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「漾漾有想過『冰炎』對你而言是怎樣的存在嗎？」千冬歲看著我問。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wk4p8yfz2
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「嗯？什麼意思？」不是主人嗎？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatxogtsjM2
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「除了主人之外。」千冬歲推推眼鏡說，「除了『主人』之外，漾漾有想過你是怎麼看待冰炎的嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlZ7sO6EmE
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「冰炎很重要，不是嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MBIESUTWl
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「以『主人』的身份來說的話，夠了。」千冬歲垂下頭，我看不見他的表情，但是他聲音中那不容忽視的某種強烈感情緊緊抓住我的心臟，「但，以『冰炎』來說，只是『重要』是不夠的。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9odoFqAxW
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我傻愣愣的看著千冬歲。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqS4Y3T6huU
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「漾漾，我發現對我來說夏碎已經不只是『夏碎』了。」千冬歲拿下眼鏡，直勾勾的看著我，「已經不只是『夏碎』了。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgngEltKk2S
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我看著他那雙蘊藏著莫名情緒的黑眸，偶爾，我也會在冰炎眼中看見這種東西。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwJ3rOvWYd
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所以，在冰炎眼中，我也不只是「褚冥漾」？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7U2ImJExJF
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「是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」千冬歲看著我，「漾漾有這種覺悟嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBtIO04nx8
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我放空腦袋攤在窗台上，從早上聽千冬歲說那些話到現在，我還是想不出來，為什麼只是「重要」是不夠的？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5bmMSGNcp
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我翻了個身。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDTbQvktRw
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那麼「比重要更重要、比喜歡更喜歡」那是怎麼樣的感覺？如果冰炎不只是「冰炎」，那冰炎會是什麼樣的存在？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCj9PDv3tdm
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我要有什麼樣的覺悟？用一輩子不夠嗎？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1NUm8wkrQ
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我改成趴在自己的手上，偏頭看著乾淨貧脊的房間，冰炎去出任務了，所以我一個人看家。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycDD78eb99
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比重要還重要是怎樣的感覺呢？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYiQAbFb9W
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我滾滾滾，滾到窗台邊緣，看著冰炎放在窗台邊的椅子，上面還放了一本還沒看完的磚塊書。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaJkU9GVfC
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「冰炎……不在家……」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsbt5Fo7k9
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空蕩蕩的。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeI9OtKTIh
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其實就像平常一樣啊，但是千冬歲說了那些話之後，好像變的空蕩蕩的了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBtjjGVOJd
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9EYgFbGkH
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只有冰炎才可以，本來就只有冰炎才可以啊，一直都只有冰炎才可以，因為是冰炎，所以才可以…？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlymEeRIdd
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對千冬歲來說，夏碎已經不只是夏碎了，那是不是喵喵、萊恩、歐蘿妲和五色雞也一樣？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkFqWInLaP
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我想不懂。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7bObsvTzK
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坐起身，我跳下窗台，變大，走到床邊，伸手在枕頭底下摸索。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLu6D7AK7JS
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「找到了！」摸出一束結成辮子的柔滑銀髮，這是冰炎出完某次長期任務，發現我沒有他陪就睡不好，嚴重失眠到住進醫療班，所以就割下一束頭髮給我抱著睡。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUeTp0r0L4
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有了他的頭髮我睡的比較好了，但是還是……58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNA7P0zxoG
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我低頭看著整潔的床面。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9bxnkUMN7
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『這樣就可以了吧？』他拿一條繩子隨意綁住那束銀髮，遞給我。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqDxH78208
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『！』我傻住了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGXDi8sbaM
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『不要裝出一副蠢臉。』冰炎把頭髮塞進我懷裡，『我可不想下次出完任務又要到醫療班把你領回來！現在、睡覺！』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlzzRBIdSO
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不夠。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrw5dOjXY4z
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只是頭髮是不夠的。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwOilt0Xqh
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所以、要找到什麼來代替頭髮呢？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzmL1b3Sq8
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「褚。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9DLo7G0L9
