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『各位觀眾好久不見!這裡是正愉快的病著的愛冰漾也愛利樣的米姑娘──米納斯!不知道大家想不想我呢?上一章裡頭,親愛的學長大人終於開始了遲來的超展開,這究竟意味著什麼?褚冥漾的春天終於要來了嗎?』
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【隨著冰炎與褚冥漾兩人在電視台的精湛演出,國際知名導演的傾囊巨作竟找上了兩人,邀請參加電影選角試鏡。沒想到,兩人在試鏡會場竟然碰上了完全意料之外的人物。冰炎與褚冥漾究竟能不能成功的解決麻煩,並錄取這兩個題材新穎又充滿話題性的角色呢?而那股在冰炎心中悄悄萌芽的情愫,究竟又是──?】
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『敬請期待──』
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【我的單身日記。】
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『我說……都這種情況了,你們還玩不膩?』
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『主人,我和小柳是超級認真的。』
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【沒錯,這並不是兒戲。】
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『你們兩個人這麼認真的否定我讓我覺得更扯了!』
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【先看看自己的人生,再看看自己有沒有資格說別人,妖師。】
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『……我好累。』
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『白馬馬力…!』
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『米納斯,閉嘴。』
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地點是電視台的節目後臺,情況是學長一把拉開我藏匿著的更衣室門簾,然後──
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『字面上的意思。』學長站著,逆著光的臉龐讓我看不清他的表情。
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我只能愣愣的看著他說出這句話,什麼反應都做不出來。
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他沉默的凝視了我片刻,接著,蹲下了身,視線與我平齊。
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「褚,你是不是從很久以前就開始了?」學長看著我,很認真的問著。沒有說到底是開始什麼,但我卻聽得懂。
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其實,到底是什麼時候開始的,我自己也說不清。只知道……很深刻很深刻,彷彿很久很久以前,就已經刻劃在骨子裡了。
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喜歡學長的這份心情。
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但學長現在問我這個要做什麼呢?
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我們不是說好……回歸從前?
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大腦渾渾噩噩的,聽見他的問題,我只能茫然的點了點頭。然後看見他原本認真的神情,變成一種感到既苦惱又妥協的複雜表情。
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「突然之間要你變得像以前一樣,好像太為難你了。以前的你還沒有對我說過喜歡,以前的我也還不知道你的心意,現在什麼都知道了,就算表現的再怎麼雲淡風輕,果然還是介意……」學長像是在對我說,又像是在喃喃自語,說到後來,語氣間竟帶了點惆悵。
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記憶中,學長總是帶著強勢的自信,散發耀眼的光彩引領眾人的目光。曾幾何時,他會在他人面前示弱,表現出惆悵的模樣?
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是我把他變成這樣的嗎?但是,喜歡他是我的事,我並不想讓他……也變得不像自己啊。
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「……學長,其實你可以不用想這麼多的。想怎麼對待我就怎麼對待我,只要你覺得好過就好……其實………你真的不用顧慮我,我只要你過得開心舒服自在就好……當做沒有這回事,對你來說也會比較輕鬆吧……」
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機械式的把閃避的臉轉向面對學長,我茫然的這樣說著。有一股很想哭的衝動,但我卻不知道,哭的理由是什麼。
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喜歡上一個人,就是會為了他而或悲或喜,光是看著都會想落淚嗎?
有時候,真的覺得喜歡一個人會累。
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然後,一個如草原之風一般清新,卻在語氣間帶上威壓的聲音自學長後方傳來。
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「我不允許。」
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同樣來到後台的阿利站在學長身後看著我們,表情是微笑的,但那雙笑著彎起的琥珀色雙眸中,卻閃爍著一股無法忽視的──怒氣。
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阿利學長在生氣,而且是,非常、非常生氣。
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「珍惜他的方式有很多種,就算不接受他的感情,你還是有其他面對的方法可以選擇吧?或許身為一個局外人,我沒有資格對你說什麼。但是,亞學弟,我現在要對你說──我真的對你很失望。比起給予多餘的溫柔或是不存在的希望,一直不下定決心把模糊的關係給明朗化這種行為,並沒有比較不過分。」
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阿利走到我身邊,帶著冷意的笑容變成往常那種淡淡的溫柔淺笑,他拍了拍我的頭,接著伸手將攤坐在牆角的我扶起來,牽到更衣室外頭。然後,他回過身,對仍半蹲在地上的學長燦笑著補上一句:「更何況,你三種都做了。」
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說完,阿利學長就這樣在一竿工作人員的目瞪口呆鴉雀無聲之下,帶著我離開了電視台。
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將我帶到地下室之後,阿利學長對已經停在電梯門口的那輛據說是保時捷的保母車招了招手,迅速的把我塞進了車內。跟在我之後坐進車裡,阿利關上了門後,重重靠上椅背,抬手用手背碰著額頭:「這次真是太衝動了呢。」
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「阿利學長……」
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「不過,我不後悔。」打斷我想說些什麼的話,他轉頭朝我綻放了一抹笑顏:「就算亞學弟不珍惜你,你也要學會珍惜自己啊,漾漾。」
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聽見他第一次用暱稱稱呼我,我心底暖了一下,也跟著露出笑容:「嗯,也是。」
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