可是楚襄冉不一樣……襄冉他從來都不明白父母為什麼會離開自己,只是被動的接受被拋下的事實;被動的接受父母離婚,不會再回去那個家的事實;被動的接受自己需要以幼小的年齡獨立自主,然後被動的接受他最重要的兩個朋友,先後離開自己的事實……55Please respect copyright.PENANAL0CZzDHImY
55Please respect copyright.PENANANn2DN5jJgw
官玄默突然想起,三個一起長大的玩伴裡,雖然在外人眼裡看起來,自己是最可靠的人,可是只有他跟冬陽才知道,楚襄冉才是他們三個裡頭最堅強理智的那個。55Please respect copyright.PENANAZXoJ7UU2fi
55Please respect copyright.PENANA1KB8a2pdy5
還記得當年他是怎樣幫助自己和冬陽的,甚至意外發生之後,幾乎所有的事情也都是楚襄冉一力承擔。55Please respect copyright.PENANABK7EAYU68Z
55Please respect copyright.PENANAzDAp7Pn10K
甚至更早之前,在他們剛升上國三時,冬陽的母親在他們面前倒下,他和冬陽都慌了手腳,只有楚襄冉鎮定的打電話叫救護車,然後找出冬陽母親的身分證和健保卡。55Please respect copyright.PENANAZs0xod6meZ
55Please respect copyright.PENANAFZV13wUk21
等救護車到了,他沒有阻止冬陽跟去,而是把健保卡等證件交給自己,要自己陪著冬陽一起上救護車,跟到了醫院。55Please respect copyright.PENANA2DcObUQsFM
55Please respect copyright.PENANAsYmYE7xc9T
原本覺得楚襄冉很絕情,後來才知道他留在冬陽家裡是為了打電話通知其他人,等到向伯父趕到醫院,手上拿著的是楚襄冉已經打包好了的一些日常生活用品和衣物。55Please respect copyright.PENANA61Nh8LWyoh
55Please respect copyright.PENANAKwbsyulGWe
而當一切事情結束之後,楚襄冉沒有說什麼,只是很用力,很用力的擁抱住他們,然後帶著微笑去迎接剛出院的向媽媽。55Please respect copyright.PENANAZuNgmcKlB5
55Please respect copyright.PENANAybktLTQOtv
他沒有說,但是擁抱中細微的顫抖卻瞞不了人,而官玄默直到現在才明白,那是因為楚襄冉害怕自己會失去他們,就算壓抑也遏止不住的反應。55Please respect copyright.PENANAWmoAhSYkA3
55Please respect copyright.PENANAC3WmLoLvhq
「該死……」55Please respect copyright.PENANA0JifUJvsR3
55Please respect copyright.PENANAhhxNREnnZz
低聲咒罵著自己,官玄默懊惱不已。55Please respect copyright.PENANAf2uJ1kKVxu
55Please respect copyright.PENANADGXytqtIAt
為什麼他當初會選擇了不告而別,他們對楚襄冉而言有多重要他一直都知道,明明一直都知道……55Please respect copyright.PENANAR4VuNau6cm
55Please respect copyright.PENANAluR3zHh3xT
他們是楚襄冉在這個世界上的唯一……是楚襄冉唯一能找到的歸屬,而過去楚襄冉所表現出的堅強,是因為知道自己的身旁有他們在。55Please respect copyright.PENANAv5ZzhXzc3B
55Please respect copyright.PENANA18Y4Qhqz7O
那種堅強其實很脆弱,楚襄冉的心思一直太過敏感纖細,只不過是向媽媽生的一場小病,都能帶出他深深埋藏住的恐懼。55Please respect copyright.PENANA9WVD8NZ5vo
55Please respect copyright.PENANAhdL6EVQfH9
他其實很害怕因此失去他唯一的寄託,很害怕他和向冬陽的離開。55Please respect copyright.PENANAxKZvpb0iVT
55Please respect copyright.PENANAp1ZYVNNyF7
可是為什麼他那個時候會忘記?55Please respect copyright.PENANAFvFb44bKFL
55Please respect copyright.PENANAO9DevRNQ8p
官玄默終於明白,為什麼黎法恩對他的敵意那麼重,總是在挑釁他。55Please respect copyright.PENANATDjk2a0eew
55Please respect copyright.PENANAs5ICBGN8lt
因為就在幾年前,那個保護者的位置還是屬於他跟向冬陽的。55Please respect copyright.PENANAMud0cdwoPd
55Please respect copyright.PENANAhmiQ04vM38
如果換做了他,他也一樣會這樣子的守護著另外兩個人,只是,他現在……誰都沒能守住……55Please respect copyright.PENANAFmsS7aJXLh
55Please respect copyright.PENANA1HRRtQlYLY
55Please respect copyright.PENANAnIczXwKn7I
◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇55Please respect copyright.PENANAsqoKS5lXeX
55Please respect copyright.PENANAxvYoNfQ3Nt