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我瞪大眼睛，看見白花花的天花板，好像是、醫療班的樣子…我不是在睡覺嗎？不會又被綁架了吧？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjY3EKUyqj
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「褚、你在亂想什麼？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8WxbOu3wb
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我再次瞪大眼睛，轉頭。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLO7amsKbZ
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「褚、你到底在幹麻？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglmrQNbrLy
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冰炎…？為什麼你會在這裡？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFhLDhThhH
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「我接到千冬歲的通知，他說你好幾天沒有去紫館找他，一回去就看到你像是睡豬一樣睡死在床上。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9kT9ASqE1
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好幾天？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBn2Kj8KzA
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「三天。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoRgb4T66x
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欸？這麼久？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqur1aE8Y0
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「怎麼了嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0Mm3LTt0S
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什麼怎麼了？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRVwFTwgmo
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「睡這麼久是身體怎麼了嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMstFOaUSss
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沒有啊、我很好啊，我有吃飯有睡覺有看書有做功課有去找千冬歲……58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYt0SeX8w3l
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比重要更重要……58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7tXgx0Fdw
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我腦中一片空白。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieCSCL4ojt
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比重要更重要……58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjfHQYSS4T
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「褚？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0n7LLXl7D
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比重要更重要……58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMacaDlVx3e
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「比重要更重要……冰炎知道是什麼意思嗎？」如果是冰炎一定知道。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBCYbRD2y2
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「……」紅紅的眼睛看著我，「褚、千冬歲跟你說了什麼嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs08ubhkIlw
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「……」比重要還重要、比喜歡還喜歡、不只是夏碎…58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi55a82X5ih
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXUFFDEw1E
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「那你懂嗎？」冰炎用一種很正經的表情，漂亮的紅色的眼睛中，有種跟那天的千冬歲一樣的感覺，但是又不一樣，那是什麼呢？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZ4Qglz1GD
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「不懂也沒關係。」冰炎突然說話害我嚇一跳，「我們的時間還有很長，所以現在還不懂也沒關係。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZN5lAR9UVs
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可是，千冬歲說不懂就要搞懂，冰炎也常常說不懂弄懂就好啊！58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6OXqys69K
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「這種事情是不一樣的。」冰炎揉揉我的頭說。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUTuwifEgl
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但是我覺得，如果我現在不弄懂，就一輩子都搞不懂了，這樣會…害冰炎受傷的。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ti0ONgru3
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我趁著夏碎跟冰炎又去出任務的時候，跑到紫館向千冬歲請教。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5b1MVYQHu
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「千冬歲可以跟我多說一點嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8J8bjzAFL
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「漾漾知道自己對冰炎的感覺嗎？」千冬歲取出茶具，熟練的開始泡茶。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyE0c1PWCk
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「嗯、我有想過。」把這兩年多來的相處都想過，但是有點不了解。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtlV5HmZEI
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我看著千冬歲泡茶，一邊看一邊想著，沒有說話。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9OUrzShLX
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「那麼，是怎麼樣的感覺呢？」千冬歲遞給我一杯茶，我伸手接過，看著那緩緩旋繞小漩渦。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwOOkG3zdM
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「看不到的時候會覺得寂寞，因為寂寞所以睡不好，每次進醫療班，提爾老師都叫我不要熬夜複習，可是其實那是因為我睡不著，所以才起床看書。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgV8tQvlx6y
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「那叫做『思念』。」千冬歲把一盤蛋糕端到我面前。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrSn0sRhpr
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「思念…？」原來這叫做「思念」？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yGryKgoQJ
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「嗯。」千冬歲沒有催我繼續講。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90LR7LijKM
