〈第一幕──第一夜無憐〉 0268Please respect copyright.PENANAcoKoIfLVXs
發文時間: 8/3 2013
發文時間: 8/3 2013
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當清晨的灰白色光線投射入室時,颯彌亞便已經清醒……不,應該說,是放棄入眠。新婚的第一夜,他竟是一夜無眠。68Please respect copyright.PENANAe4eL0WCg65
68Please respect copyright.PENANAst57ua3BFV
68Please respect copyright.PENANA4ighSAaEdQ
「嘖……搞什麼。」煩躁的抓了抓那頭披散在後的銀色長髮,視線不由自主的瞥向他昨晚瞪視了一整夜的窗外。刻著簡單雕飾的大片落地窗,窗框的線條優雅,白色的窗格之間透出淺淺的陽光,薄紗質地的窗簾因窗扉的敞開而隨風搖曳著。68Please respect copyright.PENANAk46OHzoWfB
68Please respect copyright.PENANAuWJVOELxDC
帶著透明感的灰藍色天空好似蒙上了一層薄霧,朦朧的視線和那細微的陽光交織著,透出微微的慵懶感受。清脆的鳥鳴聲在平靜的早晨回響著,昨晚那讓人心煩的細碎聲音已經不在了。但颯彌亞還是默默的下了床,撥開窗簾,神情複雜的走到陽台上,朝左邊的陽台看去。68Please respect copyright.PENANAhy5hB8iFCI
68Please respect copyright.PENANAJjl8XjEEQW
68Please respect copyright.PENANAsuVSg0QsXz
那是,褚冥漾昨晚待的房間。68Please respect copyright.PENANAfLsbYOda5i
也是,褚冥漾昨晚啜泣了一整夜的房間。68Please respect copyright.PENANAhGDdIItXnX
68Please respect copyright.PENANAQfQGITqAqz
68Please respect copyright.PENANAHxxtwA1cZA
那擾人的哭聲持續了一整個夜晚。就算到了後頭,已經從哽咽的哭聲轉弱為細小的啜泣聲顯示主人的入眠,隔壁房間那扇沒有闔上的窗子,仍舊將聲響傳了過來。68Please respect copyright.PENANAT0lyC3gv5D
68Please respect copyright.PENANARTs6Qp8i5Y
68Please respect copyright.PENANAyV8O6lvHng
……直到進入夢鄉,也無法安穩的暫時放棄哭泣嗎?68Please respect copyright.PENANAfSzKkB0OtG
68Please respect copyright.PENANALKfUd1c5UQ
聽著那樣的哭聲,回想起自己昨晚其實可以說是近乎粗魯的舉止,颯彌亞真的有那麼一秒以為,自己該道歉了。68Please respect copyright.PENANAOfcOHhRR3g
68Please respect copyright.PENANAbr2puEbAv5
68Please respect copyright.PENANAUgJPgn6upw
不論是誰,似乎都不該讓那樣恬靜的一個人,為了自己的行為而兩度痛哭失聲。68Please respect copyright.PENANAEhSlObuqZ6
68Please respect copyright.PENANAkCEe21OTn1
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但颯彌亞旋即又很快的轉念,是褚冥漾自己不好,沒有向自己解釋清楚他已經有愛人的事。如果自己知道的話,是絕對不會碰他一根寒毛的。雖然光想到這一點,一股不知打何處來的悶氣就會盤據在心頭,但颯彌亞執拗的認定,那是做為一個王子求歡不能而感受到的屈辱感。68Please respect copyright.PENANAlsiW1WakwV
68Please respect copyright.PENANAN8l96NxAG9
68Please respect copyright.PENANAd9O126ZwSv
68Please respect copyright.PENANAffXWtIOY8Z
所以……他是不會道歉的。68Please respect copyright.PENANABi2j4Z9GUD
68Please respect copyright.PENANAkJRhc7qTN5
68Please respect copyright.PENANATZEutSGdHR
沒錯。68Please respect copyright.PENANAzp7Es7fPkN
68Please respect copyright.PENANAEgqX4EerGm
他不會。68Please respect copyright.PENANA8o5Mey3Pkd
68Please respect copyright.PENANAFdFfCJqnfc
68Please respect copyright.PENANAAR2tPr7QZQ
68Please respect copyright.PENANA4TLrZrobP6
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***68Please respect copyright.PENANAIMtwgeSjGd
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68Please respect copyright.PENANAWPKecMfa8h
68Please respect copyright.PENANAfQJznowabn
