楚襄冉突然有種衝動想去翻看報紙上的日期,看今天是不是傳說中四月一號的愚人節,然後嘲諷一下那個打電話來惡作劇的女聲。51Please respect copyright.PENANAPjxh9LA3ex
51Please respect copyright.PENANADTdXr1mRD2
可是楚襄冉終究還是只能靜靜的放下話筒,然後打電話叫了計程車。51Please respect copyright.PENANAnCHw4x0B48
51Please respect copyright.PENANAjfYsRgEWLw
就算是車禍,也可以平安無事的,是不是?51Please respect copyright.PENANAVuVmcXZMBu
51Please respect copyright.PENANAWw6Ltfru0R
官玄默……是不是?51Please respect copyright.PENANAAhh0DBkFyM
51Please respect copyright.PENANAi96BRYF3T2
沒有發現自己已經將下唇印上了深深的齒痕,楚襄冉虛脫般地坐在自己家門前的石階上等著計程車來接他去醫院。51Please respect copyright.PENANAoRuwfvrdhB
51Please respect copyright.PENANAgv0DHPPd2M
一瞬間,他彷彿又看見了那兩個人那天早晨離去時的身影。51Please respect copyright.PENANAphdy07fttT
51Please respect copyright.PENANAjv23oJhD0t
51Please respect copyright.PENANA8vPyNmO8YU
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51Please respect copyright.PENANAGoVXAk3Gx0
51Please respect copyright.PENANAbjy0O5mF1J
捏緊了抄下的地址,計程車帶著楚襄冉來到了白色的醫院,他在急診室門口躊躇著,不敢進去。51Please respect copyright.PENANA7CjgVjXqcW
51Please respect copyright.PENANAP8ARjREUUq
直到一名護士小姐發現了他,然後溫柔親切的問著他有什麼事。51Please respect copyright.PENANAlWo0DXgRva
51Please respect copyright.PENANAmsiQSwv8o6
「我是……楚襄冉,你們醫院剛剛有打電話給我,說是有人……」沒等楚襄冉的話說完,護士小姐的臉上就出現了一種名為理解的神情,然後眼中的同情滿溢。51Please respect copyright.PENANAZO5krM3Orc
51Please respect copyright.PENANAwaDScJ1TIK
接下來的過程完全機械化,楚襄冉被帶去了太平間,見到了那個五天前跟他揮手說再見,笑的開心的陽光男孩。51Please respect copyright.PENANAQtU3PHdm33
51Please respect copyright.PENANABbBUofG5TJ
揭開了白布,向冬陽的臉色那樣平靜,嘴角還可以見到微微的弧度,一點也不像是走了,再也睜不開眼的人。51Please respect copyright.PENANA3yYDiGfAWh
51Please respect copyright.PENANAHn9SqQPrQo
真的,一點也不像。51Please respect copyright.PENANAIhKoFhsBBi
51Please respect copyright.PENANAfY4JYlj7jT
楚襄冉看著他,突然很想笑,很想告訴他別再鬧了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAPYDSDipT0A
51Please respect copyright.PENANA4GGhEUF93r
他怎麼能就這樣走了,怎麼能就這樣離開這個世界?51Please respect copyright.PENANAdOHsPGUTJz
51Please respect copyright.PENANAYAZLJ78eVh
官玄默是那樣的疼寵著他,兩個人花了多少時間在掙扎,用了多少努力才下定決心離開,明明……他們眼看著就要擁有屬於自己的未來。51Please respect copyright.PENANAePuEmeyg9g
51Please respect copyright.PENANA6WzDrg8k9V
他們甚至還各自帶走的全家福的相片,那不正代表了他們都還沒有放棄希望家人能承認這份感情的心情?51Please respect copyright.PENANAC1yeRUP5j9
51Please respect copyright.PENANAyKkpRuTNeN
所以,他怎麼能拋下這一切牽掛,那些沒完成的心願,就這樣子的離開?51Please respect copyright.PENANAPaYfB9JYqO
51Please respect copyright.PENANAFSoBMvzdZt
不是說好了五年後才要在那房子裡見面的嗎?為什麼他們卻僅僅擁有了五天的幸福?51Please respect copyright.PENANAfN2dpNScFE
51Please respect copyright.PENANAklktWudn3i
告訴了護士小姐向冬陽家裡的電話,他想起向媽媽前一天朝著他痛罵。51Please respect copyright.PENANAfXKWuNExZ4