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我一邊吃著蛋糕一邊想。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zuaJ4ZPmk
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「蛋糕明明很好吃，但是一想到沒有冰炎，覺得好像沒有很好吃。而且，第一個，想當第一個分享的人，吃到蛋糕會想第一個分給冰炎，覺得不高興的時候會想去找冰炎，不懂的時候會去找冰炎，想要把所有的東西都第一個給冰炎看。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgVyhtvB7t
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「和冰炎在一起會覺得快樂，被冰炎罵的時候會覺得難過，跟冰炎和好之後覺得開心，看不見冰炎會覺得空蕩蕩的，跟冰炎見面會覺得高興，聽到一輩子不會跟冰炎分開會覺得好高興好高興……這些是什麼？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQQpgh3WCD
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「因為只能是冰炎，不能是其他人，如果今天換成其他人，感覺就不一樣了，對吧？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iMPOqmC3N
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「而且，看見他受傷會難過，陪在他身邊很快樂，要分開會傷心，就算什麼都不做，只要在一起就會感到……感到、那個叫做…」我努力想著一個詞，「啊、滿足。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9lzvIFTmU
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「漾漾、你知道嗎？」千冬歲摘下眼鏡，眼睛笑的彎彎的，「那樣就已經不只是『冰炎』了，是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNNR1B95OB
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我眼睛瞪的大大的。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0olTTzJrK
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「不只是小精靈對主人的喜歡，還有更多更多『褚冥漾喜歡冰炎』的喜歡。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0QdjbwR0x
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後來千冬歲說了什麼我都不記得了，因為我的腦袋已經一片空白，只能不斷想著：「褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡…………」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVb0hHBldj
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如果只有一輩子，只有這個人可以。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVi4bJKqSf
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我覺得好像一瞬間被人拿開眼前的面紗，一下子看清太多事，讓我很吃不消。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDH2IzmQEdO
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我整個人縮在被子裡，把臉用被子悶住，到現在臉還一直在發燙，對於下午千冬歲說的話，我理解了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0D0mQbjFOH
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但是這樣反而有點糟糕…我探出頭，看著懷裡的那條髮辮。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJX8EWUPStr
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「冰炎……」深深的嘆息，「我很想你……」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQe6pjugsv
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跟以往的「我很想你」不一樣。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXp5IdiWIZt
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「漾漾有想過『冰炎』對你而言是怎樣的存在嗎？」千冬歲看著我問。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wk4p8yfz2
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「嗯？什麼意思？」不是主人嗎？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatxogtsjM2
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「除了主人之外。」千冬歲推推眼鏡說，「除了『主人』之外，漾漾有想過你是怎麼看待冰炎的嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlZ7sO6EmE
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「冰炎很重要，不是嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MBIESUTWl
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「以『主人』的身份來說的話，夠了。」千冬歲垂下頭，我看不見他的表情，但是他聲音中那不容忽視的某種強烈感情緊緊抓住我的心臟，「但，以『冰炎』來說，只是『重要』是不夠的。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9odoFqAxW
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我傻愣愣的看著千冬歲。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqS4Y3T6huU
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「漾漾，我發現對我來說夏碎已經不只是『夏碎』了。」千冬歲拿下眼鏡，直勾勾的看著我，「已經不只是『夏碎』了。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgngEltKk2S
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我看著他那雙蘊藏著莫名情緒的黑眸，偶爾，我也會在冰炎眼中看見這種東西。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwJ3rOvWYd
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所以，在冰炎眼中，我也不只是「褚冥漾」？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7U2ImJExJF
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「是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」千冬歲看著我，「漾漾有這種覺悟嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBtIO04nx8
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我放空腦袋攤在窗台上，從早上聽千冬歲說那些話到現在，我還是想不出來，為什麼只是「重要」是不夠的？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5bmMSGNcp
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我翻了個身。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDTbQvktRw
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那麼「比重要更重要、比喜歡更喜歡」那是怎麼樣的感覺？如果冰炎不只是「冰炎」，那冰炎會是什麼樣的存在？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCj9PDv3tdm
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我要有什麼樣的覺悟？用一輩子不夠嗎？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1NUm8wkrQ
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我改成趴在自己的手上，偏頭看著乾淨貧脊的房間，冰炎去出任務了，所以我一個人看家。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycDD78eb99
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比重要還重要是怎樣的感覺呢？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYiQAbFb9W
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我滾滾滾，滾到窗台邊緣，看著冰炎放在窗台邊的椅子，上面還放了一本還沒看完的磚塊書。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaJkU9GVfC
