散場之後,時間已經是半夜兩點多了。我捧著一杯紅酒,虛脫似的靠在花圃邊的小矮牆上癱坐著,有一口沒一口的輕啜著手中的香醇。66Please respect copyright.PENANAnVaXImcmqW
66Please respect copyright.PENANAiSbH3EIJuJ
66Please respect copyright.PENANA0bzcaduyQ0
學長說這酒叫什麼?66Please respect copyright.PENANALZeGbwvn9q
66Please respect copyright.PENANAYety6W54je
66Please respect copyright.PENANAwFxhZUnY63
「Pi……」66Please respect copyright.PENANA6VtzwCRLdP
66Please respect copyright.PENANAJpOc60h8Ea
「是Pinot Noir.」一隻手拿走了杯子,我抬頭一看,果然是學長。懶懶的翻過了身,我傻笑著看向他正一臉無奈扶額的表情:「學、長──」66Please respect copyright.PENANAWjXeSU2clv
66Please respect copyright.PENANADWYN9btgeO
66Please respect copyright.PENANAZilWLj0yr7
66Please respect copyright.PENANAo3lOENvNur
66Please respect copyright.PENANAdomUBA16RU
嗓子因為唱太久了而有些沙啞無力,加上那些微的醉意,我的聲音竟然有種軟呼呼的感覺,真神奇。66Please respect copyright.PENANA3zv1fS4inq
66Please respect copyright.PENANAbHba34w47g
66Please respect copyright.PENANAnz6ApUcaDu
聽見我這樣喚他,學長忍不住嘴角抽了抽,接著煩躁的低吼一聲,在我身邊坐了下來。66Please respect copyright.PENANAHBbv04ueco
66Please respect copyright.PENANASurOoBxzLG
66Please respect copyright.PENANAIsVxq7kU1g
66Please respect copyright.PENANAJpeGvSaHwt
「……褚,你現在還清醒嗎?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAfO2UXA9y5n
66Please respect copyright.PENANA7tM5ToU43v
「嗯啊──清醒得不能再清醒了!」66Please respect copyright.PENANAIPrW9ZUdPl
66Please respect copyright.PENANAvUsTdDivpO
「……會信你的我是白癡嗎?」鄙視的看了我一眼,學長又把視線轉開,幾秒後又低吼了幾聲,接著自暴自棄似的開了口。66Please respect copyright.PENANAmyy4fe1Lsp
66Please respect copyright.PENANAi5VfuwZ8ni
66Please respect copyright.PENANA55GFUuUceS
「褚,清醒的話,回答我這個問題……」幽幽的說著,學長的表情看起來竟是有幾分迷茫:「我到底哪裡值得你這樣執著了?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAYZd3MyVKJe
66Please respect copyright.PENANAot7K6MV8iy
66Please respect copyright.PENANAbuWsz1HI3A
「……學長啊,你是不知道自己的人氣有多高嗎?對於自己的外表殺傷力有多強,你還是有點自覺比較好吧?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAlYdk5zMzn0
66Please respect copyright.PENANAPDQ3ezqzNa
「你只是看上我的臉?」有人馬上不爽了。66Please respect copyright.PENANApFDTzixRET
66Please respect copyright.PENANACqNglB193H
「當然不是。但是我承認一開始有先被你的美貌給騙到幾分鐘,甚至一度想著就這樣跟你去死也可以,哈哈哈哈哈。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAKmPQu2NyUR
66Please respect copyright.PENANA3QKv4XFz1R
「褚,不要讓我覺得認真和你問話的我是白癡,我可能會忍不住手癢。」啊啊,久違的青筋跳動啊,真懷念。66Please respect copyright.PENANAICFz9Rqmbv
66Please respect copyright.PENANAMGUBJq70GU
「要幫你抓癢嗎?啊、呃,請高抬貴手,對不起我錯了。」急忙摀住自己的額頭求饒,我笑了笑,有些自嘲的回答:「學長啊,你這麼問,是不相信我喜歡你吧?還是你想說我喜歡你哪裡,和你說你改?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAqImvGCk1yD
66Please respect copyright.PENANAxP1aZn7Nyj
「褚,我不……」66Please respect copyright.PENANAtP3P59p1G4
66Please respect copyright.PENANAIF8grDzc5x
「喔?或者是,學長你其實一直以來都對自己很沒信心,結果好巧不巧被我這個腦殘學弟喜歡上了,正好可以來探探口風確認自己……」我自顧自的瞎扯著,卻忽然被學長強硬的打斷:「褚!我說,我不是這個意思。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAJUoY4nG967
66Please respect copyright.PENANAHB04ZZx2nM
「……那不然……你是什麼意思呢?」強裝的堅強在話語中段的那一刻也消失無蹤了。就算剛剛才那樣情緒高昂的歡唱,就算已經決定這次真的就結束了,但腦袋泡在酒精當中的時候,我發現自己竟然變得如此脆弱。66Please respect copyright.PENANA2lfEUIG3FQ
66Please respect copyright.PENANAy7Z64cgOES
