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前陣子所作出的殘忍決議在當時,畢竟還認為只是紙上談兵,誰都沒有料想到少年的病情,會突然惡化得如此快速。58Please respect copyright.PENANARmXFbJla1M
明明不久前他還能和他們一起在場上嬉笑,然而彷彿呼應著他們所下的決心,黑子的狀況每況愈下。58Please respect copyright.PENANAITjxnwyf1n
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看著少年這般無力又得強打精神的模樣,讓大家心疼極了,可事到臨頭,卻誰也沒有辦法狠心說出那幾個字,即便最初提議的赤司征十郎也是。58Please respect copyright.PENANAO2iu4GMyru
安樂死,光想想就是痛徹心扉的疼痛。更何況是去施行?58Please respect copyright.PENANAD6lQ688osZ
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就在奇蹟的世代久違地一同打球的那晚,黑子哲也滿含微笑入睡之時,這群人在辦公室談論著極其嚴肅的話題,與病房氣氛大相逕庭的。58Please respect copyright.PENANAUwEaHk00IJ
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『我同意,但那個時間點,由我來決定。』58Please respect copyright.PENANA9DPtqkTlfV
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這項決議必須得到全體同意,而最後把關的綠間真太郎說出他心中的附加條件,望向眾人的目光說一不二。辦公室內一片寂靜,這個話題實在過於沉重,無論是對誰,尤其是綠間。58Please respect copyright.PENANApQELsfshts
以醫生的立場,他是全場最具有發言權與決策權的一位,接著綠間便以客觀可能的情況,開始解釋他所希望擁有的最佳結局。58Please respect copyright.PENANAIOfb0wwYIo
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『你們聽過”迴光返照”嗎?』58Please respect copyright.PENANA1eNYMQE8PK
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迴光返照。58Please respect copyright.PENANA5H5yHeo2hD
由於日落時的光線反射,因而始天空在短時間內發亮,重回白日的景象。亦有另外一個情形是指,將死之人在臨走前一段時間內的情況突然好轉,就好像病情獲得改善一樣,這個時候,便是交代後事,以及囑托遺言的時候了。58Please respect copyright.PENANA7rXt8PvO5k
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『雖然我不確定黑子會不會有這個情況...』綠間難耐地雙手緊俟額際,為了不想讓眾人看見他那既心痛,又無力的表情。『但我希望至少在他生命的最後一刻,不要再受折磨。』58Please respect copyright.PENANA0e6KCZ5SMn
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這的確是最好的結局。58Please respect copyright.PENANAc1FhviYw7n
與其在病痛中受盡折磨地斷氣,不如,讓他帶著微笑離我們遠去。58Please respect copyright.PENANAfKKClbImPx
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於是這陣子,他們五人,徹底丟下所有的工作與職責,全心全意地在醫院守護著心愛的人。58Please respect copyright.PENANAnKKotlhKz5
而面對這群不顧一切只願整天窩在病房陪伴著自己的大男人,黑子籠罩在呼吸器下的唇角露出微微一笑,像是一種了然,又像是坦然。58Please respect copyright.PENANA1dSDjczw09
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現在的他,就連自行進食的能力都沒有了,只能靠灌食的方式取得生存必須的養分。固定輸液的點滴裡頭混有止痛藥劑,為了讓無時無刻都在承受痛楚的少年能感到舒適一些,卻也因為藥劑的副作用,而時常感到昏昏欲睡。58Please respect copyright.PENANAGl2CYQof7L
但是,睡著了,總比醒著痛苦還好。58Please respect copyright.PENANAoAK3De11T3
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不過今天的情況,卻比通常來得特殊。58Please respect copyright.PENANAfCAm3nTOEn
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一般用餐時間,他們不會那麼白目得在少年面前享用其他餐食,其實就連紫原現在也不再將零食帶進病房內,這些,都是為了顧慮黑子的心情。不過通常除了身為醫生的綠間在病房為黑子進行輸食之外,就只剩神經相對粗線的紫原在一旁照護,至於其他人並不是外出去吃飯,只是他們不忍心看見少年這樣的進食方式。58Please respect copyright.PENANAmhk4wpqxEb