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「冰炎……不在家……」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsbt5Fo7k9
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空蕩蕩的。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeI9OtKTIh
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其實就像平常一樣啊，但是千冬歲說了那些話之後，好像變的空蕩蕩的了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBtjjGVOJd
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9EYgFbGkH
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只有冰炎才可以，本來就只有冰炎才可以啊，一直都只有冰炎才可以，因為是冰炎，所以才可以…？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlymEeRIdd
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對千冬歲來說，夏碎已經不只是夏碎了，那是不是喵喵、萊恩、歐蘿妲和五色雞也一樣？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkFqWInLaP
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我想不懂。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7bObsvTzK
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坐起身，我跳下窗台，變大，走到床邊，伸手在枕頭底下摸索。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLu6D7AK7JS
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「找到了！」摸出一束結成辮子的柔滑銀髮，這是冰炎出完某次長期任務，發現我沒有他陪就睡不好，嚴重失眠到住進醫療班，所以就割下一束頭髮給我抱著睡。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUeTp0r0L4
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有了他的頭髮我睡的比較好了，但是還是……58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNA7P0zxoG
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我低頭看著整潔的床面。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9bxnkUMN7
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『這樣就可以了吧？』他拿一條繩子隨意綁住那束銀髮，遞給我。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqDxH78208
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『！』我傻住了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGXDi8sbaM
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『不要裝出一副蠢臉。』冰炎把頭髮塞進我懷裡，『我可不想下次出完任務又要到醫療班把你領回來！現在、睡覺！』58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlzzRBIdSO
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不夠。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrw5dOjXY4z
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只是頭髮是不夠的。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwOilt0Xqh
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所以、要找到什麼來代替頭髮呢？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzmL1b3Sq8
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「褚。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9DLo7G0L9
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我瞪大眼睛，看見白花花的天花板，好像是、醫療班的樣子…我不是在睡覺嗎？不會又被綁架了吧？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjY3EKUyqj
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「褚、你在亂想什麼？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8WxbOu3wb
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我再次瞪大眼睛，轉頭。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLO7amsKbZ
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「褚、你到底在幹麻？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglmrQNbrLy
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冰炎…？為什麼你會在這裡？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFhLDhThhH
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「我接到千冬歲的通知，他說你好幾天沒有去紫館找他，一回去就看到你像是睡豬一樣睡死在床上。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9kT9ASqE1
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好幾天？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBn2Kj8KzA
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「三天。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoRgb4T66x
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欸？這麼久？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqur1aE8Y0
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「怎麼了嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0Mm3LTt0S
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什麼怎麼了？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRVwFTwgmo
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「睡這麼久是身體怎麼了嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMstFOaUSss
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沒有啊、我很好啊，我有吃飯有睡覺有看書有做功課有去找千冬歲……58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYt0SeX8w3l
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比重要更重要……58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7tXgx0Fdw
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我腦中一片空白。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieCSCL4ojt
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比重要更重要……58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjfHQYSS4T
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「褚？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0n7LLXl7D
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比重要更重要……58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMacaDlVx3e
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「比重要更重要……冰炎知道是什麼意思嗎？」如果是冰炎一定知道。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBCYbRD2y2
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「……」紅紅的眼睛看著我，「褚、千冬歲跟你說了什麼嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs08ubhkIlw
