散場之後,時間已經是半夜兩點多了。我捧著一杯紅酒,虛脫似的靠在花圃邊的小矮牆上癱坐著,有一口沒一口的輕啜著手中的香醇。57Please respect copyright.PENANA4iCrNPg9Jv
57Please respect copyright.PENANAz7CKkLeSLv
57Please respect copyright.PENANAxhnGoyeRKK
學長說這酒叫什麼?57Please respect copyright.PENANAJLRruJOfbI
57Please respect copyright.PENANATPDry4bR1z
57Please respect copyright.PENANAZg6lZRCh7X
「Pi……」57Please respect copyright.PENANA43eNWG8pNC
57Please respect copyright.PENANA84ZJvyK6qw
「是Pinot Noir.」一隻手拿走了杯子,我抬頭一看,果然是學長。懶懶的翻過了身,我傻笑著看向他正一臉無奈扶額的表情:「學、長──」57Please respect copyright.PENANA4Y1WafFnNj
57Please respect copyright.PENANAfThVKLCrIf
57Please respect copyright.PENANAbuPO64bbME
57Please respect copyright.PENANAU8bsysbxRm
57Please respect copyright.PENANAXtxcuAfzGB
嗓子因為唱太久了而有些沙啞無力,加上那些微的醉意,我的聲音竟然有種軟呼呼的感覺,真神奇。57Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZEVJFtldj
57Please respect copyright.PENANAHiqCw6VFM9
57Please respect copyright.PENANA8NDlZ6hfiB
聽見我這樣喚他,學長忍不住嘴角抽了抽,接著煩躁的低吼一聲,在我身邊坐了下來。57Please respect copyright.PENANApEqPlEPIJq
57Please respect copyright.PENANAUzvQ1h3h4w
57Please respect copyright.PENANAmUGEswGhPU
57Please respect copyright.PENANAvseD0ltWOU
「……褚,你現在還清醒嗎?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAnRRm3euMnJ
57Please respect copyright.PENANAHonxKGXJwt
「嗯啊──清醒得不能再清醒了!」57Please respect copyright.PENANAH6IBNESf3E
57Please respect copyright.PENANAK8bAyeK1E8
「……會信你的我是白癡嗎?」鄙視的看了我一眼,學長又把視線轉開,幾秒後又低吼了幾聲,接著自暴自棄似的開了口。57Please respect copyright.PENANAlr5xNS4Amb
57Please respect copyright.PENANAw7hfBAk9f9
57Please respect copyright.PENANAiYCCvX8hr1
「褚,清醒的話,回答我這個問題……」幽幽的說著,學長的表情看起來竟是有幾分迷茫:「我到底哪裡值得你這樣執著了?」57Please respect copyright.PENANA6coUpDe3v1
57Please respect copyright.PENANA6soXXsCvRc
57Please respect copyright.PENANAcDXgI3i1tC
「……學長啊,你是不知道自己的人氣有多高嗎?對於自己的外表殺傷力有多強,你還是有點自覺比較好吧?」57Please respect copyright.PENANArJ7GXqAuDN
57Please respect copyright.PENANAgyDcpwGjBn
「你只是看上我的臉?」有人馬上不爽了。57Please respect copyright.PENANAN3TcTELlDS
57Please respect copyright.PENANAo7PPVcHSdA
「當然不是。但是我承認一開始有先被你的美貌給騙到幾分鐘,甚至一度想著就這樣跟你去死也可以,哈哈哈哈哈。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAxPcoAni5gx
57Please respect copyright.PENANAwToALN5v4U
「褚,不要讓我覺得認真和你問話的我是白癡,我可能會忍不住手癢。」啊啊,久違的青筋跳動啊,真懷念。57Please respect copyright.PENANAIWjHZMn5pF
57Please respect copyright.PENANAReGfWRNZom
「要幫你抓癢嗎?啊、呃,請高抬貴手,對不起我錯了。」急忙摀住自己的額頭求饒,我笑了笑,有些自嘲的回答:「學長啊,你這麼問,是不相信我喜歡你吧?還是你想說我喜歡你哪裡,和你說你改?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAEI5bXfWB3U
57Please respect copyright.PENANAHqKrKyufmN
「褚,我不……」57Please respect copyright.PENANAmxzJHAmQta
57Please respect copyright.PENANAzyGb1jRw38
「喔?或者是,學長你其實一直以來都對自己很沒信心,結果好巧不巧被我這個腦殘學弟喜歡上了,正好可以來探探口風確認自己……」我自顧自的瞎扯著,卻忽然被學長強硬的打斷:「褚!我說,我不是這個意思。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAAeqcMjrePb
57Please respect copyright.PENANAlmmX9ZP0rE
「……那不然……你是什麼意思呢?」強裝的堅強在話語中段的那一刻也消失無蹤了。就算剛剛才那樣情緒高昂的歡唱,就算已經決定這次真的就結束了,但腦袋泡在酒精當中的時候,我發現自己竟然變得如此脆弱。57Please respect copyright.PENANAgpHLSI8lGT
57Please respect copyright.PENANAR1gEdSIIhB
