經過了幾年時間，丁開始習慣工作，習慣看別人的臉色過日子，習慣沒有白澤的日子。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiETvDpIouQ
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從村人們的交談中，丁不得不接受這樣的事實。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UPjcCo3Mn
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在覺悟的那天蒙頭大哭了一夜，接下來他就怎麼也流不出淚來，投身於忙碌的工作當中。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCkA7WPue7
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他可以在忙碌中忘了許多事，忘了他過去的名字，忘了他小時候親暱叫著的名字，忘了他曾經那樣幸福的活在另一個人的寵溺中，甚至忘了該怎麼笑。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdL1LmGGYP
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不知不覺，他似乎已經很久沒有笑過了。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsSIhWAQSi
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他伸手摸上自己變得下垂的嘴角，然後在四顧無人後拿出白澤唯一遺留下的物品。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcB3DIAiwH
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黃色的金屬雕刻著他不了解的紋路，鮮紅的繩結綁成他無法理解的構造，他唯一記得的似乎只剩下如夢般朦朧的甜美回憶及這東西不能被其他人得手的念頭。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8sTjmYKAF
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只是有時看著這東西會覺得他還能繼續努力下去。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdik52phSGd
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或許他心底還是期待著的吧？期待那個被自己淡忘的人能夠前來迎接自己。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4kNgjMIrY
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嘲笑著自己那無謂的心情，丁將紅繩重新藏回懷中，然後繼續投身彷彿無止無盡的工作。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9sRPKwmtv
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「還不下雨…！獻上活祭品吧！」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYBU0RHTTP
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某日夜晚，在丁進入夢鄉前，他隱約聽到如此的聲音。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCoLOr6AbV
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啊啊，活祭品，是指活生生被獻給神明的動物嗎？64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxxx31TiNz
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「我不要當祭品。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡficNBq0M28
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嗯？64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgxCWRosM2
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「我也不要。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpJkSkbbum
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不是用動物嗎？64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFi7MwgcF4
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「丁呢？」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPYfR3lZXw
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！64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5H9XFertq
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「對了，還有丁吶。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05r4bMVAfX
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我要被交給神明？在祭壇上活生生地被殺死嗎？64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7a4xrZuGx
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不，這個村裡的人應該不至於這麼做，頂多把我放在那裏直到餓死吧？64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWSQjHD4cC
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……回收屍體的時候，這東西會被看到的。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXfJqmZYz0
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聽著聲音漸弱，等到火光熄滅，丁坐起身，輕巧的離開床舖。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpE6hJs1Dj
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吃了他們那麼多年的飯，讓我回報這條命是無所謂，但是，只有這個絕不讓給任何人。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JM2B4gHuF
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順著月光及星光，從小生長在野外的丁熟悉的行走於黑暗之間，終於在深夜走到了距離村莊不算遠卻足夠隱密的，他以前的家。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCgVs3elYt
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當他以前很累很累的時候，就會偷偷跑來這裡，緬懷著已經不記得的那個人。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvamsasNPKF
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丁面無表情地想著，坐在樹洞外，手上拿著一根沒有很纖細的樹枝。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0OAjI0WPv
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將樹枝插在樹洞前的土壤，丁的嘴角微微上揚。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylr2gEpDnM
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感謝你小時候的照顧。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6a5Kpz7MpP
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默念著，丁將一直珍藏的寶物纏繞在樹枝上頭。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNxg7N3HO0
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大概明天，我就會被告知這件事了。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtKSfuJGO5
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我，一直都......64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXzf5CR8Uw
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嗤笑自己的情感，丁勾起嘴角，然後站起身。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxA8dHiMRD
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永別了，以後就再也見不到面了。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGpa5Igf7h
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想著，丁覺得眼睛有些酸澀，揉揉眼，他還是踏著步伐回到村落。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkRHqxoEaH
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以後就真的，可以不用再抱著希望，一日復一日的等下去了。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUf2oPl4dLT
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抹殺掉自己心中那份期待，丁冷靜地想著。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIbDHyUwOC
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近十年都不曾出現過的人，是不可能在最後一刻出現的。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡls4ufBDbLs
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這樣就好，這樣就可以了。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGcsRuK8nF
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難得的度過不是一覺到天亮的夜晚，丁這夜幾乎沒睡，就算意識模糊也會立刻夢到那些充滿希望的夢境而驚醒。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOkOVav0vr
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他不想要再一次的抱著希望，因此他只能自己去接受絕望。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IWQPxSaf3