68Please respect copyright.PENANAhSyMTwbQmi
「唔嗯……」無意識的低吟一聲,隱隱抽疼的太陽穴與那慣例的低氣壓,使得才剛清醒的褚冥漾渾身不舒服。68Please respect copyright.PENANAhwb40sCBkY
68Please respect copyright.PENANAqtUGUm4aQh
68Please respect copyright.PENANAHdLbfdW3Ew
「頭好痛……」抽了口氣掙扎著坐起身,睜開眼的瞬間一時無法適應早晨明媚的陽光,過量的陽光除了刺眼之外,竟是有些模糊。68Please respect copyright.PENANAFVD4RYJk5r
68Please respect copyright.PENANAZUBGxLhffI
68Please respect copyright.PENANAjWghzg7lD1
疑惑的抬手碰了碰自己的雙眼,發覺是昨晚哭泣得太過,讓眼睛都發了腫。68Please respect copyright.PENANA554rxkc488
68Please respect copyright.PENANAqazMA2nldA
68Please respect copyright.PENANAJazroiglQX
淚水……麼。68Please respect copyright.PENANA9BF8b0oZsr
68Please respect copyright.PENANAKW1cKTdPMJ
多麼陌生的詞彙啊。68Please respect copyright.PENANACECXJAIOLS
自己,卻為了他,落下兩次。68Please respect copyright.PENANAUYyRRfXMBZ
68Please respect copyright.PENANAO0rYNuu8Tc
68Please respect copyright.PENANAzionKCb4Rf
68Please respect copyright.PENANA35HmFhVMMH
「這個是傳說中,哭了之後眼睛會痛的現象嗎?」褚冥漾望著床罩的頂端,低聲說出了帶著苦澀的好奇問句。然而,卻在下一秒,一塊冰涼處感的布料卻「啪」的一聲被甩上自己的臉。68Please respect copyright.PENANAlcmcQxStZ6
68Please respect copyright.PENANADVUTl66wlT
68Please respect copyright.PENANAtGzMRKH5zS
68Please respect copyright.PENANAfCQkmJVLVn
「白痴,搞什麼哭了一整晚,看看你自己現在的樣子吧?怎麼出去見人?」已經換上深灰色高級套裝的颯彌亞滿臉不悅的還著胸,側身倚在不知何時開啟的門框邊,直瞪著還在發愣的褚冥漾。68Please respect copyright.PENANARdH44ova2D
68Please respect copyright.PENANAPhRKf07sti
68Please respect copyright.PENANARQMVb74HRD
錯愕的看著悄然無息就出現在房中的颯彌亞,褚冥漾很快的收拾起自己的表情,垂下視線:「學長早安。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAYn2aWyR6xv
68Please respect copyright.PENANAaRxjla5Jzc
68Please respect copyright.PENANAOBCzBoPuNr
藏在棉被中的拳頭握緊,不願與對方接觸的視線,閃躲著的是對自身的自卑。68Please respect copyright.PENANAvzGW7H4QJI
68Please respect copyright.PENANAog9xEfVW2K
68Please respect copyright.PENANA2ryqjp6Xk0
現在的自己……不能見人啊……68Please respect copyright.PENANA6dW8nT6bEf
居然……還讓他看見了呢……68Please respect copyright.PENANALYJasDvZVx
褚冥漾,你怎麼敢。68Please respect copyright.PENANAtE3LLVS2cD
68Please respect copyright.PENANAjBkGeSDWjM
68Please respect copyright.PENANAsPhnbIorFt
68Please respect copyright.PENANAmfQLnvuLrF
68Please respect copyright.PENANAcvlXQY2rmc
颯彌亞見褚冥漾居然撇開視線,火氣立刻又上升了不只一個等級。68Please respect copyright.PENANAmelx1sZrFU
就這麼不待見他嗎?68Please respect copyright.PENANAiRsgZExgDZ
68Please respect copyright.PENANAhl8pZQkjez
68Please respect copyright.PENANAfkUU6dYT0R
68Please respect copyright.PENANAIMrSMAHmuC
紅色的眸子眯了眯,充滿冷意的看著那坐在床上一動也不動的病態少年。68Please respect copyright.PENANAUAUKE0GODR
很好。68Please respect copyright.PENANAJEr3oaCfDJ
68Please respect copyright.PENANAnwjmLWzqn2
68Please respect copyright.PENANA1FUTGHa3xm
當房門「碰」的一聲狠狠被甩上之後,褚冥漾才軟軟地倒回床鋪中。視線瞧見颯彌亞方才扔來的東西,竟然是鎮涼退熱的藥布,著實令他瞠愣了好幾秒。68Please respect copyright.PENANA0lUaejvyCT
68Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ul5ZFck59
但最後,褚冥漾仍嗤笑了聲搖搖頭。68Please respect copyright.PENANApohf7rF1bT
他頹然的用力呼出一口氣,無力的拉起棉被掩住自己那毫無生氣的臉孔。68Please respect copyright.PENANA7H4PklTeGE
真的……陷得太深了啊……68Please respect copyright.PENANArOFPECiPTD
68Please respect copyright.PENANA3lBvQdyANu
68Please respect copyright.PENANAW0lGrRpnfq
才一天不到呢,這就開始奢望起他的關心嗎?68Please respect copyright.PENANA9t5D4G2mHu
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但是,又以什麼身分去求?68Please respect copyright.PENANAYolz6NOzTG
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68Please respect copyright.PENANAEKxfCLSbrT
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學弟?68Please respect copyright.PENANAnWKXGIxQqE
妻子?68Please respect copyright.PENANAcrfReEEkC9
愛戀他的人?68Please respect copyright.PENANAmEO1YP52jL
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罷了吧。68Please respect copyright.PENANA5vghd8WBEX
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好希望,可以找回過去那什麼都不在意的自己,哪怕只有一點點,哪怕……其實機率根本微乎其微……68Please respect copyright.PENANAlObcvfboI7
褚冥漾真的覺得,如果自己一定得成為他的妻,至少,能夠做的灑脫一點……68Please respect copyright.PENANA1plTNEcOAD
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──學長……學長……68Please respect copyright.PENANAeNeUiOkJOJ
68Please respect copyright.PENANAMG5XyOmflv
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「我真的……已經在努力…不要愛你了………」68Please respect copyright.PENANAs22KPy0crF
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──請你,不要對我太殘忍。68Please respect copyright.PENANAR7bCMeLiLT
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當清晨的灰白色光線投射入室時,颯彌亞便已經清醒……不,應該說,是放棄入眠。新婚的第一夜,他竟是一夜無眠。68Please respect copyright.PENANAe4eL0WCg65
68Please respect copyright.PENANAst57ua3BFV
68Please respect copyright.PENANA4ighSAaEdQ
「嘖……搞什麼。」煩躁的抓了抓那頭披散在後的銀色長髮,視線不由自主的瞥向他昨晚瞪視了一整夜的窗外。刻著簡單雕飾的大片落地窗,窗框的線條優雅,白色的窗格之間透出淺淺的陽光,薄紗質地的窗簾因窗扉的敞開而隨風搖曳著。68Please respect copyright.PENANAk46OHzoWfB
68Please respect copyright.PENANAuWJVOELxDC
帶著透明感的灰藍色天空好似蒙上了一層薄霧,朦朧的視線和那細微的陽光交織著,透出微微的慵懶感受。清脆的鳥鳴聲在平靜的早晨回響著,昨晚那讓人心煩的細碎聲音已經不在了。但颯彌亞還是默默的下了床,撥開窗簾,神情複雜的走到陽台上,朝左邊的陽台看去。68Please respect copyright.PENANAhy5hB8iFCI
68Please respect copyright.PENANAJjl8XjEEQW
68Please respect copyright.PENANAsuVSg0QsXz
那是,褚冥漾昨晚待的房間。68Please respect copyright.PENANAfLsbYOda5i
也是,褚冥漾昨晚啜泣了一整夜的房間。68Please respect copyright.PENANAhGDdIItXnX
68Please respect copyright.PENANAQfQGITqAqz
68Please respect copyright.PENANAHxxtwA1cZA
那擾人的哭聲持續了一整個夜晚。就算到了後頭,已經從哽咽的哭聲轉弱為細小的啜泣聲顯示主人的入眠,隔壁房間那扇沒有闔上的窗子,仍舊將聲響傳了過來。68Please respect copyright.PENANAT0lyC3gv5D
68Please respect copyright.PENANARTs6Qp8i5Y