「……我明白,外頭有其他人也對我抱持著程度不一的好感。但是,對我來說……你和他們,不一樣。」緩緩的說著,像是在試著組織自己並不擅長的語言,學長有些遲疑的握住了我的手腕:「你明明就距離我這麼近,我的缺點全被你知道了。我脾氣不好,不會說話,一不如意就對你動手動腳,甚至……甚至還這樣不斷的傷害你。」握著我的力道加重,他的語氣間摻進了一絲洩漏出的痛苦:「為什麼,你還願意喜歡我?你到底是喜歡我什麼?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAyYqmzlB1IV
57Please respect copyright.PENANAP5ARSP9c4N
57Please respect copyright.PENANA8V5LKxZ32t
57Please respect copyright.PENANAMPM4l4JjRg
57Please respect copyright.PENANAM6XDVnVxV4
57Please respect copyright.PENANAo1d45RJfgV
「……我不是喜歡你什麼啊,學長。」反手也握住了他,我用手指撐開那緊緊握住的拳頭,讓兩人的手彼此交握。57Please respect copyright.PENANAHMVNw0trYM
57Please respect copyright.PENANAlYkezR9toL
57Please respect copyright.PENANAUUAKXc8DDo
57Please respect copyright.PENANAmnG4ig3bgi
57Please respect copyright.PENANAPgWd9H8oEZ
57Please respect copyright.PENANAxpbvaTzFfr
57Please respect copyright.PENANAb727cOwsT1
57Please respect copyright.PENANAXH4kHbeaLy
57Please respect copyright.PENANADeE1U9SIMx
57Please respect copyright.PENANAnXXXF4HdTq
57Please respect copyright.PENANAyxOjx7EYPf
57Please respect copyright.PENANA4AGC3kkiLH
57Please respect copyright.PENANAcYlL5gX5rp
57Please respect copyright.PENANAk8G86Ip6Tn
「我就只是,喜歡『你』而已。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAECTQICFIXY
57Please respect copyright.PENANAUrXViSlBoS
57Please respect copyright.PENANA00RiYBtouu
低聲說著我晃了晃我們交握的手掌:「對,你缺點毛病一大堆,乍看之下就只剩下外表和實力了。不過,你的其他優點,也只有像我這樣靠近,才能發現。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAdWJfB3G2Fr
57Please respect copyright.PENANAyNzMsocHO6
57Please respect copyright.PENANAd2jT4D3fUk
57Please respect copyright.PENANA5tZW5f9iHJ
57Please respect copyright.PENANAQGPzJoT0PQ
57Please respect copyright.PENANAmkYwCsLL6j
「你的不離不棄,你的堅強,你的細心,你藏起來的溫柔,和你真正的笑容。還有,你把真名託付給我的,這份羈絆。這些,和你說的那些,我通通都喜歡。我就是喜歡你這個人,褚冥漾就是要命的喜歡了颯彌亞這傢伙喜歡了將近四年。」一口氣把平時不可能說的出口的大膽告白全吐了出來,能夠藉酒裝瘋和他這樣坦然的深入對話,也只有這次了吧。57Please respect copyright.PENANAbcBDvMY2XL
57Please respect copyright.PENANAYtvsOY3oxL
57Please respect copyright.PENANABWsl8Lt4CE
57Please respect copyright.PENANA4VEco3tNOH
57Please respect copyright.PENANAXatXgeR4th
也好,全部都說完,然後就此放掉吧。57Please respect copyright.PENANArm6fPP03bC
57Please respect copyright.PENANAlnI52A6wb7
57Please respect copyright.PENANABTadpMozXl
57Please respect copyright.PENANAxzpfWWRimK
57Please respect copyright.PENANANsTQDgVmOF
「……褚。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAjoYoOueYg3
57Please respect copyright.PENANAmmHkZCk0Bx
57Please respect copyright.PENANAgDot9iPUP0
57Please respect copyright.PENANAqnjQuPpKfF
「嗯?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAVpi8rr2eJ6
57Please respect copyright.PENANA6ArRWhI5B5
57Please respect copyright.PENANAEDSZ8J8yxu
57Please respect copyright.PENANA0CYmcNr6UL
「你……還會想進一步交往嗎?我是說,和我。」57Please respect copyright.PENANA7Zasr4iTn0
57Please respect copyright.PENANAKEJvN3udUB
「……哈哈,問這什麼問題呢,學長?我好不容易真的要放手了,別再來動搖我了啦。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAoSN3hRH6Tg
57Please respect copyright.PENANAlZWVBZ4X4O
