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「所以，這就是你今天是被他送回來的原因？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8iI0BD3A3
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聽完楚襄冉的敘述，黎法恩忍住大笑的衝動，邊攪拌爐子上燉煮的醬料邊詢問。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIer9dEFja
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「你們合好了？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiA1HNVWqX9
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「我不知道。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbG3aj9Qpx
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這樣算合好嗎？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vuM2v6y8x
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楚襄冉趴在開放式廚房的吧台上一臉苦惱。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmglKX5IO6X
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反正他今天無論說什麼，結論總是被官玄默繞去『你怪我嗎？』或者是『我們還是朋友』，擺明了就是要他二選一，還一副如果自己責怪他，他就打算不停道歉的模樣。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPtD5jxb4o
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可是……說是合好，他從來也沒生過對方的氣，又哪裡來的原諒？就算當初看見那封信時，他也只是覺得透骨的涼，卻一點生氣的意思都沒有。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXJBGTckNJ
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況且比起對方沒有遵守約定的事，他更覺得愧疚……39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ezxGkn7ZQ
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如果當初不是因為他的鼓吹，說不定官玄默已經和向冬陽一起得到幸福了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6K0Fte6dZ
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「唉……」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11oxBc1W4s
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重重的嘆了口氣，楚襄冉難得顯露出煩躁的模樣。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1JXTrMXuw
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為什麼官玄默不肯就這樣放棄呢？反正都已經那麼久沒見面了，以後不再繼續牽扯下去也沒什麼關係啊！39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7wgXw5PNL
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「或許對方是真的很重視你？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qSoNfeTbs
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黎法恩把散發出濃郁香氣的義大利麵呈裝在盤子裡之後，將盤子放到了還側趴在吧台上的楚襄冉面前。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALxYJlVEtx
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「如果他真的很重視你，你這樣逃避的態度不也同時在傷害對方？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6el7XozHwE
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「法恩……」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xzHSGxtCD
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抿住了唇，楚襄冉知道黎法恩說的話沒錯，可是……他想離開的原因，從來就不在官玄默是不是重視自己。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkahXaUgthw
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他只是沒辦法原諒自己奪走了官玄默生命中很重要的人……也不想再嘗試手裡頭什麼也握不住的感覺了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZnC1rRnS7
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「先吃飯，今天不准再熬夜了。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9h5SKfBRt
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黎法恩把閃著銀亮光芒的叉子硬是塞到楚襄冉手中，然後自己也端了一盤麵在他身邊坐下。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFoNr6O1Q1
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他沒有逼迫楚襄冉現在就一定要做出決定，也不想這麼做，畢竟這種事情也不可能說改變就改變，但是如果能讓楚襄冉再一次去嘗試著接觸……那也不見得是什麼壞事。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZQRnef9am
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「反正你只要記得，這裡永遠都是你能回來的地方就好了。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQhOYtjHdZ
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「法恩你還敢說，你到底是什麼時候跟官玄默聯絡上的？還有為什麼要告訴他我在哪裡？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6qDJj2Mpu
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害他本來以為自己有了庇護，結果竟然出賣他。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrTGmlX0Id
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「這個嘛……你知道是為什麼的。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RaTp28vkn
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黎法恩朝楚襄冉眨了眨眼，捲起盤中的義大利麵送入手中。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9btY4fll5
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看得楚襄冉一陣嘆息。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreU1l7qJu7
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「我早該知道你不會那麼好心。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuiqca7URM
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竟然又只為了『有趣』兩個字把他給賣了……39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIErzOjkSVj
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賭氣般的在捲起義大利麵時讓叉子摩擦到盤子發出刺耳的聲音，孩子氣的舉動讓黎法恩忍不住失笑，舉起手摸了摸楚襄冉的頭。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBzAbqtUbv
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「就說了我不是小孩了……」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQBPhAOaV7
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嘟囔著抱怨，楚襄冉卻也沒有真的避開或打掉那隻在自己頭頂肆虐的大手。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrKFMiRook
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「我說過了，在我面前，你永遠還只是個孩子……」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0riuThiO9j
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所以，才會在不想讓自己受傷的同時卻也不希望自己傷害到別人，並且因此而掙扎不已……39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLxZlFJTzM
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被這樣子的安撫，楚襄冉沉默了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvi0UZguL2R
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手上的叉子無意識的捲著麵條，他知道黎法恩點出來的是他沒有正視過的可能性，但是，他就是無法坦然接受官玄默的親近。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSiPJutXMb
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看出了楚襄冉的遲疑，黎法恩沒有催促他要馬上做出結論，只是輕輕碰了下他的手，用肢體語言提醒他趁熱把晚餐吃完。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF628NA7baj
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雖然還需要一點時間，但是黎法恩知道，楚襄冉已經願意去想一些過去他沒有想過的事情。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPfEZQqdq3
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躺在床上卻輾轉反側，這是已經很久不曾發生在楚襄冉身上的事。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZusUblkFN
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最起碼，自從他被黎法恩帶回來之後，在這個幾乎已經被他當成了家的地方，他很少有真正睡不著的時候。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtGjuhUmtQ
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為什麼官玄默這麼堅持的，要重新和他扯上關係呢？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxFXYMZsxa
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他是害向冬陽死去，害官玄默失去幸福的人不是嗎？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgdyMerejq
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當初，官玄默選擇了直接離開……所以他也下定了決心，無論官玄默對自己有多重要，他都不能也不該出現在他的生活中。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurgtLMx99A
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他們已經不是能重新成為朋友的關係了，官玄默那些無法對他說出口的責備，還有那些他來不及對官玄默表達的歉疚，這一切……是他過去三年來不斷提醒自己不能忘記的事情。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0W7MWFA7Kl
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可是……黎法恩卻告訴他，或許現在的他也正在傷害官玄默。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexflUBwoaS
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「……玄默……你到底想要什麼……」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjKphuoUJM
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楚襄冉茫然的看著窗外，遠離都市的獨棟建築在天氣好的時候可以看見些許星芒，只是現在的他完全沒有心情欣賞。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvop5UTYKM
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他不懂官玄默現在在想些什麼，不懂官玄默為什麼要對他說抱歉，不懂為什麼自己明明已經說了他們可以不用繼續當朋友，官玄默卻依然執著的告訴他他們還是朋友。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMr5LIVQFjl
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當初明明是官玄默選擇了離開，現在卻也是他選擇了尋找自己。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCg11g6une
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楚襄冉不懂官玄默現在的想法，只覺得所有的一切好像都在失控，說了會幫助他的黎法恩現在也並不是完全的站在他這邊，甚至還有點樂觀其成的樣子，而這一切，都讓楚襄冉感到恐懼。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyxiKpXnKJ
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害怕自己受傷，但是更害怕他會不會又在哪一天，傷害了誰？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZUo8zLgC5
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就算不是自願，就算那些不是他存心的，但是……他當初也並沒有想過，他的提議，會奪走向冬陽的生命。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsSihTtRnh
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奪走了這個世界上，唯一不因為任何利益，而真正關心他的兩個人……39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzu38oPjpR
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