〈第一幕──第一夜無憐〉 0261Please respect copyright.PENANAxowtoevvU1
發文時間: 8/3 2013
發文時間: 8/3 2013
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當清晨的灰白色光線投射入室時,颯彌亞便已經清醒……不,應該說,是放棄入眠。新婚的第一夜,他竟是一夜無眠。61Please respect copyright.PENANAhaXs1KTQtS
61Please respect copyright.PENANAE8uR2iWunF
61Please respect copyright.PENANAp6xB3Wt5dy
「嘖……搞什麼。」煩躁的抓了抓那頭披散在後的銀色長髮,視線不由自主的瞥向他昨晚瞪視了一整夜的窗外。刻著簡單雕飾的大片落地窗,窗框的線條優雅,白色的窗格之間透出淺淺的陽光,薄紗質地的窗簾因窗扉的敞開而隨風搖曳著。61Please respect copyright.PENANAWRRKyEtlVU
61Please respect copyright.PENANATzj0iEjSzS
帶著透明感的灰藍色天空好似蒙上了一層薄霧,朦朧的視線和那細微的陽光交織著,透出微微的慵懶感受。清脆的鳥鳴聲在平靜的早晨回響著,昨晚那讓人心煩的細碎聲音已經不在了。但颯彌亞還是默默的下了床,撥開窗簾,神情複雜的走到陽台上,朝左邊的陽台看去。61Please respect copyright.PENANAp4GPjDO2Sf
61Please respect copyright.PENANAhwbioX5RG9
61Please respect copyright.PENANAY1CuvhpvHS
那是,褚冥漾昨晚待的房間。61Please respect copyright.PENANAj15IhKeeU1
也是,褚冥漾昨晚啜泣了一整夜的房間。61Please respect copyright.PENANAHahxojOmfJ
61Please respect copyright.PENANA4oF4hcSP5c
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那擾人的哭聲持續了一整個夜晚。就算到了後頭,已經從哽咽的哭聲轉弱為細小的啜泣聲顯示主人的入眠,隔壁房間那扇沒有闔上的窗子,仍舊將聲響傳了過來。61Please respect copyright.PENANAymyrUn78R8
61Please respect copyright.PENANA8dQMhU45Ww
61Please respect copyright.PENANAftDm4TZ5Em
……直到進入夢鄉,也無法安穩的暫時放棄哭泣嗎?61Please respect copyright.PENANA4RNcJVaU2U
61Please respect copyright.PENANAFe48BKnWCP
聽著那樣的哭聲,回想起自己昨晚其實可以說是近乎粗魯的舉止,颯彌亞真的有那麼一秒以為,自己該道歉了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAudRosup23c
61Please respect copyright.PENANAVzPjevThTT
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不論是誰,似乎都不該讓那樣恬靜的一個人,為了自己的行為而兩度痛哭失聲。61Please respect copyright.PENANADOTX36bLdg
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但颯彌亞旋即又很快的轉念,是褚冥漾自己不好,沒有向自己解釋清楚他已經有愛人的事。如果自己知道的話,是絕對不會碰他一根寒毛的。雖然光想到這一點,一股不知打何處來的悶氣就會盤據在心頭,但颯彌亞執拗的認定,那是做為一個王子求歡不能而感受到的屈辱感。61Please respect copyright.PENANAeh7mBKxZZM
61Please respect copyright.PENANAtwYoH136W4
61Please respect copyright.PENANAHQGGGYKE88
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所以……他是不會道歉的。61Please respect copyright.PENANArdmU2nNrBX
61Please respect copyright.PENANAUvtYUXzizp
61Please respect copyright.PENANAbUv0kPn5VI
沒錯。61Please respect copyright.PENANA7ie4lW3cFo
61Please respect copyright.PENANAgTT7akfhHv
他不會。61Please respect copyright.PENANAiu8A9ITCIQ
61Please respect copyright.PENANA7RT9UXLAaB
61Please respect copyright.PENANAifPv0keBbt
61Please respect copyright.PENANAkwTY5tu6mS
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***61Please respect copyright.PENANArBZFWB0XHe
