降旗中心的降赤，角色性格扭曲，不能接受請趕緊按右上角的鍵。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLn5p3gkB8
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降赤和奇蹟皆為同校高中生，降和黑綠紫是好友，灰崎是路人。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiLGNnKAev
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『紳士會因愛瘋狂，而不會變得痴愚。』50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4oZYJQS9z
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「光樹，該換教室了。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNT7jFCeOGa
「好。」從抽屜取出音樂課本，露出稚氣的笑容跑向對方。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1kNM1IcS6
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他是個樂天坦率的人，長相一般，身材中等，成績時好時壞：拿過全校第20名也曾在班上墊底；有幾個朋友，一點興趣，拿手的事一時想不出來，真要說起來大概是親和力吧，跟大部分人都能融洽相處。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNN23ruYUhY
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「那個就是赤司君吧？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2JaiC7T9F
「真的好帥喔，赤司大人！」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQ1DyqS5y3
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「誰呀？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPenNfJqvaQ
「赤司征十郎啦。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUts9kgMAf
「又是赤司？那群女生呀呀呀的吵死了！」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2JMadXnNa
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態度真惡劣呢！50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0nUTijnX4
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看著一臉厭惡、挖著耳屎的同伴他這麼想著，不過他什麼也不會說，倒是有點好奇對方是怎樣的人，讓平時還算客氣的好友一入學就倒盡胃口。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpz9DtdRL8e
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順著眾人的目光斜過眼，貓眼似的吊眼梢睜得老大，瞳孔里映出兩朵跳動的火焰，四周的景物彷彿遠方射放的花火逕自明滅，他的視線中心剎那間濃聚為一點，他的臉頰通紅，心如鼓動，雙手出汗不止...第一次有這樣的感覺，情緒無法平撫，聽著河流般幽緩的《綠袖子幻想曲》，悠揚的音符卻躍不進耳裡；內心被焦躁的熱度所充斥，彷彿被人點燃從未有過的欲望。他想靠得更近，更接近那個叫赤司的人，想看清那一抹熾烈紅髮下的眼神。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0g6G44ZndZ
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下課鐘一敲，他的雙腿不住使喚跑向門邊，只把心留在身上，忘了拿課本，忘了這週輪到他這排的人負責清理教室。好友一個個目愣口呆，對他首次的任性妄為無言；不過還是甘願分擔起他的責任。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkePj8993Qy
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「欸，把他的課本帶走吧。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVODVxE8mI
「我來幫他拖地，哼，敢讓本大爺代勞，非要叫他幫我寫作業。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpcL9ZpSbY
「你平常不都抄他的？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtB9CUyH3V
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赤司、赤司、赤司、...50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgedbqEX0T
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他竭力地奔跑，半途想起自己壓根兒不知道對方在哪班。雙腿的速度緩慢了下來，忽然，他像顆掉出容器的果凍發軟傾倒，他大口喘著氣，冷靜下來後，他才發覺自己根本不明白方才的堅持是為了什麼。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUSUkOeWxJ
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「真奇怪，我幹嘛為了個男人心跳不已？我瘋了嗎？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSLbRUAM7W
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他的感情來得快去得也快。縱使那烈日般的紅髮仍在眼底無法揮去，縱使他走在樓層之間，下意識地東張西望...這幾天他覺得自己沒什麼改變，依然和大夥兒一起上課，吃午飯，收拾東西回家，或是順路去M記買杯奶昔。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWH0eOYaM46
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「降旗君你怪怪的。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT72BCsm0Ln
「哈，說我嗎？哪有啊？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBwpf0jCCw
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他清楚得很，眼睛無神但觀察力一流的黑子在想什麼。之前他也發現了自己的破綻：當他用慣常的傻笑掩飾自己的心虛，右邊嘴角會明顯地上揚。只有自己能騙過自己。好友緘默的反應不留情地揭穿了他的心思。當晚他回到家發了一場燒，38度C，不是很嚴重，但他以為自己病得不清，連在恍惚的夢中都不停地追趕那赤紅燃燒的翦影。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkke2plzyX
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「是智慧熱吧。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcFCvgpvf9
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「好棒喔。我也想變聰明。」咬了一口好味棒，妖精懶洋洋地說。絲毫不把自己曾在中學排名全校前五的光輝放在心上。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgoJlpUtIh
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「發燒可不是好事的說。」以纖長的手指推了推眼鏡，綠間高挑的懷裡抱著半身大的粉紅兔玩偶。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWVnKNKolk
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以餘光望向眼前這群有特色的朋友，他不留痕跡地抓回眼角的視線，充耳不聞。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DLPIq0GQL
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請了2天病假，他有如脫胎換骨：不再遲到，上課不打嗑睡，直挺挺的背脊，認真抄寫筆記的手，沒有人不注意到他的變化；最劇烈的改變則是個性。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWmPKNy41q
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「降旗君感覺變沉穩了。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKwtLubIXF
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不愧是黑子啊。他心想。不過依然不動聲色埋首書本中。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSS67NAziM
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提早到學校，從遠處企盼你途經的身影，即使只有幾秒鐘的停留，也能叫我滿足；刻意壓抑莽撞奔放的心，向高雅静穆的你學習。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK66HiEF5Ce
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我真的好喜歡你，想離你更近一點。不知道要怎麼做才能對你有更多的了解，我用我的方式，努力用功，當我的名次往上爬，或許能讓頂端的你注意到，還有，還有什麼呢？50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEEDfbN0xO
