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[原創]此情此生何憶往
紀念高中畢業。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOl5zWBsA6
與友人參加漫畫徵選，此為文案。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoV1Ad4EOm8
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眼前只有懸崖底下的浪花拍打，以及那蔚藍地彷彿洗滌過的朗朗晴空，偶而橫掠幾點黑白構築的鳥。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoZs3uF9g1
「再見了，念祖。」捧著骨灰甕子的少年，拭了拭翻湧上的淚珠，接著他打開蓋子，眸子定定地望著火化成灰的粉末。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SxxF0Dr8l
她拉了拉他衣角。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgRofrU3BO
「歆慕，還是會捨不得嗎？」偏男孩氣的女孩，一向開朗的面容掩不去擔憂，一雙大眼彷彿看透他所有心思，澄澈而透明地凝視他。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPkBu8q1kh
「是啊…一直無法去接受習慣呢……」隱約的，腦海浮現了混濁遙遠的囊昔，孩子時的他縮在黑暗中，獨自低泣。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvhW5eqEKQ
前後顛仆的潮水，翻攪悲鳴。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiNqMyjQPF
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嘹喨的尖聲劃開沉寂，窗外垂下的葉影，斑駁地在床邊留下痕跡。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK52D4aTBhO
「滴滴滴──滴滴滴──啪！」無視鬧鐘長短針分別指向十二與七的位置，大手乾脆的拍一聲，宣佈賴床者的勝利再度蟬聯。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bC2saEak5
床上的人解決的擾人的鬧鐘，翻翻身，弓著身軀以臂當枕，延續剛才被擾亂的好眠。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpx0AAF3pG5
門口，矗立著一位少年，旭日東昇的陽光將他的影子垂映在地上延伸到木色的門上，他垂首瞄了眼腕上的錶，冷漠的面容閃過幾絲微慍。不太想按門鈴──反正按了也沒人會回答，那個人一定是能不理就不理。深諳童年玩伴習性的人微乎其微地嘆氣，想了一陣，決定還是拿出念祖特地打好給他的備分鑰匙開門，喀啦的門輕聲移開，屋內安靜的只有緩慢爬行的時鐘長短針移動時的聲響。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSmwApxXpW
他輕巧地提足，邁向二樓。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQLfnMqorh
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有人開門的聲音……淺眠的他，意識朦朧的想著，但是睡意即刻傾覆，讓他再度陷入深眠。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiZKLe2AD4
樓梯有人走動……沒過幾秒，念祖眉一挑，隱約地想起那種步伐聲是誰的，好像是……腦海深處警告器不斷鳴著，然而昏昏欲睡的眼瞼卻致使他想睡，算了，不多想了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyrLwWj2Bk
念祖兀自沉睡。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYJKDoTPfR
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門把轉插入鑰匙以及轉動的聲音。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPecRyqDIA6
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少年寒著臉，盡量不發出吵雜聲響的來到念祖的身旁。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhln1cjWxvT
「龔念祖！起床了！已經日上三竿要遲到了你知不知道啊！！！」大吼的一聲，當場嚇的枝枒上的鳥兒噤口，但床上的人卻依舊沒有醒來的跡象。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqzBcy896m
可惡，所以他就說嘛，幹麻沒事找事做？明知他不可能會醒的，還來做啥？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccXoFE5S1L
自我厭惡地縮在角落反省。陰鬱地空氣蔓延。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9FL4OdoR9
可是快遲了，既然來了不如就順便叫醒他吧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEUo27qutC
那……抬頭看了眼床上睡死的人，還是得用那招了，雖然他千百般不願意用……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylrqf46I7X
猛地，朝床上的人踹了一腳。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRoz1tc0z1
然後，預料內的痛呼。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3o8Df5fvl
「媽的！誰踹我──！」力道控制的極為恰到，即使痛的讓人哭爹喊娘卻不會斷骨，歆慕冷著臉看著念祖一人在床上翻滾，他的模樣令他不禁覺得……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPZlLbFLJU
愉悅。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGj1bXxygJb
嗯，還是這招治他最有效了，暗自比出大拇指。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1FXjDIys5
「……如果被我發現的話，我一定要……」大卸他八塊、挫他骨、吸他髓……將滿清十大酷刑再腦海推演一遍，陰狠地邪笑。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBlWPk1dqp
「一定要怎樣？」露出鮮少的笑容，歆慕問。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7QnqoovwY
「怎樣？就大卸他八塊啊────！歆、歆、歆、歆慕──！？」為什麼他感覺背後涼颼颼的？尤其是歆慕那種詭異極致的笑容更讓他從腳底冷到頭再從頭冷回腳的膽寒──……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdG8AK5EG9l
「要遲到了，你懂吧。」惜字如金的留下六字，正欲轉身踱回樓下時，念祖打趣地說：「殘燈無焰影幢幢，此夕聞君謫九江。垂死病中驚坐起，暗風吹雨入寒窗。你還記得這首詩嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFuNVkKsul
「你是說元微之寫給他摯友白居易的那首嗎？我記得啊。」前些天國文課有教到，你問這幹麻啊？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7yC2ikOEM
「我覺得我們跟他很像啊。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SsR01RsiX
「又不是分離南北的，哪裡像啊？」廢話快講，沒見到我要遲到了嗎？凜冽地視線橫過去。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2w9JGwvm03
「你想想，人家元微之聽到他被貶官不是垂死病中驚坐起，暗風吹雨入寒窗的嗎？今天我可是痛死夢中醒過來，歆慕眼神氣沖沖的呢。哈哈哈───！呃！」冷不防的，挨了一記歆慕的拳頭。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThHRUHtKHN