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61Please respect copyright.PENANAZViY8tG3Dl
61Please respect copyright.PENANAzNiXXo8Ps8
61Please respect copyright.PENANAbzOOw3hK8P
「唔嗯……」無意識的低吟一聲,隱隱抽疼的太陽穴與那慣例的低氣壓,使得才剛清醒的褚冥漾渾身不舒服。61Please respect copyright.PENANAfRGuPjhP6V
61Please respect copyright.PENANAfQuJY2e6mf
61Please respect copyright.PENANAigxFW1CNWA
「頭好痛……」抽了口氣掙扎著坐起身,睜開眼的瞬間一時無法適應早晨明媚的陽光,過量的陽光除了刺眼之外,竟是有些模糊。61Please respect copyright.PENANAVMIKM0Jky4
61Please respect copyright.PENANAIEnY5WRzmH
61Please respect copyright.PENANAYjWr6uVPGm
疑惑的抬手碰了碰自己的雙眼,發覺是昨晚哭泣得太過,讓眼睛都發了腫。61Please respect copyright.PENANAAuU6o714nG
61Please respect copyright.PENANAqSJbb30uQK
61Please respect copyright.PENANAK8RvG0S8Wy
淚水……麼。61Please respect copyright.PENANAKXR44jJ94X
61Please respect copyright.PENANABu4HawEc8r
多麼陌生的詞彙啊。61Please respect copyright.PENANAqa0FjSguvi
自己,卻為了他,落下兩次。61Please respect copyright.PENANAM4mzclkz5Z
61Please respect copyright.PENANALTO6JywKIO
61Please respect copyright.PENANAgIQ5vjWW4u
61Please respect copyright.PENANAal1hbolX5C
「這個是傳說中,哭了之後眼睛會痛的現象嗎?」褚冥漾望著床罩的頂端,低聲說出了帶著苦澀的好奇問句。然而,卻在下一秒,一塊冰涼處感的布料卻「啪」的一聲被甩上自己的臉。61Please respect copyright.PENANA0wxuAxffAT
61Please respect copyright.PENANApN7mLW45pr
61Please respect copyright.PENANASpnUGT0gGQ
61Please respect copyright.PENANABI7T7ILFSA
「白痴,搞什麼哭了一整晚,看看你自己現在的樣子吧?怎麼出去見人?」已經換上深灰色高級套裝的颯彌亞滿臉不悅的還著胸,側身倚在不知何時開啟的門框邊,直瞪著還在發愣的褚冥漾。61Please respect copyright.PENANAWlt4x1vMz2
61Please respect copyright.PENANAeaXCG1jtYQ
61Please respect copyright.PENANAgDW8ekhoxg
錯愕的看著悄然無息就出現在房中的颯彌亞,褚冥漾很快的收拾起自己的表情,垂下視線:「學長早安。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAHQO0M3ml8k
61Please respect copyright.PENANAB5bopK5DCi
61Please respect copyright.PENANAr5YhMB4Wvs
藏在棉被中的拳頭握緊,不願與對方接觸的視線,閃躲著的是對自身的自卑。61Please respect copyright.PENANAviekJ7VwkJ
61Please respect copyright.PENANAkWooOVoDcf
61Please respect copyright.PENANAzMoQiGXN8J
現在的自己……不能見人啊……61Please respect copyright.PENANAtd2ad0As6M
居然……還讓他看見了呢……61Please respect copyright.PENANAGLzsotUbCX
褚冥漾,你怎麼敢。61Please respect copyright.PENANAcm1QUqkuRd
61Please respect copyright.PENANAwIyQoYsTcj
61Please respect copyright.PENANA7Ij03NrJo0
61Please respect copyright.PENANAsFgoTo0Lku
61Please respect copyright.PENANA2kmKVDlhtT
颯彌亞見褚冥漾居然撇開視線,火氣立刻又上升了不只一個等級。61Please respect copyright.PENANAKhqGx35bFl
就這麼不待見他嗎?61Please respect copyright.PENANAPxmj6v0wtd
61Please respect copyright.PENANAvCDHl8wBQB
61Please respect copyright.PENANAs2O3TZpxma
61Please respect copyright.PENANAYFH34DWwnm
