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[原創]此情此生何憶往
紀念高中畢業。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KaalX2OYR
與友人參加漫畫徵選，此為文案。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPZ7FH503c
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眼前只有懸崖底下的浪花拍打，以及那蔚藍地彷彿洗滌過的朗朗晴空，偶而橫掠幾點黑白構築的鳥。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylFL8zbq17
「再見了，念祖。」捧著骨灰甕子的少年，拭了拭翻湧上的淚珠，接著他打開蓋子，眸子定定地望著火化成灰的粉末。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDXgE0ZfJh
她拉了拉他衣角。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fzrUgMvSR
「歆慕，還是會捨不得嗎？」偏男孩氣的女孩，一向開朗的面容掩不去擔憂，一雙大眼彷彿看透他所有心思，澄澈而透明地凝視他。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYWpc3TLUb
「是啊…一直無法去接受習慣呢……」隱約的，腦海浮現了混濁遙遠的囊昔，孩子時的他縮在黑暗中，獨自低泣。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6kW85hB1v
前後顛仆的潮水，翻攪悲鳴。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEn5SWrHd4
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嘹喨的尖聲劃開沉寂，窗外垂下的葉影，斑駁地在床邊留下痕跡。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKoG29WpTq
「滴滴滴──滴滴滴──啪！」無視鬧鐘長短針分別指向十二與七的位置，大手乾脆的拍一聲，宣佈賴床者的勝利再度蟬聯。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7urp9RsoK
床上的人解決的擾人的鬧鐘，翻翻身，弓著身軀以臂當枕，延續剛才被擾亂的好眠。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IOC6meCN0
門口，矗立著一位少年，旭日東昇的陽光將他的影子垂映在地上延伸到木色的門上，他垂首瞄了眼腕上的錶，冷漠的面容閃過幾絲微慍。不太想按門鈴──反正按了也沒人會回答，那個人一定是能不理就不理。深諳童年玩伴習性的人微乎其微地嘆氣，想了一陣，決定還是拿出念祖特地打好給他的備分鑰匙開門，喀啦的門輕聲移開，屋內安靜的只有緩慢爬行的時鐘長短針移動時的聲響。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiu7xny48sA
他輕巧地提足，邁向二樓。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxt8hcTPCai
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有人開門的聲音……淺眠的他，意識朦朧的想著，但是睡意即刻傾覆，讓他再度陷入深眠。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKvZ2Ujsd9
樓梯有人走動……沒過幾秒，念祖眉一挑，隱約地想起那種步伐聲是誰的，好像是……腦海深處警告器不斷鳴著，然而昏昏欲睡的眼瞼卻致使他想睡，算了，不多想了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhYZWYoY4O
念祖兀自沉睡。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQpLjAR9yK
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門把轉插入鑰匙以及轉動的聲音。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnD1dWCgOyb
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少年寒著臉，盡量不發出吵雜聲響的來到念祖的身旁。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpdwnCxmye
「龔念祖！起床了！已經日上三竿要遲到了你知不知道啊！！！」大吼的一聲，當場嚇的枝枒上的鳥兒噤口，但床上的人卻依舊沒有醒來的跡象。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNaVwcqYEG
可惡，所以他就說嘛，幹麻沒事找事做？明知他不可能會醒的，還來做啥？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTfvoXFErL
自我厭惡地縮在角落反省。陰鬱地空氣蔓延。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweO9L4Zujp
可是快遲了，既然來了不如就順便叫醒他吧。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxW7mGUgfAb
那……抬頭看了眼床上睡死的人，還是得用那招了，雖然他千百般不願意用……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5XiXWEy4h
猛地，朝床上的人踹了一腳。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjG3IDrYYR
然後，預料內的痛呼。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5kaQhvaVe
「媽的！誰踹我──！」力道控制的極為恰到，即使痛的讓人哭爹喊娘卻不會斷骨，歆慕冷著臉看著念祖一人在床上翻滾，他的模樣令他不禁覺得……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YaAtBT0RE
愉悅。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgj9ocrQQGg
嗯，還是這招治他最有效了，暗自比出大拇指。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3mzkBxJnT
「……如果被我發現的話，我一定要……」大卸他八塊、挫他骨、吸他髓……將滿清十大酷刑再腦海推演一遍，陰狠地邪笑。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZ427QBkC0
「一定要怎樣？」露出鮮少的笑容，歆慕問。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwUI4k1ToG
「怎樣？就大卸他八塊啊────！歆、歆、歆、歆慕──！？」為什麼他感覺背後涼颼颼的？尤其是歆慕那種詭異極致的笑容更讓他從腳底冷到頭再從頭冷回腳的膽寒──……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMUyi0J523
「要遲到了，你懂吧。」惜字如金的留下六字，正欲轉身踱回樓下時，念祖打趣地說：「殘燈無焰影幢幢，此夕聞君謫九江。垂死病中驚坐起，暗風吹雨入寒窗。你還記得這首詩嗎？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxKr4fRMuz
「你是說元微之寫給他摯友白居易的那首嗎？我記得啊。」前些天國文課有教到，你問這幹麻啊？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQezxttDj3s
「我覺得我們跟他很像啊。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6WQgjjhOP
「又不是分離南北的，哪裡像啊？」廢話快講，沒見到我要遲到了嗎？凜冽地視線橫過去。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNwDmPapfg
「你想想，人家元微之聽到他被貶官不是垂死病中驚坐起，暗風吹雨入寒窗的嗎？今天我可是痛死夢中醒過來，歆慕眼神氣沖沖的呢。哈哈哈───！呃！」冷不防的，挨了一記歆慕的拳頭。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHq7tnl58qD
