可是楚襄冉不一樣……襄冉他從來都不明白父母為什麼會離開自己,只是被動的接受被拋下的事實;被動的接受父母離婚,不會再回去那個家的事實;被動的接受自己需要以幼小的年齡獨立自主,然後被動的接受他最重要的兩個朋友,先後離開自己的事實……59Please respect copyright.PENANALag9eDyx6y
59Please respect copyright.PENANAZw38Qtp6Wm
官玄默突然想起,三個一起長大的玩伴裡,雖然在外人眼裡看起來,自己是最可靠的人,可是只有他跟冬陽才知道,楚襄冉才是他們三個裡頭最堅強理智的那個。59Please respect copyright.PENANADaz1Tsup9B
59Please respect copyright.PENANAvc1CcQsQ9o
還記得當年他是怎樣幫助自己和冬陽的,甚至意外發生之後,幾乎所有的事情也都是楚襄冉一力承擔。59Please respect copyright.PENANAf1Pa4l2MRv
59Please respect copyright.PENANAAt99z2s8Ls
甚至更早之前,在他們剛升上國三時,冬陽的母親在他們面前倒下,他和冬陽都慌了手腳,只有楚襄冉鎮定的打電話叫救護車,然後找出冬陽母親的身分證和健保卡。59Please respect copyright.PENANAJr83TPLgGk
59Please respect copyright.PENANAULVgQYM9Ze
等救護車到了,他沒有阻止冬陽跟去,而是把健保卡等證件交給自己,要自己陪著冬陽一起上救護車,跟到了醫院。59Please respect copyright.PENANAzmhQcMxMwZ
59Please respect copyright.PENANAxlIv5SB3Hk
原本覺得楚襄冉很絕情,後來才知道他留在冬陽家裡是為了打電話通知其他人,等到向伯父趕到醫院,手上拿著的是楚襄冉已經打包好了的一些日常生活用品和衣物。59Please respect copyright.PENANAtSt8nw4fQm
59Please respect copyright.PENANABgFBRzEm6m
而當一切事情結束之後,楚襄冉沒有說什麼,只是很用力,很用力的擁抱住他們,然後帶著微笑去迎接剛出院的向媽媽。59Please respect copyright.PENANA42dgnqfH1u
59Please respect copyright.PENANA36n44HacZE
他沒有說,但是擁抱中細微的顫抖卻瞞不了人,而官玄默直到現在才明白,那是因為楚襄冉害怕自己會失去他們,就算壓抑也遏止不住的反應。59Please respect copyright.PENANAaIPNZ5igmN
59Please respect copyright.PENANA7dvXCiXMj3
「該死……」59Please respect copyright.PENANAwI4ErhwCLI
59Please respect copyright.PENANAsI0QomgYYf
低聲咒罵著自己,官玄默懊惱不已。59Please respect copyright.PENANAJno4wE3eX0
59Please respect copyright.PENANA6MayaWGgA0
為什麼他當初會選擇了不告而別,他們對楚襄冉而言有多重要他一直都知道,明明一直都知道……59Please respect copyright.PENANAsvpK9U0QGv
59Please respect copyright.PENANAa31XGMCXc0
他們是楚襄冉在這個世界上的唯一……是楚襄冉唯一能找到的歸屬,而過去楚襄冉所表現出的堅強,是因為知道自己的身旁有他們在。59Please respect copyright.PENANAtVAMTeFl31
59Please respect copyright.PENANA5Peb65Hpy5
那種堅強其實很脆弱,楚襄冉的心思一直太過敏感纖細,只不過是向媽媽生的一場小病,都能帶出他深深埋藏住的恐懼。59Please respect copyright.PENANAS51W7t8TgL
59Please respect copyright.PENANAGpbL8YXQNV
他其實很害怕因此失去他唯一的寄託,很害怕他和向冬陽的離開。59Please respect copyright.PENANAiX2gm8t1Yt
59Please respect copyright.PENANA2wUfNIc3lm
可是為什麼他那個時候會忘記?59Please respect copyright.PENANAWgj58FdWHI
59Please respect copyright.PENANAeP5BP5hj6x
官玄默終於明白,為什麼黎法恩對他的敵意那麼重,總是在挑釁他。59Please respect copyright.PENANAE9YGWS2WxX
59Please respect copyright.PENANAzu53iR7UHN
因為就在幾年前,那個保護者的位置還是屬於他跟向冬陽的。59Please respect copyright.PENANAhNHHmSr3Hf
59Please respect copyright.PENANARtyMIIep13
如果換做了他,他也一樣會這樣子的守護著另外兩個人,只是,他現在……誰都沒能守住……59Please respect copyright.PENANA2QafbKa84H
59Please respect copyright.PENANAUZzLszYNBX
59Please respect copyright.PENANAn0E81BdClb
◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇59Please respect copyright.PENANA2PnVihxaHz
59Please respect copyright.PENANA7fuDAKSwh9
59Please respect copyright.PENANAgN3Bd1ZTxO
