經過了幾年時間，丁開始習慣工作，習慣看別人的臉色過日子，習慣沒有白澤的日子。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡposoai2HUO
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從村人們的交談中，丁不得不接受這樣的事實。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7WP2d08xO
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在覺悟的那天蒙頭大哭了一夜，接下來他就怎麼也流不出淚來，投身於忙碌的工作當中。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3Ul6r8MQJ
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他可以在忙碌中忘了許多事，忘了他過去的名字，忘了他小時候親暱叫著的名字，忘了他曾經那樣幸福的活在另一個人的寵溺中，甚至忘了該怎麼笑。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWIhhjB5Fk
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不知不覺，他似乎已經很久沒有笑過了。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHEfIyqwYQ
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他伸手摸上自己變得下垂的嘴角，然後在四顧無人後拿出白澤唯一遺留下的物品。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBDQJUEmYG
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黃色的金屬雕刻著他不了解的紋路，鮮紅的繩結綁成他無法理解的構造，他唯一記得的似乎只剩下如夢般朦朧的甜美回憶及這東西不能被其他人得手的念頭。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡks8rHrZMJI
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只是有時看著這東西會覺得他還能繼續努力下去。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpD1QZHSg2l
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或許他心底還是期待著的吧？期待那個被自己淡忘的人能夠前來迎接自己。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRk7Icfmumm
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嘲笑著自己那無謂的心情，丁將紅繩重新藏回懷中，然後繼續投身彷彿無止無盡的工作。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHMcuXRQCZ
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「還不下雨…！獻上活祭品吧！」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsElU4QlUEX
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某日夜晚，在丁進入夢鄉前，他隱約聽到如此的聲音。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkMZNmI0Gl
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啊啊，活祭品，是指活生生被獻給神明的動物嗎？62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCdoXujEfr
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「我不要當祭品。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTIBjrfZSb
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嗯？62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTREiQdlg6
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「我也不要。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4wXfrrhs8
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不是用動物嗎？62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGUHczDipX
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「丁呢？」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpaBdsR5Rn
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！62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRc3rKJbQp8
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「對了，還有丁吶。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtU60UKKYWn
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我要被交給神明？在祭壇上活生生地被殺死嗎？62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaRONeenTY
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不，這個村裡的人應該不至於這麼做，頂多把我放在那裏直到餓死吧？62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvML0rg9SFo
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……回收屍體的時候，這東西會被看到的。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkb8nlAGWa
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聽著聲音漸弱，等到火光熄滅，丁坐起身，輕巧的離開床舖。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOVNI2LLR1
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吃了他們那麼多年的飯，讓我回報這條命是無所謂，但是，只有這個絕不讓給任何人。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVywxrKbOQN
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順著月光及星光，從小生長在野外的丁熟悉的行走於黑暗之間，終於在深夜走到了距離村莊不算遠卻足夠隱密的，他以前的家。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNzyBCVF73
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當他以前很累很累的時候，就會偷偷跑來這裡，緬懷著已經不記得的那個人。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbp8M2EZdhV
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丁面無表情地想著，坐在樹洞外，手上拿著一根沒有很纖細的樹枝。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDca8ykN8cs
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將樹枝插在樹洞前的土壤，丁的嘴角微微上揚。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrQ9UQhFXE
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感謝你小時候的照顧。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSiZDIAPZq
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默念著，丁將一直珍藏的寶物纏繞在樹枝上頭。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpS66WGaaE
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大概明天，我就會被告知這件事了。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkA33QOBgbC
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我，一直都......62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRTJR4magL
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嗤笑自己的情感，丁勾起嘴角，然後站起身。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGP8RQJByHS
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永別了，以後就再也見不到面了。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiRUmRRjSq
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想著，丁覺得眼睛有些酸澀，揉揉眼，他還是踏著步伐回到村落。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc44Wvyhftr
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以後就真的，可以不用再抱著希望，一日復一日的等下去了。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUZP2MgUh5
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抹殺掉自己心中那份期待，丁冷靜地想著。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGYhnac861
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近十年都不曾出現過的人，是不可能在最後一刻出現的。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTztUfF9l3
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這樣就好，這樣就可以了。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdtKxJi8en
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難得的度過不是一覺到天亮的夜晚，丁這夜幾乎沒睡，就算意識模糊也會立刻夢到那些充滿希望的夢境而驚醒。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbsdAnmKcd
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他不想要再一次的抱著希望，因此他只能自己去接受絕望。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoC1cwQrIcm