55Please respect copyright.PENANAje4Znl5Hti
抓著一頭亂髮,黎法恩大清早就被電話吵醒,然後在聽見電話那頭傳來官玄默的聲音之後更是沒好氣。55Please respect copyright.PENANArH3Hqj5szz
55Please respect copyright.PENANAYdkwokUrjR
「你知不知道現在幾點啊?我們昨天熬夜到凌晨四點才睡,四點!拜託你打電話看一下時間好不好?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAECRige1qYw
55Please respect copyright.PENANA4Y3VP82W9h
他真後悔自己竟然把私人空間的電話給了那個小鬼。55Please respect copyright.PENANA3ol6gVY1OQ
55Please respect copyright.PENANARfMNdbxdH7
其實對方選擇打電話來的時間並沒有錯,只是他就是不爽。55Please respect copyright.PENANAw7P9wJpaqW
55Please respect copyright.PENANA1iGlsA7I2Q
「襄冉今天下午才會出門,你要過來的話就兩點以後再過來,聽見沒有?」55Please respect copyright.PENANA5tdKQoJ1Pw
55Please respect copyright.PENANArkRTgHlIeJ
忿忿的掛上電話,黎法恩轉身打算回房間繼續補眠,卻看見楚襄冉正揉著雙眼站在自己身後。55Please respect copyright.PENANAateFpc4Zaa
55Please respect copyright.PENANAOf6WLsfu0v
「法恩?你有朋友要來嗎?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAP5dUE67kcs
55Please respect copyright.PENANAp0EBS07zHm
本來聽見有人接起電話就打算別起來的,可是在聽見自己名字之後,楚襄冉還是忍不住好奇的走出房門,然後剛好看見黎法恩生氣甩上電話話筒的模樣。55Please respect copyright.PENANAuzgDGdAkSr
55Please respect copyright.PENANAIvyAyk84QW
「沒有。」55Please respect copyright.PENANA9PPl7gKlTz
55Please respect copyright.PENANAm37vR3kIhn
快速而且直接的否定,黎法恩攬上楚襄冉的肩,半抓半扶的把人帶回房間。55Please respect copyright.PENANAQgLnw26OeH
55Please respect copyright.PENANArw69OoIP76
他可沒有說謊,官玄默那傢伙本來就不是他的朋友。55Please respect copyright.PENANAYNw6KtVurd
55Please respect copyright.PENANA0G7gWAptOF
「可是你剛才……」55Please respect copyright.PENANAPMITYqmtKm
55Please respect copyright.PENANAtSBOylMHEC
還沒睡醒的楚襄冉有點弄不清楚狀況。55Please respect copyright.PENANAUjzCB2ilxz
55Please respect copyright.PENANAue9Hlfimeg
剛才法恩不是叫人等他出門了再過來?55Please respect copyright.PENANArBHO0SNmrI
55Please respect copyright.PENANAcPrIuNDVHL
「我說了沒有就沒有,趕快睡,你下午不是還打算去買一點新素材來試試看?再不睡的話等等會爬不起來。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAdFcgifgc3E
55Please respect copyright.PENANAlaTP2pt8X8
早知道會吵醒小冉,他講話就不要那麼大聲。55Please respect copyright.PENANA8Ax80mDoa2
55Please respect copyright.PENANAcR5FgtKKKR
黎法恩一邊把人推上床,又拉了被子從頭到腳都蓋嚴了,接著坐在床邊,催促般地看著楚襄冉。55Please respect copyright.PENANAfng1fumYrS
55Please respect copyright.PENANAvPwMXoC2TT
然後他看見楚襄冉忽然露出了一個曖昧的微笑。55Please respect copyright.PENANAGQlQrHw2PI
55Please respect copyright.PENANA551ROsyC6I
「你……」55Please respect copyright.PENANAAC51Tc2P9v
55Please respect copyright.PENANA1nyPA1tb5R
他又在想什麼?55Please respect copyright.PENANAUbCrMOSTCk
55Please respect copyright.PENANApMWkklyeOz
黎法恩的話還沒問出口,楚襄冉的眼睛已經閉了起來,然後用很輕很溫和的聲音開口說道。55Please respect copyright.PENANAvSHeIF4zBt
55Please respect copyright.PENANAuuqVu5Bmfh
「吶,法恩,如果你要約會的話直接告訴我就好了,不用特別避開我啊。」55Please respect copyright.PENANA6C5lM5bCle
55Please respect copyright.PENANAAKdHlkiFxk
