散場之後，時間已經是半夜兩點多了。我捧著一杯紅酒，虛脫似的靠在花圃邊的小矮牆上癱坐著，有一口沒一口的輕啜著手中的香醇。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6pEw6RhQr
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　　學長說這酒叫什麼？63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsi2pLoIjK
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　　「Pi……」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBigtomFy8j
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　　「是Pinot Noir.」一隻手拿走了杯子，我抬頭一看，果然是學長。懶懶的翻過了身，我傻笑著看向他正一臉無奈扶額的表情：「學、長──」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiO9GtgTX3W
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　　嗓子因為唱太久了而有些沙啞無力，加上那些微的醉意，我的聲音竟然有種軟呼呼的感覺，真神奇。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YHyOYP2s9
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　　聽見我這樣喚他，學長忍不住嘴角抽了抽，接著煩躁的低吼一聲，在我身邊坐了下來。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vgG38rwVO
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　　「……褚，你現在還清醒嗎？」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASJcjvrkdD
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　　「嗯啊──清醒得不能再清醒了！」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoAeha8eyQ
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　　「……會信你的我是白癡嗎？」鄙視的看了我一眼，學長又把視線轉開，幾秒後又低吼了幾聲，接著自暴自棄似的開了口。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSggtRvxoFR
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　　「褚，清醒的話，回答我這個問題……」幽幽的說著，學長的表情看起來竟是有幾分迷茫：「我到底哪裡值得你這樣執著了？」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aa8ZYMFF8
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　　「……學長啊，你是不知道自己的人氣有多高嗎？對於自己的外表殺傷力有多強，你還是有點自覺比較好吧？」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡag0425XKDt
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　　「你只是看上我的臉？」有人馬上不爽了。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHruZTipvb
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　　「當然不是。但是我承認一開始有先被你的美貌給騙到幾分鐘，甚至一度想著就這樣跟你去死也可以，哈哈哈哈哈。」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RzAa9gUG5
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　　「褚，不要讓我覺得認真和你問話的我是白癡，我可能會忍不住手癢。」啊啊，久違的青筋跳動啊，真懷念。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWDThFSh1Z
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　　「要幫你抓癢嗎？啊、呃，請高抬貴手，對不起我錯了。」急忙摀住自己的額頭求饒，我笑了笑，有些自嘲的回答：「學長啊，你這麼問，是不相信我喜歡你吧？還是你想說我喜歡你哪裡，和你說你改？」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfB6Z3DjrTz
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　　「褚，我不……」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyI5H6w4OZg
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　　「喔？或者是，學長你其實一直以來都對自己很沒信心，結果好巧不巧被我這個腦殘學弟喜歡上了，正好可以來探探口風確認自己……」我自顧自的瞎扯著，卻忽然被學長強硬的打斷：「褚！我說，我不是這個意思。」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXzkUMgQHp
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　　「……那不然……你是什麼意思呢？」強裝的堅強在話語中段的那一刻也消失無蹤了。就算剛剛才那樣情緒高昂的歡唱，就算已經決定這次真的就結束了，但腦袋泡在酒精當中的時候，我發現自己竟然變得如此脆弱。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOilboCjdE
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　　「……我明白，外頭有其他人也對我抱持著程度不一的好感。但是，對我來說……你和他們，不一樣。」緩緩的說著，像是在試著組織自己並不擅長的語言，學長有些遲疑的握住了我的手腕：「你明明就距離我這麼近，我的缺點全被你知道了。我脾氣不好，不會說話，一不如意就對你動手動腳，甚至……甚至還這樣不斷的傷害你。」握著我的力道加重，他的語氣間摻進了一絲洩漏出的痛苦：「為什麼，你還願意喜歡我？你到底是喜歡我什麼？」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6jzHSWJON
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　　「……我不是喜歡你什麼啊，學長。」反手也握住了他，我用手指撐開那緊緊握住的拳頭，讓兩人的手彼此交握。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRSSMvwwSU
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　　「我就只是，喜歡『你』而已。」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElWNRZbK8Z
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　　低聲說著我晃了晃我們交握的手掌：「對，你缺點毛病一大堆，乍看之下就只剩下外表和實力了。不過，你的其他優點，也只有像我這樣靠近，才能發現。」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyiHYByPxw
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　　「你的不離不棄，你的堅強，你的細心，你藏起來的溫柔，和你真正的笑容。還有，你把真名託付給我的，這份羈絆。這些，和你說的那些，我通通都喜歡。我就是喜歡你這個人，褚冥漾就是要命的喜歡了颯彌亞這傢伙喜歡了將近四年。」一口氣把平時不可能說的出口的大膽告白全吐了出來，能夠藉酒裝瘋和他這樣坦然的深入對話，也只有這次了吧。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJtMPViN8p
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　　也好，全部都說完，然後就此放掉吧。63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOHtCllH9w
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　　「……褚。」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fLh2VoWIw
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　　「嗯？」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfW1my3eXT
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　　「你……還會想進一步交往嗎？我是說，和我。」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdt6AGOg0l
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　　「……哈哈，問這什麼問題呢，學長？我好不容易真的要放手了，別再來動搖我了啦。」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RRGuG9qkh
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　　「如果……如果你真的想試試，也不是不可以。」63Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUltccD16P9