68Please respect copyright.PENANAyV8O6lvHng
……直到進入夢鄉,也無法安穩的暫時放棄哭泣嗎?68Please respect copyright.PENANAfSzKkB0OtG
68Please respect copyright.PENANALKfUd1c5UQ
聽著那樣的哭聲,回想起自己昨晚其實可以說是近乎粗魯的舉止,颯彌亞真的有那麼一秒以為,自己該道歉了。68Please respect copyright.PENANAOfcOHhRR3g
68Please respect copyright.PENANAbr2puEbAv5
68Please respect copyright.PENANAUgJPgn6upw
不論是誰,似乎都不該讓那樣恬靜的一個人,為了自己的行為而兩度痛哭失聲。68Please respect copyright.PENANAEhSlObuqZ6
68Please respect copyright.PENANAkCEe21OTn1
68Please respect copyright.PENANACxjcmGXhEi
但颯彌亞旋即又很快的轉念,是褚冥漾自己不好,沒有向自己解釋清楚他已經有愛人的事。如果自己知道的話,是絕對不會碰他一根寒毛的。雖然光想到這一點,一股不知打何處來的悶氣就會盤據在心頭,但颯彌亞執拗的認定,那是做為一個王子求歡不能而感受到的屈辱感。68Please respect copyright.PENANAlsiW1WakwV
68Please respect copyright.PENANAN8l96NxAG9
68Please respect copyright.PENANAd9O126ZwSv
68Please respect copyright.PENANAffXWtIOY8Z
所以……他是不會道歉的。68Please respect copyright.PENANABi2j4Z9GUD
68Please respect copyright.PENANAkJRhc7qTN5
68Please respect copyright.PENANATZEutSGdHR
沒錯。68Please respect copyright.PENANAzp7Es7fPkN
68Please respect copyright.PENANAEgqX4EerGm
他不會。68Please respect copyright.PENANA8o5Mey3Pkd
68Please respect copyright.PENANAFdFfCJqnfc
68Please respect copyright.PENANAAR2tPr7QZQ
68Please respect copyright.PENANA4TLrZrobP6
68Please respect copyright.PENANAgGdHx3XQ8i
***68Please respect copyright.PENANAIMtwgeSjGd
68Please respect copyright.PENANAn7I6auBncm
68Please respect copyright.PENANAWPKecMfa8h
68Please respect copyright.PENANAfQJznowabn
68Please respect copyright.PENANAhSyMTwbQmi
「唔嗯……」無意識的低吟一聲,隱隱抽疼的太陽穴與那慣例的低氣壓,使得才剛清醒的褚冥漾渾身不舒服。68Please respect copyright.PENANAhwb40sCBkY
68Please respect copyright.PENANAqtUGUm4aQh
68Please respect copyright.PENANAHdLbfdW3Ew
「頭好痛……」抽了口氣掙扎著坐起身,睜開眼的瞬間一時無法適應早晨明媚的陽光,過量的陽光除了刺眼之外,竟是有些模糊。68Please respect copyright.PENANAFVD4RYJk5r
68Please respect copyright.PENANAZUBGxLhffI
68Please respect copyright.PENANAjWghzg7lD1
疑惑的抬手碰了碰自己的雙眼,發覺是昨晚哭泣得太過,讓眼睛都發了腫。68Please respect copyright.PENANA554rxkc488
68Please respect copyright.PENANAqazMA2nldA
68Please respect copyright.PENANAJazroiglQX
淚水……麼。68Please respect copyright.PENANA9BF8b0oZsr
68Please respect copyright.PENANAKW1cKTdPMJ
多麼陌生的詞彙啊。68Please respect copyright.PENANACECXJAIOLS
自己,卻為了他,落下兩次。68Please respect copyright.PENANAUYyRRfXMBZ
68Please respect copyright.PENANAO0rYNuu8Tc
68Please respect copyright.PENANAzionKCb4Rf
68Please respect copyright.PENANA35HmFhVMMH
「這個是傳說中,哭了之後眼睛會痛的現象嗎?」褚冥漾望著床罩的頂端,低聲說出了帶著苦澀的好奇問句。然而,卻在下一秒,一塊冰涼處感的布料卻「啪」的一聲被甩上自己的臉。68Please respect copyright.PENANAlcmcQxStZ6
68Please respect copyright.PENANADVUTl66wlT
68Please respect copyright.PENANAtGzMRKH5zS
68Please respect copyright.PENANAfCQkmJVLVn