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今天是個漂亮的晴空。58Please respect copyright.PENANACmthIDOaff
綠間真太郎拉開白色簾幕,讓戶外燦爛的陽光隨著透明落地窗穿透進來,讓室內能夠溫暖朝氣一些。58Please respect copyright.PENANAWbdDRBipwt
他轉身回到病床,看見靠坐於床頭的黑子對他微微一笑。58Please respect copyright.PENANAskw6xEgayh
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『綠間君,我想喝香草奶昔。』58Please respect copyright.PENANA8oQFnVM9mJ
黑子哲也平淡的嗓音比起平時還更有活力,少年拉著男人衣袍,似乎有些撒嬌的意味。58Please respect copyright.PENANAgHFHD2tsp2
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『......還有呢?有其他想吃的嗎?』綠間真太郎執起黑子纖瘦見骨的手,用著拇指輕柔地在手背上細細地撫摸著。58Please respect copyright.PENANAxgtTcrLs0e
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『嗯...漢堡?』在男人撫上他面頰之際,黑子貓似地主動靠了上去,滿含笑意的眼瞳望向綠間,柔得像是能夠化出水來。『總覺得,現在都吃得下呢。』58Please respect copyright.PENANAXAiOevAIgZ
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綠間將少年緊緊擁在懷裡,他發現自己正在害怕,害怕得顫抖。58Please respect copyright.PENANAAP4Rhc1VdW
一直在一旁的紫原敦意會到這個情況,而他仍愣愣地望向綠間和黑子,大腦有片刻的暫停,思緒阻止自己面對現實。58Please respect copyright.PENANAw561OurPcB
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『......紫原。』58Please respect copyright.PENANAsyNE9N0kmm
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『.........我去叫他們。』58Please respect copyright.PENANAM4aiScJfhi
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病房的門扉開啟又關閉,徒留室內一片致命的寧靜。58Please respect copyright.PENANAhuFkppM130
黑子窩在男人懷裡聆聽對方的心跳,就好比賽事中的激烈律動,卻莫名地讓他感到心安。58Please respect copyright.PENANAHyGYEt0LQ9
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『我剛夢見我們初中的時候,那時候常常不曉得綠間君在想什麼,不過現在,我都能知道了呢。』58Please respect copyright.PENANA8h48HoksC8
少年如同談論天氣一般的口吻說道,輕輕推開綠間胸膛,好讓自己能夠直視著那總是堅毅,可現在卻脆弱不已的目光。『請綠間君不要感到沮喪,既定的事情我們無法改變,但還有許多人力能觸及的地方,會需要綠間君的力量。』58Please respect copyright.PENANAVI8r90RcWi
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『黑...』58Please respect copyright.PENANAWBA3CrHbOX
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『噓,請別說話。』黑子伸手撫上男人面龐,冰涼的手指劃過那漂亮的薄唇。少年微微直起膝蓋,讓自己能更靠近對方一些,瞇起雙眼,主動吻上眼前的人。58Please respect copyright.PENANABNof12LMih
輕觸即離的吻。不足以彌補他們缺失的以往,卻同樣能夠撼動人心。58Please respect copyright.PENANA7gZwBj1lPs
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吻別的那一瞬間,同時聽見後方門頁開啟的聲音。房內充斥著五色奇蹟,可是每人的表情卻沉重得可怕。58Please respect copyright.PENANA2OIVmQ1Fxm
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黑子轉身看向這群男人,看見他們明明一副痛苦難過,又得裝作無謂的神情,也讓他的心感到萬分疼痛。58Please respect copyright.PENANAU52vWLZ5Ra
這把插進彼此胸膛已久的雙刃劍,終於到了拔出的時刻。58Please respect copyright.PENANAcpYJ7k1unN
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『小黑子小黑子,香草奶昔在這邊!』58Please respect copyright.PENANAmsTpNVw8Ds
黃瀨涼太從門後變出一分外帶餐食,獻寶似地拿到黑子面前。先將少年最愛的奶昔從紙袋內小心地取出,插上吸管,再遞給病床上的黑子。58Please respect copyright.PENANAFwstwMJsJh
