〈第一幕──第一夜無憐〉 0244Please respect copyright.PENANA4zc6WW3Pf0
發文時間: 8/3 2013
發文時間: 8/3 2013
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當清晨的灰白色光線投射入室時,颯彌亞便已經清醒……不,應該說,是放棄入眠。新婚的第一夜,他竟是一夜無眠。44Please respect copyright.PENANALZzK6Qbtn1
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「嘖……搞什麼。」煩躁的抓了抓那頭披散在後的銀色長髮,視線不由自主的瞥向他昨晚瞪視了一整夜的窗外。刻著簡單雕飾的大片落地窗,窗框的線條優雅,白色的窗格之間透出淺淺的陽光,薄紗質地的窗簾因窗扉的敞開而隨風搖曳著。44Please respect copyright.PENANAz2XkXUe0Y9
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帶著透明感的灰藍色天空好似蒙上了一層薄霧,朦朧的視線和那細微的陽光交織著,透出微微的慵懶感受。清脆的鳥鳴聲在平靜的早晨回響著,昨晚那讓人心煩的細碎聲音已經不在了。但颯彌亞還是默默的下了床,撥開窗簾,神情複雜的走到陽台上,朝左邊的陽台看去。44Please respect copyright.PENANAHJvbF7wyw0
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那是,褚冥漾昨晚待的房間。44Please respect copyright.PENANAwz0JEdVtk4
也是,褚冥漾昨晚啜泣了一整夜的房間。44Please respect copyright.PENANAsbzT7L1Zdt
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那擾人的哭聲持續了一整個夜晚。就算到了後頭,已經從哽咽的哭聲轉弱為細小的啜泣聲顯示主人的入眠,隔壁房間那扇沒有闔上的窗子,仍舊將聲響傳了過來。44Please respect copyright.PENANA3SdLmTQyVM
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……直到進入夢鄉,也無法安穩的暫時放棄哭泣嗎?44Please respect copyright.PENANAr8AdPKRsIX
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聽著那樣的哭聲,回想起自己昨晚其實可以說是近乎粗魯的舉止,颯彌亞真的有那麼一秒以為,自己該道歉了。44Please respect copyright.PENANA5bmxy7znhI
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不論是誰,似乎都不該讓那樣恬靜的一個人,為了自己的行為而兩度痛哭失聲。44Please respect copyright.PENANA6DrguzVcbI
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但颯彌亞旋即又很快的轉念,是褚冥漾自己不好,沒有向自己解釋清楚他已經有愛人的事。如果自己知道的話,是絕對不會碰他一根寒毛的。雖然光想到這一點,一股不知打何處來的悶氣就會盤據在心頭,但颯彌亞執拗的認定,那是做為一個王子求歡不能而感受到的屈辱感。44Please respect copyright.PENANAy1B2PWf7uh
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所以……他是不會道歉的。44Please respect copyright.PENANAyhxlXwHe8q
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沒錯。44Please respect copyright.PENANAmIyw2J3ACf
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他不會。44Please respect copyright.PENANAT2prOWf59E
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「唔嗯……」無意識的低吟一聲,隱隱抽疼的太陽穴與那慣例的低氣壓,使得才剛清醒的褚冥漾渾身不舒服。44Please respect copyright.PENANA0pVsCRPu2E
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「頭好痛……」抽了口氣掙扎著坐起身,睜開眼的瞬間一時無法適應早晨明媚的陽光,過量的陽光除了刺眼之外,竟是有些模糊。44Please respect copyright.PENANAYTqTjM8ZBA
44Please respect copyright.PENANAqAEIexTDvH
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疑惑的抬手碰了碰自己的雙眼,發覺是昨晚哭泣得太過,讓眼睛都發了腫。44Please respect copyright.PENANA5fGhYhTeSJ
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淚水……麼。44Please respect copyright.PENANAu6tFi6tiZu
44Please respect copyright.PENANAfBdrsjduM6
多麼陌生的詞彙啊。44Please respect copyright.PENANAYuuMw5HP59
自己,卻為了他,落下兩次。44Please respect copyright.PENANAyJypzxMFfv
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「這個是傳說中,哭了之後眼睛會痛的現象嗎?」褚冥漾望著床罩的頂端,低聲說出了帶著苦澀的好奇問句。然而,卻在下一秒,一塊冰涼處感的布料卻「啪」的一聲被甩上自己的臉。44Please respect copyright.PENANAuXbqls8Z8c