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「……」比重要還重要、比喜歡還喜歡、不只是夏碎…58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi55a82X5ih
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如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXUFFDEw1E
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「那你懂嗎？」冰炎用一種很正經的表情，漂亮的紅色的眼睛中，有種跟那天的千冬歲一樣的感覺，但是又不一樣，那是什麼呢？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZ4Qglz1GD
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「不懂也沒關係。」冰炎突然說話害我嚇一跳，「我們的時間還有很長，所以現在還不懂也沒關係。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZN5lAR9UVs
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可是，千冬歲說不懂就要搞懂，冰炎也常常說不懂弄懂就好啊！58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6OXqys69K
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「這種事情是不一樣的。」冰炎揉揉我的頭說。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUTuwifEgl
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但是我覺得，如果我現在不弄懂，就一輩子都搞不懂了，這樣會…害冰炎受傷的。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ti0ONgru3
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我趁著夏碎跟冰炎又去出任務的時候，跑到紫館向千冬歲請教。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5b1MVYQHu
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「千冬歲可以跟我多說一點嗎？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8J8bjzAFL
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「漾漾知道自己對冰炎的感覺嗎？」千冬歲取出茶具，熟練的開始泡茶。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyE0c1PWCk
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「嗯、我有想過。」把這兩年多來的相處都想過，但是有點不了解。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtlV5HmZEI
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我看著千冬歲泡茶，一邊看一邊想著，沒有說話。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9OUrzShLX
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「那麼，是怎麼樣的感覺呢？」千冬歲遞給我一杯茶，我伸手接過，看著那緩緩旋繞小漩渦。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwOOkG3zdM
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「看不到的時候會覺得寂寞，因為寂寞所以睡不好，每次進醫療班，提爾老師都叫我不要熬夜複習，可是其實那是因為我睡不著，所以才起床看書。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgV8tQvlx6y
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「那叫做『思念』。」千冬歲把一盤蛋糕端到我面前。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrSn0sRhpr
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「思念…？」原來這叫做「思念」？58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yGryKgoQJ
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「嗯。」千冬歲沒有催我繼續講。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90LR7LijKM
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我一邊吃著蛋糕一邊想。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zuaJ4ZPmk
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「蛋糕明明很好吃，但是一想到沒有冰炎，覺得好像沒有很好吃。而且，第一個，想當第一個分享的人，吃到蛋糕會想第一個分給冰炎，覺得不高興的時候會想去找冰炎，不懂的時候會去找冰炎，想要把所有的東西都第一個給冰炎看。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgVyhtvB7t
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「和冰炎在一起會覺得快樂，被冰炎罵的時候會覺得難過，跟冰炎和好之後覺得開心，看不見冰炎會覺得空蕩蕩的，跟冰炎見面會覺得高興，聽到一輩子不會跟冰炎分開會覺得好高興好高興……這些是什麼？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQQpgh3WCD
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「因為只能是冰炎，不能是其他人，如果今天換成其他人，感覺就不一樣了，對吧？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iMPOqmC3N
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「而且，看見他受傷會難過，陪在他身邊很快樂，要分開會傷心，就算什麼都不做，只要在一起就會感到……感到、那個叫做…」我努力想著一個詞，「啊、滿足。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9lzvIFTmU
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「漾漾、你知道嗎？」千冬歲摘下眼鏡，眼睛笑的彎彎的，「那樣就已經不只是『冰炎』了，是比重要還重要，是比喜歡還喜歡，是什麼都比不上的存在。如果只有一輩子，就只有這個人可以。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNNR1B95OB
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我眼睛瞪的大大的。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0olTTzJrK
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「不只是小精靈對主人的喜歡，還有更多更多『褚冥漾喜歡冰炎』的喜歡。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0QdjbwR0x
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後來千冬歲說了什麼我都不記得了，因為我的腦袋已經一片空白，只能不斷想著：「褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡褚冥漾喜歡冰炎的喜歡…………」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVb0hHBldj
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如果只有一輩子，只有這個人可以。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVi4bJKqSf
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我覺得好像一瞬間被人拿開眼前的面紗，一下子看清太多事，讓我很吃不消。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDH2IzmQEdO
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我整個人縮在被子裡，把臉用被子悶住，到現在臉還一直在發燙，對於下午千冬歲說的話，我理解了。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0D0mQbjFOH
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但是這樣反而有點糟糕…我探出頭，看著懷裡的那條髮辮。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJX8EWUPStr
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「冰炎……」深深的嘆息，「我很想你……」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQe6pjugsv
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跟以往的「我很想你」不一樣。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXp5IdiWIZt
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