抓著一頭亂髮,黎法恩大清早就被電話吵醒,然後在聽見電話那頭傳來官玄默的聲音之後更是沒好氣。59Please respect copyright.PENANAjgzPujrO2y
59Please respect copyright.PENANAe8ftzGBkdu
「你知不知道現在幾點啊?我們昨天熬夜到凌晨四點才睡,四點!拜託你打電話看一下時間好不好?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAnnZBMBIf6V
59Please respect copyright.PENANAx3ryVMD02G
他真後悔自己竟然把私人空間的電話給了那個小鬼。59Please respect copyright.PENANAxrBsa50jLz
59Please respect copyright.PENANACZGgpZDsKG
其實對方選擇打電話來的時間並沒有錯,只是他就是不爽。59Please respect copyright.PENANAeUjb1jrGSp
59Please respect copyright.PENANAnMUolNQNP8
「襄冉今天下午才會出門,你要過來的話就兩點以後再過來,聽見沒有?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAhOTqpMNjjY
59Please respect copyright.PENANAVg4kbs1SIy
忿忿的掛上電話,黎法恩轉身打算回房間繼續補眠,卻看見楚襄冉正揉著雙眼站在自己身後。59Please respect copyright.PENANAHJli13GiUk
59Please respect copyright.PENANA30CnFrgivt
「法恩?你有朋友要來嗎?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAkgmluhMjM1
59Please respect copyright.PENANAPuQvuHPD70
本來聽見有人接起電話就打算別起來的,可是在聽見自己名字之後,楚襄冉還是忍不住好奇的走出房門,然後剛好看見黎法恩生氣甩上電話話筒的模樣。59Please respect copyright.PENANApz0uWNkWK6
59Please respect copyright.PENANAbl4iJsg3A2
「沒有。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAFnbBJCI2fb
59Please respect copyright.PENANAC47rInlG9H
快速而且直接的否定,黎法恩攬上楚襄冉的肩,半抓半扶的把人帶回房間。59Please respect copyright.PENANAJbfTUSmqcB
59Please respect copyright.PENANAqxPM3KJQ5F
他可沒有說謊,官玄默那傢伙本來就不是他的朋友。59Please respect copyright.PENANAokMhidN8z6
59Please respect copyright.PENANA4eTGCz8XIC
「可是你剛才……」59Please respect copyright.PENANAuz5vjjYiSA
59Please respect copyright.PENANAb2Z8spKMWu
還沒睡醒的楚襄冉有點弄不清楚狀況。59Please respect copyright.PENANA5nprZqzPan
59Please respect copyright.PENANAqZYzeJf6Ra
剛才法恩不是叫人等他出門了再過來?59Please respect copyright.PENANAZMuesCn10r
59Please respect copyright.PENANAiagfVkI4MR
「我說了沒有就沒有,趕快睡,你下午不是還打算去買一點新素材來試試看?再不睡的話等等會爬不起來。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAZmAsEj2tMZ
59Please respect copyright.PENANAPpZfPA1aEB
早知道會吵醒小冉,他講話就不要那麼大聲。59Please respect copyright.PENANAhnmQcQ3noR
59Please respect copyright.PENANAFZemWnCtZ3
黎法恩一邊把人推上床,又拉了被子從頭到腳都蓋嚴了,接著坐在床邊,催促般地看著楚襄冉。59Please respect copyright.PENANA0TR4rfRk8x
59Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZBv8cwgB0
然後他看見楚襄冉忽然露出了一個曖昧的微笑。59Please respect copyright.PENANA8wB0SNhGGc
59Please respect copyright.PENANAgNrEpSGy18
「你……」59Please respect copyright.PENANAnxuqlkqWo4
59Please respect copyright.PENANALd1YLmsqFP
他又在想什麼?59Please respect copyright.PENANADA4ncgUB0T
59Please respect copyright.PENANAonKTUqK0lP
黎法恩的話還沒問出口,楚襄冉的眼睛已經閉了起來,然後用很輕很溫和的聲音開口說道。59Please respect copyright.PENANABTf8tIEGd3
59Please respect copyright.PENANAS44tHLsJVV
「吶,法恩,如果你要約會的話直接告訴我就好了,不用特別避開我啊。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAkzu1Iv3alr
59Please respect copyright.PENANA5aGkjWOd0O
