No Plagiarism!EuadU3D9LijAzUOfxKKXposted on PENANA 合約到期那天,陳文靜大早便來到高城。8964 copyright protection23PENANAxX4dgxsSMz 維尼
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彭之南沒有等到陳文靜的解釋,或辯駁,無法面對她的沉默而奪門而去。沈家儀和張曉希交換了眼色,便追著人離開了。半月臉上的驚惶失措反倒是退了,板起了臉,有點責怪意味地說,「不如你諗吓可以點樣傾?」便也離開了。8964 copyright protection23PENANA5akIOFXIO8 維尼
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張曉希說不出話來,只能回自己房間裡,讓一切沉澱。8964 copyright protection23PENANAgelxRy3IHK 維尼
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陳文靜站在同一位置良久,才嘆了一口氣,把爐火關掉。緩慢地走進書房,從隱於書櫃之間的酒櫃裡拿下一瓶干邑白蘭地;是彭之南加入高城那年出廠的,陳文靜自行買下作紀念。微笑,把酒瓶打開,給自己倒了一杯,便坐到一旁的安樂椅上去。8964 copyright protection23PENANAF5OeE4ql83 維尼
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會計出身的彭之南本是個冷傲的人,第一次見面時卻表現得像個自來熟,不單能就工作方面的事侃侃而談,說及文學時竟也異常雀躍,像是他鄉遇故知般與陳文靜聊個痛快。不知哪來的自信,她直言覺得已是陳文靜的下屬,準備好與她並肩作戰。8964 copyright protection23PENANAHSm0mV4sM3 維尼
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「作戰?」8964 copyright protection23PENANAJJ8B15x6Xf 維尼
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「係。即係打仗。」彭之南笑得燦爛,彷彿戰爭就是快樂,「我覺得發掘好嘅文學作品就好似打仗咁,要有目標,有戰術,仲要有勇氣,同埋死纏爛打嘅毅力。而且往往後持久戰,一定要同戰友互相扶持,一齊捱,一齊打。」8964 copyright protection23PENANAhX9wXq0UVb 維尼
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「咁誇張?」8964 copyright protection23PENANATXCb0JdxiY 維尼
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「一啲都唔誇張。我搵咗一本書好多年,到而家都仲搵緊。但我唔會放棄。呢場仗,我點都要贏。」8964 copyright protection23PENANAGYSSiDWrXQ 維尼
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沒等陳文靜開口問及,彭之南便倒出來般把她與七少的淵源和盤托出。8964 copyright protection23PENANA50Jqxw18uj 維尼
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就像彭之南所說,她在會面的頭幾分鐘便决定了,要把這個女孩招進來。可彭之南當時不知道的是,她這麼說著七少,讓本尊想過放棄這不可多得的人才。因為,陳文靜知道自己必然會讓這熱誠滿腔的女孩心碎;而她,無法容忍自己不斷地傷害他人。8964 copyright protection23PENANAFHIZd3as67 維尼
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「人生如蜉蝣,一往不可攀。我覺得,七少引用呢一句詩,想要講嘅唔係人生匆匆,過去咗就追唔返。亦都唔係話人生太短,有啲嘢係高攀唔到。」8964 copyright protection23PENANAzlniXmlNLN 維尼
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「哦?咁你覺得係咩?」8964 copyright protection23PENANAemfBCtQVNs 維尼
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「朝生暮死,片刻不留,所以要心如止水,去追絢麗而短暫的精彩。」8964 copyright protection23PENANABOHYxwdENG 維尼
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陳文靜微笑,把自私稍稍擱置。8964 copyright protection23PENANAlLoP8mLchb 維尼
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那以後,彭之南依然不吝於分享她對七少的志在必得,陳文靜淡然地聽,心裡卻總翻著浪。她必須撲熄女孩對自己的熱誠,但又怕錯殺她對生命裡其他事物的。她只能讓時間做它的事,讓這殘缺身影在彭之南的腦裡慢慢淡化。8964 copyright protection23PENANA2ifTxtOkXv 維尼
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偏偏沒有。8964 copyright protection23PENANAVyNxsFjeZO 維尼
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「你唔應該拉阿爆落水。」陳文靜平靜地說,沒有動桌上的茶。8964 copyright protection23PENANAvDNrZAq9w4 維尼
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「唔拉佢落水,你會改變主意簽份約?」盛子臻也很平靜,茶捧在手裡卻沒喝。「會出現響呢度?」8964 copyright protection23PENANArRMFibLGZh 維尼
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「就算簽咗又有咩意義?份約續幾多次都好,【蜉蝣】呢個坑我都唔會填。你知㗎。」8964 copyright protection23PENANAmTeRxBOlVl 維尼