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「白痴,搞什麼哭了一整晚,看看你自己現在的樣子吧?怎麼出去見人?」已經換上深灰色高級套裝的颯彌亞滿臉不悅的還著胸,側身倚在不知何時開啟的門框邊,直瞪著還在發愣的褚冥漾。44Please respect copyright.PENANAVO2qlu9IBA
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錯愕的看著悄然無息就出現在房中的颯彌亞,褚冥漾很快的收拾起自己的表情,垂下視線:「學長早安。」44Please respect copyright.PENANAEAHqbGo0v4
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藏在棉被中的拳頭握緊,不願與對方接觸的視線,閃躲著的是對自身的自卑。44Please respect copyright.PENANAMTfH55Wh4L
44Please respect copyright.PENANA6xBulLaE5b
44Please respect copyright.PENANAQhakecTJiX
現在的自己……不能見人啊……44Please respect copyright.PENANAtemsrNHuOH
居然……還讓他看見了呢……44Please respect copyright.PENANAHd6pZ0uWIk
褚冥漾,你怎麼敢。44Please respect copyright.PENANAFipeR7VkTD
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颯彌亞見褚冥漾居然撇開視線,火氣立刻又上升了不只一個等級。44Please respect copyright.PENANAJr3zGqhWJf
就這麼不待見他嗎?44Please respect copyright.PENANA48HOIQR4eX
44Please respect copyright.PENANAGA2auzVjh8
44Please respect copyright.PENANAvZ0eCrEOnV
44Please respect copyright.PENANAskeVG2GtAs
紅色的眸子眯了眯,充滿冷意的看著那坐在床上一動也不動的病態少年。44Please respect copyright.PENANAE5HrtOoNiK
很好。44Please respect copyright.PENANAptNP6ctN7x
44Please respect copyright.PENANANJ8vsdh81v
44Please respect copyright.PENANAL8X4KFLjah
當房門「碰」的一聲狠狠被甩上之後,褚冥漾才軟軟地倒回床鋪中。視線瞧見颯彌亞方才扔來的東西,竟然是鎮涼退熱的藥布,著實令他瞠愣了好幾秒。44Please respect copyright.PENANAeYYOmsOlep
44Please respect copyright.PENANAGNiMTFSann
但最後,褚冥漾仍嗤笑了聲搖搖頭。44Please respect copyright.PENANAH4VKQgdtJ9
他頹然的用力呼出一口氣,無力的拉起棉被掩住自己那毫無生氣的臉孔。44Please respect copyright.PENANAWXgS5z55gj
真的……陷得太深了啊……44Please respect copyright.PENANAAuFa3PxWDC
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才一天不到呢,這就開始奢望起他的關心嗎?44Please respect copyright.PENANAEHWCY2YS6P
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但是,又以什麼身分去求?44Please respect copyright.PENANA7Vauz3lr9t
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學弟?44Please respect copyright.PENANAo2IuJ6OeH3
妻子?44Please respect copyright.PENANAanuMo8xxHr
愛戀他的人?44Please respect copyright.PENANAYt43uSMEUG
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罷了吧。44Please respect copyright.PENANAn0OjC6mhyi
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好希望,可以找回過去那什麼都不在意的自己,哪怕只有一點點,哪怕……其實機率根本微乎其微……44Please respect copyright.PENANA6dwbgtpY8W
褚冥漾真的覺得,如果自己一定得成為他的妻,至少,能夠做的灑脫一點……44Please respect copyright.PENANAqOuXeBQWMs
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──學長……學長……44Please respect copyright.PENANAOe7ZiLccOT
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「我真的……已經在努力…不要愛你了………」44Please respect copyright.PENANAOurjaXQsXz
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──請你,不要對我太殘忍。44Please respect copyright.PENANAWWgZhPiyDx
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當清晨的灰白色光線投射入室時,颯彌亞便已經清醒……不,應該說,是放棄入眠。新婚的第一夜,他竟是一夜無眠。44Please respect copyright.PENANALZzK6Qbtn1
44Please respect copyright.PENANAwOm9IkN2cT
44Please respect copyright.PENANAti8NZdWRTo