楚襄冉的手從被子底下伸了出來,抓住了黎法恩的衣角。55Please respect copyright.PENANACeFA4VFAbQ
55Please respect copyright.PENANAhLo7Fg00pz
明明說著要讓人覺得不用顧慮他的話,可是肢體語言卻口是心非的傳達出了不安。55Please respect copyright.PENANA8weXnRsAVy
55Please respect copyright.PENANA1G89EkXp2U
黎法恩又好氣又好笑,大手揉了揉楚襄冉的頭,然後又把手放在楚襄冉的眼睛上頭。55Please respect copyright.PENANAlHSJiQNJOs
55Please respect copyright.PENANA74ncEYAuvK
「笨蛋小冉,我說過了,不管我未來會不會找到伴侶,有我在的地方永遠會是你的家。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAzFcamI7L4q
55Please respect copyright.PENANAyTgGUQJhWV
一邊叮囑著,黎法恩直到感覺到手掌下的睫毛不再顫抖之後才拿開手。55Please respect copyright.PENANA53xeQQZ6nj
55Please respect copyright.PENANAhvzroqC7V0
看著床上的人很自然的在睡著之後蜷起身子改變了睡姿,黎法恩又把因為楚襄冉的動作而有些滑落的被子往上拉了些,確定他不會因此而著涼感冒之後才離開房間。55Please respect copyright.PENANAA6OtRzXSXW
55Please respect copyright.PENANAkilrDDU3pd
他們不會喜歡上對方,因為心裡頭都有更牽掛的人,但是,他們可以選擇成為彼此的家人。55Please respect copyright.PENANAZRme1ruqsZ
55Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZD0IHUuVb
哼著沒人聽得懂的歌,黎法恩走回了自己的房間,一頭埋入鬆軟的棉被枕頭之中。55Please respect copyright.PENANAJDjCsO13sA
55Please respect copyright.PENANANzS8iHGMQm
他大概可以猜得出來等到下午,官玄默出現之後會給他什麼樣的回答。55Please respect copyright.PENANABOwuNSWgTX
55Please respect copyright.PENANAqB9ckGShTN
想起電話中帶了點急切的聲音,黎法恩可以肯定官玄默終於知道自己的離開對楚襄冉造成了多大的影響,可是,還有另外一件很重要的事情,他猜對方一定沒有考慮到。55Please respect copyright.PENANAOEB02GwTwu
55Please respect copyright.PENANAb7xkuBvDZE
如果官玄默等等給他的答案不夠好,他是絕對不會把小冉交給他的。
ns216.73.216.95da255Please respect copyright.PENANANn2DN5jJgw
官玄默突然想起,三個一起長大的玩伴裡,雖然在外人眼裡看起來,自己是最可靠的人,可是只有他跟冬陽才知道,楚襄冉才是他們三個裡頭最堅強理智的那個。55Please respect copyright.PENANAZXoJ7UU2fi
55Please respect copyright.PENANA1KB8a2pdy5
還記得當年他是怎樣幫助自己和冬陽的,甚至意外發生之後,幾乎所有的事情也都是楚襄冉一力承擔。55Please respect copyright.PENANABK7EAYU68Z
55Please respect copyright.PENANAzDAp7Pn10K
甚至更早之前,在他們剛升上國三時,冬陽的母親在他們面前倒下,他和冬陽都慌了手腳,只有楚襄冉鎮定的打電話叫救護車,然後找出冬陽母親的身分證和健保卡。55Please respect copyright.PENANAZs0xod6meZ
55Please respect copyright.PENANAFZV13wUk21
等救護車到了,他沒有阻止冬陽跟去,而是把健保卡等證件交給自己,要自己陪著冬陽一起上救護車,跟到了醫院。55Please respect copyright.PENANA2DcObUQsFM
55Please respect copyright.PENANAsYmYE7xc9T
原本覺得楚襄冉很絕情,後來才知道他留在冬陽家裡是為了打電話通知其他人,等到向伯父趕到醫院,手上拿著的是楚襄冉已經打包好了的一些日常生活用品和衣物。55Please respect copyright.PENANA61Nh8LWyoh
55Please respect copyright.PENANAKwbsyulGWe
而當一切事情結束之後,楚襄冉沒有說什麼,只是很用力,很用力的擁抱住他們,然後帶著微笑去迎接剛出院的向媽媽。55Please respect copyright.PENANAZuNgmcKlB5
55Please respect copyright.PENANAybktLTQOtv
他沒有說,但是擁抱中細微的顫抖卻瞞不了人,而官玄默直到現在才明白,那是因為楚襄冉害怕自己會失去他們,就算壓抑也遏止不住的反應。55Please respect copyright.PENANAWmoAhSYkA3
55Please respect copyright.PENANAC3WmLoLvhq
「該死……」55Please respect copyright.PENANA0JifUJvsR3
55Please respect copyright.PENANAhhxNREnnZz
低聲咒罵著自己,官玄默懊惱不已。55Please respect copyright.PENANAf2uJ1kKVxu