楚襄冉的手從被子底下伸了出來,抓住了黎法恩的衣角。59Please respect copyright.PENANA4PLNk1Q88G
59Please respect copyright.PENANA5u1nG7Mno1
明明說著要讓人覺得不用顧慮他的話,可是肢體語言卻口是心非的傳達出了不安。59Please respect copyright.PENANAcJn05UAozi
59Please respect copyright.PENANA9VsWiAJLES
黎法恩又好氣又好笑,大手揉了揉楚襄冉的頭,然後又把手放在楚襄冉的眼睛上頭。59Please respect copyright.PENANAC7BG2aTmzX
59Please respect copyright.PENANA5S6SwnL4GJ
「笨蛋小冉,我說過了,不管我未來會不會找到伴侶,有我在的地方永遠會是你的家。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAxAYHlEbqdz
59Please respect copyright.PENANAPFdi9G15Uc
一邊叮囑著,黎法恩直到感覺到手掌下的睫毛不再顫抖之後才拿開手。59Please respect copyright.PENANAiBUFiwSSnZ
59Please respect copyright.PENANAi1QXgVdQ24
看著床上的人很自然的在睡著之後蜷起身子改變了睡姿,黎法恩又把因為楚襄冉的動作而有些滑落的被子往上拉了些,確定他不會因此而著涼感冒之後才離開房間。59Please respect copyright.PENANA8BkWkB2LW1
59Please respect copyright.PENANADyEcqAlT7M
他們不會喜歡上對方,因為心裡頭都有更牽掛的人,但是,他們可以選擇成為彼此的家人。59Please respect copyright.PENANABjznHlzO3x
59Please respect copyright.PENANAfdX0Sz0Kjg
哼著沒人聽得懂的歌,黎法恩走回了自己的房間,一頭埋入鬆軟的棉被枕頭之中。59Please respect copyright.PENANA8SlXigvkFO
59Please respect copyright.PENANAdX4ROUwV1l
他大概可以猜得出來等到下午,官玄默出現之後會給他什麼樣的回答。59Please respect copyright.PENANAFT4igZHUNG
59Please respect copyright.PENANAj61fxjl7zC
想起電話中帶了點急切的聲音,黎法恩可以肯定官玄默終於知道自己的離開對楚襄冉造成了多大的影響,可是,還有另外一件很重要的事情,他猜對方一定沒有考慮到。59Please respect copyright.PENANAyGcCj6TwEK
59Please respect copyright.PENANAAnqgn85scc
如果官玄默等等給他的答案不夠好,他是絕對不會把小冉交給他的。
ns216.73.217.1da2 59Please respect copyright.PENANAZw38Qtp6Wm
官玄默突然想起,三個一起長大的玩伴裡,雖然在外人眼裡看起來,自己是最可靠的人,可是只有他跟冬陽才知道,楚襄冉才是他們三個裡頭最堅強理智的那個。59Please respect copyright.PENANADaz1Tsup9B
59Please respect copyright.PENANAvc1CcQsQ9o
還記得當年他是怎樣幫助自己和冬陽的,甚至意外發生之後,幾乎所有的事情也都是楚襄冉一力承擔。59Please respect copyright.PENANAf1Pa4l2MRv
59Please respect copyright.PENANAAt99z2s8Ls
甚至更早之前,在他們剛升上國三時,冬陽的母親在他們面前倒下,他和冬陽都慌了手腳,只有楚襄冉鎮定的打電話叫救護車,然後找出冬陽母親的身分證和健保卡。59Please respect copyright.PENANAJr83TPLgGk
59Please respect copyright.PENANAULVgQYM9Ze
等救護車到了,他沒有阻止冬陽跟去,而是把健保卡等證件交給自己,要自己陪著冬陽一起上救護車,跟到了醫院。59Please respect copyright.PENANAzmhQcMxMwZ
59Please respect copyright.PENANAxlIv5SB3Hk
原本覺得楚襄冉很絕情,後來才知道他留在冬陽家裡是為了打電話通知其他人,等到向伯父趕到醫院,手上拿著的是楚襄冉已經打包好了的一些日常生活用品和衣物。59Please respect copyright.PENANAtSt8nw4fQm
59Please respect copyright.PENANABgFBRzEm6m
而當一切事情結束之後,楚襄冉沒有說什麼,只是很用力,很用力的擁抱住他們,然後帶著微笑去迎接剛出院的向媽媽。59Please respect copyright.PENANA42dgnqfH1u
59Please respect copyright.PENANA36n44HacZE
他沒有說,但是擁抱中細微的顫抖卻瞞不了人,而官玄默直到現在才明白,那是因為楚襄冉害怕自己會失去他們,就算壓抑也遏止不住的反應。59Please respect copyright.PENANAaIPNZ5igmN
59Please respect copyright.PENANA7dvXCiXMj3
「該死……」59Please respect copyright.PENANAwI4ErhwCLI
59Please respect copyright.PENANAsI0QomgYYf
低聲咒罵著自己,官玄默懊惱不已。59Please respect copyright.PENANAJno4wE3eX0
59Please respect copyright.PENANA6MayaWGgA0