51Please respect copyright.PENANAKYWb5qNOk9
『你以為你是他朋友,以為這樣是為了他們好,可是你知不知道,這個世界遠比你想像的殘酷,你這麼做只會毀了他們兩個一輩子!』51Please respect copyright.PENANAfqs2QIzIAq
51Please respect copyright.PENANARToACREhqD
如今,真的就像是向媽媽所說的,他毀了他們的未來,毀了他們一輩子。51Please respect copyright.PENANAnXAzdTdaAD
51Please respect copyright.PENANArVGMmfdRuW
向冬陽永遠、永遠都不會回來了……51Please respect copyright.PENANAF4IaG8mCx5
51Please respect copyright.PENANAFRCT5ZTkST
「那個……還有另外一個應該是和他一起被送來的人……」楚襄冉很艱難的問出口。51Please respect copyright.PENANAl0Azh5B3jK
51Please respect copyright.PENANAakf1RXvjVW
聽到護士小姐說另外一個人沒怎麼受傷的時候,楚襄冉的心底,無止盡的的悲哀蔓延開來。51Please respect copyright.PENANAzwpILQzSGq
51Please respect copyright.PENANAWXt1OdLkuR
他知道官玄默是寧願和向冬陽一起死了的,這樣起碼在黃泉路上還有個伴……51Please respect copyright.PENANAJrI6fH3I8P
51Please respect copyright.PENANA31ACWZ13Kj
向冬陽的遺體最後是讓向爸爸領走的,向媽媽沉默的跟在一旁,在看到楚襄冉的時候,兩位長輩都沒開口說話,楚襄冉只能深深的彎下腰,無聲的說著對不起。51Please respect copyright.PENANAVIht2r2rjF
51Please respect copyright.PENANADTALQS2lcF
向爸爸拍了拍他的肩膀,沒說話,但是卻像是一下子蒼老了許多;而向媽媽的眼中則是露骨的憎恨。51Please respect copyright.PENANAbYaXkqAgIi
51Please respect copyright.PENANALgbXC0Lf4M
楚襄冉沒有開口,他知道無論他說什麼,向媽媽都會恨他一輩子。51Please respect copyright.PENANArpYOTWJwii
51Please respect copyright.PENANANAlK2cgMhX
這樣其實也好,最起碼他們恨的是他,而不是官玄默。51Please respect copyright.PENANAWchog0yoOd
51Please respect copyright.PENANAgbjYv82nYV
他不後悔自己給他們的支持,就算是現在,他還是認為,官玄默和向冬陽的愛情是該讓大家一起來祝福的。51Please respect copyright.PENANA4Oz46bFGEC
51Please respect copyright.PENANALvcfxIkoRi
只是突然想起……曾經有一段時間,他會和官玄默一起在向家吃早餐,那時候向媽媽會開心的看著他們,好像三個人都是她的孩子一樣,溫暖的笑容總讓楚襄冉感受到了家的溫暖。51Please respect copyright.PENANAcUxGIg0cDQ
51Please respect copyright.PENANAV5dJhutpNt
而現在,楚襄冉知道,那個家庭已經被自己給毀了,早餐桌上再不可能出現婦人和孩子們的琅琅笑語。51Please respect copyright.PENANA53MIHK6URx
51Please respect copyright.PENANAmYrVF2A1n0
51Please respect copyright.PENANAVohPb9YFom
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51Please respect copyright.PENANAU1hl2yRFmZ
突然清醒,楚襄冉發覺官玄默沒躺在病床上,連忙坐起身來。51Please respect copyright.PENANAptYxPxM3L9
51Please respect copyright.PENANAxGyjvEvech
然後看到那個清雋的人影立在窗旁,沒有月光的夜應該是一片漆黑,可是卻有不知道從哪來的光微微照射在他的身上。51Please respect copyright.PENANAMparYULEaj
51Please respect copyright.PENANAEV3kb1xQWN
「玄默……」走到了他身旁,楚襄冉發現自己最多只能叫出他的名字,卻沒辦法開口安慰他。51Please respect copyright.PENANAVMLfV4DiOv
51Please respect copyright.PENANALZ5qsmp5ZP
官玄默雖然沒怎麼受傷,但是卻一連昏迷了好幾天才醒來,等他醒來的時候,向冬陽的遺體已經被家人領走。51Please respect copyright.PENANAokbw32WWG2
51Please respect copyright.PENANAEioRLYFWHk
他沒有看到愛人的最後一面。51Please respect copyright.PENANAfbyyCe5ZFg
51Please respect copyright.PENANADJ0O2SIVby
