半身　第二章　文＼松蘿

 

明明大半天都睡過去了，到了傍晚還是覺得睏。他收拾下地板，從櫃子裡搬出床墊鋪在地上。他睡得久卻淺，一開始睡去時任何細微的聲響都會驚動他，後來也漸漸習慣了整夜的睡睡醒醒。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqu1Swy9ui
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睡得懵懵，臉上忽地感到一陣火燒般的痛。他翻起身找水，隨手拿了塊布沾濕了蓋著。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5RjzPKvng
一下子就好了，過了就好了。就不會痛了。

他捂著臉。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkw3SZitijO
明明什麼都不再痛了，卻只剩這裡持續著抽疼。他聞到腥味，想傷口又流血了。照顧了幾年的傷總不會好，他漸漸的也乏力去抹藥了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwk7fDc89Wq
疼了就忍，忍完了就好。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetVilH9oRs
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疼痛過了之後他開始困倦。一樣睡得懵懵又忽然掙扎著醒來，深深淺淺地飄浮在黑暗的夢境中。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSl6XZSPmnD
他從不作夢的。卻在受傷之後開始有夢，迷離地填補著他被撕開餘下一半淌血的空白。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGNNpA12Fb
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人家說，夢是現實渴望的投影，現實中無法達成的願望，可以在夢裡實現。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4J8FwCIRDv
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他渴望些什麼呢。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJPyJtt7Ab
有的是有的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8NjjNfoWD
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但他的夢是一片無止盡的黑暗。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9RCeF2Itp
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早市裡人聲嘈雜，吵嚷著片段零散的話語，在身前身後倏忽竄出復倏乎消逝。人群紛亂擁擠，腳步交錯凌亂，堵在某個巷口時他揹在背上的大箱子會成為眾矢之的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuS9Ex6w0zf
只有這時候聲音特別清楚。他聽著也就只是聽著，點點頭輕輕道歉。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBfVtKx9z9
是是，對不起對不起，請先稍待著，對不起對不起。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Xn80Jedl5
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要是以往笑一下也就沒事了。只是現在啊，隨便勾一下嘴角就會嚇暈人吧。他的臉受傷了，跟身上很多地方一樣受傷了。很長一段時間他沒辦法隨意眨眼也沒辦法說話。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiNtEsfV6w
只能靜靜的，靜靜的對著鏡子給自己抹藥，包紮，然後長長的睡。睡到痛醒，週而復始。傷疤結痂之後，他用油彩塗抹著那些凹凸起伏，塗成黑底與紅色的線條，看起來猙獰又豔俗。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgw3SnUc5x2
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他從來不會介意自己成了什麼樣子。他甚至曾經連臉都沒有，鏡中依舊可以反映出真實。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoeMBao6hJ
迥異的形貌與心思，在同一具身體裡相依相存。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEA2iKMVsu2
那是另一半的他，在鏡中凝望著自己。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdULKxKaZyO
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然而鏡子碎了，手上的傷又流血了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgI0aO75aLx
裂痕切割過他傷疤翻紅的臉。黑油彩上色的皮膚鮮紅扭曲怪誕的線條。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNHmYqfLzN
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他看到的連自己都不是。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpAqFp9hDT
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