為什麼他當初會選擇了不告而別,他們對楚襄冉而言有多重要他一直都知道,明明一直都知道……59Please respect copyright.PENANAsvpK9U0QGv
59Please respect copyright.PENANAa31XGMCXc0
他們是楚襄冉在這個世界上的唯一……是楚襄冉唯一能找到的歸屬,而過去楚襄冉所表現出的堅強,是因為知道自己的身旁有他們在。59Please respect copyright.PENANAtVAMTeFl31
59Please respect copyright.PENANA5Peb65Hpy5
那種堅強其實很脆弱,楚襄冉的心思一直太過敏感纖細,只不過是向媽媽生的一場小病,都能帶出他深深埋藏住的恐懼。59Please respect copyright.PENANAS51W7t8TgL
59Please respect copyright.PENANAGpbL8YXQNV
他其實很害怕因此失去他唯一的寄託,很害怕他和向冬陽的離開。59Please respect copyright.PENANAiX2gm8t1Yt
59Please respect copyright.PENANA2wUfNIc3lm
可是為什麼他那個時候會忘記?59Please respect copyright.PENANAWgj58FdWHI
59Please respect copyright.PENANAeP5BP5hj6x
官玄默終於明白,為什麼黎法恩對他的敵意那麼重,總是在挑釁他。59Please respect copyright.PENANAE9YGWS2WxX
59Please respect copyright.PENANAzu53iR7UHN
因為就在幾年前,那個保護者的位置還是屬於他跟向冬陽的。59Please respect copyright.PENANAhNHHmSr3Hf
59Please respect copyright.PENANARtyMIIep13
如果換做了他,他也一樣會這樣子的守護著另外兩個人,只是,他現在……誰都沒能守住……59Please respect copyright.PENANA2QafbKa84H
59Please respect copyright.PENANAUZzLszYNBX
59Please respect copyright.PENANAn0E81BdClb
◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇59Please respect copyright.PENANA2PnVihxaHz
59Please respect copyright.PENANA7fuDAKSwh9
59Please respect copyright.PENANAgN3Bd1ZTxO
抓著一頭亂髮,黎法恩大清早就被電話吵醒,然後在聽見電話那頭傳來官玄默的聲音之後更是沒好氣。59Please respect copyright.PENANAjgzPujrO2y
59Please respect copyright.PENANAe8ftzGBkdu
「你知不知道現在幾點啊?我們昨天熬夜到凌晨四點才睡,四點!拜託你打電話看一下時間好不好?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAnnZBMBIf6V
59Please respect copyright.PENANAx3ryVMD02G
他真後悔自己竟然把私人空間的電話給了那個小鬼。59Please respect copyright.PENANAxrBsa50jLz
59Please respect copyright.PENANACZGgpZDsKG
其實對方選擇打電話來的時間並沒有錯,只是他就是不爽。59Please respect copyright.PENANAeUjb1jrGSp
59Please respect copyright.PENANAnMUolNQNP8
「襄冉今天下午才會出門,你要過來的話就兩點以後再過來,聽見沒有?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAhOTqpMNjjY
59Please respect copyright.PENANAVg4kbs1SIy
忿忿的掛上電話,黎法恩轉身打算回房間繼續補眠,卻看見楚襄冉正揉著雙眼站在自己身後。59Please respect copyright.PENANAHJli13GiUk
59Please respect copyright.PENANA30CnFrgivt
「法恩?你有朋友要來嗎?」59Please respect copyright.PENANAkgmluhMjM1
59Please respect copyright.PENANAPuQvuHPD70
本來聽見有人接起電話就打算別起來的,可是在聽見自己名字之後,楚襄冉還是忍不住好奇的走出房門,然後剛好看見黎法恩生氣甩上電話話筒的模樣。59Please respect copyright.PENANApz0uWNkWK6
59Please respect copyright.PENANAbl4iJsg3A2
「沒有。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAFnbBJCI2fb
59Please respect copyright.PENANAC47rInlG9H
快速而且直接的否定,黎法恩攬上楚襄冉的肩,半抓半扶的把人帶回房間。59Please respect copyright.PENANAJbfTUSmqcB
59Please respect copyright.PENANAqxPM3KJQ5F
他可沒有說謊,官玄默那傢伙本來就不是他的朋友。59Please respect copyright.PENANAokMhidN8z6
59Please respect copyright.PENANA4eTGCz8XIC
「可是你剛才……」59Please respect copyright.PENANAuz5vjjYiSA