紅色的眸子眯了眯,充滿冷意的看著那坐在床上一動也不動的病態少年。61Please respect copyright.PENANAcBNdE4qFpZ
很好。61Please respect copyright.PENANAMBgibJlbPJ
61Please respect copyright.PENANAwOzfPM7l3G
61Please respect copyright.PENANAkJkbsMeoBs
當房門「碰」的一聲狠狠被甩上之後,褚冥漾才軟軟地倒回床鋪中。視線瞧見颯彌亞方才扔來的東西,竟然是鎮涼退熱的藥布,著實令他瞠愣了好幾秒。61Please respect copyright.PENANASB2kngTSR3
61Please respect copyright.PENANAhA3AJeD7EK
但最後,褚冥漾仍嗤笑了聲搖搖頭。61Please respect copyright.PENANAW1tiaxSt4T
他頹然的用力呼出一口氣,無力的拉起棉被掩住自己那毫無生氣的臉孔。61Please respect copyright.PENANASBmYlrOeka
真的……陷得太深了啊……61Please respect copyright.PENANA0u4G7Uhzwk
61Please respect copyright.PENANAzK7J0rcU3P
61Please respect copyright.PENANAGMwBOfa5m3
才一天不到呢,這就開始奢望起他的關心嗎?61Please respect copyright.PENANArAeMtyYJmD
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但是,又以什麼身分去求?61Please respect copyright.PENANAFZUWtDKLiS
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學弟?61Please respect copyright.PENANAgBj1WKtfsA
妻子?61Please respect copyright.PENANAOUo3xjBSYy
愛戀他的人?61Please respect copyright.PENANAOvd7xkw8Ul
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罷了吧。61Please respect copyright.PENANA8R87jpufsX
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好希望,可以找回過去那什麼都不在意的自己,哪怕只有一點點,哪怕……其實機率根本微乎其微……61Please respect copyright.PENANARsc9gClnn6
褚冥漾真的覺得,如果自己一定得成為他的妻,至少,能夠做的灑脫一點……61Please respect copyright.PENANA3QgycSAISI
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──學長……學長……61Please respect copyright.PENANAFgkjWOBXN7
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「我真的……已經在努力…不要愛你了………」61Please respect copyright.PENANADlpAUkpQas
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──請你,不要對我太殘忍。61Please respect copyright.PENANAAE68urYL6c
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當清晨的灰白色光線投射入室時,颯彌亞便已經清醒……不,應該說,是放棄入眠。新婚的第一夜,他竟是一夜無眠。61Please respect copyright.PENANAhaXs1KTQtS
61Please respect copyright.PENANAE8uR2iWunF
61Please respect copyright.PENANAp6xB3Wt5dy
「嘖……搞什麼。」煩躁的抓了抓那頭披散在後的銀色長髮,視線不由自主的瞥向他昨晚瞪視了一整夜的窗外。刻著簡單雕飾的大片落地窗,窗框的線條優雅,白色的窗格之間透出淺淺的陽光,薄紗質地的窗簾因窗扉的敞開而隨風搖曳著。61Please respect copyright.PENANAWRRKyEtlVU
61Please respect copyright.PENANATzj0iEjSzS
帶著透明感的灰藍色天空好似蒙上了一層薄霧,朦朧的視線和那細微的陽光交織著,透出微微的慵懶感受。清脆的鳥鳴聲在平靜的早晨回響著,昨晚那讓人心煩的細碎聲音已經不在了。但颯彌亞還是默默的下了床,撥開窗簾,神情複雜的走到陽台上,朝左邊的陽台看去。61Please respect copyright.PENANAp4GPjDO2Sf
61Please respect copyright.PENANAhwbioX5RG9
61Please respect copyright.PENANAY1CuvhpvHS
那是,褚冥漾昨晚待的房間。61Please respect copyright.PENANAj15IhKeeU1
也是,褚冥漾昨晚啜泣了一整夜的房間。61Please respect copyright.PENANAHahxojOmfJ