「你不覺得好笑嗎……？」一臉無辜地揉揉肚子，但見他情同手足的好友背後有火正燃燒，旺的很。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZETkRYEmvf
「怎了……？你怎麼在生氣……」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1BHkGLuTd
「龔‧念‧祖……」我可是好心叫醒你的……你竟然……竟然……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSEJ1vgR9g
「是！」被他黑暗氣息嚇到，畢恭畢敬地回答。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56VJwLQ9e5
「我‧要‧殺‧了‧你！」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGgrUIdA8T
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「然後咧？」漫不經心地聽完念祖的碎碎念，背著書包再校門口等他們一起回家的小女孩，不怎耐煩地聽完某人每隔幾天必定抱怨的牢騷，年幼的她其實很怨嘆自己怎麼會不小心認識這鄰居，有著足以迷倒一群女生的瀟灑外表，內心卻像小孩子一樣倔強，一點都不像外表年齡那樣成熟。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPZxH1kPOz
「妳怎麼可以這樣敷衍我？」淚眼汪汪裝可愛的某高中生，以怨婦似的口吻控訴她不在乎他的事實。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLA8tAqUMk
白了一眼，看來，她真是上輩子欠了債今世才會很不小心認識他的吧。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16Gq6T2cop
「好啦，後來呢？他是不是又不跟你講話了？」每次吵架都嘛是這樣，就不信她會說錯。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLEtsR67Sy
「欸－？妳怎麼知道？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OeJ4I1c0D
忍住踩他腳的衝動，梓崋拋給他幾個衛生眼。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ97FFIEe1B
拜託一點好不好！你不要這麼快就忘了，歆慕每次跟你吵架後那一整天是決不與你談話的，簡直數十次如一次那樣的循規蹈矩的，連我這個很不幸當你垃圾桶的人都清楚的很，怎麼，你是故意還是真忘了？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu891HxT0Rs
內心無限次方的喊叫。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNnH9RGhmw
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「啊──歆慕，我們一起回家吧──……」餘暉滿布學校，身為學生會長的歆慕蹣跚著步伐，披著落日向著他們走來，念祖高興的大輝特揮的，但是歆慕卻冷漠地無視他，自顧自的行著步子，且有越走越快的趨勢。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAc3t380VK
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一陣冷風颳過。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWItRyzCai
念祖無言地跪倒，眼睜睜看著歆慕漸行漸遠。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObnZaaVcYV
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「歆慕他不理我了……」整個人陰暗地在潮濕的角落長出香菇來。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmGdX0IEXi
有這麼嚴重嗎？不以為意地嘆氣，不過看他怪可憐的，這次再幫他一把好了。突然覺得自己真是好人，梓崋笑了笑。 71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHn60O1jMg7
「別想太多，我們先回去吧。」小手拉住他的大手，滿臉微笑。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7i2S6U081s
「？可是……」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1rbExHcUa
「別可是不可是的了，你就相信我一次是會怎樣？」陰險人格出現，半威脅地口吻讓他直覺不反抗。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡns8mcwMscs
「反正啊，最後會合好的啦。」哪次不是這樣吵這樣合好的？女孩拉著他，直往回家的方向走去。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuagrjE85P3
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身後的那人沒說話，女孩瞇眼望著血似的夕陽。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGXkTGwaRd
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「今天，有晚餐吃了。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57HVDDPpq4
「什麼？」什麼晚餐。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebUH4v6yzW
「沒，快走吧。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMf1WQSxpGa
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拎著一大包自生鮮超市購得的蔬菜水果肉類，整個人有些許喜悅地朝著今早和某人吵過的地點邁步行走，已經和扶養自己的奶奶告知今天要借宿在念祖家，順道看看明天可不可以用除了踹人的方法叫醒他，鬧鐘大概沒效吧……幾乎都陣亡在他的手下……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCnZPRlYVS
雖然他家就住在離學校不過幾公尺遠的路上，但也不能因為這樣就天天賴床遲到啊……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPl5rEMB2N
不知不覺已走到了那熟悉的住家，燈火依然如同那時溫暖通明。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzrJfxWuT0
這麼說來，我認識那傢伙也已經很久了呢……驀地閃過片段回憶，當時後的景象歷歷在目，清晰的彷若昨日重現。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFSmxfVe5U
身為攝影師的父親，總是溫柔地陪伴他去任何國家旅行的母親，他們的面容也清晰地令他怎樣都忘不了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjnPOmKYRr
猛一甩頭，甩開那令人心痛的追憶。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm48JJa1gYR
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呆立在念祖家門口，他失神地怔望著。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81JQGHGgRq
到底要不要按門鈴呢？眸子瞪著正方形小格，猶豫踟躕地沒有動作。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIKGJlyh4w
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但也不需要按門鈴了。梓崋正巧打開門，背著日光燈看向他那方位，了然於心地微笑。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7Ht3G4C5i
