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昏暗的房間看不清任何事物，任何妄想從窗戶縫隙透進來的光線都被厚重的隔音窗廉以及層層纏繞的封箱膠帶阻擋在外頭，曖昧不清的視線中只看得到中間那張大床上糾纏不休的兩條人影，抵死纏綿。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNj2hIbjhms
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壓在上頭的男人有著一頭鮮紅的髮色，刺眼奪目，彷彿剛從動脈噴出般的鮮血的顏色，濃稠的讓人窒息。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tLVhvVYKE
男人有著一雙妖異的赤金異眼，詭麗的光華流轉著絲絲瘋狂與佔有慾，他死死地壓著身下的人，粗暴蠻橫地侵犯著對方，薄唇勾著愉悅無比的弧度。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDperb2jP7
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粗大的硬物毫不溫柔地進出著那窄小的地方，在摩擦之間帶出生生的鈍痛，已經被侵犯了太久了的後穴紅腫不堪，但黑子哲也卻連闔上雙腿拒絕男人的選擇也沒有。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyNKQvVOcp
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只要稍稍動到手腳，就能聽到清脆悅耳的金屬碰撞聲，冰冷堅硬的觸感一次次地提醒他現在是以怎樣屈辱的姿態在男人身下承歡。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXLpsAIR2T
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「哲也、我的哲也，」那男人低頭，在他耳邊用著最深情的語氣──彷彿包裹了糖衣的毒藥──愛憐地低喃，「你這樣子…真美啊…」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1J29g4bVvr
「──美到我想徹底把你弄壞呢。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXIhUFdP5i
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四肢都被鐵鍊綁在床的四角，黑子哲也的臉色更加蒼白了，那雙曾經很美麗的天空藍眼眸早已失去了原有的光芒，籠罩在裡頭的只有濃濃的絕望與心死。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nmmz0xdFk
因為太久不曾曬到陽光而皙白異常的大腿被強制分得更開，隨之而來的是男人更加激烈的侵犯，黑子沒有多做抵抗，只是閉上眼蹙起眉，嗚咽著痛苦喘息。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWqGop7ex2
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──如果、如果那時候不要單獨去部辦見赤司就好了。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrZJVVRlR2
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他怎麼也沒想過，自己曾經那麼無條件信任的隊長會在看到那張退部申請書時有那麼可怖的反應，甚至──75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGsaBgP8eB
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──甚至在部辦裡直接強暴了他。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAO7bg85Be8
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從那時候開始，他就再也沒見過外面的陽光了。男人把他關在一間公寓裡，活動的範圍僅限於鐵鍊所能拉平的最長距離，不超過方圓一公尺。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0zUDN83Tp
又是一記毫不溫柔地挺入，黑子痛苦地悶哼一聲，他睜開早已茫然的瞳眸，在渙散的視線中，他盯著那片慘白的天花板，嘴角忽地微微勾起，溫熱的液體卻從眼角滑落。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MddhSYxGm
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──被摧毀的不只是他的身體和自由，最重要的、黑子哲也這個人擁有的最重要的事物，他的自尊也早已被粉碎得一絲不留了。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQeWcVVbp2
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什麼都、不剩了。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosGgo55jOB
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25. 相思相忘(黃黑)75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClm64KymWQ
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「吶、小桃，這個男生是誰啊？我怎麼不記得我們隊上有這個人。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlF50PuQ1g
金髮的青年指著桃井五月手上那本相冊中的其中一張、語氣迷惑地問道。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNA9d5hW4V0
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「小黃你……真的都不記得了嗎？不記得哲君了……？」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK69NpP5uOW
桃井看起來都快哭出來，她的聲音顫抖著幾乎不成調，「為什麼……為什麼會這樣呢……」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxS3VWPWEz
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原本聽到青峰他們在說的時候她還不相信。黃瀨怎麼可能會忘了黑子？75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0ZeWcKP9B
他們明明愛得那麼深啊──75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqFfWIkuDg
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黃瀨的視線從桃井泫然欲泣的表情，移到手中那本相冊上。五名一軍先發成員，還有一個桃井五月，在他的記憶世界裡應該只有這樣，然而──75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnYOFrTsjZ
指尖輕輕撫上相片上那個幾乎沒有存在感卻被所有人簇擁在中間的藍髮少年，黃瀨湧起了一股很複雜的感受。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrbGnqldBf
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很熟悉很熟悉的感覺，看到這個人就不自覺地感到一陣莫名心痛與悸動，那種感覺就像是……對，就像是這個人應該是他的世界中很重要的存在。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6z0l7yHNe
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可是他卻不記得了。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXZSl9xPw2
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26. 生離死別(綠黑)75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOpUxDmTD0
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「快！馬上進手術室！聯絡值班醫師！」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdMjoGnmuK
又是常見的場景，綠間接到通知後就馬上趕到手術室準備執刀，剛送來的病患是一起連環車禍中的傷者，狀況極為危急。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdSh35u6JA
然而綠間在看到擔架上那個半邊臉都被鮮血浸染的面孔後，瞳孔瞬間倒縮！75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BUXZt31iI
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「黑子？！」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9amccHdeC
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躺在擔架上的水藍青年昏迷著，根本不可能聽到任何來自外界的聲音，怵目驚心的血沾染了青年身上大部分的地方，弄不清是他的抑或是別人的。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NuCRvWeXT
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原本就存在感薄弱的人，氣息微弱到近乎沒有，就像快要消失一般。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNPYxrylZe
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綠間站在原地，他幾乎無法行動，近乎無邊無際的恐慌漫溢整個胸臆，連抬個手都像有千鈞重擔掛在上面一樣，從來都是冷靜自持的男人頭一次失去了方寸。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXq69tWwl2A
他想要強壓下那股恐慌，打算還是跟往常一樣進手術室執刀，但身體的顫抖卻怎樣也停不了。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eL0oXEtYy
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「綠間？綠間？」同事喚了幾聲，但綠間始終說不出話來，「這樣不行，叫井上過來支援！他這樣不能執刀！！」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbCzBDZ87C
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病床被匆匆推進手術室，而綠間只能被迫留在外面等待。望著亮起的「手術中」的招牌，綠間握緊了拳頭，第一次痛恨起自己的無能為力。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaA0mQQ5S5
他的愛人在裡頭與死神拚搏，生死未卜，他做為一名外科醫師，卻只能束手無策地站在手術室外頭，祈禱著他所愛的人能平安無事。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhavysPsaRf
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一扇門隔開的不只是現實的距離，更是從生到死的距離。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnEbbj265Z
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而他站在深淵的邊緣，進退維谷。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHtHrlbzo0
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27. 到死都沒說出口的……(黃黑)75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLarrarh6Uf
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當黑子終於趕回來的時候，一切都已經結束了。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwjYGYct9B
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樹林裡不復原先恍如世外桃源一般的景象，青色或紅色的血液噴濺得到處都是，樹枝上、草叢裡散落著妖怪們的斷肢殘臂，放眼望去彷彿一夕之間淪為奈洛之地。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xdRU6VPOk
而就在中心戰況最慘烈的地方，那裡有著最多妖怪的屍體，附近的地面也是被血液所浸染最深的地方，或青或赤的液體深深淺淺沾染了那人雪白的衣裳及燦金的髮絲，只一眼便是怵目驚心。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKk8e5WK4s0
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黃瀨涼太倒臥在那一片屍山血海中，胸膛沒有起伏，靜靜地彷彿在沉睡。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNLTfnnVhT
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「黃瀨……黃瀨君！」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHJ458zSOR
從來都是淡然而沒有太多情緒波動的黑子在這一刻表現的完全不像是他，少年跌跌撞撞地衝到青年的身邊，淺藍的瞳裡漫溢著連他自己都不知道的恐慌與害怕。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQCmXJJxDJ
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黑子忍住身體的顫抖，小心翼翼地將黃瀨翻過來，當他的視線一接觸到胸口那個將雪白的和服渲染成一片近乎發黑的深紅的傷口時，一瞬間他的呼吸幾乎停止。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQSm0t15xu
妖怪並非不死，只是有著比起人類來說漫長很多的生命，即使有著強悍的自我癒合的能力，它們也會生病，也會死亡。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡow2ZqhyeBU
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那麼多的敵人啊……那是超過上千隻的妖怪聯軍，就算黃瀨是妖狐一族中最具天分和實力的存在也不可能在這樣的情形下毫髮無傷。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxng24qOcJg