61Please respect copyright.PENANA4oF4hcSP5c
61Please respect copyright.PENANAEEHh94rRWJ
那擾人的哭聲持續了一整個夜晚。就算到了後頭,已經從哽咽的哭聲轉弱為細小的啜泣聲顯示主人的入眠,隔壁房間那扇沒有闔上的窗子,仍舊將聲響傳了過來。61Please respect copyright.PENANAymyrUn78R8
61Please respect copyright.PENANA8dQMhU45Ww
61Please respect copyright.PENANAftDm4TZ5Em
……直到進入夢鄉,也無法安穩的暫時放棄哭泣嗎?61Please respect copyright.PENANA4RNcJVaU2U
61Please respect copyright.PENANAFe48BKnWCP
聽著那樣的哭聲,回想起自己昨晚其實可以說是近乎粗魯的舉止,颯彌亞真的有那麼一秒以為,自己該道歉了。61Please respect copyright.PENANAudRosup23c
61Please respect copyright.PENANAVzPjevThTT
61Please respect copyright.PENANAkKoXIazhD5
不論是誰,似乎都不該讓那樣恬靜的一個人,為了自己的行為而兩度痛哭失聲。61Please respect copyright.PENANADOTX36bLdg
61Please respect copyright.PENANAQh27YoDtee
61Please respect copyright.PENANA9qzamCxtxM
但颯彌亞旋即又很快的轉念,是褚冥漾自己不好,沒有向自己解釋清楚他已經有愛人的事。如果自己知道的話,是絕對不會碰他一根寒毛的。雖然光想到這一點,一股不知打何處來的悶氣就會盤據在心頭,但颯彌亞執拗的認定,那是做為一個王子求歡不能而感受到的屈辱感。61Please respect copyright.PENANAeh7mBKxZZM
61Please respect copyright.PENANAtwYoH136W4
61Please respect copyright.PENANAHQGGGYKE88
61Please respect copyright.PENANA64Wy3uQh4K
所以……他是不會道歉的。61Please respect copyright.PENANArdmU2nNrBX
61Please respect copyright.PENANAUvtYUXzizp
61Please respect copyright.PENANAbUv0kPn5VI
沒錯。61Please respect copyright.PENANA7ie4lW3cFo
61Please respect copyright.PENANAgTT7akfhHv
他不會。61Please respect copyright.PENANAiu8A9ITCIQ
61Please respect copyright.PENANA7RT9UXLAaB
61Please respect copyright.PENANAifPv0keBbt
61Please respect copyright.PENANAkwTY5tu6mS
61Please respect copyright.PENANAs5RftfDDaR
***61Please respect copyright.PENANArBZFWB0XHe
61Please respect copyright.PENANA5lT2N3FYBh
61Please respect copyright.PENANAZViY8tG3Dl
61Please respect copyright.PENANAzNiXXo8Ps8
61Please respect copyright.PENANAbzOOw3hK8P
「唔嗯……」無意識的低吟一聲,隱隱抽疼的太陽穴與那慣例的低氣壓,使得才剛清醒的褚冥漾渾身不舒服。61Please respect copyright.PENANAfRGuPjhP6V
61Please respect copyright.PENANAfQuJY2e6mf
61Please respect copyright.PENANAigxFW1CNWA
「頭好痛……」抽了口氣掙扎著坐起身,睜開眼的瞬間一時無法適應早晨明媚的陽光,過量的陽光除了刺眼之外,竟是有些模糊。61Please respect copyright.PENANAVMIKM0Jky4
61Please respect copyright.PENANAIEnY5WRzmH
61Please respect copyright.PENANAYjWr6uVPGm
疑惑的抬手碰了碰自己的雙眼,發覺是昨晚哭泣得太過,讓眼睛都發了腫。61Please respect copyright.PENANAAuU6o714nG
61Please respect copyright.PENANAqSJbb30uQK
61Please respect copyright.PENANAK8RvG0S8Wy
淚水……麼。61Please respect copyright.PENANAKXR44jJ94X
61Please respect copyright.PENANABu4HawEc8r
多麼陌生的詞彙啊。61Please respect copyright.PENANAqa0FjSguvi
自己,卻為了他,落下兩次。61Please respect copyright.PENANAM4mzclkz5Z