在官玄默剛清醒的頭幾天,楚襄冉沒敢告訴他向冬陽已經死去的消息,只是要他多休息,但是官玄默卻牢牢記著出事那天兩人是一起出門的,於是每天醒來就掙扎著要去找向冬陽,甚至還瘋狂的認為向冬陽是被他的家人藏了起來,不斷祈求著楚襄冉把人帶回來給他。51Please respect copyright.PENANAMWztlXuXMt
51Please respect copyright.PENANASmTFquztuX
後來,官玄默想去尋找向冬陽的行動越來越激烈,為了不讓官玄默在掙扎的時候傷害自己,楚襄冉沒辦法再隱瞞下去,只好對他說了實話。51Please respect copyright.PENANA2DIB0MUT03
51Please respect copyright.PENANAORquUSKqFY
而他永遠也忘不了,官玄默在聽見他說出向冬陽已經永遠離開的消息時,臉上古怪的表情。51Please respect copyright.PENANAskEgPFukNy
51Please respect copyright.PENANAd5IdFRLhYL
想要笑,卻帶著濃濃的悲傷,最後笑容沒成形,悲傷也被強自壓抑,成了那一臉似笑非笑的表情。51Please respect copyright.PENANA3j8WQyD8wk
51Please respect copyright.PENANA5yU1mL45wv
從那天開始,官玄默不再掙扎著要去找人,但是卻開始沉默,整天不發一語的看著窗外。51Please respect copyright.PENANA4qch7TMIqn
51Please respect copyright.PENANA5i0tl3kuvr
官玄默極度不穩的精神狀況讓人害怕,於是楚襄冉編造理由向學校請了假,一步都不敢離開的守在官玄默的身旁,深怕他會做出什麼傻事。51Please respect copyright.PENANAFDY2AIkzXy
51Please respect copyright.PENANA4PkehjGHti
所以當他一醒來沒看到人,才會那麼緊張。51Please respect copyright.PENANA0Xl4LZJfHq
51Please respect copyright.PENANAJQwqYWbBd1
所幸……所幸官玄默只是站在窗前,什麼事也沒發生。51Please respect copyright.PENANAoqLMamJDC7
51Please respect copyright.PENANAlhonWBZm3j
站在官玄默的身邊,楚襄冉想做些什麼,給那個削瘦的背影帶來一點力量,可是最終他也只是伸出了手,然後在碰到官玄默之前收回。51Please respect copyright.PENANAou1brjn83X
51Please respect copyright.PENANAV4WadNDo1a
他沒有辦法替他做什麼,因為能這麼做的人已經不在了。
ns216.73.216.163da251Please respect copyright.PENANADTdXr1mRD2
可是楚襄冉終究還是只能靜靜的放下話筒,然後打電話叫了計程車。51Please respect copyright.PENANAnCHw4x0B48
51Please respect copyright.PENANAjfYsRgEWLw
就算是車禍,也可以平安無事的,是不是?51Please respect copyright.PENANAVuVmcXZMBu
51Please respect copyright.PENANAWw6Ltfru0R
官玄默……是不是?51Please respect copyright.PENANAAhh0DBkFyM
51Please respect copyright.PENANAi96BRYF3T2
沒有發現自己已經將下唇印上了深深的齒痕,楚襄冉虛脫般地坐在自己家門前的石階上等著計程車來接他去醫院。51Please respect copyright.PENANAoRuwfvrdhB
51Please respect copyright.PENANAgv0DHPPd2M
一瞬間,他彷彿又看見了那兩個人那天早晨離去時的身影。51Please respect copyright.PENANAphdy07fttT
51Please respect copyright.PENANAjv23oJhD0t
51Please respect copyright.PENANA8vPyNmO8YU
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51Please respect copyright.PENANAGoVXAk3Gx0
51Please respect copyright.PENANAbjy0O5mF1J
捏緊了抄下的地址,計程車帶著楚襄冉來到了白色的醫院,他在急診室門口躊躇著,不敢進去。51Please respect copyright.PENANA7CjgVjXqcW
51Please respect copyright.PENANAP8ARjREUUq
直到一名護士小姐發現了他,然後溫柔親切的問著他有什麼事。51Please respect copyright.PENANAlWo0DXgRva
51Please respect copyright.PENANAmsiQSwv8o6
「我是……楚襄冉,你們醫院剛剛有打電話給我,說是有人……」沒等楚襄冉的話說完,護士小姐的臉上就出現了一種名為理解的神情,然後眼中的同情滿溢。51Please respect copyright.PENANAZO5krM3Orc
51Please respect copyright.PENANAwaDScJ1TIK
接下來的過程完全機械化,楚襄冉被帶去了太平間,見到了那個五天前跟他揮手說再見,笑的開心的陽光男孩。51Please respect copyright.PENANAQtU3PHdm33
