【冰漾】我的單身日記 第十四章73Please respect copyright.PENANAWCui7zpopI
發文時間: 4/16 2012
發文時間: 4/16 2012
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當我再一次的恢復意識時,已經是隔天的傍晚了,我睡了將近一整天。有些吃力的從床上爬起來,腦袋裡劇烈的脹痛感又讓我瞬間脫力倒回床上去:「嘶--」73Please respect copyright.PENANAyi8wvfaeNA
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呃啊……痛……73Please respect copyright.PENANAg3ryFAC1Zc
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估計是聽見動靜,門外的人很快的就推門而入,來到我身邊:「褚!」73Please respect copyright.PENANAQpI2ZYgJrd
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學長看我想坐起身,便伸手替我立起枕頭,再撐起我的手臂輕輕的讓我靠坐起身。73Please respect copyright.PENANAlBKwWs7xeM
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「呃啊……學長,現在情況怎麼樣了?」我伸手揉了揉太陽穴,痛的微瞇起眼睛。73Please respect copyright.PENANAu1n0jnvYpe
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學長看了看確定我坐好之後,便轉身倒了杯水:「你們去除靈的時候,把潛伏在映幻之湖周圍的靈體全部翻了出來,幸好你當機立斷做了封印,那些靈體才沒有再惡化成鬼族,他們現在還在你的封印裡動彈不得。你和米納斯在廣場做的持續性淨化也正再削弱他們的力量,不過因為數量過於龐大,所以淨化的效果仍然有限。你既然醒了,等等就去撤掉吧,這樣一直下去,你的精神力會崩潰的。」他將水杯遞給我之後,皺著眉說明道。73Please respect copyright.PENANABiLKmveB7o
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我端著水杯,小口小口的喝下了半杯之後,才嘆了口氣:「不能撤。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAMXts5Pbz2X
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「為什麼?」學長有些不滿,但還沒有直接動怒,而是拉過一旁的椅子坐下來,翹起腳雙手環胸。73Please respect copyright.PENANA1vaNosN0dx
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我放下杯子,左手握拳,食指和拇指圈出一個沒有連接起的圓:「這個,是我在外圈下的大型封印。封印的同時,我在裡面埋了很多水屬性,然後--」接著,我的右手也做出一樣的動作:「這個是我趕回廣場後做的淨化術。為了做出能夠在遠方持續供給力量並監控封印裡的情況,我利用埋在封印裡的水屬性和廣場水池裡的水屬性做出連結,讓兩個術互相接合。」我邊說,邊把兩個圈的缺口扣在一起:「這樣子,兩個術的根基立在同一點上,會更強韌,我也可以隨時調整。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAevKPaX8oRP
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靜靜的聽著我的解釋,學長沉默了片刻,才勉為其難的點了點頭:「這招……高明。」接著話鋒一轉:「但你有沒有想過,這對你會造成多大損傷?你的精神力耗費到甚至得強迫預支未來的額度,萬一之後在紫袍的檢定中沒有辦法發揮實力,你該怎麼辦?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAlsQqtDuoRv
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「那……也只好之後再重考了……」73Please respect copyright.PENANA9q0xrgiTmR
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「你能不能先把力量收回來,讓其他人合力重新下一個封印?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAgKTYqDSvOA
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我苦笑了一下,仍維持著手上的動作:「我沒有辦法放著幻族不管,這是現在的我所能想到最有效的方法了。如果我把力量抽走的話……」73Please respect copyright.PENANAeeklYuQNTL
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握拳互相圈著的兩隻手,在剎那放開。73Please respect copyright.PENANAdLxvxuN3WP
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「暴露在外的怨靈會傾巢而出,從他們過去所累積的能量看來,會瞬間扭曲成鬼族吧。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAswJlEXXKtu
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我一說出這句話,房內又再度陷入沉默。73Please respect copyright.PENANA7IYuYEbVoC
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「……你,能不能再做事之前,先稍微為自己想一想?」良久,學長才抬手扶額,目光複雜的看向我。他眼神中的無奈與懊惱讓我不敢迎視,只好垂下視線,看著老頭公化身成的黑色鐲子。73Please respect copyright.PENANA6NSaeQtGHH
