno7ktDE
即使你不在了,也不會成為他心頭上的那道傷。55Please respect copyright.PENANAYsyelvOqeN
55Please respect copyright.PENANA8lepsPhx6o
55Please respect copyright.PENANAujwr7I1iLR
原本,你一直都以為自己早已做好離開那黑髮孩子的心理準備,但在目送著天使將他帶走,聽到奇歐妖精的王子爆破冰川的巨大聲響後,毒性爆發、眼前陷入黑暗的那瞬間,你突然有那麼些後悔。55Please respect copyright.PENANASgHAbfDPwV
55Please respect copyright.PENANAj1THF45yvP
你願意為他做任何事,就算他毫不知情、不明白你最深處的情感也無所謂。55Please respect copyright.PENANAi3qEU7eZg4
但在那一刻,你後悔了,徒勞的後悔。55Please respect copyright.PENANAgvePOmgEsI
55Please respect copyright.PENANAl7Rs9Azn7X
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──55Please respect copyright.PENANAQcioCbVsXz
55Please respect copyright.PENANANp4Wodfvpb
告訴他──55Please respect copyright.PENANAAGDW679l9J
55Please respect copyright.PENANAjFMw6L1woy
褚──55Please respect copyright.PENANA4vu5xUqfEN
55Please respect copyright.PENANAJlTGTWAhGl
55Please respect copyright.PENANA4xu1nGGkQk
55Please respect copyright.PENANAgVvUMrd9K3
猛然睜開眼,你的血紅瞳眸中一片清明,沒有剛醒的倦意。55Please respect copyright.PENANA6siMMp4O3F
你盯著天花板,突然想起自己早已回歸,你早已向你所愛的黑髮孩子表白,你甚至仍清楚記得,當時他喜極而泣的絕美模樣。55Please respect copyright.PENANAdq4WpDNJlx
從沙發上起身,你不小心將堆在一旁的資料掃落,書籍卷冊嘩啦啦地掉落,散落一地。55Please respect copyright.PENANAngG6UwknWY
昨晚研究情報太久了,大概是太累了,所以才不小心睡著了吧?55Please respect copyright.PENANAqI4lPzp6JZ
你掀開大概是孩子起來後替你蓋上的毯子,看見他從門口走了進來。55Please respect copyright.PENANAMvMzaGCIem
「啊……學長,你醒了?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAAR2oWVhGac
「嗯。」你定定地看著他,沒說什麼,等到他靠近後,拉住他的手,將他扯進自己懷裡。55Please respect copyright.PENANAFlGw39euW7
「咦……啊!」55Please respect copyright.PENANAvLWaq2tBXA
他手足無措地被你摟著,你沒說話,只是緊抱著他柔軟纖細的身子,將臉埋在他的頸窩,感受著他有些孩子氣的軟軟甜香。55Please respect copyright.PENANA3xcKvASglo
「學、學長……?」55Please respect copyright.PENANA4pA8zQkjYm
此時你看不見他的表情,但從他慌亂的聲音,你大概可以猜想是「學長又壞掉了嗎要不要請輔長來看看」之類沒營養的東西。55Please respect copyright.PENANAS0DeNceOkq
你稍稍拉開彼此的距離,執起他的手,在手背上落下一吻。接著移到他柔軟的掌心,沿著臂緣上移,到他圓潤的肩頭、精巧的鎖骨,最後是他柔韌白皙的頸。55Please respect copyright.PENANAkcCMXSXecr
「學學學學長!?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAtUpG9TzudP
就算是早已表明了心意,他對於這種過於親密的行為還是無法習慣,想要掙扎又不敢亂動,只能僵在你的懷裡。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAifXo3xkMda
55Please respect copyright.PENANAc0M4NSlMMq
順著他頸子的優美弧度舔吮著,你依舊沒有回答。將唇抵在黑髮孩子的頸動脈上,你感受著底下生命的脈動,彷彿只有這樣,才能將你從方才的夢境裡不踏實的恐懼感中拉回。55Please respect copyright.PENANA2vvhKRFstO
55Please respect copyright.PENANAchXyruPhfP
那時的遺憾,那種後悔的痛,偶爾回想起來,依舊是鮮明的錐心。55Please respect copyright.PENANAyhe3SIu0Cu
55Please respect copyright.PENANAi1HKp2Fijg
幸好,你回來了。55Please respect copyright.PENANA5qhhgnbpc4
幸好,你終於說出那句你當初後悔沒有說出的話。55Please respect copyright.PENANA0sAgFeQjD4
55Please respect copyright.PENANAnkRpc2qxG5
你再次執起他的手,在無名指上印下一吻,神情虔誠得宛如信徒。55Please respect copyright.PENANA056rci0K0W
「褚。」將他的手抵在唇邊,你望向他黑玉般的眸,在他眼裡看見了自己倒映其中的身影。55Please respect copyright.PENANAL8emNMKocF