「如果……如果你真的想試試,也不是不可以。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAUFRAWyINtA
57Please respect copyright.PENANAz7CKkLeSLv
57Please respect copyright.PENANAxhnGoyeRKK
學長說這酒叫什麼?57Please respect copyright.PENANAJLRruJOfbI
57Please respect copyright.PENANATPDry4bR1z
57Please respect copyright.PENANAZg6lZRCh7X
「Pi……」57Please respect copyright.PENANA43eNWG8pNC
57Please respect copyright.PENANA84ZJvyK6qw
「是Pinot Noir.」一隻手拿走了杯子,我抬頭一看,果然是學長。懶懶的翻過了身,我傻笑著看向他正一臉無奈扶額的表情:「學、長──」57Please respect copyright.PENANA4Y1WafFnNj
57Please respect copyright.PENANAfThVKLCrIf
57Please respect copyright.PENANAbuPO64bbME
57Please respect copyright.PENANAU8bsysbxRm
57Please respect copyright.PENANAXtxcuAfzGB
嗓子因為唱太久了而有些沙啞無力,加上那些微的醉意,我的聲音竟然有種軟呼呼的感覺,真神奇。57Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZEVJFtldj
57Please respect copyright.PENANAHiqCw6VFM9
57Please respect copyright.PENANA8NDlZ6hfiB
聽見我這樣喚他,學長忍不住嘴角抽了抽,接著煩躁的低吼一聲,在我身邊坐了下來。57Please respect copyright.PENANApEqPlEPIJq
57Please respect copyright.PENANAUzvQ1h3h4w
57Please respect copyright.PENANAmUGEswGhPU
57Please respect copyright.PENANAvseD0ltWOU
「……褚,你現在還清醒嗎?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAnRRm3euMnJ
57Please respect copyright.PENANAHonxKGXJwt
「嗯啊──清醒得不能再清醒了!」57Please respect copyright.PENANAH6IBNESf3E
57Please respect copyright.PENANAK8bAyeK1E8
「……會信你的我是白癡嗎?」鄙視的看了我一眼,學長又把視線轉開,幾秒後又低吼了幾聲,接著自暴自棄似的開了口。57Please respect copyright.PENANAlr5xNS4Amb
57Please respect copyright.PENANAw7hfBAk9f9
57Please respect copyright.PENANAiYCCvX8hr1
「褚,清醒的話,回答我這個問題……」幽幽的說著,學長的表情看起來竟是有幾分迷茫:「我到底哪裡值得你這樣執著了?」57Please respect copyright.PENANA6coUpDe3v1
57Please respect copyright.PENANA6soXXsCvRc
57Please respect copyright.PENANAcDXgI3i1tC
「……學長啊,你是不知道自己的人氣有多高嗎?對於自己的外表殺傷力有多強,你還是有點自覺比較好吧?」57Please respect copyright.PENANArJ7GXqAuDN
57Please respect copyright.PENANAgyDcpwGjBn
「你只是看上我的臉?」有人馬上不爽了。57Please respect copyright.PENANAN3TcTELlDS
57Please respect copyright.PENANAo7PPVcHSdA
「當然不是。但是我承認一開始有先被你的美貌給騙到幾分鐘,甚至一度想著就這樣跟你去死也可以,哈哈哈哈哈。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAxPcoAni5gx
57Please respect copyright.PENANAwToALN5v4U
「褚,不要讓我覺得認真和你問話的我是白癡,我可能會忍不住手癢。」啊啊,久違的青筋跳動啊,真懷念。57Please respect copyright.PENANAIWjHZMn5pF
57Please respect copyright.PENANAReGfWRNZom
「要幫你抓癢嗎?啊、呃,請高抬貴手,對不起我錯了。」急忙摀住自己的額頭求饒,我笑了笑,有些自嘲的回答:「學長啊,你這麼問,是不相信我喜歡你吧?還是你想說我喜歡你哪裡,和你說你改?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAEI5bXfWB3U
57Please respect copyright.PENANAHqKrKyufmN
「褚,我不……」57Please respect copyright.PENANAmxzJHAmQta
57Please respect copyright.PENANAzyGb1jRw38
「喔?或者是,學長你其實一直以來都對自己很沒信心,結果好巧不巧被我這個腦殘學弟喜歡上了,正好可以來探探口風確認自己……」我自顧自的瞎扯著,卻忽然被學長強硬的打斷:「褚!我說,我不是這個意思。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAAeqcMjrePb
57Please respect copyright.PENANAlmmX9ZP0rE
「……那不然……你是什麼意思呢?」強裝的堅強在話語中段的那一刻也消失無蹤了。就算剛剛才那樣情緒高昂的歡唱,就算已經決定這次真的就結束了,但腦袋泡在酒精當中的時候,我發現自己竟然變得如此脆弱。57Please respect copyright.PENANAgpHLSI8lGT
57Please respect copyright.PENANAR1gEdSIIhB