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『小綠怎麼這麼粗心,要幫小黑蓋好被子啊。』紫原敦一個跨步上前,在少年坐上床頭時替他蓋好被子,話雖是這麼說,卻聽不見責怪的意思。58Please respect copyright.PENANAWe4RIbw3Yh
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『哲你想吃哪個漢堡?MJ最近新出了一個還不錯。』青峰大輝跟著擠上前來,將紙袋裡的各種漢堡拿出來讓少年挑選。裡頭總共就六個,顯然該是一人一個。58Please respect copyright.PENANAxRZXVJwLya
黑子默默地拿了青峰最喜歡的牛肉堡。他還記得以前單份套餐的加值購還會多出一個鱈魚堡,還是學生的他們常會選擇這種優惠使用,可他卻會和青峰搶著想吃牛肉堡,但當時誰也不肯讓誰,最後總是落得猜拳定勝負的下場。58Please respect copyright.PENANAlqdJKOfSAW
黑子不曉得青峰還記不記得這種小事,但這些生活上的點點滴滴,卻是少年最珍貴的回憶。58Please respect copyright.PENANAnSZ2nFJ6L1
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被那三個最終仍不忘嫉妒的大男人擠開的綠間真太郎默默地往門口走去,他還有他最後必須的工作,且是只有他能夠完成的。58Please respect copyright.PENANATv4HuNm2np
在門邊的赤司征十郎面對眼前溫馨和諧的景色卻同樣死沉著臉,他還沒調節好自己的心情,因為他就是那個可惡的罪魁禍首,若不是經由他提議,可能,他們可以擁有少年更長一段時間。58Please respect copyright.PENANAQMRAfitKgF
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『不然,由我來吧。』58Please respect copyright.PENANAxnuEWyxb5m
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在綠間經過身旁時,赤司征十郎低聲地道。男人平時看來懾人氣魄的異色雙瞳此時變得黯淡無光,他始終凝視著那抹淡藍色,一分一秒都不捨得離開。58Please respect copyright.PENANAu6m5G2LDcX
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『我來。』綠間毫無猶豫地回答。『因為那是我的職責,也是我身為醫生...最後能為他做的事。』58Please respect copyright.PENANAyI1jMsAKBW
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綠間真太郎落下這一句便離開了病房,頭也不回地,就怕又突然後悔。然而赤司何嘗不是這樣呢。58Please respect copyright.PENANAqky1S1DKL5
借刀殺人也是殺,即便下手的那個人不是自己,他們也都同罪。58Please respect copyright.PENANAHMAOKl4cfZ
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赤司征十郎上前落座於床沿,輕揉著少年柔軟的髮絲,他平時總能帶給人溫暖的手此時顯得異常冰涼,像是透露出主人的不安。58Please respect copyright.PENANALYsShWHZUA
床邊的人們和黑子一起沉默地咬著漢堡,其實他們不曉得能和少年聊些什麼,過去、現在,還是未來?對於黑子而言都是那麼飄渺虛幻的事,現在無論多說什麼,都是那樣觸景傷情。不過同樣的景象在黑子心中,卻讓他想到了以前,他們不時在部練過後的聚餐。58Please respect copyright.PENANAOGN1FbEPI6
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此時,不曉得是誰開口說了其實冷掉的漢堡沒有想像中難吃,有人對啊對啊的附議,有人仍然默默地咀嚼著,味如嚼蠟。58Please respect copyright.PENANAUisE5T7Ytz
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『你們晚上,去吃一份大餐吧。』看著眼前這群毫無生氣的男人,黑子哲也盡力吃光手上的最後一口,微微露出的微笑不曉得是因為終於征服了這塊漢堡,還是為了什麼其他。58Please respect copyright.PENANAEKX7eaElv3
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『可、可是...』58Please respect copyright.PENANALxINcizIHe
黃瀨像是想到什麼,下意識地出聲。58Please respect copyright.PENANA7pG8Aci4TK
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『你們最近都沒好好吃飯吧?這樣會累垮喔。』少年抿了一口香草奶昔,最後累躺在升起的床頭上,人家說吃飽了會變懶惰,這點無論何時都適用。58Please respect copyright.PENANAVZNgpC5bHW
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『哲...』58Please respect copyright.PENANABKETq2zBrq
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『好,我會帶他們去。』58Please respect copyright.PENANAtnz0Z8Nbyx