「咦咦咦?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAvO0dppa14i
他有些不知所措,大概是覺得今日的你反常得不似以往吧?55Please respect copyright.PENANAMZ601DmB0x
你彎了彎唇角,看著那張漸漸染上酡紅的清秀小臉。55Please respect copyright.PENANArVV7W0FL3T
55Please respect copyright.PENANAwcSTqtuFW9
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──55Please respect copyright.PENANAoFUxJLXcJV
55Please respect copyright.PENANAUpEDrFFjtj
「我愛你。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAxnbK35o9dE
55Please respect copyright.PENANAAjvz9Lhh0S
那一句,你曾經再也無法說出口的話。55Please respect copyright.PENANAU75kjS3ShX
55Please respect copyright.PENANAbIdw4rhUdX
55Please respect copyright.PENANAobuQLAtTow
55Please respect copyright.PENANATOhtUqI0ZH
55Please respect copyright.PENANAStjX48XTJn
55Please respect copyright.PENANAjdchFV4Xol
55Please respect copyright.PENANA2lDg7UBf7N
55Please respect copyright.PENANAJRpFQ3kwyp
笑睇著孩子將他發紅發燙的臉蛋埋進你的肩窩,你親吻他早已紅透的耳殼。55Please respect copyright.PENANAvClnkPYZ7P
聽著他有些傻呼呼的輕笑,你唇邊的弧度也跟著揚高。55Please respect copyright.PENANAU3kVzmXuEF
55Please respect copyright.PENANAxgcDGcA4GN
如果可以,你希望能夠一直一直告訴他,你真的,很愛很愛他。55Please respect copyright.PENANA4rdQ7hQW8U
55Please respect copyright.PENANAoRs6pXyzT6
55Please respect copyright.PENANAD9zpyvBc8R
55Please respect copyright.PENANAhRhqWMRRy9
幸好,他早就已經知道了。55Please respect copyright.PENANAOQL4emPs69
55Please respect copyright.PENANA169oNUCcJZ
55Please respect copyright.PENANAb3YtTFMvB2
55Please respect copyright.PENANAbDurcXgl8U
55Please respect copyright.PENANALGoSwHK3Ya
55Please respect copyright.PENANAWhkexzhea0
55Please respect copyright.PENANASvPXuvJNyY
55Please respect copyright.PENANAYVwEe2UCNF
55Please respect copyright.PENANAG8n1zIY9CN
55Please respect copyright.PENANAGXmdseqlqA
55Please respect copyright.PENANAA2a5Nw5fl1
55Please respect copyright.PENANA6kbRvlHJvZ
55Please respect copyright.PENANAu7nrv2usvI
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崩垮的冰川。55Please respect copyright.PENANAKs4pioLKDI
人聲嘈雜。55Please respect copyright.PENANAwdGMSU2CGD
55Please respect copyright.PENANAZZj2mnJg9D
那一個在千年前破壞了父親與他友人之間情誼的男人。55Please respect copyright.PENANAet7dK7gD7t
55Please respect copyright.PENANAk3BOPSlXjH
那雙美麗又澄澈的眼眸。55Please respect copyright.PENANAJb6jF5cgzW
力竭的呼喊。55Please respect copyright.PENANAfFKesO8rHW
55Please respect copyright.PENANAT7sJIf4VbF
『學長──』55Please respect copyright.PENANALiztkeutAU
55Please respect copyright.PENANAEpQZh5hORo
如果可以,你希望那雙夜眸能夠一直一直注視著你。55Please respect copyright.PENANAEPEwKvU0JK
如果可以,你希望,那孩子的溫潤嗓音能夠一直呼喚著你。55Please respect copyright.PENANAwTyfTbdpdh
而不是如此心碎的呼喊,在那雙你最喜愛的瞳眸中只能看見驚愕與悲傷。55Please respect copyright.PENANAEtzMg1IMT4
55Please respect copyright.PENANA8lHwwf9KkA