「嘖……搞什麼。」煩躁的抓了抓那頭披散在後的銀色長髮,視線不由自主的瞥向他昨晚瞪視了一整夜的窗外。刻著簡單雕飾的大片落地窗,窗框的線條優雅,白色的窗格之間透出淺淺的陽光,薄紗質地的窗簾因窗扉的敞開而隨風搖曳著。44Please respect copyright.PENANAz2XkXUe0Y9
44Please respect copyright.PENANAKzfjfhjd3x
帶著透明感的灰藍色天空好似蒙上了一層薄霧,朦朧的視線和那細微的陽光交織著,透出微微的慵懶感受。清脆的鳥鳴聲在平靜的早晨回響著,昨晚那讓人心煩的細碎聲音已經不在了。但颯彌亞還是默默的下了床,撥開窗簾,神情複雜的走到陽台上,朝左邊的陽台看去。44Please respect copyright.PENANAHJvbF7wyw0
44Please respect copyright.PENANAzPVRFCLdSr
44Please respect copyright.PENANAQ45O4N6IIh
那是,褚冥漾昨晚待的房間。44Please respect copyright.PENANAwz0JEdVtk4
也是,褚冥漾昨晚啜泣了一整夜的房間。44Please respect copyright.PENANAsbzT7L1Zdt
44Please respect copyright.PENANAYmefRwtyU7
44Please respect copyright.PENANAG2Fu9v9tjp
那擾人的哭聲持續了一整個夜晚。就算到了後頭,已經從哽咽的哭聲轉弱為細小的啜泣聲顯示主人的入眠,隔壁房間那扇沒有闔上的窗子,仍舊將聲響傳了過來。44Please respect copyright.PENANA3SdLmTQyVM
44Please respect copyright.PENANA4ENNs5wjUs
44Please respect copyright.PENANAfNmQI6d4n1
……直到進入夢鄉,也無法安穩的暫時放棄哭泣嗎?44Please respect copyright.PENANAr8AdPKRsIX
44Please respect copyright.PENANA8lPwCLHWMw
聽著那樣的哭聲,回想起自己昨晚其實可以說是近乎粗魯的舉止,颯彌亞真的有那麼一秒以為,自己該道歉了。44Please respect copyright.PENANA5bmxy7znhI
44Please respect copyright.PENANAw3ZJmSb1oE
44Please respect copyright.PENANAWpzqLVeQtJ
不論是誰,似乎都不該讓那樣恬靜的一個人,為了自己的行為而兩度痛哭失聲。44Please respect copyright.PENANA6DrguzVcbI
44Please respect copyright.PENANAFyDbU7Cnth
44Please respect copyright.PENANAftQc6y8pKH
但颯彌亞旋即又很快的轉念,是褚冥漾自己不好,沒有向自己解釋清楚他已經有愛人的事。如果自己知道的話,是絕對不會碰他一根寒毛的。雖然光想到這一點,一股不知打何處來的悶氣就會盤據在心頭,但颯彌亞執拗的認定,那是做為一個王子求歡不能而感受到的屈辱感。44Please respect copyright.PENANAy1B2PWf7uh
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所以……他是不會道歉的。44Please respect copyright.PENANAyhxlXwHe8q
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沒錯。44Please respect copyright.PENANAmIyw2J3ACf
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他不會。44Please respect copyright.PENANAT2prOWf59E
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「唔嗯……」無意識的低吟一聲,隱隱抽疼的太陽穴與那慣例的低氣壓,使得才剛清醒的褚冥漾渾身不舒服。44Please respect copyright.PENANA0pVsCRPu2E
44Please respect copyright.PENANAc5RmnOnFcr
44Please respect copyright.PENANAorcYSUYNAE
「頭好痛……」抽了口氣掙扎著坐起身,睜開眼的瞬間一時無法適應早晨明媚的陽光,過量的陽光除了刺眼之外,竟是有些模糊。44Please respect copyright.PENANAYTqTjM8ZBA
44Please respect copyright.PENANAqAEIexTDvH
44Please respect copyright.PENANA4Ca30q7LJA
疑惑的抬手碰了碰自己的雙眼,發覺是昨晚哭泣得太過,讓眼睛都發了腫。44Please respect copyright.PENANA5fGhYhTeSJ
44Please respect copyright.PENANAYqwv0rv4QM
44Please respect copyright.PENANAj4Lf96L5XG
淚水……麼。44Please respect copyright.PENANAu6tFi6tiZu
44Please respect copyright.PENANAfBdrsjduM6
多麼陌生的詞彙啊。44Please respect copyright.PENANAYuuMw5HP59
自己,卻為了他,落下兩次。44Please respect copyright.PENANAyJypzxMFfv
44Please respect copyright.PENANAmuf0ykLT69
44Please respect copyright.PENANAWvYsyAZLTt
44Please respect copyright.PENANAln3MKl2jE6
「這個是傳說中,哭了之後眼睛會痛的現象嗎?」褚冥漾望著床罩的頂端,低聲說出了帶著苦澀的好奇問句。然而,卻在下一秒,一塊冰涼處感的布料卻「啪」的一聲被甩上自己的臉。44Please respect copyright.PENANAuXbqls8Z8c