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「如果是你,你也會這麼做吧?就像在鬼王塚那時,毫不猶豫的要我捨棄你一樣。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAt63Hj3gd5O
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「褚……」73Please respect copyright.PENANA4OOldVSWXJ
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「學長……我呀,也已經到了會想多為這個世界做一點什麼的時候了。如果有個地方,沒有我這樣的犧牲做為代價就會滅亡,那我怎麼能不做呢?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAoNNKmTOquZ
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「……有些時候,我真的很後悔讓你成長得這麼快。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAEXvdbtotNn
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聽見這句話,我忍不住抬眸看向他,雙唇微張,不知道該說什麼。73Please respect copyright.PENANANraKNQqAhb
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站起身,學長從懷裡拿出兩本黑色封皮的筆記本擺到桌上,接著走到門口。他背對著我,手放在門把上輕聲開口:「從前,我聽的見你心裡的念頭的時候,是那樣的了解你,並渴望能早日讓你綻放光彩。但是現在,我卻不想看到你這樣無私,因為你即使知道有人會你擔心,也絕對不會多為自己想一點……更何況,你不知道為你擔心的到底有多少人。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAssvdgVPG3I
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然後,他推開門,靜靜的走出了房間。73Please respect copyright.PENANA6muzN7VuyJ
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我呆滯的坐在床上,耳邊不斷的重覆著他剛剛的那席話,視線緩緩的轉向了他離去前放了東西的桌面。黑色封皮的筆記本映入我的眼簾,那是我的日記。73Please respect copyright.PENANA4UZtpU5ENx
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我總共有三本日記本,除了正在寫的那一本之外,桌上那兩本是已經寫完的。比較舊的那本寫的是從入學到升高二的那一年。比較新的那一本,寫的是接續前一本,遠征隊的過程,一直到升上高三,裡頭……也承載著滿滿的愛戀。73Please respect copyright.PENANANOiKOHCqBs
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我嘴角勾起一抹苦澀又滿足的笑容。73Please respect copyright.PENANA7vBQimGEDm
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暗戀……是嗎?真是一種,又幸福,又痛苦的戀愛方式,但我依然樂此不疲。73Please respect copyright.PENANAzKEdlEJZUO
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因為不打算說出口,所以自然不抱有多大期望,也因為如此,很輕易的就能滿足於偶然的小小曖昧所帶來的幸福感。不用患得患失,不用為了讓他喜歡自己而做什麼矜持,只要和過去一樣的和他相處,然後悄悄的收藏那一段段在我眼中可以稱之為「幸福」的微小片段。73Please respect copyright.PENANAwhUH6FIKQ4
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這樣就夠了。73Please respect copyright.PENANAVnLpHACqdH
就算偶爾得忍受不能說出口的落寞與心痛。73Please respect copyright.PENANAR0YOtu8Ud6
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畢竟,沒有不用心痛的戀愛啊。73Please respect copyright.PENANAwfHqomE3kT
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我掀起棉被,把雙腳放上地面,穿上拖鞋後,小心翼翼的起身來到桌子旁,伸手撫上日記本的封面。這時,一個可怕的念頭猛然出現在我腦海裡,宛如一盆冷水直接的由頭頂澆下。73Please respect copyright.PENANA9URGanmYFE
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昨天晚上我曾醒過來很短的的時間……那個時候,我聽見身邊有翻書聲。73Please respect copyright.PENANARdhwLWj8PB
那個時候,在我身邊的人是學長。73Please respect copyright.PENANA85K9eGshV7
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剛剛從身上拿出這兩本日記的,也是學長。73Please respect copyright.PENANAaDe5t9iwcz
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那--昨天晚上,學長在看的,是什麼書?73Please respect copyright.PENANAxMDzskfX93