61Please respect copyright.PENANALTO6JywKIO
61Please respect copyright.PENANAgIQ5vjWW4u
61Please respect copyright.PENANAal1hbolX5C
「這個是傳說中,哭了之後眼睛會痛的現象嗎?」褚冥漾望著床罩的頂端,低聲說出了帶著苦澀的好奇問句。然而,卻在下一秒,一塊冰涼處感的布料卻「啪」的一聲被甩上自己的臉。61Please respect copyright.PENANA0wxuAxffAT
61Please respect copyright.PENANApN7mLW45pr
61Please respect copyright.PENANASpnUGT0gGQ
61Please respect copyright.PENANABI7T7ILFSA
「白痴,搞什麼哭了一整晚,看看你自己現在的樣子吧?怎麼出去見人?」已經換上深灰色高級套裝的颯彌亞滿臉不悅的還著胸,側身倚在不知何時開啟的門框邊,直瞪著還在發愣的褚冥漾。61Please respect copyright.PENANAWlt4x1vMz2
61Please respect copyright.PENANAeaXCG1jtYQ
61Please respect copyright.PENANAgDW8ekhoxg
錯愕的看著悄然無息就出現在房中的颯彌亞,褚冥漾很快的收拾起自己的表情,垂下視線:「學長早安。」61Please respect copyright.PENANAHQO0M3ml8k
61Please respect copyright.PENANAB5bopK5DCi
61Please respect copyright.PENANAr5YhMB4Wvs
藏在棉被中的拳頭握緊,不願與對方接觸的視線,閃躲著的是對自身的自卑。61Please respect copyright.PENANAviekJ7VwkJ
61Please respect copyright.PENANAkWooOVoDcf
61Please respect copyright.PENANAzMoQiGXN8J
現在的自己……不能見人啊……61Please respect copyright.PENANAtd2ad0As6M
居然……還讓他看見了呢……61Please respect copyright.PENANAGLzsotUbCX
褚冥漾,你怎麼敢。61Please respect copyright.PENANAcm1QUqkuRd
61Please respect copyright.PENANAwIyQoYsTcj
61Please respect copyright.PENANA7Ij03NrJo0
61Please respect copyright.PENANAsFgoTo0Lku
61Please respect copyright.PENANA2kmKVDlhtT
颯彌亞見褚冥漾居然撇開視線,火氣立刻又上升了不只一個等級。61Please respect copyright.PENANAKhqGx35bFl
就這麼不待見他嗎?61Please respect copyright.PENANAPxmj6v0wtd
61Please respect copyright.PENANAvCDHl8wBQB
61Please respect copyright.PENANAs2O3TZpxma
61Please respect copyright.PENANAYFH34DWwnm
紅色的眸子眯了眯,充滿冷意的看著那坐在床上一動也不動的病態少年。61Please respect copyright.PENANAcBNdE4qFpZ
很好。61Please respect copyright.PENANAMBgibJlbPJ
61Please respect copyright.PENANAwOzfPM7l3G
61Please respect copyright.PENANAkJkbsMeoBs
當房門「碰」的一聲狠狠被甩上之後,褚冥漾才軟軟地倒回床鋪中。視線瞧見颯彌亞方才扔來的東西,竟然是鎮涼退熱的藥布,著實令他瞠愣了好幾秒。61Please respect copyright.PENANASB2kngTSR3
61Please respect copyright.PENANAhA3AJeD7EK
但最後,褚冥漾仍嗤笑了聲搖搖頭。61Please respect copyright.PENANAW1tiaxSt4T
他頹然的用力呼出一口氣,無力的拉起棉被掩住自己那毫無生氣的臉孔。61Please respect copyright.PENANASBmYlrOeka
真的……陷得太深了啊……61Please respect copyright.PENANA0u4G7Uhzwk
61Please respect copyright.PENANAzK7J0rcU3P
61Please respect copyright.PENANAGMwBOfa5m3
才一天不到呢,這就開始奢望起他的關心嗎?61Please respect copyright.PENANArAeMtyYJmD
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好希望,可以找回過去那什麼都不在意的自己,哪怕只有一點點,哪怕……其實機率根本微乎其微……61Please respect copyright.PENANARsc9gClnn6
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