【冰漾】我的單身日記 第十四章72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTz9ZHnadZ
發文時間: 4/16 2012

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　　當我再一次的恢復意識時，已經是隔天的傍晚了，我睡了將近一整天。有些吃力的從床上爬起來，腦袋裡劇烈的脹痛感又讓我瞬間脫力倒回床上去：「嘶－－」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RssgvLxCd
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　　呃啊……痛……72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkO4BS5fp9
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　　估計是聽見動靜，門外的人很快的就推門而入，來到我身邊：「褚！」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwsFVclnIZ
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　　學長看我想坐起身，便伸手替我立起枕頭，再撐起我的手臂輕輕的讓我靠坐起身。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqZmy0Z6dL
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　　「呃啊……學長，現在情況怎麼樣了？」我伸手揉了揉太陽穴，痛的微瞇起眼睛。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSW8xQK6o09
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　　學長看了看確定我坐好之後，便轉身倒了杯水：「你們去除靈的時候，把潛伏在映幻之湖周圍的靈體全部翻了出來，幸好你當機立斷做了封印，那些靈體才沒有再惡化成鬼族，他們現在還在你的封印裡動彈不得。你和米納斯在廣場做的持續性淨化也正再削弱他們的力量，不過因為數量過於龐大，所以淨化的效果仍然有限。你既然醒了，等等就去撤掉吧，這樣一直下去，你的精神力會崩潰的。」他將水杯遞給我之後，皺著眉說明道。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcAvlZOD4e
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　　我端著水杯，小口小口的喝下了半杯之後，才嘆了口氣：「不能撤。」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iM6GBbFYY
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　　「為什麼？」學長有些不滿，但還沒有直接動怒，而是拉過一旁的椅子坐下來，翹起腳雙手環胸。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQfVrev1Tu
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　　我放下杯子，左手握拳，食指和拇指圈出一個沒有連接起的圓：「這個，是我在外圈下的大型封印。封印的同時，我在裡面埋了很多水屬性，然後－－」接著，我的右手也做出一樣的動作：「這個是我趕回廣場後做的淨化術。為了做出能夠在遠方持續供給力量並監控封印裡的情況，我利用埋在封印裡的水屬性和廣場水池裡的水屬性做出連結，讓兩個術互相接合。」我邊說，邊把兩個圈的缺口扣在一起：「這樣子，兩個術的根基立在同一點上，會更強韌，我也可以隨時調整。」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zqxfteV3q
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　　靜靜的聽著我的解釋，學長沉默了片刻，才勉為其難的點了點頭：「這招……高明。」接著話鋒一轉：「但你有沒有想過，這對你會造成多大損傷？你的精神力耗費到甚至得強迫預支未來的額度，萬一之後在紫袍的檢定中沒有辦法發揮實力，你該怎麼辦？」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYtBmRPOeD
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　　「那……也只好之後再重考了……」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxdJr9gt57
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　　「你能不能先把力量收回來，讓其他人合力重新下一個封印？」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5o0NOn1zM
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　　我苦笑了一下，仍維持著手上的動作：「我沒有辦法放著幻族不管，這是現在的我所能想到最有效的方法了。如果我把力量抽走的話……」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnl883jBYa
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　　握拳互相圈著的兩隻手，在剎那放開。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseUY6XCkrM
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　　「暴露在外的怨靈會傾巢而出，從他們過去所累積的能量看來，會瞬間扭曲成鬼族吧。」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFd8Xt5947t
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　　我一說出這句話，房內又再度陷入沉默。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16hTmd6qqx
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　　「……你，能不能再做事之前，先稍微為自己想一想？」良久，學長才抬手扶額，目光複雜的看向我。他眼神中的無奈與懊惱讓我不敢迎視，只好垂下視線，看著老頭公化身成的黑色鐲子。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7bNjzRXnM
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　　「如果是你，你也會這麼做吧？就像在鬼王塚那時，毫不猶豫的要我捨棄你一樣。」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeb28ySHnI6
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　　「褚……」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qp6kLbPBc
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　　「學長……我呀，也已經到了會想多為這個世界做一點什麼的時候了。如果有個地方，沒有我這樣的犧牲做為代價就會滅亡，那我怎麼能不做呢？」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WeJdWk9vP
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　　「……有些時候，我真的很後悔讓你成長得這麼快。」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIrE6FO240
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　　聽見這句話，我忍不住抬眸看向他，雙唇微張，不知道該說什麼。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyRfdSbPXI
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　　站起身，學長從懷裡拿出兩本黑色封皮的筆記本擺到桌上，接著走到門口。他背對著我，手放在門把上輕聲開口：「從前，我聽的見你心裡的念頭的時候，是那樣的了解你，並渴望能早日讓你綻放光彩。但是現在，我卻不想看到你這樣無私，因為你即使知道有人會你擔心，也絕對不會多為自己想一點……更何況，你不知道為你擔心的到底有多少人。」72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlPPhuXAAB
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　　然後，他推開門，靜靜的走出了房間。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRmLZzwiRD
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　　我呆滯的坐在床上，耳邊不斷的重覆著他剛剛的那席話，視線緩緩的轉向了他離去前放了東西的桌面。黑色封皮的筆記本映入我的眼簾，那是我的日記。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfzQ4NWMoH
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　　我總共有三本日記本，除了正在寫的那一本之外，桌上那兩本是已經寫完的。比較舊的那本寫的是從入學到升高二的那一年。比較新的那一本，寫的是接續前一本，遠征隊的過程，一直到升上高三，裡頭……也承載著滿滿的愛戀。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA31OXgRDcQ
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　　我嘴角勾起一抹苦澀又滿足的笑容。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXH5VRuRNbQ
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　　暗戀……是嗎？真是一種，又幸福，又痛苦的戀愛方式，但我依然樂此不疲。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fg6P2sx2U
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　　因為不打算說出口，所以自然不抱有多大期望，也因為如此，很輕易的就能滿足於偶然的小小曖昧所帶來的幸福感。不用患得患失，不用為了讓他喜歡自己而做什麼矜持，只要和過去一樣的和他相處，然後悄悄的收藏那一段段在我眼中可以稱之為「幸福」的微小片段。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsGbm4Sond
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　　這樣就夠了。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZrPhnkLn3
　　就算偶爾得忍受不能說出口的落寞與心痛。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27DC0Fwytq
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　　畢竟，沒有不用心痛的戀愛啊。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaSYYBrkMy
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　　我掀起棉被，把雙腳放上地面，穿上拖鞋後，小心翼翼的起身來到桌子旁，伸手撫上日記本的封面。這時，一個可怕的念頭猛然出現在我腦海裡，宛如一盆冷水直接的由頭頂澆下。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7USSSn6nRO
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　　昨天晚上我曾醒過來很短的的時間……那個時候，我聽見身邊有翻書聲。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kv3Yt1mOE
　　那個時候，在我身邊的人是學長。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHO1GqAqpA
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　　剛剛從身上拿出這兩本日記的，也是學長。72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqTPOgIk18
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　　那－－昨天晚上，學長在看的，是什麼書？72Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseHoiZfmpi
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