禇,別哭。55Please respect copyright.PENANAZp3QXShu7u
你想說,卻從此陷入黑暗。55Please respect copyright.PENANAD4drooMLMi
55Please respect copyright.PENANAowWfoIoWVB
55Please respect copyright.PENANArXxRPir4lk
55Please respect copyright.PENANAYgvFM366Nz
你一直都知道,周圍的人都困惑著你倆的關係,但為了自身的理由,所以你始終都沒有去點明。55Please respect copyright.PENANAPkU3v2Iwnx
因為沒有點明,那孩子就不會發現自身的情感,也就不會,痛了吧?55Please respect copyright.PENANAK1d8ArrWQw
55Please respect copyright.PENANAHFaqzcvSlG
他可以一直過著有點衰的日子,從學校畢業後在原世界或守世界找份工作,結婚生子,有著平凡的幸福。55Please respect copyright.PENANA8uQno7ktDE
即使你不在了,也不會成為他心頭上的那道傷。55Please respect copyright.PENANAYsyelvOqeN
55Please respect copyright.PENANA8lepsPhx6o
55Please respect copyright.PENANAujwr7I1iLR
原本,你一直都以為自己早已做好離開那黑髮孩子的心理準備,但在目送著天使將他帶走,聽到奇歐妖精的王子爆破冰川的巨大聲響後,毒性爆發、眼前陷入黑暗的那瞬間,你突然有那麼些後悔。55Please respect copyright.PENANASgHAbfDPwV
55Please respect copyright.PENANAj1THF45yvP
你願意為他做任何事,就算他毫不知情、不明白你最深處的情感也無所謂。55Please respect copyright.PENANAi3qEU7eZg4
但在那一刻,你後悔了,徒勞的後悔。55Please respect copyright.PENANAgvePOmgEsI
55Please respect copyright.PENANAl7Rs9Azn7X
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──55Please respect copyright.PENANAQcioCbVsXz
55Please respect copyright.PENANANp4Wodfvpb
告訴他──55Please respect copyright.PENANAAGDW679l9J
55Please respect copyright.PENANAjFMw6L1woy
褚──55Please respect copyright.PENANA4vu5xUqfEN
55Please respect copyright.PENANAJlTGTWAhGl
55Please respect copyright.PENANA4xu1nGGkQk
55Please respect copyright.PENANAgVvUMrd9K3
猛然睜開眼,你的血紅瞳眸中一片清明,沒有剛醒的倦意。55Please respect copyright.PENANA6siMMp4O3F
你盯著天花板,突然想起自己早已回歸,你早已向你所愛的黑髮孩子表白,你甚至仍清楚記得,當時他喜極而泣的絕美模樣。55Please respect copyright.PENANAdq4WpDNJlx
從沙發上起身,你不小心將堆在一旁的資料掃落,書籍卷冊嘩啦啦地掉落,散落一地。55Please respect copyright.PENANAngG6UwknWY
昨晚研究情報太久了,大概是太累了,所以才不小心睡著了吧?55Please respect copyright.PENANAqI4lPzp6JZ
你掀開大概是孩子起來後替你蓋上的毯子,看見他從門口走了進來。55Please respect copyright.PENANAMvMzaGCIem
「啊……學長,你醒了?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAAR2oWVhGac
「嗯。」你定定地看著他,沒說什麼,等到他靠近後,拉住他的手,將他扯進自己懷裡。55Please respect copyright.PENANAFlGw39euW7
「咦……啊!」55Please respect copyright.PENANAvLWaq2tBXA
他手足無措地被你摟著,你沒說話,只是緊抱著他柔軟纖細的身子,將臉埋在他的頸窩,感受著他有些孩子氣的軟軟甜香。55Please respect copyright.PENANA3xcKvASglo
「學、學長……?」55Please respect copyright.PENANA4pA8zQkjYm
此時你看不見他的表情,但從他慌亂的聲音,你大概可以猜想是「學長又壞掉了嗎要不要請輔長來看看」之類沒營養的東西。55Please respect copyright.PENANAS0DeNceOkq
你稍稍拉開彼此的距離,執起他的手,在手背上落下一吻。接著移到他柔軟的掌心,沿著臂緣上移,到他圓潤的肩頭、精巧的鎖骨,最後是他柔韌白皙的頸。55Please respect copyright.PENANAkcCMXSXecr
「學學學學長!?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAtUpG9TzudP
就算是早已表明了心意,他對於這種過於親密的行為還是無法習慣,想要掙扎又不敢亂動,只能僵在你的懷裡。 55Please respect copyright.PENANAifXo3xkMda
55Please respect copyright.PENANAc0M4NSlMMq
順著他頸子的優美弧度舔吮著,你依舊沒有回答。將唇抵在黑髮孩子的頸動脈上,你感受著底下生命的脈動,彷彿只有這樣,才能將你從方才的夢境裡不踏實的恐懼感中拉回。55Please respect copyright.PENANA2vvhKRFstO
