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皮皮的耍廢日記/:
ISSUE #464
Author: 皮皮
Published:
May 24, 2026
皮皮的耍廢日記/:
Author: 皮皮
Published:
May 24, 2026
ISSUE #464
(補)2026-05-10:/找個漂亮的地方殉情
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in bed, on our way home. For a fleeting moment, we had it all.

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把訊息全部關掉之後好多了。119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3x9JYUvPTl

以前看物語系列的時候，忍野咩咩總喜歡對主角說:

發生了什麼好事嗎?

就連現在也不例外，我腦海中也有一句類似的話語，支撐著我119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgj8M8198vA

如果有人問我，等等要幹嘛

我總是喜歡開玩笑的回:

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找個漂亮的地方殉情囉~

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那一天，我坐在階梯上，一片漆黑，手裡拎著等等要倒的垃圾

一個念頭忽然閃過我的腦海

最終還是成了浮木與共生的關係

隨後倒完垃圾，慢慢晃回的路上

一則通知跳到我面前

剎那，一切都連了起來

當我在猶豫是否要拋下一切不管不顧的去尋找獅群時119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78FnHiJQr6

現實直接給了我答案

原來我不過是台下的觀眾

即便是無數個傾訴的夜晚

最終還是會轉而撲向大眾

重複一次又一次

我以為只屬於特定時光的煩惱與話語

它是獨一性的，可原來我也不過是許多個發洩不安的出口之一

這就是答案了嗎?

我看著那則通知，意識到不能再拖了

我以為毫無保留的敞開，會獲得同等的保留

可現實與那則通知只是變相在提醒我

那些深夜時分的告解，最終都會變相登上大眾與社群的面前

獲得另一種層面的安慰與掌聲

那既然這樣，為何還需要我?

如果一個旅人帶著答案投奔你

那結局是什麼，再明顯不過了

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所有的現象都在提醒我

我該去找我的獅群了

這注定是一場眾叛親離的旅途

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那天，半夜四點

我關掉了所有的社群通知提醒

切斷了網路，把自己融在黑暗中

眼淚早已流乾，只有:這天還是來了

一個模糊的想法溫柔地告訴我

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"你自由了，不用再顧忌任何人"

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夢裡的火車最後還是起程了

頭也不回

座位旁的位置已經被其他人坐走

我手裡握著老人家給的詩籤

渾渾噩噩睡了過去

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詩籤說:

兀坐幽居嘆寂廖

孤燈掩映度清霄

萬金乎報秋光好

活計扁舟渡北朝

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太陽升起，一切都會好起來的

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