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Are you mad/upset?
No, I'm not mad. I'm not upset. I think this was going to happen in the end anyway. I was expecting it. I think it’s sweet.
(one text at a time cus of this girls attention span lol)
It was really freeing when you guys told me. I didn’t feel like I was hopelessly waiting on someone. It felt so freeing.
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But there was a really big emotional weight on me all the time. I felt unwanted alot because of how I was being told that "maybe she likes me" while you guys were already dating. I was clinging onto the hope that maybe this girl that I’ve adored for so long might finally like me. But that was the smallest little hope since it was obvious that it would never be me. Still it hurt so bad.
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I wish you would have told me sooner. I get that you weren’t ready but it would have been nice to know. Instead of just hating myself because of how ignored I felt overall. But here’s my point
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I’m not stepping away from this because I am mad. I’m doing it as a step towards my own peace. I’m not going to cling onto my past. It never does me any good. I know that we’re friends. To me the friendship was based on the romantic feelings I had for you.
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I don’t feel that anymore. It was easy to detach myself right away. I think having it confirmed that you don’t love me like that just wiped away that emotion entirely
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I’m wishing you both so much good. I just can’t be around to see it. I am happy for you two. I hope it lasts for as long as you both want it to. I love you both.
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