55Please respect copyright.PENANADGXytqtIAt
為什麼他當初會選擇了不告而別,他們對楚襄冉而言有多重要他一直都知道,明明一直都知道……55Please respect copyright.PENANAR4VuNau6cm
55Please respect copyright.PENANAluR3zHh3xT
他們是楚襄冉在這個世界上的唯一……是楚襄冉唯一能找到的歸屬,而過去楚襄冉所表現出的堅強,是因為知道自己的身旁有他們在。55Please respect copyright.PENANAv5ZzhXzc3B
55Please respect copyright.PENANA18Y4Qhqz7O
那種堅強其實很脆弱,楚襄冉的心思一直太過敏感纖細,只不過是向媽媽生的一場小病,都能帶出他深深埋藏住的恐懼。55Please respect copyright.PENANA9WVD8NZ5vo
55Please respect copyright.PENANAhdL6EVQfH9
他其實很害怕因此失去他唯一的寄託,很害怕他和向冬陽的離開。55Please respect copyright.PENANAxKZvpb0iVT
55Please respect copyright.PENANAp1ZYVNNyF7
可是為什麼他那個時候會忘記?55Please respect copyright.PENANAFvFb44bKFL
55Please respect copyright.PENANAO9DevRNQ8p
官玄默終於明白,為什麼黎法恩對他的敵意那麼重,總是在挑釁他。55Please respect copyright.PENANATDjk2a0eew
55Please respect copyright.PENANAs5ICBGN8lt
因為就在幾年前,那個保護者的位置還是屬於他跟向冬陽的。55Please respect copyright.PENANAMud0cdwoPd
55Please respect copyright.PENANAhmiQ04vM38
如果換做了他,他也一樣會這樣子的守護著另外兩個人,只是,他現在……誰都沒能守住……55Please respect copyright.PENANAFmsS7aJXLh
55Please respect copyright.PENANA1HRRtQlYLY
55Please respect copyright.PENANAnIczXwKn7I
◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇55Please respect copyright.PENANAsqoKS5lXeX
55Please respect copyright.PENANAxvYoNfQ3Nt
55Please respect copyright.PENANAje4Znl5Hti
抓著一頭亂髮,黎法恩大清早就被電話吵醒,然後在聽見電話那頭傳來官玄默的聲音之後更是沒好氣。55Please respect copyright.PENANArH3Hqj5szz
55Please respect copyright.PENANAYdkwokUrjR
「你知不知道現在幾點啊?我們昨天熬夜到凌晨四點才睡,四點!拜託你打電話看一下時間好不好?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAECRige1qYw
55Please respect copyright.PENANA4Y3VP82W9h
他真後悔自己竟然把私人空間的電話給了那個小鬼。55Please respect copyright.PENANA3ol6gVY1OQ
55Please respect copyright.PENANARfMNdbxdH7
其實對方選擇打電話來的時間並沒有錯,只是他就是不爽。55Please respect copyright.PENANAw7P9wJpaqW
55Please respect copyright.PENANA1iGlsA7I2Q
「襄冉今天下午才會出門,你要過來的話就兩點以後再過來,聽見沒有?」55Please respect copyright.PENANA5tdKQoJ1Pw
55Please respect copyright.PENANArkRTgHlIeJ
忿忿的掛上電話,黎法恩轉身打算回房間繼續補眠,卻看見楚襄冉正揉著雙眼站在自己身後。55Please respect copyright.PENANAateFpc4Zaa
55Please respect copyright.PENANAOf6WLsfu0v
「法恩?你有朋友要來嗎?」55Please respect copyright.PENANAP5dUE67kcs
55Please respect copyright.PENANAp0EBS07zHm
本來聽見有人接起電話就打算別起來的,可是在聽見自己名字之後,楚襄冉還是忍不住好奇的走出房門,然後剛好看見黎法恩生氣甩上電話話筒的模樣。55Please respect copyright.PENANAuzgDGdAkSr
55Please respect copyright.PENANAIvyAyk84QW
「沒有。」55Please respect copyright.PENANA9PPl7gKlTz
55Please respect copyright.PENANAm37vR3kIhn
快速而且直接的否定,黎法恩攬上楚襄冉的肩,半抓半扶的把人帶回房間。55Please respect copyright.PENANAQgLnw26OeH
55Please respect copyright.PENANArw69OoIP76
他可沒有說謊,官玄默那傢伙本來就不是他的朋友。55Please respect copyright.PENANAYNw6KtVurd
55Please respect copyright.PENANA0G7gWAptOF
「可是你剛才……」55Please respect copyright.PENANAPMITYqmtKm
