我期盼著能於其中望見什麼，微不足道的也好，卻只是失望。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8jUCcnG6L
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佐伯是明白的，他和跡部是不同世界的人，徹頭徹尾地不同。只是因為跡部的強勢，和自己半順從的心態，才得以維持現況。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHaJbT49Wk
…現況。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWxUWVoY2I
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不著痕跡的嘆了口氣。無意義的搖晃著亮銀色的湯匙，晚餐濃湯撲鼻的香味刺激著嗅覺，溫熱的霧氣暖和了周邊的空氣，但是卻提不起胃口。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOADzHkfbPN
覷了跡部一眼，但對方似乎思考著什麼而沒有注意的佐伯。略微鬆了口氣，轉而蹙眉想著怎麼處理眼前的湯。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1guI1Ad2G
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「不想喝就別呵。」突然的，跡部開口這麼說。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdgADz2n3g
被跡部的發言猛地嚇了一跳，「我不是…」我不是不想喝，只是沒胃口。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDMRAkz05y
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然而佐伯沉默，跡部決定的事情向來無人能左右，順從是唯一的選擇。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnedlgCyvzf
或許是因為習慣了跡部的霸氣，佐伯並沒有感到不悅。一直以來都是如此的，而那份淺淡的難過亦同。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokY9F4wFb0
──沒錯，是有些難過。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRHJpAZLuv
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「我想出去一下。」在放下了那光可鑑人的湯匙後，佐伯開口。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzf36bOoTWc
「去哪？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINKm7gh0Yb
「去散步，走走就回來了。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfqx6hzSVz
「不要走太遠，我叫人陪你。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgQrixTLpm
「不，不用了。還是你怕我不會認路？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWtKOtNrnf
「那至少加件外套再出去。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3smNQKTJQ
「好。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMkmMvjuhU
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晚冬的空氣冷冽逼人，佐伯拉緊了大衣的領口，柔軟的觸感刺痛著自己──或許是心理上的疙瘩還是芥蒂之類──的一部份。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkB0EEdeEHs
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逃？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBv4bcDdnQe
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並不是沒有過離開的念頭，然而為什麼最後總是回到那個地方？佐伯自問，但或許這就和明明了解其中風險卻仍讓佐伯獨自出門散心的跡部一樣吧。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTgHr1nWkc
他是了解的。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMZZjYnnZe
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這是何等的悲哀‵何等的矛盾？存在於我們兩人之間的是依戀‵是相知或是彼此需要？在雜亂的思緒中佐伯驚覺，原來他說不出是什麼。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkjch7VdZB
連最初的一開始都已是模糊的畫面。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYENyfq1sKK
一切都只是習慣，按照著習慣去過著一天又一天，一個星期又一個星期，一年又一年…53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1W5NDS8R3d
不去做多餘的思考般的。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWN4EoSK13
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雪。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXe1t79d6nl
不知什麼時候開始，飄雪了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSKF6HMzBY
突如其然的雪讓佐伯慌張了起來，身上不僅沒帶傘，連手機也沒帶；一瞬間佐伯的腦中浮現了什麼，一種似曾有過的感覺。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUj880j3VH
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「就知道你一定沒有帶傘。」跡部無奈的聲音在身後響起，可不知為什麼引起佐伯的一陣笑意。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWTOxVmfdC
發自內心，帶著溫暖的。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpL0uKHGz8
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我是走不遠的，因為我仍舊會走回你身邊。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxu4uP1adE
而你就在身後。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFogfUse8S
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