「你不覺得好笑嗎……？」一臉無辜地揉揉肚子，但見他情同手足的好友背後有火正燃燒，旺的很。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxvzNIm1LY
「怎了……？你怎麼在生氣……」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xt2cxTN1p
「龔‧念‧祖……」我可是好心叫醒你的……你竟然……竟然……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm32a7hm4yp
「是！」被他黑暗氣息嚇到，畢恭畢敬地回答。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sMiJSUXBT
「我‧要‧殺‧了‧你！」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX71Md36Tzi
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「然後咧？」漫不經心地聽完念祖的碎碎念，背著書包再校門口等他們一起回家的小女孩，不怎耐煩地聽完某人每隔幾天必定抱怨的牢騷，年幼的她其實很怨嘆自己怎麼會不小心認識這鄰居，有著足以迷倒一群女生的瀟灑外表，內心卻像小孩子一樣倔強，一點都不像外表年齡那樣成熟。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbhPBTv9kF
「妳怎麼可以這樣敷衍我？」淚眼汪汪裝可愛的某高中生，以怨婦似的口吻控訴她不在乎他的事實。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIkLFamLbK
白了一眼，看來，她真是上輩子欠了債今世才會很不小心認識他的吧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPOh8Bad9y
「好啦，後來呢？他是不是又不跟你講話了？」每次吵架都嘛是這樣，就不信她會說錯。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTCIR3HSun
「欸－？妳怎麼知道？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJHDSaSoUw
忍住踩他腳的衝動，梓崋拋給他幾個衛生眼。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98ycqb62pk
拜託一點好不好！你不要這麼快就忘了，歆慕每次跟你吵架後那一整天是決不與你談話的，簡直數十次如一次那樣的循規蹈矩的，連我這個很不幸當你垃圾桶的人都清楚的很，怎麼，你是故意還是真忘了？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUIwAc28yz
內心無限次方的喊叫。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKTzKDdu7b
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「啊──歆慕，我們一起回家吧──……」餘暉滿布學校，身為學生會長的歆慕蹣跚著步伐，披著落日向著他們走來，念祖高興的大輝特揮的，但是歆慕卻冷漠地無視他，自顧自的行著步子，且有越走越快的趨勢。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkQVYTnTPP
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一陣冷風颳過。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPHCKehd9D
念祖無言地跪倒，眼睜睜看著歆慕漸行漸遠。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZFZpmZkd3
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「歆慕他不理我了……」整個人陰暗地在潮濕的角落長出香菇來。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMtW1bbIJZ
有這麼嚴重嗎？不以為意地嘆氣，不過看他怪可憐的，這次再幫他一把好了。突然覺得自己真是好人，梓崋笑了笑。 59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjbLhfQCYW
「別想太多，我們先回去吧。」小手拉住他的大手，滿臉微笑。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPG5KD30Ww
「？可是……」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMvnbEIf33
「別可是不可是的了，你就相信我一次是會怎樣？」陰險人格出現，半威脅地口吻讓他直覺不反抗。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvd5DKqpn1
「反正啊，最後會合好的啦。」哪次不是這樣吵這樣合好的？女孩拉著他，直往回家的方向走去。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkn664kCd6Q
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身後的那人沒說話，女孩瞇眼望著血似的夕陽。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnJasxDQig
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「今天，有晚餐吃了。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4X7P50Bbw
「什麼？」什麼晚餐。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirsKSk6CZ7
「沒，快走吧。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdgnSzRDEE
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拎著一大包自生鮮超市購得的蔬菜水果肉類，整個人有些許喜悅地朝著今早和某人吵過的地點邁步行走，已經和扶養自己的奶奶告知今天要借宿在念祖家，順道看看明天可不可以用除了踹人的方法叫醒他，鬧鐘大概沒效吧……幾乎都陣亡在他的手下……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBR1mJV4is0
雖然他家就住在離學校不過幾公尺遠的路上，但也不能因為這樣就天天賴床遲到啊……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyVL2QWMlV
不知不覺已走到了那熟悉的住家，燈火依然如同那時溫暖通明。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjKZYcg3iD
這麼說來，我認識那傢伙也已經很久了呢……驀地閃過片段回憶，當時後的景象歷歷在目，清晰的彷若昨日重現。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIBJ3N0FWY
身為攝影師的父親，總是溫柔地陪伴他去任何國家旅行的母親，他們的面容也清晰地令他怎樣都忘不了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrLeBvOkAY
猛一甩頭，甩開那令人心痛的追憶。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb173XGhO1Z
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呆立在念祖家門口，他失神地怔望著。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdoWikKK3c
到底要不要按門鈴呢？眸子瞪著正方形小格，猶豫踟躕地沒有動作。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHajeeg5Ht7
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但也不需要按門鈴了。梓崋正巧打開門，背著日光燈看向他那方位，了然於心地微笑。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3Cs2IYn5m