55Please respect copyright.PENANAtSBOylMHEC
還沒睡醒的楚襄冉有點弄不清楚狀況。55Please respect copyright.PENANAUjzCB2ilxz
55Please respect copyright.PENANAue9Hlfimeg
剛才法恩不是叫人等他出門了再過來?55Please respect copyright.PENANArBHO0SNmrI
55Please respect copyright.PENANAcPrIuNDVHL
「我說了沒有就沒有,趕快睡,你下午不是還打算去買一點新素材來試試看?再不睡的話等等會爬不起來。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAdFcgifgc3E
55Please respect copyright.PENANAlaTP2pt8X8
早知道會吵醒小冉,他講話就不要那麼大聲。55Please respect copyright.PENANA8Ax80mDoa2
55Please respect copyright.PENANAcR5FgtKKKR
黎法恩一邊把人推上床,又拉了被子從頭到腳都蓋嚴了,接著坐在床邊,催促般地看著楚襄冉。55Please respect copyright.PENANAfng1fumYrS
55Please respect copyright.PENANAvPwMXoC2TT
然後他看見楚襄冉忽然露出了一個曖昧的微笑。55Please respect copyright.PENANAGQlQrHw2PI
55Please respect copyright.PENANA551ROsyC6I
「你……」55Please respect copyright.PENANAAC51Tc2P9v
55Please respect copyright.PENANA1nyPA1tb5R
他又在想什麼?55Please respect copyright.PENANAUbCrMOSTCk
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黎法恩的話還沒問出口,楚襄冉的眼睛已經閉了起來,然後用很輕很溫和的聲音開口說道。55Please respect copyright.PENANAvSHeIF4zBt
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「吶,法恩,如果你要約會的話直接告訴我就好了,不用特別避開我啊。」55Please respect copyright.PENANA6C5lM5bCle
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楚襄冉的手從被子底下伸了出來,抓住了黎法恩的衣角。55Please respect copyright.PENANACeFA4VFAbQ
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明明說著要讓人覺得不用顧慮他的話,可是肢體語言卻口是心非的傳達出了不安。55Please respect copyright.PENANA8weXnRsAVy
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黎法恩又好氣又好笑,大手揉了揉楚襄冉的頭,然後又把手放在楚襄冉的眼睛上頭。55Please respect copyright.PENANAlHSJiQNJOs
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「笨蛋小冉,我說過了,不管我未來會不會找到伴侶,有我在的地方永遠會是你的家。」55Please respect copyright.PENANAzFcamI7L4q
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一邊叮囑著,黎法恩直到感覺到手掌下的睫毛不再顫抖之後才拿開手。55Please respect copyright.PENANA53xeQQZ6nj
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看著床上的人很自然的在睡著之後蜷起身子改變了睡姿,黎法恩又把因為楚襄冉的動作而有些滑落的被子往上拉了些,確定他不會因此而著涼感冒之後才離開房間。55Please respect copyright.PENANAA6OtRzXSXW
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他們不會喜歡上對方,因為心裡頭都有更牽掛的人,但是,他們可以選擇成為彼此的家人。55Please respect copyright.PENANAZRme1ruqsZ
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哼著沒人聽得懂的歌,黎法恩走回了自己的房間,一頭埋入鬆軟的棉被枕頭之中。55Please respect copyright.PENANAJDjCsO13sA
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他大概可以猜得出來等到下午,官玄默出現之後會給他什麼樣的回答。55Please respect copyright.PENANABOwuNSWgTX
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想起電話中帶了點急切的聲音,黎法恩可以肯定官玄默終於知道自己的離開對楚襄冉造成了多大的影響,可是,還有另外一件很重要的事情,他猜對方一定沒有考慮到。55Please respect copyright.PENANAOEB02GwTwu
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如果官玄默等等給他的答案不夠好,他是絕對不會把小冉交給他的。