「歆慕，你來啦。」我們等你等的快餓死了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAWiuKxprG
「嗯……我來煮晚餐了。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdxsq4F2Pd
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望月掛在沒有雲的黑空中，顯著特別明亮。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78SlYNKwCB
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剁剁剁……菜刀聲清脆地上下響起，偷覷了眼在廚房內忙碌的人，念祖不禁與梓崋相視一笑。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡke9Z4avSmd
自己的確是忘了，每當和歆慕大吵一架後，他總是會在廚房裡煮東西給他吃，然後順便住下來，只是，這種習慣是何時養成的呢？好像有點遠了，是十一歲那年嗎？歆慕的父母因為空難身亡，頓時失去依靠的歆慕由父方的親戚收養，不，歆慕的親人亦只剩下那位老奶奶了，所以才學習獨立是嗎？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVAunJ1Ry7
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這麼想來，其實我還挺幸福的，父母健在，不像歆慕，只能藉由照片追憶了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSVv21rQuO
照片？歆慕好像很喜歡攝影嘛。雖然用的不是性質很好的相機卻依然能拍攝出好照片，讓他不得不由衷佩服。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeCSYTWqXD
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等候晚餐的空檔，感覺漫長又無聊。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrQ80RvJuH
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不意瞥首瞧見，牆壁上的日曆數字。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXV9bKVzfVv
歆慕的生日好像快到了……？他拉了拉女孩的衣服，附耳低語一陣。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGy3nGS3ie
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「不要跟我搶那個菜！妳這個粗魯的野猴子！」舉箸停在半空，不甘菜色一點一滴地自眼前流失，先發制人地大吼。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC207DP2FiK
「你這個心智不滿三歲的幼稚鬼！憑什麼我要聽你的？你倒是說說看啊！」同樣吼了回去，但是筷子卻不停地進攻肉類，一點也沒停下的意思。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOfkITWvGZ
「好啦，別吵啦，不是還有別的菜嗎？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7bI5144KG
眼見兩人吵架吵到倒退回幼稚園的語彙，歆慕好聲好氣地制止他們繼續再吵下去，不料兩人卻默契十足地同時回首朝他吼了過來。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfyE9OeAvN
「你給我安靜！沒看到我們正在溝通嗎？！」吵死人了！71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1eQ1E24QS
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青筋暴怒。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56nSPaflOE
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「你們……竟敢說我吵……？」陰森森地臉凝著，一時間他們同時住嘴，不敢再多說一句。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7YcR322CX
總覺得，他好像生了很大的氣？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0luc8Xl2cG
怪像魔王降臨的。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUOOx8sK3d
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「對不起──……我們知道錯了……」異口同聲。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ip2sVUsoy
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「你又在照相了啊。」難得的星期假日，念祖一時心血來潮跑來找歆慕，歆慕住在山上，一棟日據時代留下的建築內。和他奶奶打招呼後，便沿著屋後的山坡尋找他。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJwknOXxOu
正在替凋零的樹枝拍攝滄桑之感的歆慕頓了頓，後知後覺地朝他看去。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHfXT8A6PD
「喔…是念祖啊……」今天怎麼這麼早起？平時都睡到下午才會醒的。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikHfwmLLrX
……你當我是豬嗎……眼睛瞇成一條，三排黑線直落。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZWrhFmkyL
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算了，又不是來吵架的。想起此行的目的，念祖不禁微笑。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiVaAA4mDh
「幹麻啊？笑的那樣噁心的。」嫌惡地看著打小就非常熟悉的人，不懂為何他笑的似乎過於……燦爛？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkeWdHuTJI
「沒啦。」依然笑咪咪的，「今天下午有事找你，可別出門唷。」語畢，迅速遠離他視線，像一陣風疾奔而過。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VVL1iSBzl
啥啊？兩眼發直地瞪著一下跑來一下跑走的少年背影，歆慕還是不懂他葫蘆裡賣啥膏藥。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRiPCfWlqZ
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滄桑的冷風，呼咻捲起最後凋零的那片枯葉，悲悽地風吼，彷彿預告著什麼……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtggLsHeZDI
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秋天，果然是萬物熄滅的日子。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMbVSJGLlS
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歆慕整人呆呆地坐在房間，他已經無所謂了，對於念祖的死，他麻木了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLpWBrLRf5
因為哭泣並不能挽回什麼，這道理在父母雙亡那次他就非常明白了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWSMjfgOe3