「……我明白,外頭有其他人也對我抱持著程度不一的好感。但是,對我來說……你和他們,不一樣。」緩緩的說著,像是在試著組織自己並不擅長的語言,學長有些遲疑的握住了我的手腕:「你明明就距離我這麼近,我的缺點全被你知道了。我脾氣不好,不會說話,一不如意就對你動手動腳,甚至……甚至還這樣不斷的傷害你。」握著我的力道加重,他的語氣間摻進了一絲洩漏出的痛苦:「為什麼,你還願意喜歡我?你到底是喜歡我什麼?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAyYqmzlB1IV
57Please respect copyright.PENANAP5ARSP9c4N
57Please respect copyright.PENANA8V5LKxZ32t
57Please respect copyright.PENANAMPM4l4JjRg
57Please respect copyright.PENANAM6XDVnVxV4
57Please respect copyright.PENANAo1d45RJfgV
「……我不是喜歡你什麼啊,學長。」反手也握住了他,我用手指撐開那緊緊握住的拳頭,讓兩人的手彼此交握。57Please respect copyright.PENANAHMVNw0trYM
57Please respect copyright.PENANAlYkezR9toL
57Please respect copyright.PENANAUUAKXc8DDo
57Please respect copyright.PENANAmnG4ig3bgi
57Please respect copyright.PENANAPgWd9H8oEZ
57Please respect copyright.PENANAxpbvaTzFfr
57Please respect copyright.PENANAb727cOwsT1
57Please respect copyright.PENANAXH4kHbeaLy
57Please respect copyright.PENANADeE1U9SIMx
57Please respect copyright.PENANAnXXXF4HdTq
57Please respect copyright.PENANAyxOjx7EYPf
57Please respect copyright.PENANA4AGC3kkiLH
57Please respect copyright.PENANAcYlL5gX5rp
57Please respect copyright.PENANAk8G86Ip6Tn
「我就只是,喜歡『你』而已。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAECTQICFIXY
57Please respect copyright.PENANAUrXViSlBoS
57Please respect copyright.PENANA00RiYBtouu
低聲說著我晃了晃我們交握的手掌:「對,你缺點毛病一大堆,乍看之下就只剩下外表和實力了。不過,你的其他優點,也只有像我這樣靠近,才能發現。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAdWJfB3G2Fr
57Please respect copyright.PENANAyNzMsocHO6
57Please respect copyright.PENANAd2jT4D3fUk
57Please respect copyright.PENANA5tZW5f9iHJ
57Please respect copyright.PENANAQGPzJoT0PQ
57Please respect copyright.PENANAmkYwCsLL6j
「你的不離不棄,你的堅強,你的細心,你藏起來的溫柔,和你真正的笑容。還有,你把真名託付給我的,這份羈絆。這些,和你說的那些,我通通都喜歡。我就是喜歡你這個人,褚冥漾就是要命的喜歡了颯彌亞這傢伙喜歡了將近四年。」一口氣把平時不可能說的出口的大膽告白全吐了出來,能夠藉酒裝瘋和他這樣坦然的深入對話,也只有這次了吧。57Please respect copyright.PENANAbcBDvMY2XL
57Please respect copyright.PENANAYtvsOY3oxL
57Please respect copyright.PENANABWsl8Lt4CE
57Please respect copyright.PENANA4VEco3tNOH
57Please respect copyright.PENANAXatXgeR4th
也好,全部都說完,然後就此放掉吧。57Please respect copyright.PENANArm6fPP03bC
57Please respect copyright.PENANAlnI52A6wb7
57Please respect copyright.PENANABTadpMozXl
57Please respect copyright.PENANAxzpfWWRimK
57Please respect copyright.PENANANsTQDgVmOF
「……褚。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAjoYoOueYg3
57Please respect copyright.PENANAmmHkZCk0Bx
57Please respect copyright.PENANAgDot9iPUP0
57Please respect copyright.PENANAqnjQuPpKfF
「嗯?」57Please respect copyright.PENANAVpi8rr2eJ6
57Please respect copyright.PENANA6ArRWhI5B5
57Please respect copyright.PENANAEDSZ8J8yxu
57Please respect copyright.PENANA0CYmcNr6UL
「你……還會想進一步交往嗎?我是說,和我。」57Please respect copyright.PENANA7Zasr4iTn0
57Please respect copyright.PENANAKEJvN3udUB
「……哈哈,問這什麼問題呢,學長?我好不容易真的要放手了,別再來動搖我了啦。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAoSN3hRH6Tg
57Please respect copyright.PENANAlZWVBZ4X4O
「如果……如果你真的想試試,也不是不可以。」57Please respect copyright.PENANAUFRAWyINtA