「歆慕，你來啦。」我們等你等的快餓死了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6ih7ewlSs
「嗯……我來煮晚餐了。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPokcwuXGs
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望月掛在沒有雲的黑空中，顯著特別明亮。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHd9xj4xQpt
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剁剁剁……菜刀聲清脆地上下響起，偷覷了眼在廚房內忙碌的人，念祖不禁與梓崋相視一笑。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgTMAuSv12
自己的確是忘了，每當和歆慕大吵一架後，他總是會在廚房裡煮東西給他吃，然後順便住下來，只是，這種習慣是何時養成的呢？好像有點遠了，是十一歲那年嗎？歆慕的父母因為空難身亡，頓時失去依靠的歆慕由父方的親戚收養，不，歆慕的親人亦只剩下那位老奶奶了，所以才學習獨立是嗎？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9J3BEGCsx
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這麼想來，其實我還挺幸福的，父母健在，不像歆慕，只能藉由照片追憶了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu60aJdFTn2
照片？歆慕好像很喜歡攝影嘛。雖然用的不是性質很好的相機卻依然能拍攝出好照片，讓他不得不由衷佩服。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZd0vYbosi
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等候晚餐的空檔，感覺漫長又無聊。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCWkA6jb5z
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不意瞥首瞧見，牆壁上的日曆數字。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuE8hgNi8Sc
歆慕的生日好像快到了……？他拉了拉女孩的衣服，附耳低語一陣。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvciVEqGF1
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「不要跟我搶那個菜！妳這個粗魯的野猴子！」舉箸停在半空，不甘菜色一點一滴地自眼前流失，先發制人地大吼。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5xQ81CTkz
「你這個心智不滿三歲的幼稚鬼！憑什麼我要聽你的？你倒是說說看啊！」同樣吼了回去，但是筷子卻不停地進攻肉類，一點也沒停下的意思。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNu007ceKxi
「好啦，別吵啦，不是還有別的菜嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHN0OtZnZgQ
眼見兩人吵架吵到倒退回幼稚園的語彙，歆慕好聲好氣地制止他們繼續再吵下去，不料兩人卻默契十足地同時回首朝他吼了過來。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rsS0cBWSE
「你給我安靜！沒看到我們正在溝通嗎？！」吵死人了！59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd01IACTx5A
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青筋暴怒。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzRBl92OLD
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「你們……竟敢說我吵……？」陰森森地臉凝著，一時間他們同時住嘴，不敢再多說一句。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahbJOfTVsl
總覺得，他好像生了很大的氣？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIbuGXB1Kr
怪像魔王降臨的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiKQleL1DA
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「對不起──……我們知道錯了……」異口同聲。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRGVsSqJiu
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「你又在照相了啊。」難得的星期假日，念祖一時心血來潮跑來找歆慕，歆慕住在山上，一棟日據時代留下的建築內。和他奶奶打招呼後，便沿著屋後的山坡尋找他。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLST62fOKOa
正在替凋零的樹枝拍攝滄桑之感的歆慕頓了頓，後知後覺地朝他看去。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwQuzOOSCb
「喔…是念祖啊……」今天怎麼這麼早起？平時都睡到下午才會醒的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDlZwhX04L
……你當我是豬嗎……眼睛瞇成一條，三排黑線直落。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmyejzJPXk
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算了，又不是來吵架的。想起此行的目的，念祖不禁微笑。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmVCztZLRc
「幹麻啊？笑的那樣噁心的。」嫌惡地看著打小就非常熟悉的人，不懂為何他笑的似乎過於……燦爛？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV32qTtbZRQ
「沒啦。」依然笑咪咪的，「今天下午有事找你，可別出門唷。」語畢，迅速遠離他視線，像一陣風疾奔而過。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyU4zv8xIQ
啥啊？兩眼發直地瞪著一下跑來一下跑走的少年背影，歆慕還是不懂他葫蘆裡賣啥膏藥。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYxwZjtimh
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滄桑的冷風，呼咻捲起最後凋零的那片枯葉，悲悽地風吼，彷彿預告著什麼……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTOnS4KVLO
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秋天，果然是萬物熄滅的日子。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmdTB5nF6V
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歆慕整人呆呆地坐在房間，他已經無所謂了，對於念祖的死，他麻木了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRhfkK5qle
因為哭泣並不能挽回什麼，這道理在父母雙亡那次他就非常明白了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEoWBVBzft
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他大概把這一生的眼淚都給了他吧……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIpQDNTUO6
他自嘲，卻發現自內心湧出的悲傷讓他痛苦難耐。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOibVVZjbpU
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失神地想起那心悸的一刻。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3E3xWTpus
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『歆慕！念祖他、他……』梓崋啜泣著，不祥的預感竄流，這感覺好像、好像父母死亡那天曾出現過，熟悉的令人戰慄。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2BHs0WWX8
握著話筒，他的手在抖。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nofXHO6iQ
『怎、怎麼了……念祖他發生什麼…事？』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnMaBDj2Iz
話筒那端忽然沉默，良久，心情平復的她，才緩緩道。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2GpxeRalx
『他…發生車禍，來不及送到醫院就死了……』話筒無力的垂下，咚的敲擊地面，餘音不絕。『歆慕，怎麼了？你還好吧？』59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKRSCQFqwg
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為什麼最重要的人，總是一個個地離開他呢？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorgi6ASHa6
父母死了，曾允諾要陪他一輩子的人也死了，那麼他還剩下些什麼？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIopB2tDoA
還剩下什麼？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9UZa0u74O
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就只有一具殘破的空殼罷了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWAAcn098P
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足下的浪花在怒吼，捧著念祖火化後的骨灰，歆慕只是一徑看著前方。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaAbXLfMQH
「歆慕……？」女孩不安地拉拉她衣服，深怕他一時想不開縱身一躍。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2L0rDSyIJ2
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「沒事的……我只是想起，以前念祖對我說過，他死後要火化，然後骨灰要灑在海裡罷了。」他說，那樣他就可以一直注視他了。當時的他不懂，於是問了，他卻僅是笑著，沒說什麼。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURCDRVgAnH
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「我們來履行承諾吧。」他笑，一把抓起白灰，灑向大海。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkH5cKVQtZB
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骨灰飄揚起來，強勁的東北季風，一下就將灰帶的好遠。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qqs4RihHW
如同他的思念，飄的很遠，煙消雲散。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgOK9oUIdz
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「歆慕……」望著失魂的少年，女孩咬了牙「我會代替他陪在你身邊的，所以，不要想不開……」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQg82T83sj
「好嗎？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡep9AaNhjry
他一愣，然後淺笑。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw69JQzoDQy
「嗯。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqNpHDST3l
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是夢。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdRHzjR3Mo
飄忽的沒有實質感，他意識清晰地轉動。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWlxzTfTNy
他看見，兩個孩子。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjL8RwXQcU
小時後的他與他。承諾著要陪一輩子，小孩時的他開懷地漾出笑。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHktTSIa2UY
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那兩個孩子手牽手地穿過他身體。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUA8qoFedB
他不知要怎樣，只是笑著，溫柔的。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozqIhhLzJ6
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夢忽然敞開，他來到不曾見過的景色，遠方有人站在那，溫煦地笑著。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFjfZlOrqI
是誰……？身子不由自主地朝他邁進。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjOxOS2018
歆慕。那人呼喚。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmlbqHxTYY
你是……念祖嗎？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEn8naJf2kC
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光有些刺眼，逆著光的身影，讓他迷惑的問。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdvZPW18Ef
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嗯，歆慕。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVRgcygo2O
你來跟我道別的嗎？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdNrnfO6at
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那人笑著，不言。他指著那璀璨不曾見過的絢麗景色，歆慕跟著轉首。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhT5CuziEH4
我一直在那裡…59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20K4F9k3Pt