赤司緊握黑子垂落一旁的手,對少年如此承諾。58Please respect copyright.PENANACfvMNfnUCc
此時綠間已經回到病房,他環視眾人一眼,最後默默地在黑子的點滴架上做著準備。58Please respect copyright.PENANA7ycis5GeMD
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將那劑透明無色,卻又纏人致命的藥水,注入進黑子所剩不多的點滴裡面。58Please respect copyright.PENANATgQSYTEARj
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黃瀨涼太已經紅了眼眶,垂著頭不停用手背擦拭著眼淚,不敢發出任何一點聲響讓少年發現自己的悲慟。58Please respect copyright.PENANAe1j6ph25Ro
其他人默默地看著這一切,卻發現心中繚繞著無數的甜言蜜語千言萬語,此時此刻竟化作綑綁著自己將死的心,最痛苦折磨的死刑。58Please respect copyright.PENANAecy4NhPtpF
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『那個...會痛嗎?』58Please respect copyright.PENANA97Jh6wLyht
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看著軟管內的液體一點一滴流進身體裡,黑子突然問道,像是孩童般,純真的疑惑。58Please respect copyright.PENANALAeuF8ZWaD
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『不會,不會痛。』赤司征十郎按奈著自己開始飄忽的嗓音,死命阻止著淚水在眼眶中打轉。『只是會變得很想睡、很想睡...』58Please respect copyright.PENANA7iLjVhppFK
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『嗯...那我希望睡著之後再醒來,就會回到現實的世界了。』黑子哲也呵呵地笑著。58Please respect copyright.PENANA2TzS3b1kug
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『哲你電影看太多了。』58Please respect copyright.PENANAtwLtAwzbFh
青峰這麼一句吐槽暫時緩和了氣氛,讓大家臉上都出現了淡淡的笑容。58Please respect copyright.PENANAkN5lnoXGW2
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『我是說真的啦。』少年佯裝氣怒地闔上雙眼,等那雙湛藍的瞳孔再次睜開之時,已經染上一層深深的倦意。『這樣才能再見到你們啊。』58Please respect copyright.PENANAYQTosfvv80
黑子睜著早便朦朧的雙眼,讓滾燙的淚水恣意流落,他看向眼前泣不成聲的男人們,顫抖的聲音出賣了他的情緒。58Please respect copyright.PENANAQoVglKYdkq
『我好累,想先睡了...』少年緩緩閉上眼睛,任著一股無形的力量將他慢慢地消散、抽離。『大家晚安。』58Please respect copyright.PENANA22OiJ82Z1j
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他們看著黑子哲也就那樣帶著微微的笑容入睡,和平安詳的,好像隨時都會再醒來,繼續和他們談笑聊天。58Please respect copyright.PENANAxmyHRR2rV0
聊著最近發生了什麼事,工作怎麼樣,有什麼新開的店想去看看,新出的零食好不好吃,或者最後會問:什麼時候大家再一起去打球?58Please respect copyright.PENANAO8O1DorPwk
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他們被社會稱為「奇蹟的世代」。58Please respect copyright.PENANAfr47VrnUHz
可是對他們而言,最最重要的這次,奇蹟卻沒有出現。58Please respect copyright.PENANAk8EgJjFVA8
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『晚安,哲也。』58Please respect copyright.PENANA0enNqbpi7q
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感受著黑子原本回握住的指尖漸漸失去氣力,最終在他的掌心裡鬆開、滑落,然後原本屬於那人溫暖舒服的體溫,也會慢慢變得冰凍、冷冽。58Please respect copyright.PENANAH0SENo4Q30
赤司征十郎撥開少年遮蓋住眼皮的瀏海,擦拭著他濕潤的眼角,像是哄著心愛的人兒入睡一般,憐愛地在額際落下一吻。58Please respect copyright.PENANAJvUXDFTWZW
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『祝你有個好夢。』58Please respect copyright.PENANAMimpW2f9eM
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希望你可以回到現實世界中,和我們再次相見。58Please respect copyright.PENANAJkKe8PTKkU