「……我明白,外頭有其他人也對我抱持著程度不一的好感。但是,對我來說……你和他們,不一樣。」緩緩的說著,像是在試著組織自己並不擅長的語言,學長有些遲疑的握住了我的手腕:「你明明就距離我這麼近,我的缺點全被你知道了。我脾氣不好,不會說話,一不如意就對你動手動腳,甚至……甚至還這樣不斷的傷害你。」握著我的力道加重,他的語氣間摻進了一絲洩漏出的痛苦:「為什麼,你還願意喜歡我?你到底是喜歡我什麼?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAQdwH8plBQp
66Please respect copyright.PENANAtmtAy5mbiO
66Please respect copyright.PENANAyGN0cVVE3a
66Please respect copyright.PENANAAq1yGXAcxw
66Please respect copyright.PENANAMzhO1EHNE0
66Please respect copyright.PENANAe4Kx8O6RyX
「……我不是喜歡你什麼啊,學長。」反手也握住了他,我用手指撐開那緊緊握住的拳頭,讓兩人的手彼此交握。66Please respect copyright.PENANANgubV4EiRt
66Please respect copyright.PENANAAmCdCWkxvY
66Please respect copyright.PENANAARVfT1UC1x
66Please respect copyright.PENANAgubXAO75T5
66Please respect copyright.PENANA1D8mZlpg81
66Please respect copyright.PENANAIFnQaIzYR6
66Please respect copyright.PENANA5q5jwan320
66Please respect copyright.PENANAXmle5n9Lud
66Please respect copyright.PENANAuv9cy9J0BZ
66Please respect copyright.PENANAC1ZMo3xUiU
66Please respect copyright.PENANAjdLGUUdcG0
66Please respect copyright.PENANAgz5SPEfUXw
66Please respect copyright.PENANAIFtH0jw62P
66Please respect copyright.PENANAjMApfnsbC4
「我就只是,喜歡『你』而已。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAm3E9YWkuOP
66Please respect copyright.PENANAK5RqRo819V
66Please respect copyright.PENANACXJ5ssZuVA
低聲說著我晃了晃我們交握的手掌:「對,你缺點毛病一大堆,乍看之下就只剩下外表和實力了。不過,你的其他優點,也只有像我這樣靠近,才能發現。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAc0RCH9Fwlk
66Please respect copyright.PENANAQfA5wwIkBN
66Please respect copyright.PENANA8uqRdlR7Ta
66Please respect copyright.PENANAQLAN2hjxTt
66Please respect copyright.PENANA7McNo5eywt
66Please respect copyright.PENANAKiaBe0cuJP
「你的不離不棄,你的堅強,你的細心,你藏起來的溫柔,和你真正的笑容。還有,你把真名託付給我的,這份羈絆。這些,和你說的那些,我通通都喜歡。我就是喜歡你這個人,褚冥漾就是要命的喜歡了颯彌亞這傢伙喜歡了將近四年。」一口氣把平時不可能說的出口的大膽告白全吐了出來,能夠藉酒裝瘋和他這樣坦然的深入對話,也只有這次了吧。66Please respect copyright.PENANAmwNp3KpDMr
66Please respect copyright.PENANAuXfPqwb5XB
66Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2gO5jeDE9
66Please respect copyright.PENANArm4xCxjxkO
66Please respect copyright.PENANAULng4PJNjx
也好,全部都說完,然後就此放掉吧。66Please respect copyright.PENANAMnfKw6QqyY
66Please respect copyright.PENANA8nwcG7NZ6h
66Please respect copyright.PENANA2ABx0mmBRz
66Please respect copyright.PENANAMlc22VuWMz
66Please respect copyright.PENANAXkAHcyqmX1
「……褚。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAdjuynolFGU
66Please respect copyright.PENANAzKpYAYQarU
66Please respect copyright.PENANAFLIHwcBy4s
66Please respect copyright.PENANAItIqYsFTj4
「嗯?」66Please respect copyright.PENANASz01XoOjLw
66Please respect copyright.PENANA1g99wm8ZsV
66Please respect copyright.PENANAlSDMTiS0p9
66Please respect copyright.PENANAZBGRTFESzm
「你……還會想進一步交往嗎?我是說,和我。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAMTo6FKV4At
66Please respect copyright.PENANAkTRroDb7Sf
「……哈哈,問這什麼問題呢,學長?我好不容易真的要放手了,別再來動搖我了啦。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAoJBiUfwx2R
66Please respect copyright.PENANAVvQL3YkqpK
