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我喜歡你。
我喜歡你。
我喜歡你。
在心底對你說了三次之後,我決定把這句話封印。
不是不能繼續這麼說,而是不能再對你這麼做。
除非是你允許我,但,你會嗎──學長?
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「褚……」學長欲言又止的站在門口看著我,我咬了咬下唇後,還是側過身讓出走道:「我沒事,進來說吧。」讓我們好好的解決這拖了五個月的告白。
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從冰箱裡拎了兩罐蜜豆奶走到客廳後,我在學長對面的沙發上坐下,默默的把蜜豆奶放到他面前。而學長也默默的拿起蜜豆奶,不發一語的拆出吸管喝了起來,我們就這樣默默的對飲蜜豆奶過了十分鐘。
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大概是終於意識到自己這樣拖拖拉拉磨磨蹭蹭真的很爛,學長放下那罐已經被吸扁又被吹飽再吸扁了無數次的蜜豆奶,神情糾結的抬頭看向我。
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紅色瞳眸目光複雜糾葛,看了讓人心痛,但我現在真的有種很火大的感覺,都快要忍不住摔奶了。
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五個月,學長。五個月了。
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當你在中間搞那些曖昧,不清不楚的連個聲也不吭,讓人不停重複燃起希望又幻滅的心理歷程,你在那之前不好好想清楚,現在在這邊糾結什麼?要糾結的應該是我吧?我現在真的正為了要不要在這邊現場暴走給你看而感到無比糾結啊。
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我不是沒有自尊,不是沒有脾氣。
只是太喜歡了,喜歡到這些東西都可以為了你而一度放下。
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但這份喜歡,你不需要,也不想要。那就算我是出於自願的,也不應該再繼續在你面前露出卑微的姿態。那是對我自己感情的尊重,也是對於你的選擇的尊重。
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所以,如果不喜歡我,如果不能接受這份沉重的心意,那麼,現在就拒絕我。
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現在。
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「……褚,真的很對不起。」過了幾分鐘後,他終於開口了。
「沒有關係。」我移開視線,不願意再看他那雙太漂亮的眼睛。
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「我很在乎你,真的。你是我很重要的朋友,我並不想失去你。」學長一字一句緩緩的說著,每一個字都要斟酌著如何說出口似的小心翼翼。
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「我知道。」手心收緊,我把那雙會因顫抖而洩漏心情的拳頭藏到身後。
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「比起不穩定的交往關係,堅定的友誼更能夠永遠長存。我想和你繼續當朋友,就像父親與凡斯過去那樣。」
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「……我們以後,還可以像以前一樣嗎?」深吸了幾口氣,我抬頭看向他,問著。
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視線碰撞的那一刻,我又看見了。那份一再出現,卻不曾被他自己察覺的依戀。
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就算我發現了,又能如何向他證明呢?難不成跟偶像劇一樣,衝上去抱著他大哭大鬧說:「我不要放你走!我知道你也是愛我的!」這樣?
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這太難看,也太可笑了。
他本人是那樣堅決的拒絕相信這份情感存在的可能性,我還能要求他什麼。
他連自己的心都不願意相信了,我能要他相信我的心嗎?
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對一個不願意相信愛情的人,談什麼心。
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「一定可以的。我會像以前那樣對你,就像過去一樣,不會有任何改變。」
學長馬上答應。
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聽見他的回應,我忍不住搖頭失笑。
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「學長啊,學長。讓我最後再說一段話,然後,就恢復以前那樣吧。你是厲害的學長,我是冒冒失失的學弟。你從不談感情,而我喜歡可愛的女孩子,就這樣。所以,最後再聽我說一段話。」
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毫不在乎般,我笑笑的對學長說著,埋在身後的拳頭緊緊握住,指甲陷入掌心。
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