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他大概把這一生的眼淚都給了他吧……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn2AUuAARC
他自嘲，卻發現自內心湧出的悲傷讓他痛苦難耐。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Y4QWoUpkz
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失神地想起那心悸的一刻。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNMJf7BdDN
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『歆慕！念祖他、他……』梓崋啜泣著，不祥的預感竄流，這感覺好像、好像父母死亡那天曾出現過，熟悉的令人戰慄。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEtVS8Stqj
握著話筒，他的手在抖。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qnkiNnHBg
『怎、怎麼了……念祖他發生什麼…事？』71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rJleadpvS
話筒那端忽然沉默，良久，心情平復的她，才緩緩道。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdgKQRcHMx
『他…發生車禍，來不及送到醫院就死了……』話筒無力的垂下，咚的敲擊地面，餘音不絕。『歆慕，怎麼了？你還好吧？』71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMGMtVJ5en
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為什麼最重要的人，總是一個個地離開他呢？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBLvbd6t37
父母死了，曾允諾要陪他一輩子的人也死了，那麼他還剩下些什麼？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6NqIL684B
還剩下什麼？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLelpo7pwQl
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就只有一具殘破的空殼罷了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMY8Zd1Sq6
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足下的浪花在怒吼，捧著念祖火化後的骨灰，歆慕只是一徑看著前方。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhkLnUk0HB
「歆慕……？」女孩不安地拉拉她衣服，深怕他一時想不開縱身一躍。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHz3SPtq3mt
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「沒事的……我只是想起，以前念祖對我說過，他死後要火化，然後骨灰要灑在海裡罷了。」他說，那樣他就可以一直注視他了。當時的他不懂，於是問了，他卻僅是笑著，沒說什麼。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sOGpanlQP
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「我們來履行承諾吧。」他笑，一把抓起白灰，灑向大海。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56mF8D2NXg
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骨灰飄揚起來，強勁的東北季風，一下就將灰帶的好遠。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3cKm38qHQ
如同他的思念，飄的很遠，煙消雲散。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ401yPVMu89
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「歆慕……」望著失魂的少年，女孩咬了牙「我會代替他陪在你身邊的，所以，不要想不開……」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6UGzL8RRk
「好嗎？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBzIP8wsYc
他一愣，然後淺笑。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9ZtGqcWrv
「嗯。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQ44nZEUrU
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是夢。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknvvAHUKMU
飄忽的沒有實質感，他意識清晰地轉動。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoyD3mLej1
他看見，兩個孩子。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWs6YyPxkY
小時後的他與他。承諾著要陪一輩子，小孩時的他開懷地漾出笑。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WEnkzbqxp
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那兩個孩子手牽手地穿過他身體。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkPfiqO4GD
他不知要怎樣，只是笑著，溫柔的。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKerEJsyE0S
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夢忽然敞開，他來到不曾見過的景色，遠方有人站在那，溫煦地笑著。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EGizmvORg
是誰……？身子不由自主地朝他邁進。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQ8dU3wTll
歆慕。那人呼喚。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLw6huFvpx
你是……念祖嗎？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QEKHJH21n
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光有些刺眼，逆著光的身影，讓他迷惑的問。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrzUsXpZAB
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嗯，歆慕。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsK9wGkm1m
你來跟我道別的嗎？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJSo7JjoeH
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那人笑著，不言。他指著那璀璨不曾見過的絢麗景色，歆慕跟著轉首。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi10eovO9hg
我一直在那裡…71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG08IP0biqC