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為了這些村民，為了這些養活自己的村民，為了這些奴役自己的村民……64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUp8hotoEc5
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「丁，你起床了嗎？」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyLVSH8FLt
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「……是。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BnszBVMrD
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「我們有些話想跟你說。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52oP3BLHif
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不是一個人，就算想逃也逃不掉，對吧？64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeCvIF1DzG
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丁在心裡想著，一邊聆聽村長那一長串的理由，然後點頭。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMJ9fT4CMr
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「我願意。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gjt5VShKJ
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然後在眾人鬆了一口氣的情況下，被包圍著前往祭場。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgufbWSzW1
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「換上這個。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapIENf2Xyp
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「戴上這個。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB79ZSvohn4
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「還有這個。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTdurINyku
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「喂，把那個拿來。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MnA7JJGEp
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七手八腳地趕在夜晚前把東西弄好，丁端坐在祭壇上，依照村長的說法雙手合十，等待神明的降臨。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudGIiEBtR3
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「不要恨我啊，丁。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8px3IySMFl
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村長說著，也朝著他的方向拜了一拜。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywDqxacd90
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「沒事的，如今的時代只有這個方法可以穩定人心，我不會怨恨的。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVXxsSGTFF
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沒有看向任何人，丁把視線放在山的某處，他猜想應該是他過去居住的地方。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xVvVJVfZM
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而村人們你看看我、我看看你，便在陸續道謝後離開了祭壇。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWCX62TQGW
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「…若是有黃泉這種東西，我一定要讓村裡的人嚐嚐死後被我制裁的滋味……」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfHZ9hUsVa
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丁小聲的碎念，像是要告訴自己，也像是在偷偷的警告村人。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhovGWmTMiO
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「永別了，請多保重。」64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30222iFvpp
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如果沒有黃泉存在的話。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡux3k34f6Xy
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丁維持著端正的姿勢，直到確認村人們走遠。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYf8p1puHP
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神明長什麼樣子呢？真的會有神明嗎？真的是神明嗎？真的有神嗎？64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ABFRW20iI
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經過一整天的空腹洗禮，丁已經感覺不到餓意，喝了放在祭壇上的酒後便臥倒在祭壇上。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8ypEUzWM9
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為什麼，為什麼沒有來接我？64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnM4q6GMzK
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因為我忘了你叫我的名字？還是我忘了你的樣子？64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkPZkackjP
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你真的，拋棄了我嗎？64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfbjzoP961
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再也，見不到面了。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLv07aNj5A
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永遠。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX71oxbpJeC
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完全放下希望，原來是那麼難受的事嗎？64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0TAwdER1s
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乾澀的眼睛流出淚來，看著天上閃閃的繁星，丁又狠狠地把村子的人詛咒了一遍。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwWQBew4PV
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說不定，再多等幾天他就會出現了啊！64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2CIz9NASC
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悲憤交加，周圍丁看不到的鬼火逐漸被他的恨意吸引過來。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3Bym7yoap
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感覺被風吹的冰冷的身體瞬間像燒起來一般灼熱，丁在瞬間以為是神明的到來。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndcJqVa5Xy
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是鬼喔。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDd2Dd1jWli
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腦海裡有個聲音說著。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCUIqyGDn1
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因為跟鬼火結合，你以後就是鬼了。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuIsKU6dws
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跟神明完全無緣的詞彙。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhPy3rPlzb
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是鬼的話，就可以去到黃泉狠狠的懲戒那些人了吧？64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbTv4k81k1
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從祭壇上坐起身，丁張開眼睛。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoIJW8oPwc
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我是鬼，就算真的有神明他也不會想要這樣的祭品的。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLt0LkxJ83
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然後離開祭壇。64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3N5MP8a76T
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就連那個人，也不會要我吧？64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRaW5jmWSW
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因為，我已經不是人了。