"生命是一團欲望,欲望不滿足便痛苦,滿足便無聊,人生就在痛苦和無聊之間搖擺。"39Please respect copyright.PENANA6jlIVmvqnC
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這句話是他在國中的時候,在教科書上所看到的一句話,那時他想如果人生是痛苦和無聊的話,那他一定就是在倒楣和倒楣之間。39Please respect copyright.PENANAw4YRdVxTXE
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『人妄想改變是愚蠢的,為了不被抹殺而做出愚蠢的行動,即使面對未來的未知,卻還是貪婪地選擇慾望。』39Please respect copyright.PENANAeBam1VdiXu
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然後又到了好幾年以後,這句話是從那個總是看起來很厭世的女孩口中說出,然而他回了一句話。39Please respect copyright.PENANAwk9lK94AEB
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「因為這就是生命啊。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAArzHld6mfJ
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好渴...39Please respect copyright.PENANAbWkO0OU1Mz
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他睜開眼睛,好像有睡又似乎沒完全睡著的樣子。39Please respect copyright.PENANAvs2G9as0Nh
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躺在床上,他只覺得頭很沉重有些暈暈的,甚至感到有些熱。39Please respect copyright.PENANAVKDv1L8UAi
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覺得喉嚨很乾燥的他起身想要去喝杯水,但雙腳似乎軟掉了樣子沒什麼力氣可以站起來,於是他放棄的倒回床上,閉著眼睛只見他眉頭擰起來,很不舒服的樣子,他想自己應該又發燒了,幾乎每一次都躲不過的副作用。39Please respect copyright.PENANAppkZW1ivxi
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都說生病的人會感到無助和不安,這句話真的沒說錯,現在他既不能出房門,也不能叫誰來,只能像攤肉泥攤在床上,只差任人宰割了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAUkjIRlyU8h
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他試圖讓自己睡著,好減少身體帶來的不適感,但逐漸湧上來的熱意偏不讓他睡著。39Please respect copyright.PENANAjwAYWqAdbe
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如果不是因為頭暈得要命,他真的會很想吐嘈,平常該熱的不熱,不該冷的冷,偏只有在受這副作用的影響的時候才叫個不正常的正常。39Please respect copyright.PENANAIkK1jpwO9c
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可這又算什麼,說來說去不就是因為這個詛咒的關係,不就是託那些時間種族的福,才把他搞成這副人不人鬼不鬼的模樣,才害得他們...39Please respect copyright.PENANAV9mUB8Y9zA
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「......」39Please respect copyright.PENANAGERTxkNxu5
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一陣停頓後,他停止了抱怨的念想,反正每天都在怨,想到就怨,怨到都忍不住做了個草人扎針發洩情緒,那些人不也還活得好好的。39Please respect copyright.PENANAnfBQJ963CX
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『或許以前跟著老媽在看后宮劇的時候,看到的那句「不要為了不值得的人,不值得的事,費時間,費心力」說得果然沒錯,真的很不值得。』39Please respect copyright.PENANAKQyIAFyArw
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可惜不值得他還是在為了那種人犯錯。39Please respect copyright.PENANATOIheFDCMH
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他微微睜開了眼,只能轉頭看著身旁的"他們",想要伸出手去觸碰卻又放棄。39Please respect copyright.PENANA7SCE0snoj5
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『米納斯、老頭公...』39Please respect copyright.PENANAYqt0Jk1jqN
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哪怕一點聲音也好,他好想...39Please respect copyright.PENANAktBdQ26NUJ
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『重柳...』39Please respect copyright.PENANAPxx0KlV9iW
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不知道過了多久,他身上的高溫還是沒有下降,依然熱得他難受,恨不得現在一頭栽進冷水裡消除掉這股熱意,只是他現在是真的沒力氣動了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAQWdIDixVcc
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就好像將所有的無助感放大,此時此刻他想自己就這麼消失的話應該也不會有人發現吧。39Please respect copyright.PENANAXqZZSpku2a
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其實只要他現在走出去,走過轉角去敲響那個人的門的話,或許就什麼問題都沒有了,只不過在那之前他就會先甩自己一巴掌,然後去撞牆好把自己這頭愛腦殘的腦袋撞破。39Please respect copyright.PENANAdxQRqtmmG0
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還真是殘忍呢,他竟然想要將這一切的重擔又全部丟去給他人,他果真...39Please respect copyright.PENANA9mMIAMZs2X
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所以說生病真的很讓人討厭...39Please respect copyright.PENANAvivp4rCG4S
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冰涼的感覺慢慢撫著他的額頭,他隱約的感覺到有一隻手放在他的額頭上,微微的睜開了眼,在迷迷糊糊之下他好像看見了有人出現在視線裡,卻因為發燒的關係使他沒辦法看清楚對方的臉。39Please respect copyright.PENANAvsObxj5KfV
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「發燒了。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAQtL7Fjleoh
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聽到了熟悉的聲音,他知道這人是誰,卻沒力氣叫出對方名字。39Please respect copyright.PENANAG1rTzPfbu1
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「睡吧。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1GAGoNKz9
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聲音還是平常的冷淡,但這份冷淡之中卻參雜一絲不容易察覺到的溫暖,他眨了眨眼試圖想看清對方的表情,卻還是看不清臉。39Please respect copyright.PENANAZONKQGA7dm
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而後他感受到從那隻手掌之中湧入身體的冰涼,似乎舒緩了些許的高溫,讓不適微微的退卻,似是終於放鬆了下來,他的意識也逐漸地被睡意引導,就在他再次闔上了眼後,他聽到了她在唱歌。39Please respect copyright.PENANARlz0ljuRA5
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「夢圍繞著 藍色的生命」39Please respect copyright.PENANATRjA6PbJsA
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「慢慢搖晃著沉睡 在無盡的海底」39Please respect copyright.PENANAOMzr0kCBck