「如果……如果你真的想試試,也不是不可以。」66Please respect copyright.PENANA21WLJy2zXs
66Please respect copyright.PENANAiSbH3EIJuJ
66Please respect copyright.PENANA0bzcaduyQ0
學長說這酒叫什麼?66Please respect copyright.PENANALZeGbwvn9q
66Please respect copyright.PENANAYety6W54je
66Please respect copyright.PENANAwFxhZUnY63
「Pi……」66Please respect copyright.PENANA6VtzwCRLdP
66Please respect copyright.PENANAJpOc60h8Ea
「是Pinot Noir.」一隻手拿走了杯子,我抬頭一看,果然是學長。懶懶的翻過了身,我傻笑著看向他正一臉無奈扶額的表情:「學、長──」66Please respect copyright.PENANAWjXeSU2clv
66Please respect copyright.PENANADWYN9btgeO
66Please respect copyright.PENANAZilWLj0yr7
66Please respect copyright.PENANAo3lOENvNur
66Please respect copyright.PENANAdomUBA16RU
嗓子因為唱太久了而有些沙啞無力,加上那些微的醉意,我的聲音竟然有種軟呼呼的感覺,真神奇。66Please respect copyright.PENANA3zv1fS4inq
66Please respect copyright.PENANAbHba34w47g
66Please respect copyright.PENANAnz6ApUcaDu
聽見我這樣喚他,學長忍不住嘴角抽了抽,接著煩躁的低吼一聲,在我身邊坐了下來。66Please respect copyright.PENANAHBbv04ueco
66Please respect copyright.PENANASurOoBxzLG
66Please respect copyright.PENANAIsVxq7kU1g
66Please respect copyright.PENANAJpeGvSaHwt
「……褚,你現在還清醒嗎?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAfO2UXA9y5n
66Please respect copyright.PENANA7tM5ToU43v
「嗯啊──清醒得不能再清醒了!」66Please respect copyright.PENANAIPrW9ZUdPl
66Please respect copyright.PENANAvUsTdDivpO
「……會信你的我是白癡嗎?」鄙視的看了我一眼,學長又把視線轉開,幾秒後又低吼了幾聲,接著自暴自棄似的開了口。66Please respect copyright.PENANAmyy4fe1Lsp
66Please respect copyright.PENANAi5VfuwZ8ni
66Please respect copyright.PENANA55GFUuUceS
「褚,清醒的話,回答我這個問題……」幽幽的說著,學長的表情看起來竟是有幾分迷茫:「我到底哪裡值得你這樣執著了?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAYZd3MyVKJe
66Please respect copyright.PENANAot7K6MV8iy
66Please respect copyright.PENANAbuWsz1HI3A
「……學長啊,你是不知道自己的人氣有多高嗎?對於自己的外表殺傷力有多強,你還是有點自覺比較好吧?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAlYdk5zMzn0
66Please respect copyright.PENANAPDQ3ezqzNa
「你只是看上我的臉?」有人馬上不爽了。66Please respect copyright.PENANApFDTzixRET
66Please respect copyright.PENANACqNglB193H
「當然不是。但是我承認一開始有先被你的美貌給騙到幾分鐘,甚至一度想著就這樣跟你去死也可以,哈哈哈哈哈。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAKmPQu2NyUR
66Please respect copyright.PENANA3QKv4XFz1R
「褚,不要讓我覺得認真和你問話的我是白癡,我可能會忍不住手癢。」啊啊,久違的青筋跳動啊,真懷念。66Please respect copyright.PENANAICFz9Rqmbv
66Please respect copyright.PENANAMGUBJq70GU
「要幫你抓癢嗎?啊、呃,請高抬貴手,對不起我錯了。」急忙摀住自己的額頭求饒,我笑了笑,有些自嘲的回答:「學長啊,你這麼問,是不相信我喜歡你吧?還是你想說我喜歡你哪裡,和你說你改?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAqImvGCk1yD
66Please respect copyright.PENANAxP1aZn7Nyj
「褚,我不……」66Please respect copyright.PENANAtP3P59p1G4
66Please respect copyright.PENANAIF8grDzc5x
「喔?或者是,學長你其實一直以來都對自己很沒信心,結果好巧不巧被我這個腦殘學弟喜歡上了,正好可以來探探口風確認自己……」我自顧自的瞎扯著,卻忽然被學長強硬的打斷:「褚!我說,我不是這個意思。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAJUoY4nG967
66Please respect copyright.PENANAHB04ZZx2nM
「……那不然……你是什麼意思呢?」強裝的堅強在話語中段的那一刻也消失無蹤了。就算剛剛才那樣情緒高昂的歡唱,就算已經決定這次真的就結束了,但腦袋泡在酒精當中的時候,我發現自己竟然變得如此脆弱。66Please respect copyright.PENANA2lfEUIG3FQ
66Please respect copyright.PENANAy7Z64cgOES