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就算是不諳醫術的黑子也一眼就能看出那是道致命傷，位置就在心臟，即便妖狐天生具有比其他妖怪都強的再生能力也無法阻止鮮紅的血液從裡面源源不絕地溢出，傷口周邊的肌肉組織一再地蠕動翻捲著企圖讓傷口癒合，卻是徒勞無功。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJ8N7g1pkw
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黑子怔怔地看著那道猙獰的傷口，突然有什麼溫熱的液體從眼裡不斷滴落，他詫異地抬起手擦去，卻怎麼也擦不完，那不知名的液體滑過唇邊滑進嘴裡，他嘗到那樣鹹澀的味道，恍然間他知道了些什麼。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlJ1jK5I65
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原來這就是眼淚的味道啊……75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZrjvIjGKO
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黃瀨的氣息非常微弱，像是下一秒就會無聲無息地停止，黑子的眼淚滴到了那張精緻的面龐上，溫熱而潮濕的感覺讓金髮的青年眼皮一陣顫動，而後微微地睜開了眼。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILLehrh6Rb
當少年滿是淚水的面龐映入他的眼中之時，那雙略為黯淡的琥珀金眼眸忽地亮起，像是看到了什麼心愛之物一樣。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9iS9kgDAw
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「小黑子怎麼哭了呢……」因失血過多而臉色蒼白異常，那張總是招蜂引蝶的俊美面龐上輕揚起一抹微笑，黃瀨伸出手撫上了少年滿是淚水的臉，琥珀色的眼眸裡是一直以來只對黑子一人才有的溫柔。「是誰欺負了小黑子嗎？告訴我，我去幫小黑子出氣吧？」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0046VR83wA
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熟悉的對白，熟悉的眼神，這個第一次見面就當街調戲他的青年從來都沒變過，一直一直都是把他放在心上最重要的位置。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlKXQuwF3t
黑子心一緊，無聲的眼淚滑落得更多，可是他卻倔強地一聲不發，只是專注地凝視著黃瀨。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPDByDX6V1
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「為什麼……黃瀨君是笨蛋嗎？」在對方不解的目光裡，黑子深深吸了一口氣，「為什麼不先逃走呢？難道黃瀨君沒想過萬一沒有人來幫忙的話怎麼辦呢？」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa00DkLfov5
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少年連語調都在發顫，滿脹的情緒像是隨時都會潰堤。曾幾何時，那個仰著頭問他什麼是愛情的少年學會了微笑、學會了哭泣，學會了那麼多喜怒哀樂。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKRhWVsTCU
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黃瀨微微笑了起來，勾人的桃花眼瞇起了溫柔的弧度，指尖戀戀不捨地撫摸著少年軟嫩的臉龐。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVFHPdyPm8
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「那是因為我想當小黑子的英雄嘛。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XxQ4BDyLp
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赤紅的月亮低低掛在天際一角，碩大無朋又美麗無比，全身染血的妖狐青年浴在月光裡，笑的像是個孩子般單純。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnNYvvia2r
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那樣的心願從來都沒變過，他希望眼裡從來都只有赤司和青峰的少年也能夠稍微看看自己，遇到困難或者受傷害的時候不是在第一時間只想到他們，而是也能夠向他撒嬌求助。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWquUTr5TM
他所希冀的、也僅僅是這麼渺小的願望……75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VYRkgmSx6
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「黃瀨君是……大笨蛋。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhY0uQnGRvx
黑子只能久久沉默後才輕輕吐出這句帶著許多複雜意味的話語。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8Q65Rc3Dr
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而黃瀨只是笑了，帶著血的美麗微笑，在血色的月光下看起來是那樣驚心動魄。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYfXG3ti03
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我一生的心願僅僅只是希望你能夠得到幸福……縱然幸福對我們來說都是那麼的遙不可及。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrlsLEI4Ve
我最重要的小黑子，你值得世界上最好的。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmsgZabgxA
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「吶，小黑子，我……」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKmaaWbiO3
沒有說完的話語中止在那裡，但已經永遠不會有說出口的一天了，那抹笑意凝結在黃瀨唇邊，在黑子還沒來得及意識到之時，那隻溫存的手已然滑落，不輕不重地落在黑子的身上。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeB9Zckykm
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黑子猛地睜大了眼，一瞬間的怔愣。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLft1JXcWko
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剎那間，如墜冰窟。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZ65ZSHlcb
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