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前陣子所作出的殘忍決議在當時,畢竟還認為只是紙上談兵,誰都沒有料想到少年的病情,會突然惡化得如此快速。58Please respect copyright.PENANARmXFbJla1M
明明不久前他還能和他們一起在場上嬉笑,然而彷彿呼應著他們所下的決心,黑子的狀況每況愈下。58Please respect copyright.PENANAITjxnwyf1n
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看著少年這般無力又得強打精神的模樣,讓大家心疼極了,可事到臨頭,卻誰也沒有辦法狠心說出那幾個字,即便最初提議的赤司征十郎也是。58Please respect copyright.PENANAO2iu4GMyru
安樂死,光想想就是痛徹心扉的疼痛。更何況是去施行?58Please respect copyright.PENANAD6lQ688osZ
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就在奇蹟的世代久違地一同打球的那晚,黑子哲也滿含微笑入睡之時,這群人在辦公室談論著極其嚴肅的話題,與病房氣氛大相逕庭的。58Please respect copyright.PENANAUwEaHk00IJ
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『我同意,但那個時間點,由我來決定。』58Please respect copyright.PENANA9DPtqkTlfV
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這項決議必須得到全體同意,而最後把關的綠間真太郎說出他心中的附加條件,望向眾人的目光說一不二。辦公室內一片寂靜,這個話題實在過於沉重,無論是對誰,尤其是綠間。58Please respect copyright.PENANApQELsfshts
以醫生的立場,他是全場最具有發言權與決策權的一位,接著綠間便以客觀可能的情況,開始解釋他所希望擁有的最佳結局。58Please respect copyright.PENANAIOfb0wwYIo
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『你們聽過”迴光返照”嗎?』58Please respect copyright.PENANA1eNYMQE8PK
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迴光返照。58Please respect copyright.PENANA5H5yHeo2hD
由於日落時的光線反射,因而始天空在短時間內發亮,重回白日的景象。亦有另外一個情形是指,將死之人在臨走前一段時間內的情況突然好轉,就好像病情獲得改善一樣,這個時候,便是交代後事,以及囑托遺言的時候了。58Please respect copyright.PENANA7rXt8PvO5k
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『雖然我不確定黑子會不會有這個情況...』綠間難耐地雙手緊俟額際,為了不想讓眾人看見他那既心痛,又無力的表情。『但我希望至少在他生命的最後一刻,不要再受折磨。』58Please respect copyright.PENANA0e6KCZ5SMn
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這的確是最好的結局。58Please respect copyright.PENANAc1FhviYw7n
與其在病痛中受盡折磨地斷氣,不如,讓他帶著微笑離我們遠去。58Please respect copyright.PENANAfKKClbImPx
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於是這陣子,他們五人,徹底丟下所有的工作與職責,全心全意地在醫院守護著心愛的人。58Please respect copyright.PENANAnKKotlhKz5
而面對這群不顧一切只願整天窩在病房陪伴著自己的大男人,黑子籠罩在呼吸器下的唇角露出微微一笑,像是一種了然,又像是坦然。58Please respect copyright.PENANA1dSDjczw09
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現在的他,就連自行進食的能力都沒有了,只能靠灌食的方式取得生存必須的養分。固定輸液的點滴裡頭混有止痛藥劑,為了讓無時無刻都在承受痛楚的少年能感到舒適一些,卻也因為藥劑的副作用,而時常感到昏昏欲睡。58Please respect copyright.PENANAGl2CYQof7L
但是,睡著了,總比醒著痛苦還好。58Please respect copyright.PENANAoAK3De11T3
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不過今天的情況,卻比通常來得特殊。58Please respect copyright.PENANAfCAm3nTOEn
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一般用餐時間,他們不會那麼白目得在少年面前享用其他餐食,其實就連紫原現在也不再將零食帶進病房內,這些,都是為了顧慮黑子的心情。不過通常除了身為醫生的綠間在病房為黑子進行輸食之外,就只剩神經相對粗線的紫原在一旁照護,至於其他人並不是外出去吃飯,只是他們不忍心看見少年這樣的進食方式。58Please respect copyright.PENANAmhk4wpqxEb