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「就當我天真;簽咗,至少有個希望。」8964 copyright protection23PENANA61as2DdOtx 維尼
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陳文靜牢牢看著眼前人良久。待房間外的八卦聲音都沉靜下來,她從內袋裡掏出筆,在桌上那份合約上簽名。她甚至沒要確認簽的這份合約跟彭之南擲到她身上的內容相同,沒要確認合約裡可有什麼苛刻條文;就只簽了,然後盡快離開。收起筆,她便站起來,轉身要走。8964 copyright protection23PENANAbqlXDBFTBt 維尼
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盛子臻拉進她的手腕。8964 copyright protection23PENANAJ9uQq1KSRn 維尼
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「同我去個地方。」8964 copyright protection23PENANAZW0d3rf05g 維尼
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車子開到那繁華的商業區時,陳文靜便猜到盛子臻要帶她到哪裡。還以為自己會因而覺得窘迫,手會冒汗,心會一直懸著;沒有。心如止水。陌生的淡然。彷彿與她無關。直到車子駛出商業區,才有那麼一絲緊張;像個等了半輩子的婦人,終究等來遠行丈夫的消息。8964 copyright protection23PENANAn90A05KHP5 維尼
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教區墳場。8964 copyright protection23PENANApFZp2R3YkG 維尼
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這該是一個有點日子的墳,墓卻仍簇新,其上的照片縱是黑白卻有這年代的色感,驟眼看是個新墳。可墓裡亡魂的名字下那些日期清晰地說,其人亡於二十年前,享年二十一歲。8964 copyright protection23PENANAZXZAcZ3fiH 維尼
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她的名字,季楠。8964 copyright protection23PENANAsgVgqBXd0P 維尼
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「上年未化晒,換咗墓碑再葬。依家應該冇問題。定好咗執骨日子,下個月四號。兩母子七號飛,唔會再返嚟。」8964 copyright protection23PENANATDpnRJ2gWX 維尼
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陳文靜沉默,看著那照片裡的女孩。8964 copyright protection23PENANASiLXlxDTDw 維尼
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「孟書凡。有啲事我一直好想同你講。」嘆了一聲,自嘲式笑著。「但係我唔敢。因為我諗唔到你會點樣回應,亦唔知道我開口之後,會唔會連你畀我嗰少少感情都冇埋。」往前踏了半步,像是要看清季楠的樣子,她瞇著眼,苦笑,「但係,我而家想講。我敢講。我需要講。你願唔願意聽?」8964 copyright protection23PENANAPL9ZYHtmct 維尼
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「你講。」沉默良久,陳文靜幽幽地說。那兩個字,都像是沒了靈魂般,飄著要飛走似的。8964 copyright protection23PENANAmmwpi2hb1h 維尼
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「好。」她把雙手插進大衣的口袋裡,抬頭看了看墓旁那棵大樹的枝丫,笑了,「佢嘅死,根本同你一啲關係都冇。佢根本冇鍾意過你。」8964 copyright protection23PENANAWkqcLU0ek5 維尼
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陳文靜沉默,臉上依然沒有表情。8964 copyright protection23PENANAWJIzhMN229 維尼
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倒是盛子臻,沒想到陳文靜連一絲情緒也沒有,心便慌了;怕把人打進最壞的狀況,她也不敢說下去了。就這麼看著陳文靜,往她靠了半步,想要看真她的臉。8964 copyright protection23PENANAbE5xqQLhRP 維尼
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嘴角輕輕上揚,似笑非笑。8964 copyright protection23PENANA4mPvQu5Pyy 維尼
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「嗯。」8964 copyright protection23PENANAh62HvcJMFy 維尼
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「你⋯⋯」盛子臻一時啞巴了。是什麼意思?「⋯⋯你⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection23PENANACpKNOrSaP9 維尼
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「我知道佢冇鍾意過我。我只係一直都唔想承認。」轉過臉來,往盛子臻微笑。一抹她很久沒見過的,屬於孟書凡的微笑。「係我拖累咗你,子臻。係我對你唔住。」8964 copyright protection23PENANAyWZOnO3vFy 維尼
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「書凡⋯⋯」她慌了。無來由地慌了。急步上前拉著陳文靜的手臂,「⋯⋯你唔好⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection23PENANA9ze2I6FIBq 維尼