59Please respect copyright.PENANAb2Z8spKMWu
還沒睡醒的楚襄冉有點弄不清楚狀況。59Please respect copyright.PENANA5nprZqzPan
59Please respect copyright.PENANAqZYzeJf6Ra
剛才法恩不是叫人等他出門了再過來?59Please respect copyright.PENANAZMuesCn10r
59Please respect copyright.PENANAiagfVkI4MR
「我說了沒有就沒有,趕快睡,你下午不是還打算去買一點新素材來試試看?再不睡的話等等會爬不起來。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAZmAsEj2tMZ
59Please respect copyright.PENANAPpZfPA1aEB
早知道會吵醒小冉,他講話就不要那麼大聲。59Please respect copyright.PENANAhnmQcQ3noR
59Please respect copyright.PENANAFZemWnCtZ3
黎法恩一邊把人推上床,又拉了被子從頭到腳都蓋嚴了,接著坐在床邊,催促般地看著楚襄冉。59Please respect copyright.PENANA0TR4rfRk8x
59Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZBv8cwgB0
然後他看見楚襄冉忽然露出了一個曖昧的微笑。59Please respect copyright.PENANA8wB0SNhGGc
59Please respect copyright.PENANAgNrEpSGy18
「你……」59Please respect copyright.PENANAnxuqlkqWo4
59Please respect copyright.PENANALd1YLmsqFP
他又在想什麼?59Please respect copyright.PENANADA4ncgUB0T
59Please respect copyright.PENANAonKTUqK0lP
黎法恩的話還沒問出口,楚襄冉的眼睛已經閉了起來,然後用很輕很溫和的聲音開口說道。59Please respect copyright.PENANABTf8tIEGd3
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「吶,法恩,如果你要約會的話直接告訴我就好了,不用特別避開我啊。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAkzu1Iv3alr
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楚襄冉的手從被子底下伸了出來,抓住了黎法恩的衣角。59Please respect copyright.PENANA4PLNk1Q88G
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明明說著要讓人覺得不用顧慮他的話,可是肢體語言卻口是心非的傳達出了不安。59Please respect copyright.PENANAcJn05UAozi
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黎法恩又好氣又好笑,大手揉了揉楚襄冉的頭,然後又把手放在楚襄冉的眼睛上頭。59Please respect copyright.PENANAC7BG2aTmzX
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「笨蛋小冉,我說過了,不管我未來會不會找到伴侶,有我在的地方永遠會是你的家。」59Please respect copyright.PENANAxAYHlEbqdz
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一邊叮囑著,黎法恩直到感覺到手掌下的睫毛不再顫抖之後才拿開手。59Please respect copyright.PENANAiBUFiwSSnZ
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看著床上的人很自然的在睡著之後蜷起身子改變了睡姿,黎法恩又把因為楚襄冉的動作而有些滑落的被子往上拉了些,確定他不會因此而著涼感冒之後才離開房間。59Please respect copyright.PENANA8BkWkB2LW1
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他們不會喜歡上對方,因為心裡頭都有更牽掛的人,但是,他們可以選擇成為彼此的家人。59Please respect copyright.PENANABjznHlzO3x
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哼著沒人聽得懂的歌,黎法恩走回了自己的房間,一頭埋入鬆軟的棉被枕頭之中。59Please respect copyright.PENANA8SlXigvkFO
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他大概可以猜得出來等到下午,官玄默出現之後會給他什麼樣的回答。59Please respect copyright.PENANAFT4igZHUNG
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想起電話中帶了點急切的聲音,黎法恩可以肯定官玄默終於知道自己的離開對楚襄冉造成了多大的影響,可是,還有另外一件很重要的事情,他猜對方一定沒有考慮到。59Please respect copyright.PENANAyGcCj6TwEK
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如果官玄默等等給他的答案不夠好,他是絕對不會把小冉交給他的。