「白痴,搞什麼哭了一整晚,看看你自己現在的樣子吧?怎麼出去見人?」已經換上深灰色高級套裝的颯彌亞滿臉不悅的還著胸,側身倚在不知何時開啟的門框邊,直瞪著還在發愣的褚冥漾。68Please respect copyright.PENANARdH44ova2D
68Please respect copyright.PENANAPhRKf07sti
68Please respect copyright.PENANARQMVb74HRD
錯愕的看著悄然無息就出現在房中的颯彌亞,褚冥漾很快的收拾起自己的表情,垂下視線:「學長早安。」68Please respect copyright.PENANAYn2aWyR6xv
68Please respect copyright.PENANAaRxjla5Jzc
68Please respect copyright.PENANAOBCzBoPuNr
藏在棉被中的拳頭握緊,不願與對方接觸的視線,閃躲著的是對自身的自卑。68Please respect copyright.PENANAvzGW7H4QJI
68Please respect copyright.PENANAog9xEfVW2K
68Please respect copyright.PENANA2ryqjp6Xk0
現在的自己……不能見人啊……68Please respect copyright.PENANA6dW8nT6bEf
居然……還讓他看見了呢……68Please respect copyright.PENANALYJasDvZVx
褚冥漾,你怎麼敢。68Please respect copyright.PENANAtE3LLVS2cD
68Please respect copyright.PENANAjBkGeSDWjM
68Please respect copyright.PENANAsPhnbIorFt
68Please respect copyright.PENANAmfQLnvuLrF
68Please respect copyright.PENANAcvlXQY2rmc
颯彌亞見褚冥漾居然撇開視線,火氣立刻又上升了不只一個等級。68Please respect copyright.PENANAmelx1sZrFU
就這麼不待見他嗎?68Please respect copyright.PENANAiRsgZExgDZ
68Please respect copyright.PENANAhl8pZQkjez
68Please respect copyright.PENANAfkUU6dYT0R
68Please respect copyright.PENANAIMrSMAHmuC
紅色的眸子眯了眯,充滿冷意的看著那坐在床上一動也不動的病態少年。68Please respect copyright.PENANAUAUKE0GODR
很好。68Please respect copyright.PENANAJEr3oaCfDJ
68Please respect copyright.PENANAnwjmLWzqn2
68Please respect copyright.PENANA1FUTGHa3xm
當房門「碰」的一聲狠狠被甩上之後,褚冥漾才軟軟地倒回床鋪中。視線瞧見颯彌亞方才扔來的東西,竟然是鎮涼退熱的藥布,著實令他瞠愣了好幾秒。68Please respect copyright.PENANA0lUaejvyCT
68Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ul5ZFck59
但最後,褚冥漾仍嗤笑了聲搖搖頭。68Please respect copyright.PENANApohf7rF1bT
他頹然的用力呼出一口氣,無力的拉起棉被掩住自己那毫無生氣的臉孔。68Please respect copyright.PENANA7H4PklTeGE
真的……陷得太深了啊……68Please respect copyright.PENANArOFPECiPTD
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才一天不到呢,這就開始奢望起他的關心嗎?68Please respect copyright.PENANA9t5D4G2mHu
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但是,又以什麼身分去求?68Please respect copyright.PENANAYolz6NOzTG
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學弟?68Please respect copyright.PENANAnWKXGIxQqE
妻子?68Please respect copyright.PENANAcrfReEEkC9
愛戀他的人?68Please respect copyright.PENANAmEO1YP52jL
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罷了吧。68Please respect copyright.PENANA5vghd8WBEX
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好希望,可以找回過去那什麼都不在意的自己,哪怕只有一點點,哪怕……其實機率根本微乎其微……68Please respect copyright.PENANAlObcvfboI7
褚冥漾真的覺得,如果自己一定得成為他的妻,至少,能夠做的灑脫一點……68Please respect copyright.PENANA1plTNEcOAD
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──學長……學長……68Please respect copyright.PENANAeNeUiOkJOJ
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