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「赤司君他是籃球部的主將，喜歡下棋，討厭吃海帶跟紅薑，喜歡的食物是豆腐湯。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOxfhGcOwi
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他沒想到最佳情報員就近在身邊。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkO3Eyelp67
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「對喔，小黑仔跟他都是籃球部的嘛。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DXx3zfbrr
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「說什麼呢，紫原君，你不也是嗎？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcIxArCSOC
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「我們之中沒加入的只有降旗的說。」眼鏡君推了推鏡框，按下完美結論。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoZgdcVgTQ
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他聽了差點掉下巴。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnNbxtZJQF
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「難怪你們之前看到他都沒多大反應。」他雙手抓著頭髮，猶如受到拷問。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrLR3eCRF0
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「會做出厭惡表情的只有灰崎那個長不大的孩子的說。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgB1weL9EI
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「我是三軍的...」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWw3hvGWJL
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雙色眼珠辛辣的逼視之下，他不得動彈，一個字也吐不出口。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vmlIVOgq3
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「赤司你的眼神太可怕了，他都被你嚇壞了的說。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnErMnyy6fB
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不，這不是驚嚇。他是戀愛了，千真萬確，他知道自己墜入了愛情的迷霧裡，那是一張理想描繪的容貌，比他無數個夢中見到更加美麗。他的心柔柔地浮動，全身都輕飄飄的，就像乘著迷人歌聲的翅膀徜徉於半空，而那歌聲的來源就是他對赤司的詠嘆，在他的心裡。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfawZdQMXU
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「你的能力還不夠。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mx7Oh1AmV
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俐落的轉身，將他狠狠拋下。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh53xyBoyX3
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他回家倒在床邊大哭了一場，隔天依舊以紅腫的眼睛盯著黑板和書頁，社團時間依照規定到球場報到，即使無法到光的身邊，無法見到赤司，他還是不願放棄，捨棄這段戀情太難，還不到末路。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7Kbx4Qt9V
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那是升上二年級的秋天，他蛻變了，像一隻脫離繭蛹，翩翩起舞的蝶。他嘗試討好所有人，以一張張高分的卷子取悅父母，笑臉盈盈，別人都說他很好說話，好事麻煩事都算上他，在前後輩之間評價頗高，也因此吸引了一些目光，不過他的心口隱隱作痛，那雙最渴切的眼眸依然把他排除。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqfYYS6Qd7
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「還是不能升上一軍嗎？他很努力，連黑子的球也能接到了的說。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchnMylMO5e
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「離光的程度還差得遠，說起來，真太郎你們有餘力教他球技，下週訓練調成10倍也沒問題吧？」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWJs8pxUWN
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「不，那就有點...」推推眼鏡，面露難色。雖然想為朋友爭取，但實在贏不了赤司。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhzPG2guAY
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「那就別做了。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8WTMfrUeE
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「生氣了？」望著那隨手拋下文件，啪的一聲關上門的背影，他不解，眼鏡底下滿是疑惑。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3v2gOnHNN
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他踏實地接受嚴厲的鍛鍊，跟另一邊球場上的黑子相繼倒下，不過沒有柔和的微笑以對，只有隊友猛力的拉扯和放置。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEfhFZYCBJ
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－簡直像包被丟棄在一旁的垃圾，在昏暗的燈光下誰也不會注意到我。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXWAu2EPYA
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熱淚從他的雙頰汨汨留下，他的心已經被愛腐蝕好一段時間了，他近乎失去原來的自己，表面上的討人喜歡是種營造，只屬於他的開朗真誠，在痛得厲害的烈焰灼燒之中化為灰燼。他的眼裡再也裝不進任何人，除了那唯一的眷戀。在他的眷戀眼中他始終透明，好幾次，他祈求自己擁有蘇打般的淺淡髮色和不帶意圖的表情，但任憑他如何粉飾，也妝不出一張猜不透的假面。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0Jqo54Bh0
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「如果我是你就能得到他的體貼和溫柔了。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewZQd7bgKP
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「不，赤司君並沒有對我抱持那樣的想法。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYYiHNCC7P
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「你錯了，黑子。」他兩手錯置於顎下，這是他喜歡的人常做出的姿勢。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03qLdrUJf2
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－我一直都在看著他啊，他在球場上流下的汗水，因高溫而更加濕潤的眼，那雙眼一直都停留在你身上，為什麼，為什麼他珍惜的人不是我，為什麼我的心情得不到回應？50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwPtmNZCer
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「這是條不歸路呢，降旗君。」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Y6pBylj09
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「呃？」在他濃烈的妒意險些轉化成殺意時，一貫的平板聲調喚回他的狀態：處變不驚的虛假姿態。50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0gfjoy2C4
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「將軍了喔，我們說好輸的人要請喝奶昔，不過降旗君今天的狀況不太好，取消吧！」50Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aamBb0p2l
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