44Please respect copyright.PENANAkxHS89Beo5
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44Please respect copyright.PENANA366nGNW2ef
「白痴,搞什麼哭了一整晚,看看你自己現在的樣子吧?怎麼出去見人?」已經換上深灰色高級套裝的颯彌亞滿臉不悅的還著胸,側身倚在不知何時開啟的門框邊,直瞪著還在發愣的褚冥漾。44Please respect copyright.PENANAVO2qlu9IBA
44Please respect copyright.PENANAtgIdHcIeDm
44Please respect copyright.PENANAqgcx73f9Xy
錯愕的看著悄然無息就出現在房中的颯彌亞,褚冥漾很快的收拾起自己的表情,垂下視線:「學長早安。」44Please respect copyright.PENANAEAHqbGo0v4
44Please respect copyright.PENANAy0S0zFCrPP
44Please respect copyright.PENANA2UiA9PPLdF
藏在棉被中的拳頭握緊,不願與對方接觸的視線,閃躲著的是對自身的自卑。44Please respect copyright.PENANAMTfH55Wh4L
44Please respect copyright.PENANA6xBulLaE5b
44Please respect copyright.PENANAQhakecTJiX
現在的自己……不能見人啊……44Please respect copyright.PENANAtemsrNHuOH
居然……還讓他看見了呢……44Please respect copyright.PENANAHd6pZ0uWIk
褚冥漾,你怎麼敢。44Please respect copyright.PENANAFipeR7VkTD
44Please respect copyright.PENANA046NKzIo7n
44Please respect copyright.PENANAbnOqwJiX9b
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颯彌亞見褚冥漾居然撇開視線,火氣立刻又上升了不只一個等級。44Please respect copyright.PENANAJr3zGqhWJf
就這麼不待見他嗎?44Please respect copyright.PENANA48HOIQR4eX
44Please respect copyright.PENANAGA2auzVjh8
44Please respect copyright.PENANAvZ0eCrEOnV
44Please respect copyright.PENANAskeVG2GtAs
紅色的眸子眯了眯,充滿冷意的看著那坐在床上一動也不動的病態少年。44Please respect copyright.PENANAE5HrtOoNiK
很好。44Please respect copyright.PENANAptNP6ctN7x
44Please respect copyright.PENANANJ8vsdh81v
44Please respect copyright.PENANAL8X4KFLjah
當房門「碰」的一聲狠狠被甩上之後,褚冥漾才軟軟地倒回床鋪中。視線瞧見颯彌亞方才扔來的東西,竟然是鎮涼退熱的藥布,著實令他瞠愣了好幾秒。44Please respect copyright.PENANAeYYOmsOlep
44Please respect copyright.PENANAGNiMTFSann
但最後,褚冥漾仍嗤笑了聲搖搖頭。44Please respect copyright.PENANAH4VKQgdtJ9
他頹然的用力呼出一口氣,無力的拉起棉被掩住自己那毫無生氣的臉孔。44Please respect copyright.PENANAWXgS5z55gj
真的……陷得太深了啊……44Please respect copyright.PENANAAuFa3PxWDC
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才一天不到呢,這就開始奢望起他的關心嗎?44Please respect copyright.PENANAEHWCY2YS6P
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但是,又以什麼身分去求?44Please respect copyright.PENANA7Vauz3lr9t
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學弟?44Please respect copyright.PENANAo2IuJ6OeH3
妻子?44Please respect copyright.PENANAanuMo8xxHr
愛戀他的人?44Please respect copyright.PENANAYt43uSMEUG
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罷了吧。44Please respect copyright.PENANAn0OjC6mhyi
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好希望,可以找回過去那什麼都不在意的自己,哪怕只有一點點,哪怕……其實機率根本微乎其微……44Please respect copyright.PENANA6dwbgtpY8W
褚冥漾真的覺得,如果自己一定得成為他的妻,至少,能夠做的灑脫一點……44Please respect copyright.PENANAqOuXeBQWMs
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──學長……學長……44Please respect copyright.PENANAOe7ZiLccOT
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「我真的……已經在努力…不要愛你了………」44Please respect copyright.PENANAOurjaXQsXz
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