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當我再一次的恢復意識時,已經是隔天的傍晚了,我睡了將近一整天。有些吃力的從床上爬起來,腦袋裡劇烈的脹痛感又讓我瞬間脫力倒回床上去:「嘶--」73Please respect copyright.PENANAyi8wvfaeNA
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呃啊……痛……73Please respect copyright.PENANAg3ryFAC1Zc
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73Please respect copyright.PENANAhwsg9L85Fi
估計是聽見動靜,門外的人很快的就推門而入,來到我身邊:「褚!」73Please respect copyright.PENANAQpI2ZYgJrd
73Please respect copyright.PENANAluPz3K31GG
學長看我想坐起身,便伸手替我立起枕頭,再撐起我的手臂輕輕的讓我靠坐起身。73Please respect copyright.PENANAlBKwWs7xeM
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「呃啊……學長,現在情況怎麼樣了?」我伸手揉了揉太陽穴,痛的微瞇起眼睛。73Please respect copyright.PENANAu1n0jnvYpe
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學長看了看確定我坐好之後,便轉身倒了杯水:「你們去除靈的時候,把潛伏在映幻之湖周圍的靈體全部翻了出來,幸好你當機立斷做了封印,那些靈體才沒有再惡化成鬼族,他們現在還在你的封印裡動彈不得。你和米納斯在廣場做的持續性淨化也正再削弱他們的力量,不過因為數量過於龐大,所以淨化的效果仍然有限。你既然醒了,等等就去撤掉吧,這樣一直下去,你的精神力會崩潰的。」他將水杯遞給我之後,皺著眉說明道。73Please respect copyright.PENANABiLKmveB7o
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我端著水杯,小口小口的喝下了半杯之後,才嘆了口氣:「不能撤。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAMXts5Pbz2X
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「為什麼?」學長有些不滿,但還沒有直接動怒,而是拉過一旁的椅子坐下來,翹起腳雙手環胸。73Please respect copyright.PENANA1vaNosN0dx
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我放下杯子,左手握拳,食指和拇指圈出一個沒有連接起的圓:「這個,是我在外圈下的大型封印。封印的同時,我在裡面埋了很多水屬性,然後--」接著,我的右手也做出一樣的動作:「這個是我趕回廣場後做的淨化術。為了做出能夠在遠方持續供給力量並監控封印裡的情況,我利用埋在封印裡的水屬性和廣場水池裡的水屬性做出連結,讓兩個術互相接合。」我邊說,邊把兩個圈的缺口扣在一起:「這樣子,兩個術的根基立在同一點上,會更強韌,我也可以隨時調整。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAevKPaX8oRP
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靜靜的聽著我的解釋,學長沉默了片刻,才勉為其難的點了點頭:「這招……高明。」接著話鋒一轉:「但你有沒有想過,這對你會造成多大損傷?你的精神力耗費到甚至得強迫預支未來的額度,萬一之後在紫袍的檢定中沒有辦法發揮實力,你該怎麼辦?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAlsQqtDuoRv
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「那……也只好之後再重考了……」73Please respect copyright.PENANA9q0xrgiTmR
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「你能不能先把力量收回來,讓其他人合力重新下一個封印?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAgKTYqDSvOA
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我苦笑了一下,仍維持著手上的動作:「我沒有辦法放著幻族不管,這是現在的我所能想到最有效的方法了。如果我把力量抽走的話……」73Please respect copyright.PENANAeeklYuQNTL
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握拳互相圈著的兩隻手,在剎那放開。73Please respect copyright.PENANAdLxvxuN3WP
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「暴露在外的怨靈會傾巢而出,從他們過去所累積的能量看來,會瞬間扭曲成鬼族吧。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAswJlEXXKtu
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我一說出這句話,房內又再度陷入沉默。73Please respect copyright.PENANA7IYuYEbVoC
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「……你,能不能再做事之前,先稍微為自己想一想?」良久,學長才抬手扶額,目光複雜的看向我。他眼神中的無奈與懊惱讓我不敢迎視,只好垂下視線,看著老頭公化身成的黑色鐲子。73Please respect copyright.PENANA6NSaeQtGHH