51Please respect copyright.PENANABbBUofG5TJ
揭開了白布,向冬陽的臉色那樣平靜,嘴角還可以見到微微的弧度,一點也不像是走了,再也睜不開眼的人。51Please respect copyright.PENANA3yYDiGfAWh
51Please respect copyright.PENANAHn9SqQPrQo
真的,一點也不像。51Please respect copyright.PENANAIhKoFhsBBi
51Please respect copyright.PENANAfY4JYlj7jT
楚襄冉看著他,突然很想笑,很想告訴他別再鬧了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAPYDSDipT0A
51Please respect copyright.PENANA4GGhEUF93r
他怎麼能就這樣走了,怎麼能就這樣離開這個世界?51Please respect copyright.PENANAdOHsPGUTJz
51Please respect copyright.PENANAYAZLJ78eVh
官玄默是那樣的疼寵著他,兩個人花了多少時間在掙扎,用了多少努力才下定決心離開,明明……他們眼看著就要擁有屬於自己的未來。51Please respect copyright.PENANAePuEmeyg9g
51Please respect copyright.PENANA6WzDrg8k9V
他們甚至還各自帶走的全家福的相片,那不正代表了他們都還沒有放棄希望家人能承認這份感情的心情?51Please respect copyright.PENANAC1yeRUP5j9
51Please respect copyright.PENANAyKkpRuTNeN
所以,他怎麼能拋下這一切牽掛,那些沒完成的心願,就這樣子的離開?51Please respect copyright.PENANAPaYfB9JYqO
51Please respect copyright.PENANAFSoBMvzdZt
不是說好了五年後才要在那房子裡見面的嗎?為什麼他們卻僅僅擁有了五天的幸福?51Please respect copyright.PENANAfN2dpNScFE
51Please respect copyright.PENANAklktWudn3i
告訴了護士小姐向冬陽家裡的電話,他想起向媽媽前一天朝著他痛罵。51Please respect copyright.PENANAfXKWuNExZ4
51Please respect copyright.PENANAKYWb5qNOk9
『你以為你是他朋友,以為這樣是為了他們好,可是你知不知道,這個世界遠比你想像的殘酷,你這麼做只會毀了他們兩個一輩子!』51Please respect copyright.PENANAfqs2QIzIAq
51Please respect copyright.PENANARToACREhqD
如今,真的就像是向媽媽所說的,他毀了他們的未來,毀了他們一輩子。51Please respect copyright.PENANAnXAzdTdaAD
51Please respect copyright.PENANArVGMmfdRuW
向冬陽永遠、永遠都不會回來了……51Please respect copyright.PENANAF4IaG8mCx5
51Please respect copyright.PENANAFRCT5ZTkST
「那個……還有另外一個應該是和他一起被送來的人……」楚襄冉很艱難的問出口。51Please respect copyright.PENANAl0Azh5B3jK
51Please respect copyright.PENANAakf1RXvjVW
聽到護士小姐說另外一個人沒怎麼受傷的時候,楚襄冉的心底,無止盡的的悲哀蔓延開來。51Please respect copyright.PENANAzwpILQzSGq
51Please respect copyright.PENANAWXt1OdLkuR
他知道官玄默是寧願和向冬陽一起死了的,這樣起碼在黃泉路上還有個伴……51Please respect copyright.PENANAJrI6fH3I8P
51Please respect copyright.PENANA31ACWZ13Kj
向冬陽的遺體最後是讓向爸爸領走的,向媽媽沉默的跟在一旁,在看到楚襄冉的時候,兩位長輩都沒開口說話,楚襄冉只能深深的彎下腰,無聲的說著對不起。51Please respect copyright.PENANAVIht2r2rjF
51Please respect copyright.PENANADTALQS2lcF
向爸爸拍了拍他的肩膀,沒說話,但是卻像是一下子蒼老了許多;而向媽媽的眼中則是露骨的憎恨。51Please respect copyright.PENANAbYaXkqAgIi
51Please respect copyright.PENANALgbXC0Lf4M
楚襄冉沒有開口,他知道無論他說什麼,向媽媽都會恨他一輩子。51Please respect copyright.PENANArpYOTWJwii
51Please respect copyright.PENANANAlK2cgMhX
這樣其實也好,最起碼他們恨的是他,而不是官玄默。51Please respect copyright.PENANAWchog0yoOd
51Please respect copyright.PENANAgbjYv82nYV
他不後悔自己給他們的支持,就算是現在,他還是認為,官玄默和向冬陽的愛情是該讓大家一起來祝福的。51Please respect copyright.PENANA4Oz46bFGEC