什麼……？59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6Y8oS9FAa
我會在那裡，一直，等你到來的……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEtJcvYLDZ
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夢醒了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSAZAyJsPV
淚猶乾，窗外的月亮，亮的不思議。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGSoHZBHgZ
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擱置在桌上的相機，閃著銀光。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5pKrorqQV
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「我知道了，念祖，我會找到那裏的，你要等我喔。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjF1jxR7rR
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此書僅獻給在天上的，你。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLb7GdJWk8P
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十六年後。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2M8D2f23xo
「找到你了，歆慕。」剛入社會工作的梓崋，趁著假日來到歆慕常去的海角找他，一點也不意外地睇見他看著海面發楞。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmXgIUQYVB
「是梓崋啊，怎了？」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKGK4MvxSq
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我帶著殘破的心情，去旅行。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFY8wnqk2Zp
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「沒啦，只是想找你說話而已。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1qMXQDpzN
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用相機記錄蒼穹，冰山雪水，沉鬱的雲絮。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2gyXdPXki
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「呵呵，妳這孩子真是越來越怪了呢。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglQmaGzWEG
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你曾告訴我的那片燦奪景色，我沿著蜿蜒的崎嶇小徑尋覓。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABadbBpgSm
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「不過，你出的書，念祖有收到嗎？」我記得你將剛出版的第一本火燒了。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLZZgx784f
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穿過熙攘人群，越過孤寂小鎮。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgY8YF7Deg
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「應該有收到吧。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaOhncLj4v
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我乘著引力，來到這裡。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxSEEhMvu6
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「也許吧。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QW1ClEEFK
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看見那破曉的晨曦。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0rOEnkBDz
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「回去囉，歆慕，今天是你生日呢。」來煮大餐慶祝你又老了一歲。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsMZtjYcr0
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陽光照亮了一切，公平且無私。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZpnl6KNDI
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「又老了一歲啊……」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcstfGsZWh
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於是，我哭了。為這一切美麗的事物，還有你。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DrzXYn2wL
謝謝。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSrABjVMls
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他起身拍拍灰塵。欲走，卻忽然怔住。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYX1NmFJd8V
歆慕──……59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsvUahzhNW
他猛一回首，淡淡的身影在海面上冉冉出現。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVlvvLAmZG
那人對他微微笑。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIFjFW4nbV
念祖，其實你一直都在那吧。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl53vI36Gaa
在那裡注視著我。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQlc8l2eyW
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「歆慕──」彼方，梓崋大聲呼喊。59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbqW4o2iYm
「喔，我來了。」59Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjcWxlbgo5
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我會好好的活下去的，念祖。連同你的份。ns18.225.98.59da2
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