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「如果是你,你也會這麼做吧?就像在鬼王塚那時,毫不猶豫的要我捨棄你一樣。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAt63Hj3gd5O
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「褚……」73Please respect copyright.PENANA4OOldVSWXJ
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「學長……我呀,也已經到了會想多為這個世界做一點什麼的時候了。如果有個地方,沒有我這樣的犧牲做為代價就會滅亡,那我怎麼能不做呢?」73Please respect copyright.PENANAoNNKmTOquZ
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「……有些時候,我真的很後悔讓你成長得這麼快。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAEXvdbtotNn
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聽見這句話,我忍不住抬眸看向他,雙唇微張,不知道該說什麼。73Please respect copyright.PENANANraKNQqAhb
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站起身,學長從懷裡拿出兩本黑色封皮的筆記本擺到桌上,接著走到門口。他背對著我,手放在門把上輕聲開口:「從前,我聽的見你心裡的念頭的時候,是那樣的了解你,並渴望能早日讓你綻放光彩。但是現在,我卻不想看到你這樣無私,因為你即使知道有人會你擔心,也絕對不會多為自己想一點……更何況,你不知道為你擔心的到底有多少人。」73Please respect copyright.PENANAssvdgVPG3I
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然後,他推開門,靜靜的走出了房間。73Please respect copyright.PENANA6muzN7VuyJ
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我呆滯的坐在床上,耳邊不斷的重覆著他剛剛的那席話,視線緩緩的轉向了他離去前放了東西的桌面。黑色封皮的筆記本映入我的眼簾,那是我的日記。73Please respect copyright.PENANA4UZtpU5ENx
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我總共有三本日記本,除了正在寫的那一本之外,桌上那兩本是已經寫完的。比較舊的那本寫的是從入學到升高二的那一年。比較新的那一本,寫的是接續前一本,遠征隊的過程,一直到升上高三,裡頭……也承載著滿滿的愛戀。73Please respect copyright.PENANANOiKOHCqBs
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我嘴角勾起一抹苦澀又滿足的笑容。73Please respect copyright.PENANA7vBQimGEDm
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暗戀……是嗎?真是一種,又幸福,又痛苦的戀愛方式,但我依然樂此不疲。73Please respect copyright.PENANAzKEdlEJZUO
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因為不打算說出口,所以自然不抱有多大期望,也因為如此,很輕易的就能滿足於偶然的小小曖昧所帶來的幸福感。不用患得患失,不用為了讓他喜歡自己而做什麼矜持,只要和過去一樣的和他相處,然後悄悄的收藏那一段段在我眼中可以稱之為「幸福」的微小片段。73Please respect copyright.PENANAwhUH6FIKQ4
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這樣就夠了。73Please respect copyright.PENANAVnLpHACqdH
就算偶爾得忍受不能說出口的落寞與心痛。73Please respect copyright.PENANAR0YOtu8Ud6
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畢竟,沒有不用心痛的戀愛啊。73Please respect copyright.PENANAwfHqomE3kT
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我掀起棉被,把雙腳放上地面,穿上拖鞋後,小心翼翼的起身來到桌子旁,伸手撫上日記本的封面。這時,一個可怕的念頭猛然出現在我腦海裡,宛如一盆冷水直接的由頭頂澆下。73Please respect copyright.PENANA9URGanmYFE
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昨天晚上我曾醒過來很短的的時間……那個時候,我聽見身邊有翻書聲。73Please respect copyright.PENANARdhwLWj8PB
那個時候,在我身邊的人是學長。73Please respect copyright.PENANA85K9eGshV7
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剛剛從身上拿出這兩本日記的,也是學長。73Please respect copyright.PENANAaDe5t9iwcz
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那--昨天晚上,學長在看的,是什麼書?73Please respect copyright.PENANAxMDzskfX93
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