51Please respect copyright.PENANALvcfxIkoRi
只是突然想起……曾經有一段時間,他會和官玄默一起在向家吃早餐,那時候向媽媽會開心的看著他們,好像三個人都是她的孩子一樣,溫暖的笑容總讓楚襄冉感受到了家的溫暖。51Please respect copyright.PENANAcUxGIg0cDQ
51Please respect copyright.PENANAV5dJhutpNt
而現在,楚襄冉知道,那個家庭已經被自己給毀了,早餐桌上再不可能出現婦人和孩子們的琅琅笑語。51Please respect copyright.PENANA53MIHK6URx
51Please respect copyright.PENANAmYrVF2A1n0
51Please respect copyright.PENANAVohPb9YFom
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51Please respect copyright.PENANAU1hl2yRFmZ
突然清醒,楚襄冉發覺官玄默沒躺在病床上,連忙坐起身來。51Please respect copyright.PENANAptYxPxM3L9
51Please respect copyright.PENANAxGyjvEvech
然後看到那個清雋的人影立在窗旁,沒有月光的夜應該是一片漆黑,可是卻有不知道從哪來的光微微照射在他的身上。51Please respect copyright.PENANAMparYULEaj
51Please respect copyright.PENANAEV3kb1xQWN
「玄默……」走到了他身旁,楚襄冉發現自己最多只能叫出他的名字,卻沒辦法開口安慰他。51Please respect copyright.PENANAVMLfV4DiOv
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官玄默雖然沒怎麼受傷,但是卻一連昏迷了好幾天才醒來,等他醒來的時候,向冬陽的遺體已經被家人領走。51Please respect copyright.PENANAokbw32WWG2
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他沒有看到愛人的最後一面。51Please respect copyright.PENANAfbyyCe5ZFg
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在官玄默剛清醒的頭幾天,楚襄冉沒敢告訴他向冬陽已經死去的消息,只是要他多休息,但是官玄默卻牢牢記著出事那天兩人是一起出門的,於是每天醒來就掙扎著要去找向冬陽,甚至還瘋狂的認為向冬陽是被他的家人藏了起來,不斷祈求著楚襄冉把人帶回來給他。51Please respect copyright.PENANAMWztlXuXMt
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後來,官玄默想去尋找向冬陽的行動越來越激烈,為了不讓官玄默在掙扎的時候傷害自己,楚襄冉沒辦法再隱瞞下去,只好對他說了實話。51Please respect copyright.PENANA2DIB0MUT03
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而他永遠也忘不了,官玄默在聽見他說出向冬陽已經永遠離開的消息時,臉上古怪的表情。51Please respect copyright.PENANAskEgPFukNy
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想要笑,卻帶著濃濃的悲傷,最後笑容沒成形,悲傷也被強自壓抑,成了那一臉似笑非笑的表情。51Please respect copyright.PENANA3j8WQyD8wk
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從那天開始,官玄默不再掙扎著要去找人,但是卻開始沉默,整天不發一語的看著窗外。51Please respect copyright.PENANA4qch7TMIqn
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官玄默極度不穩的精神狀況讓人害怕,於是楚襄冉編造理由向學校請了假,一步都不敢離開的守在官玄默的身旁,深怕他會做出什麼傻事。51Please respect copyright.PENANAFDY2AIkzXy
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所以當他一醒來沒看到人,才會那麼緊張。51Please respect copyright.PENANA0Xl4LZJfHq
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所幸……所幸官玄默只是站在窗前,什麼事也沒發生。51Please respect copyright.PENANAoqLMamJDC7
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站在官玄默的身邊,楚襄冉想做些什麼,給那個削瘦的背影帶來一點力量,可是最終他也只是伸出了手,然後在碰到官玄默之前收回。51Please respect copyright.PENANAou1brjn83X
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他沒有辦法替他做什麼,因為能這麼做的人已經不在了。