55Please respect copyright.PENANAchXyruPhfP
那時的遺憾,那種後悔的痛,偶爾回想起來,依舊是鮮明的錐心。55Please respect copyright.PENANAyhe3SIu0Cu
55Please respect copyright.PENANAi1HKp2Fijg
幸好,你回來了。55Please respect copyright.PENANA5qhhgnbpc4
幸好,你終於說出那句你當初後悔沒有說出的話。55Please respect copyright.PENANA0sAgFeQjD4
55Please respect copyright.PENANAnkRpc2qxG5
你再次執起他的手,在無名指上印下一吻,神情虔誠得宛如信徒。55Please respect copyright.PENANA056rci0K0W
「褚。」將他的手抵在唇邊,你望向他黑玉般的眸,在他眼裡看見了自己倒映其中的身影。55Please respect copyright.PENANAL8emNMKocF
「咦咦咦?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAvO0dppa14i
他有些不知所措,大概是覺得今日的你反常得不似以往吧?55Please respect copyright.PENANAMZ601DmB0x
你彎了彎唇角,看著那張漸漸染上酡紅的清秀小臉。55Please respect copyright.PENANArVV7W0FL3T
55Please respect copyright.PENANAwcSTqtuFW9
如果可以,你希望能夠告訴他──55Please respect copyright.PENANAoFUxJLXcJV
55Please respect copyright.PENANAUpEDrFFjtj
「我愛你。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAxnbK35o9dE
55Please respect copyright.PENANAAjvz9Lhh0S
那一句,你曾經再也無法說出口的話。55Please respect copyright.PENANAU75kjS3ShX
55Please respect copyright.PENANAbIdw4rhUdX
55Please respect copyright.PENANAobuQLAtTow
55Please respect copyright.PENANATOhtUqI0ZH
55Please respect copyright.PENANAStjX48XTJn
55Please respect copyright.PENANAjdchFV4Xol
55Please respect copyright.PENANA2lDg7UBf7N
55Please respect copyright.PENANAJRpFQ3kwyp
笑睇著孩子將他發紅發燙的臉蛋埋進你的肩窩,你親吻他早已紅透的耳殼。55Please respect copyright.PENANAvClnkPYZ7P
聽著他有些傻呼呼的輕笑,你唇邊的弧度也跟著揚高。55Please respect copyright.PENANAU3kVzmXuEF
55Please respect copyright.PENANAxgcDGcA4GN
如果可以,你希望能夠一直一直告訴他,你真的,很愛很愛他。55Please respect copyright.PENANA4rdQ7hQW8U
55Please respect copyright.PENANAoRs6pXyzT6
55Please respect copyright.PENANAD9zpyvBc8R
55Please respect copyright.PENANAhRhqWMRRy9
幸好,他早就已經知道了。55Please respect copyright.PENANAOQL4emPs69
55Please respect copyright.PENANA169oNUCcJZ
55Please respect copyright.PENANAb3YtTFMvB2
55Please respect copyright.PENANAbDurcXgl8U
55Please respect copyright.PENANALGoSwHK3Ya
55Please respect copyright.PENANAWhkexzhea0
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夜安,這裡是因為太過煩躁所以上來發文的藍。
夜安,這裡是因為太過煩躁所以上來發文的藍。
其實這篇只是很想寫寫學長當時的心境,所以也是很一般的題材。55Please respect copyright.PENANA5xDN8RU6Sa
雖然如此,但在寫手稿時,不知怎麼的,卻一整個心酸到頭發麻QAQQQQ
雖然如此,但在寫手稿時,不知怎麼的,卻一整個心酸到頭發麻QAQQQQ
這篇的標題真的超難決定的,藍當時真的想超久的,後來還是決定就用最簡單的管他高不高級了OILLLL
幸好著當時的遺憾被彌補了,幸好著後悔的已了結了55Please respect copyright.PENANAYvW76LEdpz
一切都圓滿,毫無遺憾了55Please respect copyright.PENANADWCrU9BHJp
大概就是這樣的感覺OWO
一切都圓滿,毫無遺憾了55Please respect copyright.PENANADWCrU9BHJp
大概就是這樣的感覺OWO
55Please respect copyright.PENANAD34QrgibC3
我腦袋一片空白忘了要講什麼了,就先這樣囉QAQQQQQ
我腦袋一片空白忘了要講什麼了,就先這樣囉QAQQQQQ
以上,感謝鍵閱唷OWO//55Please respect copyright.PENANA2ATBiz9yQp
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