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為了這些村民，為了這些養活自己的村民，為了這些奴役自己的村民……62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9U8zFVpSM
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「丁，你起床了嗎？」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7gkZjvUb1
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「……是。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZV3a1p1Fk
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「我們有些話想跟你說。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgwP4YN20r
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不是一個人，就算想逃也逃不掉，對吧？62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoSFTvDWti
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丁在心裡想著，一邊聆聽村長那一長串的理由，然後點頭。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lU7ABk5xD
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「我願意。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtcC3u4VqE
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然後在眾人鬆了一口氣的情況下，被包圍著前往祭場。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoy10U8VXl1
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「換上這個。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAaZXr8lrc
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「戴上這個。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nuvdD7ZrW
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「還有這個。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc97p70bTuj
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「喂，把那個拿來。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAWzk8CVeq
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七手八腳地趕在夜晚前把東西弄好，丁端坐在祭壇上，依照村長的說法雙手合十，等待神明的降臨。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUZbCJys7J
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「不要恨我啊，丁。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBXsE94AKz
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村長說著，也朝著他的方向拜了一拜。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGzAu64vnP
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「沒事的，如今的時代只有這個方法可以穩定人心，我不會怨恨的。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9k3J4SyRhj
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沒有看向任何人，丁把視線放在山的某處，他猜想應該是他過去居住的地方。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGFmUYUCJc
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而村人們你看看我、我看看你，便在陸續道謝後離開了祭壇。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6Wyp1YF9w
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「…若是有黃泉這種東西，我一定要讓村裡的人嚐嚐死後被我制裁的滋味……」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAx6VYB68S
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丁小聲的碎念，像是要告訴自己，也像是在偷偷的警告村人。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlsAaVbVCE
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「永別了，請多保重。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOLtif5Qrs
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如果沒有黃泉存在的話。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoyLfhb4XP
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丁維持著端正的姿勢，直到確認村人們走遠。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLj6oqysbb
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神明長什麼樣子呢？真的會有神明嗎？真的是神明嗎？真的有神嗎？62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYpr4tXCIF
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經過一整天的空腹洗禮，丁已經感覺不到餓意，喝了放在祭壇上的酒後便臥倒在祭壇上。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPigeMsgyp0
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為什麼，為什麼沒有來接我？62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GKBQTG1DP
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因為我忘了你叫我的名字？還是我忘了你的樣子？62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bjQifDPQs
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你真的，拋棄了我嗎？62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShiAqL3qPy
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再也，見不到面了。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkI0yoBBjIg
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永遠。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5eDZEI1h6
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完全放下希望，原來是那麼難受的事嗎？62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwXpt3MnRG
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乾澀的眼睛流出淚來，看著天上閃閃的繁星，丁又狠狠地把村子的人詛咒了一遍。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcrjioFkri
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說不定，再多等幾天他就會出現了啊！62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjQzrZdXmq
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悲憤交加，周圍丁看不到的鬼火逐漸被他的恨意吸引過來。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaHR9L3726
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感覺被風吹的冰冷的身體瞬間像燒起來一般灼熱，丁在瞬間以為是神明的到來。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ698uT6R4z4
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是鬼喔。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVyNuLRrab
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腦海裡有個聲音說著。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGExCsh3L3
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因為跟鬼火結合，你以後就是鬼了。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzvfmKTx0n
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跟神明完全無緣的詞彙。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfL9KhU0ekq
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是鬼的話，就可以去到黃泉狠狠的懲戒那些人了吧？62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrD2OLpMYPM
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從祭壇上坐起身，丁張開眼睛。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFKWxi6TK0
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我是鬼，就算真的有神明他也不會想要這樣的祭品的。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AS5uVQ5y8
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然後離開祭壇。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1i0L3H1p4
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就連那個人，也不會要我吧？62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNItj4FwxSV
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因為，我已經不是人了。