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今天是個漂亮的晴空。58Please respect copyright.PENANACmthIDOaff
綠間真太郎拉開白色簾幕,讓戶外燦爛的陽光隨著透明落地窗穿透進來,讓室內能夠溫暖朝氣一些。58Please respect copyright.PENANAWbdDRBipwt
他轉身回到病床,看見靠坐於床頭的黑子對他微微一笑。58Please respect copyright.PENANAskw6xEgayh
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『綠間君,我想喝香草奶昔。』58Please respect copyright.PENANA8oQFnVM9mJ
黑子哲也平淡的嗓音比起平時還更有活力,少年拉著男人衣袍,似乎有些撒嬌的意味。58Please respect copyright.PENANAgHFHD2tsp2
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『......還有呢?有其他想吃的嗎?』綠間真太郎執起黑子纖瘦見骨的手,用著拇指輕柔地在手背上細細地撫摸著。58Please respect copyright.PENANAxgtTcrLs0e
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『嗯...漢堡?』在男人撫上他面頰之際,黑子貓似地主動靠了上去,滿含笑意的眼瞳望向綠間,柔得像是能夠化出水來。『總覺得,現在都吃得下呢。』58Please respect copyright.PENANAXAiOevAIgZ
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綠間將少年緊緊擁在懷裡,他發現自己正在害怕,害怕得顫抖。58Please respect copyright.PENANAAP4Rhc1VdW
一直在一旁的紫原敦意會到這個情況,而他仍愣愣地望向綠間和黑子,大腦有片刻的暫停,思緒阻止自己面對現實。58Please respect copyright.PENANAw561OurPcB
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『......紫原。』58Please respect copyright.PENANAsyNE9N0kmm
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『.........我去叫他們。』58Please respect copyright.PENANAM4aiScJfhi
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病房的門扉開啟又關閉,徒留室內一片致命的寧靜。58Please respect copyright.PENANAhuFkppM130
黑子窩在男人懷裡聆聽對方的心跳,就好比賽事中的激烈律動,卻莫名地讓他感到心安。58Please respect copyright.PENANAHyGYEt0LQ9
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『我剛夢見我們初中的時候,那時候常常不曉得綠間君在想什麼,不過現在,我都能知道了呢。』58Please respect copyright.PENANA8h48HoksC8
少年如同談論天氣一般的口吻說道,輕輕推開綠間胸膛,好讓自己能夠直視著那總是堅毅,可現在卻脆弱不已的目光。『請綠間君不要感到沮喪,既定的事情我們無法改變,但還有許多人力能觸及的地方,會需要綠間君的力量。』58Please respect copyright.PENANAVI8r90RcWi
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『黑...』58Please respect copyright.PENANAWBA3CrHbOX
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『噓,請別說話。』黑子伸手撫上男人面龐,冰涼的手指劃過那漂亮的薄唇。少年微微直起膝蓋,讓自己能更靠近對方一些,瞇起雙眼,主動吻上眼前的人。58Please respect copyright.PENANABNof12LMih
輕觸即離的吻。不足以彌補他們缺失的以往,卻同樣能夠撼動人心。58Please respect copyright.PENANA7gZwBj1lPs
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吻別的那一瞬間,同時聽見後方門頁開啟的聲音。房內充斥著五色奇蹟,可是每人的表情卻沉重得可怕。58Please respect copyright.PENANA2OIVmQ1Fxm
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黑子轉身看向這群男人,看見他們明明一副痛苦難過,又得裝作無謂的神情,也讓他的心感到萬分疼痛。58Please respect copyright.PENANAU52vWLZ5Ra
這把插進彼此胸膛已久的雙刃劍,終於到了拔出的時刻。58Please respect copyright.PENANAcpYJ7k1unN
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『小黑子小黑子,香草奶昔在這邊!』58Please respect copyright.PENANAmsTpNVw8Ds
黃瀨涼太從門後變出一分外帶餐食,獻寶似地拿到黑子面前。先將少年最愛的奶昔從紙袋內小心地取出,插上吸管,再遞給病床上的黑子。58Please respect copyright.PENANAFwstwMJsJh