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就跟以往那幾年一樣,每當他發燒燒到腦子快壞的時候,她都會像這樣一邊動作輕柔的將手放在自己的額頭上,幫自己緩和些痛苦,一邊唱著這首歌謠,即使用著他聽不懂的語言,他還是很喜歡聽,因為聽起來真的很好聽很溫柔,好像那份孤獨都被驅散了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAzzvyrwLZig
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「星星圍繞著 遙遠的記憶」39Please respect copyright.PENANAAfvTz3qd2m
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就這麼慢慢的...睡著吧...39Please respect copyright.PENANAm2EjEWErJw
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「不久之後在光之海中,完全腐朽」39Please respect copyright.PENANA8gV6czPDNY
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睡醒之後,又將會是新的開始。39Please respect copyright.PENANAI0XjSSsBxl
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看著已經睡過去的人,希貝爾將自己的手收了回來,定定地看著那張熟睡的面孔,就跟以往那樣。39Please respect copyright.PENANAkfDDmZIbvC
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那纏繞在他右臉上的印記,撇除本應她看到的結局,這詛咒是否真能解開都是一個變數,針對黑色種族所下的死咒憑"她"一個小小的平凡妖精是"不可能"有那種能力可以破除時間種族所下的咒的。39Please respect copyright.PENANAe94fnnkh08
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但要是他真能解開詛咒躲避死亡的結局的話,那「希貝爾」也就不會出現在這裡,所以她出現了,這個假設也已經"不可能"實現了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAJ75GZvUtc2
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不是「不會」,而是「不可能」,不論既定的結局也好或改變的過程也罷,因為這個人早就該在七年前的那天就因為詛咒的關係死了...39Please respect copyright.PENANA0wGcXWCpP9
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『想活下去的話,就詛咒自己吧。』39Please respect copyright.PENANAYoafyNWQim
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既定的死亡出現了『她』這個變數,也因此改寫了他的死亡,但她的出現並不代表事情就會因此有好轉,如前面所說的,「真能解開詛咒躲避死亡的結局的話,那「希貝爾」也就不會出現在這裡」。39Please respect copyright.PENANABaXC8gLRX9
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她只是遵照預見得未來,選擇來到這個男人的身邊,又將選擇交給對方決定。39Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3NihJGls5
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以詛咒來抗衡詛咒,將來自他人的怨念化為恨意,透過言靈詛咒自我生命,束縛住的時間,這是他最後能走的活路。39Please respect copyright.PENANANFiMZmePiK
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說白一點,現在的他就是靠"執念"活著的活死人罷了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAHcsMq4BMNo
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只不過...39Please respect copyright.PENANAfP94qLtxj3
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「罷了,畢竟是你自己的選擇。」明知睡著的人聽不到她在說話,但她還是說得很小聲。39Please respect copyright.PENANAsbscr2vSwH
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『因為這就是生命啊。』39Please respect copyright.PENANAZIh81t0kIm
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「生命嗎...不管是誰,果真都很愚蠢。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAFqcgVkhjtA
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希貝爾輕輕地將調製好的藥水的瓶子放在了旁邊的書桌上後,也不打算再回到自己的房間,便直接趴在他的床邊緣。39Please respect copyright.PENANAD5Pf7u7Nbr
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慢慢的闔上眼,疲憊的隨著淺淺的呼吸聲,跟著一起融入了這片安靜的空間裡。39Please respect copyright.PENANApi7mo8aL3m
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「是查到了什麼線索了嗎?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAXlwC3fKeVw
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「不,只是感到有些疑惑。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAzkfOUsGLWN
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「嗯?」39Please respect copyright.PENANARAHfUGzTvt
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「第一次是毫無預警卻有種故意,但不到幾分鐘後的第二次卻令人覺得太突然了,所感受到的壓力都比第一次來更加強大,似有失控的感覺,而且分別發生在不同的地方,第一個地方並沒有造成周遭生靈什麼影響,但相反的第二個地方卻是大面積毀損,還有打鬥過的痕跡,並且留下了沒過多久的混雜氣息,分明是時間種族和妖師的痕跡。」他看著面前的女子說著話。39Please respect copyright.PENANAHtUiVOPFCB
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「可我認為以他那時的實力要與大批的時間種族抗衡是不可能的,甚至要在他們的面前全身而退都很難。」她緊皺著眉頭。39Please respect copyright.PENANAGgxQSTCuRn
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「所以就是在那之後的一段時間,他就好像是人間蒸發一樣,不管是血緣法術或是夢連結幾乎都沒結果,可在幾個月後那份力量卻又再次出現,就這麼持續了好幾年。」他放出了法術,卻在法陣形成的那刻瞬間消失。39Please respect copyright.PENANAYWwHBbMcGe
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「那一年...他到底遇到了什麼...」39Please respect copyright.PENANAeAcuQsy7em
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「那個在幫他的人又是誰。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAQkS5mMDsju
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「生命是一團欲望,欲望不滿足便痛苦,滿足便無聊,人生就在痛苦和無聊之間搖擺」這句話呢,是來自一本名叫:叔本華文集:悲觀論集卷中所找到的一句話,總感覺很適合就把它用到這裡來了,若覺得好奇的話歡迎去上網查閱這本書喔。39Please respect copyright.PENANAdzJbttI4Qr
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最後的對話,你們可以猜猜看這是哪兩個人在說話。39Please respect copyright.PENANA9uycG8I8JU
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那接下來就等著大家的觀看和留言啦,我們下次再見~39Please respect copyright.PENANAEAiqAe7YDL
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