我期盼著能於其中望見什麼，微不足道的也好，卻只是失望。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HY8omW43t
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佐伯是明白的，他和跡部是不同世界的人，徹頭徹尾地不同。只是因為跡部的強勢，和自己半順從的心態，才得以維持現況。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEtcCl9So0
…現況。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPpcCjRIVD
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不著痕跡的嘆了口氣。無意義的搖晃著亮銀色的湯匙，晚餐濃湯撲鼻的香味刺激著嗅覺，溫熱的霧氣暖和了周邊的空氣，但是卻提不起胃口。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVqPW4jelf
覷了跡部一眼，但對方似乎思考著什麼而沒有注意的佐伯。略微鬆了口氣，轉而蹙眉想著怎麼處理眼前的湯。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgbFpjTd4q
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「不想喝就別呵。」突然的，跡部開口這麼說。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99Pz1F6JMe
被跡部的發言猛地嚇了一跳，「我不是…」我不是不想喝，只是沒胃口。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJXyrTtsv7
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然而佐伯沉默，跡部決定的事情向來無人能左右，順從是唯一的選擇。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44gIwNz1EO
或許是因為習慣了跡部的霸氣，佐伯並沒有感到不悅。一直以來都是如此的，而那份淺淡的難過亦同。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLYevfngRc
──沒錯，是有些難過。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOGD7nlKy8
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「我想出去一下。」在放下了那光可鑑人的湯匙後，佐伯開口。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWqu0heE35
「去哪？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAgfY8zK1Q
「去散步，走走就回來了。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSOzqKPqXL
「不要走太遠，我叫人陪你。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aQkHU8vKh
「不，不用了。還是你怕我不會認路？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhrz1qimxr
「那至少加件外套再出去。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8Rvsterm4
「好。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3X3NGtZPW
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晚冬的空氣冷冽逼人，佐伯拉緊了大衣的領口，柔軟的觸感刺痛著自己──或許是心理上的疙瘩還是芥蒂之類──的一部份。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMUcYH7SUK
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逃？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmd7N5sSHXL
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並不是沒有過離開的念頭，然而為什麼最後總是回到那個地方？佐伯自問，但或許這就和明明了解其中風險卻仍讓佐伯獨自出門散心的跡部一樣吧。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarx3OZuIyF
他是了解的。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYJA9pxXOe
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這是何等的悲哀‵何等的矛盾？存在於我們兩人之間的是依戀‵是相知或是彼此需要？在雜亂的思緒中佐伯驚覺，原來他說不出是什麼。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ds6T6q2hc
連最初的一開始都已是模糊的畫面。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSlPDvXNbS
一切都只是習慣，按照著習慣去過著一天又一天，一個星期又一個星期，一年又一年…56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6Pkel9lbw
不去做多餘的思考般的。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkYF8321Zv
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雪。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ32cvMmWYq
不知什麼時候開始，飄雪了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFqfGEViF0
突如其然的雪讓佐伯慌張了起來，身上不僅沒帶傘，連手機也沒帶；一瞬間佐伯的腦中浮現了什麼，一種似曾有過的感覺。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowff4MtGJl
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「就知道你一定沒有帶傘。」跡部無奈的聲音在身後響起，可不知為什麼引起佐伯的一陣笑意。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1yw5eGdTP
發自內心，帶著溫暖的。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpnmaJWISP
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我是走不遠的，因為我仍舊會走回你身邊。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqTSZgRgRd
而你就在身後。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cBOOxz72V
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