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『小綠怎麼這麼粗心,要幫小黑蓋好被子啊。』紫原敦一個跨步上前,在少年坐上床頭時替他蓋好被子,話雖是這麼說,卻聽不見責怪的意思。58Please respect copyright.PENANAWe4RIbw3Yh
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『哲你想吃哪個漢堡?MJ最近新出了一個還不錯。』青峰大輝跟著擠上前來,將紙袋裡的各種漢堡拿出來讓少年挑選。裡頭總共就六個,顯然該是一人一個。58Please respect copyright.PENANAxRZXVJwLya
黑子默默地拿了青峰最喜歡的牛肉堡。他還記得以前單份套餐的加值購還會多出一個鱈魚堡,還是學生的他們常會選擇這種優惠使用,可他卻會和青峰搶著想吃牛肉堡,但當時誰也不肯讓誰,最後總是落得猜拳定勝負的下場。58Please respect copyright.PENANAlqdJKOfSAW
黑子不曉得青峰還記不記得這種小事,但這些生活上的點點滴滴,卻是少年最珍貴的回憶。58Please respect copyright.PENANAnSZ2nFJ6L1
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被那三個最終仍不忘嫉妒的大男人擠開的綠間真太郎默默地往門口走去,他還有他最後必須的工作,且是只有他能夠完成的。58Please respect copyright.PENANATv4HuNm2np
在門邊的赤司征十郎面對眼前溫馨和諧的景色卻同樣死沉著臉,他還沒調節好自己的心情,因為他就是那個可惡的罪魁禍首,若不是經由他提議,可能,他們可以擁有少年更長一段時間。58Please respect copyright.PENANAQMRAfitKgF
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『不然,由我來吧。』58Please respect copyright.PENANAxnuEWyxb5m
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在綠間經過身旁時,赤司征十郎低聲地道。男人平時看來懾人氣魄的異色雙瞳此時變得黯淡無光,他始終凝視著那抹淡藍色,一分一秒都不捨得離開。58Please respect copyright.PENANAu6m5G2LDcX
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『我來。』綠間毫無猶豫地回答。『因為那是我的職責,也是我身為醫生...最後能為他做的事。』58Please respect copyright.PENANAyI1jMsAKBW
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綠間真太郎落下這一句便離開了病房,頭也不回地,就怕又突然後悔。然而赤司何嘗不是這樣呢。58Please respect copyright.PENANAqky1S1DKL5
借刀殺人也是殺,即便下手的那個人不是自己,他們也都同罪。58Please respect copyright.PENANAHMAOKl4cfZ
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赤司征十郎上前落座於床沿,輕揉著少年柔軟的髮絲,他平時總能帶給人溫暖的手此時顯得異常冰涼,像是透露出主人的不安。58Please respect copyright.PENANALYsShWHZUA
床邊的人們和黑子一起沉默地咬著漢堡,其實他們不曉得能和少年聊些什麼,過去、現在,還是未來?對於黑子而言都是那麼飄渺虛幻的事,現在無論多說什麼,都是那樣觸景傷情。不過同樣的景象在黑子心中,卻讓他想到了以前,他們不時在部練過後的聚餐。58Please respect copyright.PENANAOGN1FbEPI6
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此時,不曉得是誰開口說了其實冷掉的漢堡沒有想像中難吃,有人對啊對啊的附議,有人仍然默默地咀嚼著,味如嚼蠟。58Please respect copyright.PENANAUisE5T7Ytz
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『你們晚上,去吃一份大餐吧。』看著眼前這群毫無生氣的男人,黑子哲也盡力吃光手上的最後一口,微微露出的微笑不曉得是因為終於征服了這塊漢堡,還是為了什麼其他。58Please respect copyright.PENANAEKX7eaElv3
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『可、可是...』58Please respect copyright.PENANALxINcizIHe
黃瀨像是想到什麼,下意識地出聲。58Please respect copyright.PENANA7pG8Aci4TK
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『你們最近都沒好好吃飯吧?這樣會累垮喔。』少年抿了一口香草奶昔,最後累躺在升起的床頭上,人家說吃飽了會變懶惰,這點無論何時都適用。58Please respect copyright.PENANAVZNgpC5bHW
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『哲...』58Please respect copyright.PENANABKETq2zBrq