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「我冇事。」沒有推開她,她拍了拍那開始有點抖的手。「多謝你,子臻。係我對你唔住。」8964 copyright protection23PENANAwvjORaQwBj 維尼
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「你唔好⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection23PENANAu1XBl2KwHr 維尼
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「你聽我講。」她握著那手,溫柔地捏了捏,「子臻。我唔想再傷害任何人。我已經傷害咗你好多好多年。我好想你放低我。好想放你自由。但係我冇用,我冇勇氣,怕連你都走埋我捱唔到落去。我成日諗返轉頭,如果唔係你,我唔會有我而家有嘅嘢。我就係自私,先至會一直吊住你。我僅存嘅少少良知一直都唔夠我嘅自私鬥;明明知道我係傷害緊你,拖累緊你,但就因為怕失去而揜住良心繼續落去。有時候我諗,如果我可以鍾意你,你話幾好。其實我試過,試過用心去諗你嘅好,去諗我同你之間嘅事;我都記得,就好似我依然⋯⋯哈。但係我冇辦法。子臻。我冇辦法。響我心入面,你係好好嘅,係好值得去愛嘅女仔;但係,我對你⋯⋯只可以係家人。如果你願意。」8964 copyright protection23PENANA5XtYJVyAZN 維尼
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盛子臻早已哭成淚人,直接跌坐在季楠的墓上,泣不成聲。陳文靜蹲下,把人擁進懷裡,說了兩聲對不起,雙臂用盡力來擁緊懷裡人。8964 copyright protection23PENANAArHSIotgle 維尼
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孟書凡你真的是個賤人。8964 copyright protection23PENANA8cVa7NnYB8 維尼
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把盛子臻送回家後,陳文靜開著車,漫無目的地遊走在這城市裡。沒有目的地,看著那個路牌順眼就跟著,竟也繞了這個城市大半個圈;然後,不為意間,回到一切的原點。8964 copyright protection23PENANAawnh9xvIkz 維尼
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機場。8964 copyright protection23PENANAQT5raFsMWh 維尼
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這個地方已沒有當初給她的那種驚艷,滿滿是銅臭和硝煙的難聞氣味。關於這裡的記憶,原來已被這幾年的新聞掩蓋了不少;與季楠的初遇,竟在腦裡褪了色,變得糢糊,有點易碎。想要在裡頭走一走,把這些記憶抓緊些,卻怕它一捏就碎;她把車子停在能遠眺飛機升降的地方,未敢靠近。8964 copyright protection23PENANABP67zSOLee 維尼
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「唔知仲以為你地係飛機師、空姐,玩衝上雲霄。邊有人響機場發展嘅係咁奇特嘅關係?」8964 copyright protection23PENANAKXDORHwrls 維尼
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沈家儀總覺得,孟書凡和季楠,單是名字已夠讓人覺得離地;機場的奇怪邂逅更是讓她覺得有內情,總抓著這點不放。明明聽過很多遍,她還是偶爾會問起;每次問起,她都不厭其煩地說,這當中必然有其他。8964 copyright protection23PENANAlcsoTuhxCk 維尼
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這幾天,也只有這個人往陳文靜這裡發訊息。8964 copyright protection23PENANAm1AnJpCuPz 維尼
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『響邊?幾時返?』8964 copyright protection23PENANAcs2nLTkSP1 維尼
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『酒店。過多個零星期。』8964 copyright protection23PENANAylk1ibfozu 維尼
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『搞咩?好有錢咩?住乜鬼嘢酒店?仲要住成個幾星期?』8964 copyright protection23PENANA1b7mURsjKE 維尼
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『唔駛擔心。我搞得掂。』8964 copyright protection23PENANAXZjEh2xW75 維尼
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『輪到我唔擔心咩?我咁辛苦幫你帶返啲女返屋企,你同我玩失踪?』8964 copyright protection23PENANAAlDRF8OjFs 維尼
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『你幫我睇住佢地。』8964 copyright protection23PENANATn8FlfvlZP 維尼
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沒過多少秒,沈家儀的電話便來了。陳文靜看了手提電話上的號碼良久,掙扎了良久,還是無奈地接了。8964 copyright protection23PENANAylJEbi8JQU 維尼
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「你搞乜嘢,姐姐?你幾時變到咁蛇𠺌,連自己屋企都唔敢返?」8964 copyright protection23PENANAWLHyKQZ5GK 維尼
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「我只係想靜下。」8964 copyright protection23PENANAGXE0NEWcHZ 維尼
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