「……我明白,外頭有其他人也對我抱持著程度不一的好感。但是,對我來說……你和他們,不一樣。」緩緩的說著,像是在試著組織自己並不擅長的語言,學長有些遲疑的握住了我的手腕:「你明明就距離我這麼近,我的缺點全被你知道了。我脾氣不好,不會說話,一不如意就對你動手動腳,甚至……甚至還這樣不斷的傷害你。」握著我的力道加重,他的語氣間摻進了一絲洩漏出的痛苦:「為什麼,你還願意喜歡我?你到底是喜歡我什麼?」66Please respect copyright.PENANAQdwH8plBQp
66Please respect copyright.PENANAtmtAy5mbiO
66Please respect copyright.PENANAyGN0cVVE3a
66Please respect copyright.PENANAAq1yGXAcxw
66Please respect copyright.PENANAMzhO1EHNE0
66Please respect copyright.PENANAe4Kx8O6RyX
「……我不是喜歡你什麼啊,學長。」反手也握住了他,我用手指撐開那緊緊握住的拳頭,讓兩人的手彼此交握。66Please respect copyright.PENANANgubV4EiRt
66Please respect copyright.PENANAAmCdCWkxvY
66Please respect copyright.PENANAARVfT1UC1x
66Please respect copyright.PENANAgubXAO75T5
66Please respect copyright.PENANA1D8mZlpg81
66Please respect copyright.PENANAIFnQaIzYR6
66Please respect copyright.PENANA5q5jwan320
66Please respect copyright.PENANAXmle5n9Lud
66Please respect copyright.PENANAuv9cy9J0BZ
66Please respect copyright.PENANAC1ZMo3xUiU
66Please respect copyright.PENANAjdLGUUdcG0
66Please respect copyright.PENANAgz5SPEfUXw
66Please respect copyright.PENANAIFtH0jw62P
66Please respect copyright.PENANAjMApfnsbC4
「我就只是,喜歡『你』而已。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAm3E9YWkuOP
66Please respect copyright.PENANAK5RqRo819V
66Please respect copyright.PENANACXJ5ssZuVA
低聲說著我晃了晃我們交握的手掌:「對,你缺點毛病一大堆,乍看之下就只剩下外表和實力了。不過,你的其他優點,也只有像我這樣靠近,才能發現。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAc0RCH9Fwlk
66Please respect copyright.PENANAQfA5wwIkBN
66Please respect copyright.PENANA8uqRdlR7Ta
66Please respect copyright.PENANAQLAN2hjxTt
66Please respect copyright.PENANA7McNo5eywt
66Please respect copyright.PENANAKiaBe0cuJP
「你的不離不棄,你的堅強,你的細心,你藏起來的溫柔,和你真正的笑容。還有,你把真名託付給我的,這份羈絆。這些,和你說的那些,我通通都喜歡。我就是喜歡你這個人,褚冥漾就是要命的喜歡了颯彌亞這傢伙喜歡了將近四年。」一口氣把平時不可能說的出口的大膽告白全吐了出來,能夠藉酒裝瘋和他這樣坦然的深入對話,也只有這次了吧。66Please respect copyright.PENANAmwNp3KpDMr
66Please respect copyright.PENANAuXfPqwb5XB
66Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2gO5jeDE9
66Please respect copyright.PENANArm4xCxjxkO
66Please respect copyright.PENANAULng4PJNjx
也好,全部都說完,然後就此放掉吧。66Please respect copyright.PENANAMnfKw6QqyY
66Please respect copyright.PENANA8nwcG7NZ6h
66Please respect copyright.PENANA2ABx0mmBRz
66Please respect copyright.PENANAMlc22VuWMz
66Please respect copyright.PENANAXkAHcyqmX1
「……褚。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAdjuynolFGU
66Please respect copyright.PENANAzKpYAYQarU
66Please respect copyright.PENANAFLIHwcBy4s
66Please respect copyright.PENANAItIqYsFTj4
「嗯?」66Please respect copyright.PENANASz01XoOjLw
66Please respect copyright.PENANA1g99wm8ZsV
66Please respect copyright.PENANAlSDMTiS0p9
66Please respect copyright.PENANAZBGRTFESzm
「你……還會想進一步交往嗎?我是說,和我。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAMTo6FKV4At
66Please respect copyright.PENANAkTRroDb7Sf
「……哈哈,問這什麼問題呢,學長?我好不容易真的要放手了,別再來動搖我了啦。」66Please respect copyright.PENANAoJBiUfwx2R
66Please respect copyright.PENANAVvQL3YkqpK
「如果……如果你真的想試試,也不是不可以。」66Please respect copyright.PENANA21WLJy2zXs