什麼……？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7xghp9mwr
我會在那裡，一直，等你到來的……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRC3WdMjfr
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夢醒了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpC8jHPDjb
淚猶乾，窗外的月亮，亮的不思議。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡno76aRtl3t
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擱置在桌上的相機，閃著銀光。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jL8hk52eT
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「我知道了，念祖，我會找到那裏的，你要等我喔。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qfcCj5hLl
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此書僅獻給在天上的，你。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0DpIbOHeB
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十六年後。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQYVsNIsYl
「找到你了，歆慕。」剛入社會工作的梓崋，趁著假日來到歆慕常去的海角找他，一點也不意外地睇見他看著海面發楞。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvuoWuwKn8
「是梓崋啊，怎了？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0q3Gxfjr16
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我帶著殘破的心情，去旅行。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rTpxFRA20
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「沒啦，只是想找你說話而已。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ggN0jfEV1
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用相機記錄蒼穹，冰山雪水，沉鬱的雲絮。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2Fpa5loal
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「呵呵，妳這孩子真是越來越怪了呢。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSogqHH6lK
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你曾告訴我的那片燦奪景色，我沿著蜿蜒的崎嶇小徑尋覓。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuV8YMtLZVV
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「不過，你出的書，念祖有收到嗎？」我記得你將剛出版的第一本火燒了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhAhE1IQZ9
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穿過熙攘人群，越過孤寂小鎮。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25JeDSQpB8
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「應該有收到吧。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZjSqM7kl8
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我乘著引力，來到這裡。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFD8416CRwU
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「也許吧。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeg0FI4fwK8
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看見那破曉的晨曦。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZVFKG9zrs
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「回去囉，歆慕，今天是你生日呢。」來煮大餐慶祝你又老了一歲。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAZNFWIWfv
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陽光照亮了一切，公平且無私。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGl4lc9UTvF
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「又老了一歲啊……」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexwmVaz8UC
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於是，我哭了。為這一切美麗的事物，還有你。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOD6bBrxrR
謝謝。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTthp0W6iOy
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他起身拍拍灰塵。欲走，卻忽然怔住。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoBqaGUBUe
歆慕──……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4qm6Vp7CA
他猛一回首，淡淡的身影在海面上冉冉出現。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCPykgVJHm
那人對他微微笑。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdbt4wHO2P
念祖，其實你一直都在那吧。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6cWjONrLp
在那裡注視著我。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqxQmEEhhs
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「歆慕──」彼方，梓崋大聲呼喊。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16nSCfYV8X
「喔，我來了。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fhq8MFUnx
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我會好好的活下去的，念祖。連同你的份。ns18.216.105.175da2
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