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『好,我會帶他們去。』58Please respect copyright.PENANAtnz0Z8Nbyx
赤司緊握黑子垂落一旁的手,對少年如此承諾。58Please respect copyright.PENANACfvMNfnUCc
此時綠間已經回到病房,他環視眾人一眼,最後默默地在黑子的點滴架上做著準備。58Please respect copyright.PENANA7ycis5GeMD
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將那劑透明無色,卻又纏人致命的藥水,注入進黑子所剩不多的點滴裡面。58Please respect copyright.PENANATgQSYTEARj
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黃瀨涼太已經紅了眼眶,垂著頭不停用手背擦拭著眼淚,不敢發出任何一點聲響讓少年發現自己的悲慟。58Please respect copyright.PENANAe1j6ph25Ro
其他人默默地看著這一切,卻發現心中繚繞著無數的甜言蜜語千言萬語,此時此刻竟化作綑綁著自己將死的心,最痛苦折磨的死刑。58Please respect copyright.PENANAecy4NhPtpF
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『那個...會痛嗎?』58Please respect copyright.PENANA97Jh6wLyht
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看著軟管內的液體一點一滴流進身體裡,黑子突然問道,像是孩童般,純真的疑惑。58Please respect copyright.PENANALAeuF8ZWaD
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『不會,不會痛。』赤司征十郎按奈著自己開始飄忽的嗓音,死命阻止著淚水在眼眶中打轉。『只是會變得很想睡、很想睡...』58Please respect copyright.PENANA7iLjVhppFK
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『嗯...那我希望睡著之後再醒來,就會回到現實的世界了。』黑子哲也呵呵地笑著。58Please respect copyright.PENANA2TzS3b1kug
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『哲你電影看太多了。』58Please respect copyright.PENANAtwLtAwzbFh
青峰這麼一句吐槽暫時緩和了氣氛,讓大家臉上都出現了淡淡的笑容。58Please respect copyright.PENANAkN5lnoXGW2
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『我是說真的啦。』少年佯裝氣怒地闔上雙眼,等那雙湛藍的瞳孔再次睜開之時,已經染上一層深深的倦意。『這樣才能再見到你們啊。』58Please respect copyright.PENANAYQTosfvv80
黑子睜著早便朦朧的雙眼,讓滾燙的淚水恣意流落,他看向眼前泣不成聲的男人們,顫抖的聲音出賣了他的情緒。58Please respect copyright.PENANAQoVglKYdkq
『我好累,想先睡了...』少年緩緩閉上眼睛,任著一股無形的力量將他慢慢地消散、抽離。『大家晚安。』58Please respect copyright.PENANA22OiJ82Z1j
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他們看著黑子哲也就那樣帶著微微的笑容入睡,和平安詳的,好像隨時都會再醒來,繼續和他們談笑聊天。58Please respect copyright.PENANAxmyHRR2rV0
聊著最近發生了什麼事,工作怎麼樣,有什麼新開的店想去看看,新出的零食好不好吃,或者最後會問:什麼時候大家再一起去打球?58Please respect copyright.PENANAO8O1DorPwk
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他們被社會稱為「奇蹟的世代」。58Please respect copyright.PENANAfr47VrnUHz
可是對他們而言,最最重要的這次,奇蹟卻沒有出現。58Please respect copyright.PENANAk8EgJjFVA8
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『晚安,哲也。』58Please respect copyright.PENANA0enNqbpi7q
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感受著黑子原本回握住的指尖漸漸失去氣力,最終在他的掌心裡鬆開、滑落,然後原本屬於那人溫暖舒服的體溫,也會慢慢變得冰凍、冷冽。58Please respect copyright.PENANAH0SENo4Q30
赤司征十郎撥開少年遮蓋住眼皮的瀏海,擦拭著他濕潤的眼角,像是哄著心愛的人兒入睡一般,憐愛地在額際落下一吻。58Please respect copyright.PENANAJvUXDFTWZW
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『祝你有個好夢。』58Please respect copyright.PENANAMimpW2f9eM
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